bunii 🎸

BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

Oh, it's a wedding tonight
You're lit by the candles and the moon is so bright
I sit and I stare but you won't lend me an eye
I'm so unaware
Of everything you love 'bout me, I don't know what's so strong
('Bout me)
'Cause every time I think you'll leave, you run and tell me"hold on"
You tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

When it rains, girl, it pours but the sun is the best
It's a hurricane, another flood, it's a mess
Knock me, spinning in circles, the wind out my chest
This is bad as it gets
But you tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

NEED IT PROD BUNII

ill burn these pages, they were for you
i tried to save it, im such a fool
physically breaking, mentally too
ill lose my patience
you need a piece of me but it dont show
i used to want you so bad but ive grown
still talk about me to your friends i know
i pray that some day you will reach a close

live and we learn, learn and we change
you left me burnt, the fire sustains
i hope that some day we’ll meet again
i pray to my demons that you meet a saint

MINE PROD BUNII

REGRET PROD BUNII

GOOD RIDDANCE PROD BUNII

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

6

#bastards 
i got your blood on my hands, it's a crime
cause i've been waiting for you my whole life
you cut your name in my heart with your knife
i'll let you do what you want, babe, it's fine

i gotta keep you here, it's such a shame to me
you ruin everything and put the blame on me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

my mind turned into a cage
i don't know why i'm still here
but i remember your name
i'm so addicted to you
cause i know you'd never change
that same old pain in my chest
that same old look on your face
haunting me

i gotta keep you here, you wanna play with me
i know you love it when you act like you're hating me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around (fuck)
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

whatever it takes prod me

bunii - bastard prod imsg ft jaime

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that we both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
We know we're out of luck (Luck)

When you left me, I still came back, crawling back to you
You say that I don't love you, but we both know that ain't true
You're controlling me, but you don't have no right
Say it's fine, hurt my mind
I told you a thousand times
Fucking with my head, my life
I think we just need some time to figure it out

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that wе both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
Wе know we're out of luck (Luck)

Bleeding from my arms
Thinking that if you were with me, it would be solved
The only color I ever see is washing off
So look the other way
It's hard, but it's okay; you practice every day

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life

bunii - you're oblivious and it hurts (feat. Kid Moon)

bunii - dont make me

rapids  - drop (feat. bunii)

bunii - love my grave prod. bunii By rapids

later dropped this song on soundcloud, under the title "untitled2-18-25prod.mbrk#bastard#bastard#bastard"

bunii - jazz snippet

till next time.

The church ringing their bells
Music don't always help
But I can't stop; if I get a nine-to-five I'll
I'll prove my teachers right
Her friends will point and laugh
I hear my mother cry
I pray I can go

Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go
Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go

rapids - drop (feat. bunii)

Zay Zora

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