Drankkk

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

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thank you all for any support, love u family

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https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

spotify

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1rPAoLc1qtLgqIew0vkHyU?si=rYNXm0_UQECOzLWQAtGSKQ

Lyrics

I’ve been screaming in the dark
To find another path to walk alone
And I’ve been wishing on these stars 
To take me from this place and bring me home 

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I was fucked up from the start 
Never had a single ounce of hope 
And I’ve been counting on these scars 
To remind me of the man who lives below 
 
Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I won’t don’t that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that 

I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that
( X3)

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I don’t wanna do that I don’t wanna do that, no
No no no, I don’t wanna do that﻿

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5RtXa8nxpo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1eKqAZDp1g

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

waste of time

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

Music Video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LT0mNxp8om4

www.instagram.com/notemrys

prod. steezefield


White noise in my head
Im Starstruck like whats left
Wake up when the sunsets
Feel no beat in my chest


White noise stuck in my head
I cant hear what you said
Diamonds shine on my neck
Slurr my words sip hi tech


Demons all around me now they talking like my bros
But when you’re not around they aint nothing but your foes
Bad bitch tell me im broken heart angel
Had to prove point so i choked her with my halo (yeah)
She only like me cuz i lay low (yeah)
Danny phantom then i turn ghost (yeah)
Never struggle never gone broke yeah, yeah

Spotify

white noise (music video in description)

My real life.

prod by taylor king 💘

LYRICS:
you my best friend 
and my enemy
i pop one then i pop five 
you my remedy
and i don't know what 
what comes over me
i get fucked up 
my soul ebony

only dream off a bean ya
tryna be up in the scene ya 
(aye) clips limousine ya
why she callin me a feen ya ya
sad faces 
i aint got no heart
cold cases 
i ain't never gettin caught
ya she too basic 
i could never love a thot yuh
too shameless
i aint never give a fuck no

the pillies is silly
but i cannot quit it
woke up in the pital
my demons is winnin
why i'm always sinnin
downin this liquor
drownding myself in this venom 
ya ya ya

(the sample i used is from skins :)

My Best Friend

don't sleep on my bro @stationsix

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lyrics:

i dont think theres anybody left to save me
been barricaded in my head and i cant break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it dont phase me

i been up and i been down i feel em both
i got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, i dont float
i been craving something more, why cant i back what i promote
am i creating value, nope, and i been running low on hope

so lets pretend that i control whats in my skin
like im falling back in line without a care of tearing thin
if i hit the hay ill meet tomorrow with an honest grin
but im too terrified of shaking so ill stay awake in sin

let me breathe, capture air, i exhale and dont ask why
because i know that any breath could be my last before i die
maybe one day ill be fine and i can write just what i like
but until then imma ground myself in fear before i cry

and i dont know if ill survive the static in my sleep
but imma go until i find the undertow that pulls me deep
imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea
and when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef

and i don’t think that anyone can save me
been barricaded in my head and i can’t break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me

save me (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

prod. @notclipped
mixed by @youngburial

imma lie seller price is high figures
got the right hitter 
five figures on my fucking head 
imma do it cheaper
been bitter like whats on my tongue
either pills or liquor
grim reaper round my fucking throat
tryina breathe deeper

i've been drifting in and out 
like busy shitty restaurants 
still drink until the suns up
feel anxious when the light comes
cuz nothing really matters 
at the end of the day
at the end of the day
no one will no our names

on the road again
all alone again
take another piece cuz ive been building tolerance
isnt it obvious?
imma piece of shit
ill just leave you high and dry just like the dealers did

imma lie seller price is high figures
got the right hitter 
five figures on my fucking head 
imma do it cheaper
been bitter like whats on my tongue
either pills or liquor
grim reaper round my fucking throat
tryina breathe deeper

i've been drifting in and out 
like busy shitty restaurants 
still drink until the suns up
feel anxious when the light comes
cuz nothing really matters 
at the end of the day
at the end of the day
no one will know our names

LIE SELLER (prod. Clipped)

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

watching stars die ft. tommy ice (prod. jakkyboí)

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

go follow @iofmusic and use his beats hes great

lyrics:

There we were lost again gone for days
Whats the point no one cares anyways
I’ll still be alright, you could let me die slow
I’ll still be alright, just leave me alone~

On the floor laying there wondering
If any of this shit matters anyway
I'll still be alright, you can watch me die slow
I'll still be alright, that's all I can hope for~

Fuck this conversation , cause I can’t let go
Life just has this grip can’t take hold
Coldest times are near don’t want to
Let you down but times approaching

Peaks never feel like the lows
Slowing my life to a halt
Calling out all night
Closed doors locked behind
You saw all the signs
Lie to me thats all I need to get 
Feelings that cannot compete with the real thing enough
Deep as those meaningless words wanna cut
Eventually all that shit turns to
Nothing


I cannot rewind
Mine as well move on
Longing for a sign
Wishing for a thought
Thats all that I want
Something that just gets me through for the moment
The closer I get to the edge feels alive
Like whats the point of just trudging along
None of this shit feels like it is alright
Cave into the thought crawl into my hole
Back to where before no where left to go

I thought that I'd realize and just let go~
Why did I assume things were simple?

My Best Friend

ZENI MOE

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