This is my first ever Freestyle that i just recorded,i'd love any kind of constructive opinions and tips. Thank you for listening

God Damn

Misery

LYRICS

Its like i wanted to depend on you
Its like i wanted to feel like i do need you
But how can one explain love
It makes you feel above but you really not
Makes you doubt the ones you wouldnt
And turns your honesty to mistery
Its simple but complex
Like those times where you dont know why you come back to your ex
Theres so much complexity in simplicity 
You feel so much that u dont know how to feel
Its like youre in a field and there was no goal
No matter the pain you cope with,you still filled with hope
I mean ya its cool and all, but its just a facade to hide your lonely soul and pain behind your smile
Its like you want to put an end to it
But you know the aftermath is too explicit
So you choose to advance to find the one
But on your shoulders weigh a ton
I dont do drugs but there must be a reason why theyre used
Maybe its because those young ones feel so used

Damn,its like i dont want to be me
its like i cant choose a side between me
Trynna find  a place to hide
 i dont know wtf to do with this pride

Time goes by so fast
Everybody's afraid of being the last
Tell me how im 16 and i feel  24
Locked up in my room,realised im still sore
The light is to weak to shine
Ask me if im fine
The answer is no mothfker im dying
I dont see the point of tryin
Its like everybodys fkin lying
Who tf should i trust

Mom doesnt like it when i swear
But i swear theres no evil within me
Im just trynna beat the evil without you
Its a constant fight where i know 
Theres no victory

Nah im not depressed
Im just stressed,about life
how i should live mine
And if i should stick to the line
The only getaway i got is music
Up the volume and stare blankly to the walls
I've ignored so many calls
Clinically im good but ironically im in the
hood
we supposedly criminals and ppl with no manner that shouldnt be given anything because we only falling appart

Look, im not gonna get political but just know we a part of society and if you do not do anything about it we're just gonna fall...

I'm Not Depressed (Prod. By Serge Crown)

Talk Shit (Prod. By Serge Crown)

Share if you've appreciated the beat,i may be new and unknown for now but you'll one day hear me in the radio.

zelrem