bro this song is a dead to rights described to the tee experience in a 7 year relationship with her and how my mind works since then. it's been 5 years and i found a way to kinda love ppl but there's never gonna be a fucking happiness like she gave me.i'll never move on.

https://open.spotify.com/track/7drGWrLjttSLyvM0h28De4 😗😗😗😗
@darkestnet 
@1ello5k
@myspacemark

lyrics;
@darkestnet
00 we famous
gas got me sedated
ik that u hate it
lil mama, i told her i made it :')
u had me fucking bleeeding
u said that u dont need him
u went behind my back now (｡>﹏<)
dnt even got a reason

everydays a cycle
tell me whyd u lie tho
got me down badd
on my ass
yk that im righth thooo
got me going psycho
telling me to go home
taking multicolored drugs
my life likee a lightshow :o

my body still decayinggg
i gave it all awayyy
u said ud stay the samee
but i knew youd change up :(
i wrote this part about us
remember i got u flowerrs
otp 4 hours
but that love wasnt ourrrssss

@myspacemark
she mad that i glow'd Up
you sip green like yoda 
pakks inside the 4runner
juggin out toyota
my shawty got ass 
she from barcelona
u can smell the gas
blowin on this doja

hello kitty earmuffs
you shop in the clearance
im so incoherant
they didnt wanna hear us 
gifted like its christmas
mind ur fuckin business
my pockets on fitness
bussdown on my fitbit

@darkestnet 
everydays a cycle
tell me whyd u lie tho
got me down badd
on my ass
yk that im righth thooo
got me going psycho
telling me to go home
taking multicolored drugs
my life likee a lightshow
٩( 'ω' )و

lightshow w/ myspacemark (ello) *OUT ON ALL PLATS*

https://soundcloud.com/carna007
https://soundcloud.com/yungeffen

carna 007 & myladyshatter - get right withcha (soma)

@diegointhedark
@toniveretta
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Lyrics :


@whyhaze
them boys love 2 hate
man i cant fw that nahh
ive been counting bags yaaaa
make it stack Up 
if im in the club Yo Bitch gn back it upp
if he talk then he cut off
they cant fw us

is that the girl of ur dreams,
man why she out here giving brain ? 
just spent a week out in the Bay ✈️ ☀️ 
u wont even show ur face XD
we # not the same
MDMA on my tongue man i feel great
the life U talk abt is fake
nobody even know ur name

baby when i met u i felt sparks
now i need stitches in my heart
& i got needles in my back
should’ve known it from the start
is that ur new song man its WHACK !!! 
yea that sht get turned Off
all my bros we turning Up
we know its our turn Ya

@diegointhedark
stitches in my heart they come undone 
kno i can’t fix this 
a lot of people do som goofy shit 
just 4 their image
bullets in my mag 
with red tips i’m not pretending 
they get a band on fucking soundcloud 
n act pretentious

say you winning in yrr songs 
r u not looking at the score board ?? ?
talking shit on me , 
i neverr hurd of him 
no 10-4 
nod off in bookstores 
clinic is yrr mentor 
designered up 
but like duwap bitch i need more 

i feel like a psycho 
not getting better 
wake up n do watever 
empty pockets 
i could never 
say i’m a demon 
my girl she dropping angel feathers 
off xans i can’t remember 
runn yr mouth yr head gets severed 

@whyhaze
she said im an angel
like i got a halo on my head
ik that they dont understand that they cant compare
they afraid im coming for they spot
they should be scared
im w ur gf in ur bed
she like the vivi on my underwear

SPOTIFY

Not the same w/ diegointhedark (toni veretta)

writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3

a song 4 my lovely girlfriend, miki ^_^
love her so much Oh yeahhghh

OKAY ENJOY THX


how i feel about you;;;;
writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3
missing everything about you love the touch i love the feeling
didnt know how i was livin gave my life a brand new meanin
and im cravin all of you, for your love you know im feenin
and you never do me wrong and i know that you'll never mean it
tell me anything you need i promise i can keep a secret
give me everything you can cos u know that i need it
and if you fall i'll pick u up and ill learn how to treat it

give you everything i can please tell me what you want
and i know that you need it so i promise i wont stop
and you're always in my head you're consumin every thought
wouldn't want it every different im in love with what i got
and im lookin at the time, never lookin wasted
give my all because ur mine, till the end i know we'll make it
if you ever needed time i promise id be waiting
every day by my side, yeah it feels amazin

i let you in on how i feel i let my guard down
i lay with you under the sky look at the stars now
and we can get what we want, the world is ours now
and i can tell just what you want and what you like so now im

writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3
missing everything about you love the touch i love the feeling
didnt know how i was livin gave my life a brand new meanin
and im cravin all of you, for your love you know im feenin
and you never do me wrong and i know that you'll never mean it
tell me anything you need i promise i can keep a secret
give me everything you can cos u know that i need it
and if you fall i'll pick u up and ill learn how to treat it

spotify

love letter (melik)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

prod by @neohnq @pyu



way too many missed calls
would you stay in touch
drugged up junkie love
girl u got me fucked up
Ever since i lost you…
you’ve been in my head
now she wanna comeback
ik she gon leave again

you make me feel ignored
just here when you’re bored
heart’s on the floor
what are you waiting for ?
dried eyes tears coming out my conscious
thinking bout it got me nauseous 
i try but i can’t stop it
you accelerate my heartbeat rate, 
like these drugs 
crashing down you’re my tidal wave
i disintegrate when i see your face
just take all of me
im a call away

i cant believe that we’re apart
i don’t want to wait any longer
i gave you my heart
gotta get it back get it back
popping pills until i heart attack
i constantly suffer
wish that i could be your side
without feeling like a bother

you make me feel like a bother
might as well throw me away
i loved you like no other
it comes back everytime i see your face

take all of me 🤍 (neohn & meta)

https://soundcloud.com/erdo
https://soundcloud.com/terastic

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

i shouldn't care i wish i didn't
wanna keep my head low wanna keep myself hidden
and all of these thoughts they feel like a prison 
i only get them out over these rhythms

move a box like a piston
do this for myself don't care if they listen
its been awhile hate the distance
got some downers in my system

got what i wished for no one wants 2 talk 2 me
coping with materialism go on shopping sprees
hate what going thru and how my lifes been going
i've been rlly going thru it hope that its not showing

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

better than me (erdo + tera) *djswagnasty33*

having fun with music again, expect some more soon. :)

game in the cover art is "a short hike" .. really good i recommend it highly!

words; ;

yea i just ran it up there with my bros
n u know we ontop thats forsure
how much did i just spend? shit, alot idk
idk where to turn to, look to, idk where to go
ooo
all my brothers on go
shootin when i say so
gotta escort the payload
we just ran it up forsure
now they tryna book me for a showw
they wanna know where i go
but im tryna keep it on the low

gotta keep my head up thats for certain
and its so fucked up what u did so u know im hurtin
all of this pain u put me thru tell me, was it worth it?
yea but i won now everything good yea everything perfect
my hearts stuck dunno where to go 
everythin cold, everything froze
just tryna make it thru this life yea this shits not what i chose
i worship the ground that u walk on like its covered in gold
its a tale of times man this shits gettin old

yea i just ran it up there with my bros
n u know we ontop thats forsure
how much did i just spend? shit, alot idk
idk where to turn to, look to, idk where to go
ooo
all my brothers on go
shootin when i say so
gotta escort the payload
we just ran it up forsure
now they tryna book me for a showw
they wanna know where i go
but im tryna keep it on the low

spotify!!! ^-^

we did it (southdrug)

@rexiroh ❤️

I don’t wanna lie
wind is in my hair
you don’t know I try
this was never fair :(
don’t know what to say
why u mad at me?
i can’t look at u
i can barely breathe

like where did u go?
you left me all alone
what’s the point of it all
baby I just wanna know
baby I just need ur touch
cant change what’s already done
im bleeding out from the cuts
there’s sm shit I haven’t doneee

you say we’re growing up
you say I have to change
i wish i could stay by ur side
but I’ll never stay
im the one that u blame
and ig that’s alright
no matter what i do
It always starts a fight 🙁

I don’t wanna lie
wind is in my hair
you don’t know I try
this was never fair
don’t know what to say
why u mad at me?
i can’t look at u
i can barely breathe

people wait all week for Friday
all year for Summer
and all life for Happiness

Growing Up (Rexiroh)

sorry (prod me)

wanted 2 drop something b4 my next song here is that drop thx for the support evrybody<3

prod tenoji (@haveonlyonechance)
with @laindotcom

@outfed
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money long in this bitch money tall
im wit the bros n we counting up sm guap
n its comma after comma add it up
had 2 drop hoes they aint keepin up
like i ever gave a fuck
abt her
n i know im better off
without her
n u always drag me down
abt this
thats js the way it go
find a new bitch

i cant hang wit broke boys cross my old clique 
u aint making smart money is u stupid???
n we stay on go mode found a new lick
i b staying out the drama steady coolin

@laindotcom
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ig im holding u back
u dont wanna talk n put it all in a text
u can tellem how im fucked up, go 2 ur friends
but the dick 2 good, now she calling me back
uh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
got 2 many drugs in my system
i cld rly care less boutta bitch now(nah)
oh u want it back? bitch 2 late (@prod_permafrost reference)
see im going up n now they hopping on that new wave
its like i been sipping poison from the kool-aid 
its like im becoming everything that u hate 
keep on running, youll keep tryna find a new way
but u wouldnt get very far without me-
u call me
and tell me ur so sorry
but u said u dont love me anymore?
and i dont speak to whores

way it go +laindotcom prod tenoji

rararararararararararararararararara
https://soundcloud.com/nocturnalcol
https://soundcloud.com/honor2elite

sorry (prod me)

zangel

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