April 2022

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TrippyThaKid - Blizzard Wizard (Prod. ZCR)

Produced by sensu and Neanderthal 

Mixed by 3astman

Employment Cost

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

lyrics:

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

I been sucking back balloons
Please dont hit my line if it is not the afternoon
Please dont call my phone unless its evening ok
I just poured my cup and that shit was bleeding ok
Once I was getting on new friends were never in good faith
U could lose it all and they gon leave u in that state
I had plenty tears fall on designer pants and fade
I been dressing nice but its the norm because im gay
Im in the sauna when Im touching Molly
She see im stressed out and she tryna calm me
Dont massage me just touch up on my body
Fuck it lets skip the night and rain check that party
I geek her up and now she moving like a zombie
I deck Dior on top her chest not Abercrombie
I pour out cups she told me to make it look like barney
Dont play those games with me lil bitch I am not no carney

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

If im being honest first I think about is me
Been one too many fakers tryna play around ode
I never share my shit with cakers cause they take it like its free
But Im lovely when im on at e
U a faggot u a clown boy
When I fucked his bitch oh I pound boy
I made her sing like she was kid laroi
Wiped it up with mink cause im a rich boy
Drank came thru and I put it in my tonic
Smoking cookie from the moon I feel like I was wolace and grommet
I won’t fuck around because my girl is special product
This city get to me I need to dip off to a cottage
I hope u dont mind
When I settle in place
Im sweating off these drugs baby please just gimme space
I am not no thug baby I keep people to rage
I aint go in for that hug she gave me cause Im not tryna make new friends
 
Welcome to the safe house 
Percocet on the night stand
Turn Percocet in my brain now
Typical bitch with sub tweets
Fuck it im feeling great now
Ciroq with the blunt im binked now
Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

Tastes likecopper (taylor morgan)

Produced by Beat Bank
Engineered by Jeffrey Tanner

Fresh Air (Prod. by Beat Bank)

Every Single Way

AEOU

HATE MYSELF

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kenny1234/fWLj


well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

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Tuff(Prod. Brelly beats)

Video link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_Pb7OnSLqY


Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4ld8oAAZSCWC8lBlLw52ou

iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/bad-love-breaks-hearts-single/1459412897

demon diaries & @violetelectric
prod by @hxrxkiller
mixed by @violetelectric & @wgm2093

lyrics:
[Intro: violet electric]
Gotta bring it over
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over, yeah 

[Hook: violet electric]
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above

[Verse: heroine diaries]
I’m breaking hearts now
I’m a demon now
I’m up now
Don’t call me
Sick of bad love
Sick of your love
Stop boring me
Need good drugs
Fuck your love
Fuck this life
Don’t feel right
Die tonight
Broke your heart
But that’s alright
My future bright
Gotta stay alive
Gotta stay alive I love being so high
I’m so numb now I forgot how to cry
They say that they sad now but they don’t really wanna die
You can see the hurt if you look into my eyes

[Bridge: heroine diaries & violet electric]
Gotta stay alive I love being so high (𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩)
I’m so numb now I forgot how to cry (𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘺)
They say that they sad now but they don’t really wanna die (𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘦)
You can see the hurt if you look into my eyes (𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴)

[Hook: violet electric]
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above

[Outro: violet electric]
I want you to be with me
So long
So long 
Be, be for me 
be for me

bad love breaks hearts (feat. violet electric) (prod. hxrxkiller)

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

STREAM ALL PLATFORMS

why am i ok

My thoughts and emotions onto a song, hope you understand. </3

PURPLE RAIN

Spotify/Apple Music: https://sweeney.fanlink.to/popstar
Music Video: https://youtu.be/Vttz0n6oGvs

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific & https://soundcloud.com/landosmusic
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/sensugang & https://soundcloud.com/user-301183187
Mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/3astman
Additional Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/simplymiraculous

Lyrics:
Leave me in the sun
Where I can shine
Where I can shine

I told my mom I'll be a popstar
All the cars and the money, I'mma make more
Every show, this the journey that I work for
I told her I'mma be a star
I told my mom I'll be a popstar
All the cars and the money, I'mma make more
Every show, this the journey that I work for
I told her I'mma be a star

Told my momma I'mma make it
She told me that I was faking
Always told me I was basic
I don't know how to take this
I'm so close
Yeah, I've been on my own though
Not really, I've been with my bros doing shows
Yeah, my wrist iced out, it fucking glows
We out of control
We in the lobby
We chopping like that shit karate
I'm Mr. Miyagi
She all on my dick ain't no catching a body
I feel like the man and they trying to copy

I told my mom I'll be a popstar
All the cars and the money, I'mma make more
Every show, this the journey that I work for
I told her I'mma be a star
I told my mom I'll be a popstar
All the cars and the money, I'mma make more
Every show, this the journey that I work for
I told her I'mma be a star

I still got questions on my mind that I hope somebody can answer
Is the stardom really worth it if I never get the chance to talk
To my friends
And my family
Yeah, I won't leave you in the dirt, you know I'll always be right here
I really hope that you believe me 'cause I've known you for a year or two
And I want to spend this time with you

I told my mom I'll be a popstar
All the cars and the money, I'mma make more
Every show, this the journey that I work for
I told her I'mma be a star
I told my mom I'll be a popstar
All the cars and the money, I'mma make more
Every show, this the journey that I work for
I told her I'mma be a star

Popstar

Spotify/Apple Music

Popstar (w/ SadBoyProlific & lando!) [prod. Sensu & Roe Kapara]

let me die
i don’t really know what the point in life is
everybody knows that we won’t survive
i jus wanna go shawty i can’t fight this
always on my page but you never like
it’s fake
you ain’t really love me
that’s great
i been counting up my bankroll 
all day
i been drowning in my problems
let’s escape

i been in my bag
and i ain’t stoppin bitch
i love poppin tags
so i been shopping
i don’t understand
girl what’s your problem now
you make me feel dead
cuz you’re a toxin bitch
i already know your love is counterfeit
pretty sure she hates me but she loves my fits 
strung out on the daily but these drugs are bliss
i don’t wanna live i’m fucking done with this
i don’t know what i should do
i’m lost and missing you
i wish it wasn’t true
what the fuck am i gun do
oh whoa
i’m just dying in my room
oh no
i keep falling for you boo

why’s my mind feel like it’s a prison
i don’t understand
i just wanna life that’s worth living
won’t you hold my hand

toxin [prod. thatboineco]

White Roses

lyrics

his tongues loose but one day he'll hold his wrongs
options present themselves way less this time around
reasoning is obsolete when deafened by the cause
bullets fly right by his head as he prays to his god
i need forgiveness he yells at the clouds
haunted by the task at hand of making dad proud
birthmarks he never saw till she pointed them out
he said u know me better than like anyone else around
i sleep and i wait for the end of the world
when i wake up to these sirens as hurricanes whirl
around my house i might walk right out
i never liked it here and this death would make me smile
theres a light on on her front porch
she said she was up late maybe its a sign so im going to find out
last we were in a fight but i hope shes calmed down
i just wanna run something by u while im blacked out
lets let bygones become bygones
i aint mean to scare you 
i meant it but im sorry i just had to lash out
i could smell his body on you when we laid down
i guess i just helped find the one that worked out

bygones become bygones  (eric godlow)

Prod. Kado go show him love

Lyrics:

I can’t believe I got as far as I have without the help you said you’d give me 
Different life and I might be thanking you for sticking with me but i guess
That it’s all for the best 
Mom was correct 
I’ve Cursed since seventeen but since my birth I’ve been blessed  
Now I have to go and get all these feelings off of my chest
hasn’t made the feeling better but it’s bringing In checks
Every day is still a struggle every night is a test 
I know one day ima blow up it just ain’t happen yet 
Had to stay in my home when all the homies already left they 
Chasing dreams or chasing knowledge just acquiring debt 
And then they only come around when they see you at your best
I’m sorry that I yelled I’m just so fucking upset 

I’m so Tired of feeling like I’m just wasting my breath 
Like I’m screaming at a being that I ain’t ever met 
Like god above abandoned me he knows I’m a threat 
Maybe when I’m judged I’ll find some solace in death 

I know you don’t need me 
Could you please just let me down Easy 
When  you leave what do you do? 
It’s obvious I mean nothing to you 
Couldn’t care less I see right through you 
When I’m alone I think of you 

You know I’m just a person
We get what we deserve and 
I’ll shoulder all this burden 
Now that I’ve been deserted 
Didn’t say I’m perfect 
Didn’t even say I’m worth it
I just thought that maybe you’d give a fuck that I’m clearly hurting 
Working on a different version of who I was
I gave everything I have it seems it’s never enough, in the bluff 
With the homies going out of our minds 
keep it up and someone’s gonna gun me down in my prime 
I can’t believe I got as far as I have without you there you never cared and I knew it I blew it it’s so fucking rare 
To find a genuine love when you in it  
You know that it’s real 
But I’m better off alone I’m gonna die on that hill
Confined in my head
that’s all I want that’s all I need but in the end I always seem to get the better of me 
I can tell that you got somewhere better to be 
In the end I know there’s always someone 
better than me 
cool

April 2022

Zach Klosterman