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gloves

Frailty

how to lie

https://spiritofariel.com

shh

the way you move
the lighting sets the mood
we chat like birds in June
she see me too?
it seems unlikely
or sorry that did I mistake?

wait don't miss the lights now
baby you're too nice
baby you're too nice no
wait don't miss the lights
bit me make me cry now
baby you're too nice
baby you're too nice no
you won't make me cry

what you found you were proud
now you're waning from the fear
that you sold it all for living a lie
so push me down take me out
I'm just waiting here for someone to
make me catch a glimpse of the light
yeah rip out my soul and
take the wings from a bird in flight
she lets out a roar
as golden fire ignites her eyes
she says "I need to know we're not just fucking as friends
no more pretending to love, 'cause knowin' us, if it ends it burns" and
still, I go back, no, still, I go back
still, I go back, no, still, I go back
shh

wait don't miss the lights now
baby you're too nice
baby you're too nice no
wait don't miss the lights
bite me, make me cry now
baby, you're too nice
baby, you're too nice, no
you won't make me cry

babyur2nice

falling from the top floor,
wings out like a deadman
wishing that we talked more
don't get second chances
screaming til my voice is goin numb ain't that romantic
car wreck, put me in a panic

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

never been for conflict
shooting at the stars going cosmic
you saw my last text why u toxic
if you don't have the answer why you tlking?

growing pains hunger grip my stomach and my sides, i can't take it anymore i'm havun thoughts of suicide, i'm still walking with a chip, you talking shit i'm gonna slide, yeah these vultures leaving nest, the way these bullets gonna fly

ain't not time to waste
another second with you sounds like such a pain
and everytime i'm feeling scared i run away, got too much pressure on my head hair turning grey, it's such a waste

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

Growing Pains

Growing Pains (prod. Arey)

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

handle me

@gnde @twikipedia @threedimensionsapart @quannnic <3

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stuck in my head w/ grandee + twikipedia

@janeremover
@chiefjuno

fight back ur tears when ur crying :')

wide eyes (feat. Jane Remover & juno)

sry the stats on here are messed up the song was posted on the wrong page @ first den moved to mine  after like 3 days LOL
art by digiyams
prod @ddertbag n @slappy 

okok < 3

lyrics : 
u wna b me so damn bad but you still dnt know that im fly as hell
offa these x like every day and im posted up in that ysl
im goin up and u still falling off and u say u wan quit boy u might as well
flex on my opps and i cnt say a word cause you know lil bro that i still cnt tell
u say u wanna go to war so bad so lemme jus bring the artillery
y do you talk bro its killing me back in the function ik that theyre feelin me
i cant get bored of this shit im stackin up bands n bands and you know its thrillin me 
i still remember the days i was feelin like no one like boy is u shittin me 

dont make me call up my bro cause if he gon hop in the function this shit gon get crazy
no i dnt know her at all so why is she callin my phone and just callin me bby
he said he want a free feat im tellin him no and i aint sayin maybe
he said that he wanted smoke but when it gon come down right to it then he gettin shaky
everyday that you drop is just another father’s day to me
i got mihara my shoes all of ur clothes and shit just make believe
all of your drip in ur head
watchin my pockets i swear u the feds
say u up next but I talked to your bros and i promise to god that that aint what they said
hop in a jet 
bitch im on go
yeah I got stacks
but I want more
no I do not
wear no ramones
i played a show
they was like woah
no she don’t hit u no more im in dc i stay with the bros
this aint shit ima dig through the snow 
why u always just stealin my flows like
get ur own
stop watchin me just like a drone
no bitch i dnt like ya tone 
u stealin my swag like a loan
im just bein me u know
got more points than a free throw
im a vip bro
got all the drip just for free nono
 
u wna b me so damn bad but you still dnt know that im fly as hell
offa these x like every day and im posted up in that ysl
im goin up and u still falling off and u say u wan quit boy u might as well
flex on my opps and i cnt say a word cause you know lil bro that i still cnt tell
u say u wanna go to war so bad so lemme jus bring the artillery
y do you talk bro its killing me back in the function ik that theyre feelin me
i cant get bored of this shit and im stackin up bands n bands and you know its thrillin me

clone

YT - Arc'teryx

Head In The Clouds

Midsummer Madness

I Wish I Was Stephen Malkmus

Summrs! - Off My Chest! (prod By CashBently)

Samurai Champloo is a Japanese anime. Please note this is not my work. I freakin' love this song a lot and uploaded it on my channel

Samurai Champloo - San Fransisco (Ending of episode 26) - Midicronica

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

emo plugg +kketamine (kir)

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

mixed plugp
MUSIC VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_Ik_5KwD1M
Follow my ig: @officialyungblasian
Music Video on Scroll: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMUzOlnIZfU

lyrics:
Standing in the dark when I'm sitting at your window
Texting me to go but I know your parents are not at home 
Throw a Little Rock so I get your attention
All of your friends think I have bad intentions
And I just want a conversation
And you make it awkward and complicated
And I just want communication 
And you’re getting mad over everything 

Sorry that i'm upfront 
Sorry im an asshole
Sorry I don’t think straight
Sorry for the bad date
Sorry for apologies
Sorry if that’s wrong of me
I know that I think too much 
And that shit gets to me

Sorry that i'm upfront 
Sorry im an asshole
Sorry I don’t think straight
Sorry for the bad date
Sorry for apologies
Sorry if that’s wrong of me
I know that I think too much 
And that shit gets to me

Every time you call me up I feel like you’re dissing me
How you gonna leave girl when we got some history
Yeah we got some problem girl I just want to hear you out
You don’t like to talk you just really want to hear yourself
You should know I let you win
Cause we keep on arguing
I know Im too optimistic 
You make it competition 
You could never compromise
Counting up your fucking lies
I know its a thousand times

Can you come back girl I miss you
Yeah we're toxic but I really like you
We go back and forth it was nothing knew
When you’re mad imma tell you that you’re looking cute
And I just want to be your friend
The person that your gonna hold in the end
And I noticed you don’t have real friends
And you don’t have your best interests
You don’t know where to stay
You can stay place at my place
Would you lie to my face
Just be honest with me
I know im a hassle
And I know Im an asshole
Would you still talk to me

Sorry that i'm upfront 
Sorry im an asshole
Sorry I don’t think straight
Sorry for the bad date
Sorry for apologies
Sorry if that’s wrong of me
I know that I think too much 
And that shit gets to me

Sorry that i'm upfront 
Sorry im an asshole
Sorry I don’t think straight
Sorry for the bad date
Sorry for apologies
Sorry if that’s wrong of me
I know that I think too much 
And that shit gets to me

Im Sorry (prod.plugp)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
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