Executive Produced - NEW DEADIFY JARODPANDA ALBUM - RENDER

Hereby We finally present our third full length body of work, ripped from Our psychic diary; emotionally psychoactive and presented as a sound pressure sculpture animated over time in multiple dimensions, as an exegesis of limerence.


Demos going back to 2021, coalescing through 2025 as my best most fully realised personal project, and thus we ecstatically release it into the void. 


Laced in longing, obfuscation, incongruity with a tad of romanticism and self loathing, here I tried to do another "Pop" affair exploring the now distant, improbable past memories through dreamy ambient soundscapes, skittering glitches and abstract processing collages, that collapse under their own being perceived.


Finally, as an act of alchemical release, shrine to a first Muse Priestess and offering to Babalon; Lightning of Our Heart, weaver of My Soul.


Love Under Will
Z.J.N




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I Guess I'll Never Know, But That's Okay

Tricked out tread, trap beats that collapse and warp into psychedelic soundscapes. 

Any rappers like a beat and wanna change and mess w it and record tap in. 

Visualizer ~ https://youtu.be/chbgQcAWNlE

Unreleased 2021

Track List 
Ekcle - Wihtin The Palms of a God 
Little Snake - HXD
Gleesh - Pew Pew (Sabroi Edit)
G jones - A2C2I2D
Chee & Tsuruda - Trailblazer 
Tsuruda - Yatch Haven Grande 
Little Snake Feat Lil Wop - Identical 
Modeselektor & FLOHIO - Social Distancing (Little Snake Remix)
Ekcle - Crafted in Ice 
Rustie - Ultra Thizz 
Sleepnet - Angel blade Mixed from Chee Mix AM 
Tasha Baxter, ABIS & Signal - the wall (Buunshin Remix) Chee Mix AM
Rl Grime & Juelz - Formula (IMANU Remix) Chee Mix AM
Machinedrum & Holly - Berry Patch (Halogenix Remix) [Jon Casey’s Re-Up Edit] Chee Mix AM
Eprom - B.F.G 
G Jones - Dark Artifact 
Lil Wop - Wokstar ( Little Snake Acid Trauma Edit)
Imanu - A Taste Of Hope (VIP Imanu B2b Buunshin)
Danny L Harle & DJ Danny - On a Mountain (Flume Remix)
Rustie 4eva Feat Rustie 
Bladee - Side by side Feat. Thaiboy Digitaal Xtended Bladee Cut 
Yung Lean & Skrillex - Summertime blood (Feat. Bladee & Ecco2k) ( Ai removed Lean Edit) 
Rustie - 444sure ( Feat. Rustie)
Sophie - Immaterial 
Flume - What You Need

Malaysian Estates House Warming Mix

EP05 - LP02 Still on the way, but a couple more sneak peaks :) 

Some of my Fav songs yes tbh, all the songs will be subtley different on WDIEKFS?

INFINITY X INFINITY 

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Dreams

dream

LXSTTT M3 + rare

instigator

you w/ jarodpanda

why why? ft. batya belle

My softmore Album, took a while... alot of these demos started in 2020.

What Do I Even Know For Sure?

I think my best work to date, featuring my vocals front and centre, the first true "ZAXCY" album it feels.

Take an Jouney through an E relationship, reflections and memories of a strange, important part in my life. These demos orignaly reacting and going through everything, slowing being polished and matured over the years.
Get lost in a screen, get lost in your head, but never forget, that the future is now and it's ours to define.

What Do I Even Know For Sure?

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Solostinu

cooked this the other day while sum clowns was in my room yappin

more coming era 3 Tread tapes otw im literally making a beat everyday in tread darkphonk nation all i listen to is SGP WOD Darthroach Underground needs maxxed out tread

Dark Matter - 20 - 03 - 2024 2 (TREAD DARK PHONK BEAT)

Still cooking but loving this vibe ERA 3 OTW LVC3D Musix - Advent OTW

2024 Cooks

GXD5 FL35H ~ Clams Casino - Witness Feat. Lil B (ZAXCY Trauma Edit) ID

Commissioned by Mongo Madne$$
CHXPO - Vampire Knight (Og Prod Clams Casino)

Vampire Knight (ZAXCY - Mongo Madne$$ Revelations Trauma Edit)

L5DXM Master v1 (fresh tech)

Lead my heart astray?
Oh It's my fault again
Lead my heart astray?

Why don't you believe me?
I love you for you
How many times have I let you, l
Lead my heart astray?
I'm your angel star girl
All the best babe I hope you've heard
I'm your angel star girl
All the best babe I hope you've heard
I'm ur angel star girl
It's my fault again

Oh
It's my fault again oh
Slipping out my hands oh
Oh it's my fault again
Slipping out my hands

How many times have I let you lead my heart astray?
Oh it's my fault again
Slipping out my hands

How many how many how many
How many how many how many
How many how many how many
Times have I let you lead my heart astray?

I'll Never Know, But That's Okay

My Fault Again

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Soul Bomb  ***WIP***

Your Pink Heart Emoji

Years go by where I find
Closest we've have ever been
You survive in my mind, that was way back then

Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it? oh
Don't tell me that or I'll believe it
Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it?

What we could've been
Reflections splinter, past
Oh limerence Oh the limerence make this stop

Dont tell me that or I'll believe it
Dont tell me that or I'll believe it
You're the only boy who hasn't let me down
Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it?
Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it?
Did you ever want me?

Fingers through my hair playing in my head
Just you and me in bed
fleeting moments that I'd think you'd forget
I hope I'm buried and locked up
Mind space you cant take cant stay in this place
Don't tell me that or I'll believe it no

Hope I'm buried and locked
I hope you put me in your vault (don't tell me that)
Where limerence has no hold
Don't tell me that no Let you down
I hope I'm buried and locked up
Wont you ever feel it?
Mind space you cant take  cant stay in this place
Let me slip away from all my past mistakes
Made u frown I'm sorry I didn't see the signs

I tried to open up, forgive me for not shooting a shot I didn't try
Oh oh Oh oh Oh oh Tried to Go
Forgive me
Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it?
Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it?
Did you ever want me? did you ever feel it?

Would've been enough?

Would It Have Been Enough?

new cook from 28-02-2025

I should be finishing music not starting more but here we are...

Thanateros

I wonder if you've changed at all
Just the recollection

(One more time)

I wonder if you've changed at all
Just the recollection makes me fall
I was waiting for your signs
I could never catch them in time

This album is overdue
Couldn't find any of the right chords for you
Compositions always seem to flee
Chaos proliferating... ah can you just get out of my head?
Oh, woh

I wonder if you've changed at all
Just the recollection makes me fall
I was waiting for your signs
I could never catch them in time
Will you still remember
Oh, woh

I wonder if you've changed at all
Just the recollection makes me fall
I was waiting for your signs
I could never catch them in time
Will You still remember

Oh woh

I wonder if you've changed at all
Just the recollection makes me fall
I was waiting for your signs
I could never catch them
Just the recollection makes me fall
I was I was waiting for your signs

I wonder if you've changed at all
Just the recollection makes me fall
I was waiting for your signs
I could never catch them in time
Will you still remember

Turn my pain into to gold
I gotta alchemicalize  my soul

Gold
The recollection makes me fall

You Still Remember

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You Still Remeber (Ft. Osha)

LP03T01 


You wont get anything past me again, id dare you too
You wont get anything past me again

You've been waiting for me to see your signs I keep missing them
You, You wont, get anything, past me again 
You've been waiting for me to see your signs I keep missing them
You wont get anything past me again, id dare you too

After all these years 
Do you see the sparks flying 
After all these years 
I was waiting for you all my life, now ill only love you out of time

You've been waiting for me to see your signs I keep missing them, missing them,

Walk into my life again
Take my hand do you feel it, (you wont get anything past me again) 
After all these years do you see the love

I Know!

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LP03T03 

hi, ju
oh
everything stayed
uh-
everything how you left it
rolling in pain
yeah

but a lil different- like a new coat of paint
but-
but im the same damn wall,
no i cant change
no i cant!

and every single part of me
yeah my chips- impurities
what could you do for me?
yea.. i'm waiting hopefully

in my mind go back in time
and i hang each memory
yeah my room full of photowires
but one touch is all i need

i remember you used to/
you used to lean on me
i remember we used to,
we used to be; a team

but i cant call us an us-
no more or we!!
darling are you missing-
how we used to be?

stay,
uh
everything how you left it
rolling in pain
yeah

but a lil different- like a new coat of paint
but-
but im the same damn wall,
no i cant change
no i cant..

ZAXCY
Stay with me
all I need
don't take
I cant I can I can
oh
Everything stayed
uh-
Everything how you left it
Rolling in pain
And I'm hoping my chips- impurities
What could you do for me? (dont fall away from me)

My six of cups is overflowing for you
I hope you felt it before it fell through
My love is spiraling out of my heart again
Don't think you could bear it
I can't stop changing
I think ill die again
ill turn back the pages
You can do better you said so much oh
I can't stop

think I think i Oh wo ah ah you
Thx 4 taking my heart 
I can't stop

Oh Everything Stay
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extra Prod @betterpanda

My 6 Of Cups (Feat. hi, ju FKA Deadify)

6 Of Cups ~ hi, ju - hit my head on the wall Ft. ZAXCY (Laced Edit)

My Next Body Of Work Coming ~ Aiming for ASAP release - Finalising everything (Dec/Jan Realistically) 
LP03 
  1. I Know! 
  2. You Still Remember (Feat. Osha + Additional Prod)
  3. My 6 Of Cups (Feat. hi, ju FKA deadify + panda Additional Prod)
  4. Is Fallen Away And
  5. My Heart Locks
  6. Your Pink Heart Emoji 
  7. I Can See it's 
  8. My Fault Again 
  9. Star Girl
10. Would It Have Been Enough? 
11. I'll Never Know


LP04 Also is at a similar stage of completion that would come maybe around March- This Will usher in ERA3; Complete Rebrand

LP03 ~ Sampler ~ I Guess I'll Never Know, But Thats Okay

Track 05 - Tryna finish fr 
Imogin Heap headlock Geeked Edit 
My Hearts Still locked up 
I've been tryna find the time 
to do aceept the retroactive 
questions id ask did you claim me
Said you like to start with you heart in a headlock 
I wanted you to know

My Heart Locks 26v

Oh everything stayed uh
Everything how you left it rolling in pain yeah
But a lil different- like a new coat of paint, uh
But- but I'm the same damn wall, no I can't change
No I can't!

Every single part of me
Yeah my chips- impurities
What could you do for me?
Yea. I'm waiting hopefully
In my mind go back in time
And I hang each memory
Yeah my room full of photowires, but one touch is all I need

I remember you used to/ you used to lean on me
I remember we used to, we used to be a team
But I can't call us an us- no more or we!
Darling are you missing- how we used to be?

Stay, stay with me
Uh, everything how you left it rolling in pain
All I need
Yeah, but a lil different- like a new coat of paint
Don't take me
But- but I'm the same damn wall
No I can't change no I can't
I can't I can I can

Oh Everything stayed uh- everything how you left it rolling in pain
And I'm hoping my chips- impurities
What could you do for me? (don't fall away from me)

My six of cups is overflowing for you
I hope you felt it before it fell through
My love is spiraling out of my heart again
Don't think you could bear it
I can't stop changing
I think I'll die again (can't stop changing)
Turn back the pages (can't stop changing)
You can do better you said so much oh
I can't stop

Think I think I Oh wo ah ah you
Thanks for taking my heart
I can't stop
Oh Everything Stay

My 6 Of Cups (feat. DEADIFY)

My 6 Of Cups (Ft. hi, ju FKA DEADIFY)

I'll Never Know

Every time I get A little closer it feels like I'm falling away
Every time I opened up to you it felt like a big mistake

Tell me Oh
If I could open my eyes to your face
Do you ever regret what you didn't say?

Every time I get A little closer it feels like I'm falling away
Every time I opened up to you it felt like a big mistake

Take my hand and forget
Keep feels like I'm fallen away
Everytime I opened up to you it felt like a big mistake

Do you wish I could have faced and didn't walk away
Do you remember taking my hand
Saying we're dating and forgetting it all the next day
Cause I couldn't couldn't

Every time I get A little closer it feels like I'm falling away
Every time I opened up to you it felt like a big mistake
Tell me Tell me I

Is Fallen Away And

Is Fallen Away and

Only I can See you for you
No one knows you like like like

I'm starting to see between the lines
I'm finally letting you, disolve from my mind

Only I can See you for you
No one knows you like I do

All those years, everymorning catching your gaze
I'm still there, waiting for you, to get out of my head

Only I can see you for you
No one knows you like I do
Only I can see you for you
No one knows you Quite like I do

I dreamed last night that, I was in your minds eye and I

I'm still there you waiting with you
My head my head my head my head
Still there still there still there still there still there

Only I can see you for you

I Can See It's

I Can See Its

I'll just pretend that nothing ever hurts me
I don't need anyone, anything anymore never open up so I thought

One day I'd thought again
You & me now it's something that will never be
It's plain for me see, but in another life

Let's wake up together again, I had to eat my shadows
To see our shine, to feel your light
One more time before I accend?
I'm your angel star girl
It's hard to let go of all our times
How many times have I let you lead my heart asttray?

If I wont, Why wont, why don't you believe me?
Ah as I ascend I'll think back  to our fragments oh no no no

Let's wake up together again, I had to eat my shadows
To see our shine, to feel your light
One more time before I accend?
I'm your angel star girl
All the best babe I hope you've hear
I'm your angel star girl
All the best babe I hope you've hear
I'm your angel star girl

One more time, dance around our hearts again devotional
To let go, of , to all of time, I

You keep seeing me in dream, your love is like all I need

If u hear this will you feel anything
Do you feel it like do? Do
Wondering this all for you? You
The I loves yous they're all true
Should have doubled down when I could've
Cancer girl do you feel it like do?
let me accept it
Do wondering this all for you? you
The I loves yous they're all true
Should have doubled down when I

I'll still have stars in my eyes
If our orbits ever intertwine again

You told me to finish this one
You asked have I worte you songs
Now its true

Star Girl

You Still Remember (Feat. Osha)

My Hearts Still locked up
I've been tryna find the time
To do aceept the retroactive
Questions id ask did you claim me
I see
You like to start with you heart in a headlock, I don't belive any of it
I wanted you to know
You're the only boy who hasn't let me down
You're the only

My Heart Locks

Thinking of things from your view , all the things i couldn’t do.
Wish I’d said these

One that got away, from your perspective I’m suprised you’d stay
Couldn’t admit, couldn’t admit my desires 

Thinking of things from your view all the things I couldn’t do and wish I said to you

One that got away from your perspective I’m suprised you’d stay 
couldn’t admit couldn’t admit my desires - 
all the things i couldn’t do.
Wish I’d said these
ur pink hear emoji is all i need 
One that got away from your perspective I’m suprised you’d stay 

 couldn’t admit couldn’t admit my desires 


Pink Heart Emoji Rework

26-02-2026

Lore accurate fumble - Boutta be blocked

I Serve The Base ~ Future (Eclipse Trauma Edit)

Luci

z/z - 26-05-2026

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