songs

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

lonewolf

[prod. jakkyboi x jcam]
i cant show you
what i told you
i cant hold you
i dont know you

now my time's near
and im right her
this is my fear
so long bye dear

innocent
but you still 
locked me away

dont care 
no i dont care
what you say

stabbed in the back but you smile in my face

downworld  downworld
laugh to the grave

i cant show you
what i told you
i cant hold you
i dont know you

now my time's near
and im right here
this is my fear
so long bye dear

wanna go but i wont go
if i died you would care i would hope
when we sat on my living room flo
needed words what i got was a choke 

my health slipped away now im dying 
too broke for the drugs they supplying
hope i live a lil longer i aint lying
hope i live a lil longer i aint lying

wanna go but i wont go
if i died you would care i would hope
when we sat on my living room flo
needed words what i got was a choke

and i miss you miss you the most
do you still check on me i would hope
and i still wanna fuck on the low
and im still sorry hope you know


now my time's near
and im right here
this is my fear
so long bye dear

now my time's near
and im right here
this is my fear
so long bye dear

so long bye dear

i made this on my phone

gone

- [prod. van beats]

sample: balance and composure, jon simmons let me use it pls dont sue me

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

i been in a cage for 2 weeks
cant get out of bed im too weak  
anxiety holds my shoestrings
cant get out of my head im too keen

this hospital room is too clean
when im on my own im losing
man ill end my life and you'll see
when we wake up to a new dream

ooo
ooo
ooo
ooo

thats my anxiety

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

take another ativan
mix it with a bad friend
sleeping like a sandman
blood all on my hands again

im cain now my brother's dead
sorry bout the headache
im really gonna die next year
from underground to under grave

anxiety!

[Prod. Skress]

Sick of rapping about this (yuh)
But whatchu know about this (yuh)
Maybe I'll get rich (yuh)
Maybe my head splits (yuh)
And I don't even know you (yuh)
Act like I owe you (yuh)
But I done told you (yuh)
Swan dive roll through (yuh)

[Verse 1]
Don't know where I'm going, rot in my core
Your hate means nothing I hate myself more
What is this for, I can't take you to the top
Cause you were not with me when I slept on the floor

[Chorus]
So I'll Swan dive, hurricane washing my pain away
Swan dive, king to reign made a blade renegade
Swan dive, ponyboy, staying gold, never change?
Swan dive, full of hope, do and don't, stay the same

[Bridge]
You're right 
I lied
I know that I can't erase my sins
Im fine, inside, so why can't I seem to let you in
Why can't I seem to let you in
Never really loved the man I be
Never really kept my word but i'll run away
Things caged and kept from you

So I'll Swan dive, hurricane washing my pain away
Swan dive, king to reign made a blade renegade
Swan dive, ponyboy, staying gold, never change?
Swan dive, full of hope, do and don't, stay the same

Sick of rapping about this (yuh)
But whatchu know about this (yuh)
Maybe I'll get rich (yuh)
Maybe my head splits (yuh)
And I don't even know you (yuh)
Act like I owe you (yuh)
But I done told you (yuh)
Swan dive roll through (yuh)
x2

Swan Dive

Cat Scratch

Worlds We'll Never Know

Chased Away

Albatross

just another day

dying young

thom yorke but worse

get lost

sasha killed himself

worried sick

weird freestyle [prod. shinjin]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaUc_yX7Vaw

this song is for the fans
for the OG listeners
for the people who enable me to exist
love u all so much

songs

ZaneyB05