Yes I think that I'm sensing something strange again
Yes I think that I'm jumping off the deep end
Yes I think that I'm sensing something strange again
Yes I think that I'm jumping off the deep end

You say you love
You say you care
But I'm alone
And you're not there

You say you know
What I've gone through
But I'm still here
So where are you?

It's the good times
That make it worth it
It's the bad nights
Leave me hurting

It's the good times
That make it worth it
It's the bad nights
Leave me hurting

Ooh

sensing something strange (again)..

Humans are difficult creatures
Why do I talk about them in the third person
As if I'm not one?

I really thought that you love me
Why should I stay and pretend that you care for me
The way you used to

Ooh, ooh
Baby know I love you still
But I'm upset
I'm allowed to feel that way
And also regret
Everything I've done to you

It wasn't all great 
Yeah, I wish I could take it back
But I think it's too late, ooh
I know you love me, ooh
So why can't you see me?

Don't take it personal baby
You know which number to text, but you probably won't
You don't respect me

I think I'm tired of writing
You think I'm used to it, but on the contrary
It really pains me

My songs are becoming shorter
I have less energy now to expend on you
We kind of hate that

Hoomans (2020 demo)

An oldie i'm bringin out

(Ooh)

Take a breath, take a breath
Then take another
Slow and controlled
Get yourself off the table
Pick yourself up when you're able

Take a breath, take a breath
Then take another
Lo and behold
I'm your friend, and your soulmate, and your lover
You've known for a while I'm yours

I say, I think
You're my favorite human
You say you love me with trepidation
I know you've said
You don't want me around
Love is different
When you go and rebound (rebound)

Ooh, I'm a little dummy
Ooh, tell me I'm a fool
I'll be here for now
Hopefully for later
Know I love you so
Even when I hate ya
I love ya

Look
For every song there is a season
For every rhyme there is a reason
You're probably gettin tired of these and
I'm only teasin
You're cheesin

Alright, ask him for that cash flow when it's 
Twenty one minutes till 2
Messed up and I'm hangin low
When I really wanna be with you
Talkin bout 15 in the A.M. and idk where I put my hat
But I really don't care
It's not cab fare but you wouldn't know a damn half a thing about that
Call me every evening got me on lock
I can't come over ion got no socks
I'll be trippin on time and around the clock
Better put a damn ring on it tik tik tok
Mother gotta be cool to fit in in school
Maybe I don't wanna act a tired old fool
Instead I'll be home alone, forget the phone
Don't give me a bone, I'm tired homes
I'm on my own
Goodnight

FPtestmix1

I never know what to say to ya
I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, but I
I been writing all day to ya
Blew off every chance I had at shuttin' my eyes tonight

Woo, wooh, woooh,
It's in my bad dreams, I can feel it
They tell me the best is yet to come
I don't make no mistake about it
I'm in a box and can't get home
Maybe tomorrow I'll be lucid
Ready to take on life at large
Maybe tomorrow I'll be livid
Better than feeling nothing at all

Always knew I was a poor man
Forever destined to a life of wandering
Every buck I make, I spend it
Forever destined to a life of squandering my dreams away

It feels like heaven, for a moment
But then we always come back down, I
I feel so high, let's not get low
Don't wanna fall asleep at the wheel

It's in my bad dreams, I can feel it
They tell me the best is yet to come
I don't make no mistake about it
I'm in a box and can't get home

Maybe tomorrow I'll be lucid
Ready to take on life at large
Maybe tomorrow I'll be livid
Better than feeling nothing at all

I think I should take a step back
Overtime convince myself that
(Nothing can tear me apart)
I think you'll move mountains, kid,
You're stronger than you realize right now
(Nothing can tear you apart)
I think I should take a step back
Overtime convince myself that
(Nothing can tear me apart)
I think you'll move mountains, cause
You're stronger than you realize, Captain 
(Nothing can tear you apart)

Ba da da, ba da da, ba da da, da
Ba da da, da ba da, du da da, du du du du
Da ba da, ba da da, ba da da, ba
Ba da da, ba ba da, du ba da, du du du du

Bad Dreams (better tho)

Astral Journey 2018

A Door That Leads To Nowhere Pt I. (2019 instrumental demo)

Eleven pt i

guess which game soundtrack inspired this

like for full version

my old favorite game

the sound of silence post rock demo

take the road

Track list:

Blue Christmas - Elvis Presley
Lil Saint Nick - Beach Boys
Christmastime is Here - Vince Guaraldi Trio
O Holy Night - Adolphe Adam
Carol of the Bells - Mykola Leontovych
God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen - trad
Silent Night - trad
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - Hugh Martin
Santa Claus Is Coming To Town - Jackson 5
Run, Rudolph, Run - Chuck Berry
Jingle Bell Rock - Bobby Helm

A Heavy Christmas '22 To You (ft. Ryan Verthein)

party animals.

Track from circa 2017

Recovered an old flash drive, getting some old projects back from the grave

Accept This Help (2023 Remaster)

Such Great Heights Demo

Made with production assistance from Ryan Verthein

Lyrics:

All the creatures legendary, monsters mythological, can come my way
I'll admit the only thing that scares me is when you're not there to get me through the day

Is it 'cause you think I wanna leave?
Is this the way you wanna grieve?
Or do you have something up your sleeve?
The love is here, if you believe...

Is this the way you wanna go?
I thought you wanted to take it slow
If you'd rather have the drama, I don't know
Maybe separate ways we're meant to go

You can say I'm off my rocker
I don't mean to be the one who makes a scene
One thing you can do to get me rolling is to tell me you have doubts about this whole thing

I am here today, you are here today
I am here to stay, but I don't wanna play no wild card
You are here with me, I ain't meant to be another lonely guy on my way

Is it 'cause you think I wanna leave?
Is this the way you wanna grieve?
Or do you have something up your sleeve?
The love is here, if you believe...

Is this the way you wanna go?
I thought you wanted to take it slow
If you'd rather have the drama, I don't know
Maybe separate ways we're meant to go

Is it 'cause you think I wanna leave?
Is this the way you wanna grieve?
AaAhHh (oOoOh)

Doubts

I wanna be your shoulder to cry on when you're gone
And I wanna be the mountaintop to climb up when you need direction
Oh, love is the way to go

Your Shoulder To Cry On

If I'm being honest, I used to want you
I used to think you wanted me, too
If I'm being honest, really, it doesn't matter
Nothing happened anyway
Anyway

If I'm being honest, I used to be cool
I don't know what happened, maybe I never was
If I'm being honest, I used to hate school
But now I think I wanna get paper

If I'm being honest right now
I gotta be honest with you
I gotta be honest with myself
Yeah, honest with everyone

No, I can't tell no lie
Maybe I could if I wanted to
But what would it help, if I
Couldn't be so true

Have you not heard the news
Lies are the sorry new face of truth
Could I breathe the truth into you?
(The truth)

Could it be believed, that the truth could set me free?

I Gotta Be Honest

Made with production assistance from Ryan Verthein

W. A. I. D. W. M. L.

Am I ever gonna meet your friends?
Definitely not today
I'm probably gonna fall asleep
You're probably gonna walk away

Are we ever gonna go to church
To pray to someone we don't know
And disassociate with everyone
Around a tall tale told so long ago?

Are we ever gonna go to festivals and sing
Hallelujah?
Are we ever gonna pack a picnic and then climb
A mountain mama?
Are we ever gonna hit an old town road and drive
Down to nowhere?
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

And you're just someone in my head
In my heart, but not my arms
Maybe I'll call you again
Hallelujah

And I'm just someone in the bed
Open arms and shriveled hands
Waiting for my beating heart
To show it to ya

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Mr. Cohen said it best
But what's it to ya?

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I'm a stupid, stupid kid
I'm a fool, yeah

Am I ever gonna see your face
Under billions of stars,
Isolated and unfettered,
Pointing out Venus and Mars?

All the while sitting underneath a tree
Illuminated by the moon
Analyzing works of Vonnegut
And I believe the sun is rising soon

Are we ever gonna hop the downtown bars and drink?
Hallelujah
Are we ever gonna stroll along the weathered street
Massachusetts?
Stopping at a bench to look into your eyes
See right through ya
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

And you're just someone in my head
In my heart, but not my arms
Maybe I'll call you again
Hallelujah

And I'm just someone in the bed
Open arms and shriveled hands
Waiting for my beating heart
To show it to ya

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Mr. Cohen said it best
But what's it to ya?

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I'm a stupid, stupid kid
I'm a fool, yeah

Ooh, I'm a stupid son of a gun
I'm an all-day sucker cup for your love
I'm the butt of every cheesy trope
That you hear about in every f*cking love song

And you're just someone in my head
In my heart, but not my arms
Maybe I'll call you again
Hallelujah

And I'm just someone in the bed
Open arms and shriveled hands
Waiting for my beating heart
To show it to ya

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Mr. Cohen said it best
But what's it to ya?

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I'm a stupid, stupid kid
I'm a fool, yeah

Open Arms (Hallelujah) 2 - 17 - 20 Mix

Dearest Kate,


What's the moon like over there in Oregon?
It's a pretty full one over here again
Couldn't take a picture if I wanted to
I would give my everything to be with you

Miss ya, miss ya, miss ya, baby
Miss ya, miss ya, sexy thing
Miss ya, miss ya, miss ya, baby
Let me be your everything

What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?
Is it bigger, brighter over there?
I just want to bite your lips and kiss your neck
Maybe run my fingers through your hair

Miss ya, miss ya, miss ya, baby
Miss ya, miss ya, sexy thing, ooh
Miss ya, miss ya, miss ya, baby
Let me be your everything

What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?
Don't tell me, it's probably the same
If you truly want me when you're back again
I'll feel like I've won life's greatest game

Miss ya, miss ya, miss ya, baby
Miss ya, miss ya, sexy thing, ooh
Miss ya, miss ya, miss ya, baby
Let me be your everything

What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?
What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?
What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?
What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?
What's the moon look like up there in Oregon?

Oregon 2 - 17 - 20 Mix

So go and leave me when you're broken
Just don't pretend we're all the same
It's not a test of who among us is the greatest, sweetest
I'm only trying out abstaining blaming

I'm only trying out refraining draining
I've only now begun this game
Oh
I'm done with trying out explaining, ingraining
I won't forget that I'm to blame
Oh

So go and leave me when you're tired
Just don't pretend I didn't fight
I can't believe you never wrote about it
Write about it, ooh
It still won't bring the truth to light

I'm only trying out abstaining blaming
I've only just begun
The game

I've Only Just Begun

Earth angel, Earth angel, will you be mine?
My darling dear, love you all the time.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.
Earth angel, Earth angel, the one I adore
Love you for ever, and ever more.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.
I fell for you, and I knew
The vision of your love's loveliness.
I hope and I pray, that some day
I'll be the vision of your hap, happiness.
Earth angel, Earth angel, please be mine.
My darling dear, love you all the time.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.
I fell for you, and I knew
The vision of your love's loveliness.
I hope and I pray, that some day
I'll be the vision, the vision of your happiness.
Oh, oh, oh, Earth angel, Earth angel, please be mine.
My darling dear, love you for all time.
I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you.

Earth Angel

Change Pt I

This year's gonna be better
This year's gonna be better
Oh, yeah
This year's gonna be better

This year's gonna be better
This year's gonna be better
Oh, yeah
We've been under the weather
But this year's gonna be better
Oh, mm, because

I've been trying not to mess up
But I gotta fess up everything on my mind
You've been trying not to hate me
But appreciate me, and I return in kind

I know what we need is to be out of here
Into the new year...

This Year's Gonna Be Better

Turn away and lose yourself
I am right behind you
Lie awake beneath the dark
I am right beside you

And it's cold, and we're told
Just to stick it out, emboldened
So we stick, we're like glue
When we love on each other

And I know, give it time
Every day is hit or miss
Sometimes I feel so small
I gave all I am for this

And I want to live, I don't know how
And I want to breathe again somehow
And I want to learn to love again
You better believe it
I'm tying all of my lose ends

(Just short of dead
But it's all in your head
Did you hear what she said?
Yeah, it's all in your head)

Tell me if you change your mind
I am more than willing
To leave the broke and dead behind
And make a life fulfilling

And it's cold, and we're told
Just to stick it out, emboldened
So we stick, we're like glue
When we love on each other

And I know, give it time
Every day is hit or miss
Sometimes I feel so small
I gave all I am for this

And I want to live, I don't know how
And I want to breathe again somehow
And I want to learn to love again
You better believe it
I'm tying all of my lose ends

('Cause we're just short of dead
But it's all in your head
Did you hear what she said?
Yeah, it's all in your head)

Zac Shaner

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