Diary Entry No.2 (Prod. Zach Rabbit)

Lyrics:
u said ive been like this too long
sad and down and outmyself
you say i dont act the same
no shit you bitch im not myself
i think you a fuckin lie
you dont fuckin care that much
i think that you loved me more 
back when i robbed to get our stuff
i think that you loved me more
back when i hid my fuckin stress
back when i did drugs all day 
to hide i was always depressed
back when i only went outside to find 
someone to fuckin rob
back when i was broke and bummy
back when i aint have a job
back before i wore all of my pain 
ontop my fuckin sleeve
back when you said ima leave
and i said fine then you can leave
back when i got out of jail
back when i went back to jail
i think that you loved me more
back when i wrote inside dis hell
back when i was angry all the time
and aint know how to feel
nowadays you tell me i aint shit
and that im not myself

ive said this shit too many times
apologized to keep the peace
i dont go outside
you loved me back when i was in these streets
you said i dont look depressed
you said thats a damn excuse
you said ion talk enough
so this is how ill talk to you
depression doesnt got a face
and when it ends dont got a date
and when i say im happy, bitch im lying
its all fuckin fake
i said that i miss my granny
you said to get over it
my grannys birthday passed a while ago
so now i feel like shit
shittier than usual
like how i feel at christmas time
i used to think im fine
now ion look at myself half the time

i think you dont understand but its ok i love you tho
i just think that when i wasnt shit u used to love me mo
i think that i hurt yo feelings once again but its all cool 
lately ive been stressed but i guess thats what baby mamas do
and i apoligize for all the times that rabbit did u wrong
and if i die today i hope you heal and end up moving on
and if i off myself just lie dont tell my daughter how i died
i work this stupid job so i dont see my daughter half the time
they say money cant buy happiness, i feel like thats a lie
maybe i wont feel like this when money falls from the sky

NOT MYSELF (PROD. ZACH RABBIT)

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New EP with @dead_hippie666 @dead_hippie666 @dead_hippie666

1. FREE MASONS (Prod. By Lurk)
2. LIKE DO (Prod. By Lurk & Dead Hippie)
3. PRESSURE STRATEGIES (Prod. By Lurk)
4. ASTRAL PLANE (Prod. By Lurk)
5. TI & DO (Prod. By Lurk)
6. LA LECHUZA (Prod. By Lurk & Dead Hippie)

LURK & DEAD HIPPIE - THE FREE MASONS

EvilGrinAcrossMyFace [2024] [CRUCIFIED CLICK Exclu]

Im finna spazz Im sly not Ela,

bringing the cash wave at the bank teller,

put on a mask to cover up the lot of problems this week cause its been a hella,

I feel like trash but Im tryna pray tonight cause I already know it get better,

I aint een been to class cause most of these programs not leveling up wit my schedule,

heard my pops just spazzed out on my cuzzo come on man what we got goin',

you had crashed and you aint een tell nobody like come on cuh how dat normal,

we really could've seen you suited up and I promise that would be far from formal,

boutta leave these two girls home alone so they mama scornful,

negativity conquered seem like the whole family divided,

been ganging up on my pops even my brudda so its one sided,

bout 7 years ago 2018 thats when the flame ignited,

brudda through the window pane and thats when pain insighted,

know what he did to you but the sangsters they aint righteous,

I know the cost of whats stuck up on yo' mental we paid the same prices,

a product of my trauma but everyone else label me the nicest,

I see the blood shed on my motherland all the vices,

had to pull my hand away from the pie
gave out too many slices,

should I stay or should I go really becoming indecisive,

Ion know what to do no more God get me through the violence,

Ion know what to say no more God get me through the silence

-slyy_

week 39 (elaquise)

2 BLUNTS TO DA DOME
BLOWNIN DOWN LIKE WORLD TRADE
LOCED OUT RENEGADE
FISTS FULL OF HAND GRENADE
MAD WHEN IM BETRAYED
IMA SOULJA EARIN STRIPES
EVERY MUTHAFUCKAIN NITE
SCRATCHEM OFF MY HITLIST
DAMN I FEEL RELENTLESS
MC DA DENTIST 
REMOVING TEETH WRENCHES
TORTURE STYLE ENDLESS
LABEL ME MISFIT 
RIP DA ARMS OFF A CRUCIFIX
CHOP YOU TILL THERES NUTTIN LEFT
DOIN BAD BY MYSELF
YES IM BAD FOR UR HEATH
ARTICULATE HELL BENT 
IM A FAN OR TORMENT
MUTHAFUCK DA GOVERNMENT
NEVA HAVE I REPENT
DEATH MAKES ME PITCH A TENT

HELLBENT MISFIT (PROD. KEVINTHECREEP)

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Diary Entry No.2 (Prod. Zach Rabbit)

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