Lyrics:

I wish my ego would take over, 
I promise I won't die sober, 
And I wont tell you how I feel,
Cause I'm way too hurt for you to come on over,
If you want me say it first or,
Ill be gone until October, 
Move away or closer,
I need you or closure,

(switch up to EGO)

Let me ride with my Richard out,
Yeah this life is too short to work a job,
And then dip out,
I been trynna lift you up like you Simba,
I ain't lion I ain't kitten,
Let me skkrt up in my Lincoln,
Tell me what you thinking,
And Ill grind to make it happen,
Tell me what you drinking,
I been smoking on Aladdin,
Puff the magic dragon,
Let's get higher than the mountain,
Higher than the mountains Miley Cyrus had to tackle,
Imma scoop you up,
And take you to your castle,
You the queen,
You don't know how much you mean to a rapper,
Got me backwards,
This ain't fedex ain't no labels on it,
promise you won't break me I aint fragile,
Do my best to make you happy,

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Say It First (Prod. Zen1)

I wonder who could be behind that mask...?

Potify:
open.spotify.com/artist/3cqWXCm5IXotTfJFYfCtDU

Utube:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCVrAj1vQcsj263dvY1bNOAg
SC:
@zen_1

BandTent:
zen1.bandcamp.com/

Get exclusive hoodies here:
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Blue Zpirit (Prod. SimÖne)

Had some issues with the mix but I don't have SoundCloud pro so you'll just have to listen to the updated version on YouTube: https://youtu.be/0lDFp9I565Q

Made this beat for a sample contest for June Le Fox's Discord server, but the contest got moved to next week.

But I still gotta' feed the baby birds so here you go.

To Merge v1.0

Sometimes I wonder am I a clone
A pale facsimile of a better one
But I don't ponder until the day's done
Sometimes I wonder if I am one
Sometimes I wonder am I just goo
Waiting for a robot to tell me what to do
My moves are jagged, my gait is choppy
Am I just a sloppy copy of you

Am I a clone
What if I got no Mamma to take me home

Sometimes I wonder am I a drone
Waiting for the next gig to glow on my phone
With instructions on where I gotta go
Sometimes I wonder am I a drone
But there's a boy inside who sings
Nobody is pulling his strings
Rides his bike over fields of green
Parks it on the bank of a crystal stream 

Is he a clone, he doesn't know
What if he got no Mamma to take him home

I'll forgive my dreams for betraying me
'Cause they live in places nobody can see
Am I a clone, am I a clone
What if I got no mamma to take me home
Am I a clone, am I a clone
What if I got no Mamma to take me home
What if I got no Mamma?

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"Am I A Clone" - words and music (c) July 2023, John David Lawson 
Vocals, acoustic guitar, flute, bass, production - John David Lawson
(no VST's or pitch correction used on this one!)

Am I a clone?

"Roll Me Over" is the final single by "Lonely Gimmick" before the release of their first album/E.P "Stay At Home to Sleep In" at the beginning of next year. 

Centred on the same girl as an earlier single (“Grumpy Days”) "Roll Me Over" reflects on the relationship’s aftermath. LG bares their soul right away, describing the beginning of the end with their opening lines. They place the blame completely on themselves whilst trying to soothe by saying "everything will be alright", "the night sky is full of stars".  Despite the hurt inside LG, their sole concern is to not cause further pain to themselves or anyone. 

This is the first track by Lonely Gimmick to start with vocals only: a bold move.
By focusing on lyrics more than music, LG demonstrates how deeply they feel about the song's meaning.  Whether that feeling originates from a sense of guilt or a search for forgiveness is, like most of LG's music, down to the listener to decide. 

The music accompanying the introduction is comparable to the sound of "King Krule". Following a slow, sober start the song hails back to the dancey indie disco days of LG's youth. The song’s structure could be juxtaposed with "When the sun goes down" by "Arctic Monkeys".  A heavy club kick drum and funky guitar drive the sonic motto of LG's production style "if it doesn't get your head boppin’ it ain't worth nothin".

This new release is almost a sibling to "Grumpy Days" but different enough to show there is still much to be explored in that sound.  A fiery jangly guitar riff and a vocal hook guaranteed to have you singing along within seconds. "Roll Me Over" explodes with energy and compassion, proving that LG is not afraid to take risks.

Roll Me Over

Seabird by Ceitidh Mac
Release Date 10th November 2023

All tracks written by Ceitidh Mac
Cello / Tenor Guitar / Synth / Vocals - Ceitidh Mac
Vibraphone / Drums - Will Hammond
Drums - Francesca Knowles
Recorded/Mixed by Sam Grant @ Blank Studios, Newcastle
Mastered by Kevin Tuffy
Production on 'Goldfinches' - Calum Howard

Artwork by Janina Sabaliauskaite

Sail Away - Ceitidh Mac

1. Saint Angel - Goldie
2. It's A Jazz Thing (Electric Boogie Mix) - Roni Size
3. Haunting (Original Mix) - Jon Void
4. Days Like These (Original Mix) - Bcee
5. Stars On The Roof (feat. MoMo)(Original Mix) - MoMo, Alcemist
6. Blended Dream - Woodtekr
7. Gentle (Original Mix) - The Vanguard Project
8. Old Piano Vibe (Original Mix) - Hologram
9. Soul Doubt - Uphonix
10. Womb - Matrix & Futurebound
11. Havoc (Original Mix) - Loxy
12. Bad Influence (Original Mix) - Friske
13. Transit (Matik Remix) - Fourthlake, Matik
14. Heroes - Roni Size/Reprazent

LIQUID METAL (10-12-2023)

This track was mainly composed in November 2019 - 4 years ago.
The music was inspired by the character Markus Cheng by the author Heinrich Steinfest. This one-armed detective, a Viennese of Chinese descent, is the main character of several of his novels.

The Disquiet Junto Project encouraged me to rediscover and publish old and forgotten tracks.

More on this 621st weekly Disquiet Junto project, The Leftovers (The Assignment: Use recently discarded material to make something new), at: https://disquiet.com/0621/

About the Disquiet Junto: https://disquiet.com/junto/ 1

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Project discussion takes place on llllllll.co: https://llllllll.co/t/disquiet-junto-project-0621-the-leftovers/

Cheng (Disquiet0621)

Efforts were made to understand the silence between notes.

Sonatas Op. 2 No.23

Sample used: Esengul - Kahretmisim Hayatima

Grey Hour - TPC 328

Tolldza Tony-Pressure

New song every month!

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