you say i dont act the same, no shit you bitch im not myself

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u said ive been like this too long
sad and down and outmyself
you say i dont act the same
no shit you bitch im not myself
i think you a fuckin lie
you dont fuckin care that much
i think that you loved me more 
back when i robbed to get our stuff
i think that you loved me more
back when i hid my fuckin stress
back when i did drugs all day 
to hide i was always depressed
back when i only went outside to find 
someone to fuckin rob
back when i was broke and bummy
back when i aint have a job
back before i wore all of my pain 
ontop my fuckin sleeve
back when you said ima leave
and i said fine then you can leave
back when i got out of jail
back when i went back to jail
i think that you loved me more
back when i wrote inside dis hell
back when i was angry all the time
and aint know how to feel
nowadays you tell me i aint shit
and that im not myself

ive said this shit too many times
apologized to keep the peace
i dont go outside
you loved me back when i was in these streets
you said i dont look depressed
you said thats a damn excuse
you said ion talk enough
so this is how ill talk to you
depression doesnt got a face
and when it ends dont got a date
and when i say im happy, bitch im lying
its all fuckin fake
i said that i miss my granny
you said to get over it
my grannys birthday passed a while ago
so now i feel like shit
shittier than usual
like how i feel at christmas time
i used to think im fine
now ion look at myself half the time

i think you dont understand but its ok i love you tho
i just think that when i wasnt shit u used to love me mo
i think that i hurt yo feelings once again but its all cool 
lately ive been stressed but i guess thats what baby mamas do
and i apoligize for all the times that rabbit did u wrong
and if i die today i hope you heal and end up moving on
and if i off myself just lie dont tell my daughter how i died
i work this stupid job so i dont see my daughter half the time
they say money cant buy happiness, i feel like thats a lie
maybe i wont feel like this when money falls from the sky

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