i want to make music like this holy shit its so pretty and relaxing. i love this so much. serenity.

ghost under my bed

this is not as good as it could have been but im building a new computer and will lose all my demos so i decided to top this one off and post it!! :p thank you for listening

lyrics:
i'm never really happy with anything that i do
i always feel like someone else could've done it better
i know that didn't rhyme i just wanted to say
that i feel this way every fucking day
of my life

but it's ok i know that i'll be alright
and maybe one day i'll feel like i did something right

something right [demo]

lyrics:
Im floating in my bed
Thoughts pooling in my head
My teeth are chomping down on popcorn
I can’t feel my limbs
My body feels so dim
My brain receptors follow him

I feel sound 
I feel sight
I feel everything around me tonight

The moon man looks at me
His toothy grin widening
My heart drops all the way to my knees
My vision’s getting blurry
Oh god why can’t I hurry
I can’t remember where we began

thin mints and popcorn (DEMO)

Moonlight Beams

ScruffPuppie Ego - An Original Song

You're Killing Us Both

lyrics:
broke my neck while i was climbing up the fence
all we need a couple cents to pay for rent
we live in shit
injecting fucking heroin
the mescaline is kicking in 
his head is slowly getting squished and he is fucking loving it
tell my psyche just to quit
tell myself im not okay i wanna be inside my grave 
avoid the fray only to make sure all of my drugs r safe 
my pride and joy an evil ploy 
is hate just love am i a toy
drop on out and open wide
i always saw thru ur disguise

put the needle in the vein so there is never any pain
looking pale a little bit watching blood just let it drain
you'll b okay
in awhile and u can't help but just smile
serotonin says hello
hell is knocking on your door
don't let him in 
heart attack
turning black
wearing masks
all your favorite things to see 
like commercials on tv
like the dog who barks again
no i'm sorry we're not friends
sacrafice you to the styx just so i can get my fix

the bliss it never ends
thank you god im not too bent
contradict the things we said
overdosed but i won't quit
sinking deep into the ground
and i can't ever hear a sound
alll the cuts along my wrists signify an evil tick
i need to breathe
i need to speak
taking hold of my control and eyes are bleak
i know it's wrong i wanted help 
but im locked inside the shell
tar is nothing but a treat
silent killer yet so sweet

tar (prod. dextah)

one of my favorite songs in the world, and one of my favorite bands

afraid of everyone- the national cover

You Never Cared Enough w/castlebeat

I can say that I forget 
and I never gave a shit 
that I was quick to just forgive but I‘d be lying to myself and 
I’m a liar as you know 
but you know 

anything we’ve got is anything but easy
I know it happened for more than a dumb reason 
we re-met in four seasons 
you’ve never felt this 
and I’ve never dealt with 
so happy a sadness 
so beautifully tragic 
it must be the magic

I can say that I forget 
and I never gave a shit that I was quick to just forget 
but I’d be lying to myself 
and I’m a liar as you know but you know that
I’d still give you everything 
even if it caused me pain 
cause i want things to be the same 
and even better than that day 
but my hope here has gone astray 
as time goes

sometimes I feel like 
you are a magnet 
repelled and attracted 
you push and you pull then you’re hot and you’re cold man but there’s not a bad reason
held onto the pain, freezed it 
that don’t make me sad 
take your time 

I’m scared if we died today things would just be left this way I’d never get to see your face cause of fear 
cause of just the mind 
but if you decide to stay 
in my life another day 
we could turn around everything 
it’ll never be too late
i want you to feel the same

let go! (don’t go!)

zainislost

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