ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @autumndropsdead
prod @jolst @pekarot_161
cover art www.instagram.com/zaperwave

lyrics:
[Intro: autumndropsdead]
Break me apart, I'll probably like it anyways
Dirt in my heart, was the cause of the heavy weight
Living ain't smart, but it's better than eternal pain
With the way that I'm feeling right now, there'd be no way

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine
I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking
You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it
I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
My only consolations momentary to my past
I reach out, both my arms, but the sky won't do it back
Let it go, lay to waste, I may not be here tomorrow
Every day feels delayed, bitch, I feed off of the sorrow 

[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
Shits not a movie, this my real life man my old girl is a groupie 
They wonder if I'm okay, I don't know I say it loosely 
I just ran out of Percs, need some more before I'm moody
They can kill me that's the beauty 
Sober days, no cannot relate 
Ex mad, yeah, get out my face 
Can't talk she busy at raves 
Laced pills, yeah, they are my favs 
Death soon, oh, this is a race 
Not worth the stress, she in love with the chase 
In an out, I ain't leavin' a trace 
Crackin' cards, but beatin' my case 
Don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it 
Now you stalkin' on my page, I know you read about it 
She still playin' all my songs, she think she slick about it
And I'm never goin' rehab makin' sure about it

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine
I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking
You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it
I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

[Verse 3: autumndropsdead]
The tide casts I can feel you tugging on my heart
It's getting colder, hold her
It was a set up from the start
Hold it still, steady pace, but it never works out
My wrists break from the rain as I fall to the ground

[Outro: heroine diaries & autumndropsdead]
I've been up for two whole days 
I can't sleep blow out my brain 
Xanny bars help numb the pain 
Need your love right in my veins

procaine (feat. autumndropsdead) (prod. jolst & pekarot)

Wanna whip a foreign
Only whipped a focus
That was just my brody’s tho like I ain’t even own it
I ain’t even have to cause he had paid it forward
Imma pay it back if I ever get it sorted

In my body in my blood
I was down to give it up
Hold you closer when you come
Wonder what you’re thinking of
Wanna ask you when it’s done
Was it ever good enough?
Think of when our legs would touch
And I miss it so much

Would you call it off if I can’t feel at all?
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want 

Quick one turning into three months closer 
Clearing out some space for your stuff when you’re over
Said I did enough but I’m just doing what I’m supposed to
Everything I thought cause I don’t got that much exposure 
To broke hearts living in a broke mind
I’ll be in a box in the ground in like no time
You don’t gotta worry tho it’s bigger than you playing me
Wonder why it took like half a year for you to say to me
like anything about the way you give it up

The way I cope with shit myself it’s pretty hard to judge
But I don’t put it on a soul I keep it to myself
Or maybe turn into a ghost when nothing seems to help
It’s pretty shitty yeah but listen thats just instinct
And we get into it like every time the phone rings
And I’ve been bleeding through the pages in a red mist
Stepping up onto the bridge and then it kicks in

if I can’t feel at all
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want

Underfoot

I typed in "Drunk girl with snow" on dall e for the artwork

prod me & joe pepe
written me & stu da boi
mixed anxiety attacks

lyrics:

I wanna fuck sluts
I wanna get drunk
I wanna do drugs off the sink in the bathroom 
I only black out cuz I feel like I have too
I still love my ex I just got her name tattooed 

ya i know it’s my fault 
and i know i fucked up
but if i can’t turn up i don’t want you
I just wanna go nuts 
and i wanna get sucked
throw everything i love out the sunroof 
I’m just manic
start to panic
i’m a mess and you can’t stand it
ya i know it’s my fault
and i know i fucked up
wish i could let you go but i want you

i’ll say whats on my mind
if we cant fix this then why should I even try?

I wanna fuck sluts
I wanna get drunk
I wanna do drugs off the sink in the bathroom 
I only black out cuz I feel like I have too
I still love my ex I just got her name tattooed 

oh my god i’m so pissed off
that i’m still not over you
I only black out cuz I feel like I have too
I still love my ex I just got her name tattooed

I’m kinda over
you said you’re mad at me for fucking every bitch
but i can’t lie i love it and i want some more of it

just got off tour 
and i’m doing crazy shit
i’m doing crazy shit

i’ll say whats on my mind
if we can’t fix this then why should I even try

I wanna fuck sluts
I wanna get drunk
I wanna do drugs off the sink in the bathroom 
I only black out cuz I feel like I have too
I still love my ex I just got her name tattooed 

oh my god i’m so pissed off
that i’m still not over you
I only black out cuz I feel like I have too
I still love my ex I just got her name tattooed

i still love my ex :/

video: https://youtu.be/FXDqnRTlXyU

this shit hit a little deeper 
every time I’m hearin your name 
got me feeling like a creature 
im seeing red when they in close range 
im just mad that i lost you 
i can’t even see the cocaine 
i lost my brother to some dog food 
pray to god that i don’t change 
am i too late 

It just hit a little when I call you still 
and it’s going straight to your voicemail 
got pictures of us straight Chillen bruh
and they all locked in my iPhone 
yeah i miss you more than a little bit 
havent kicked it wichu ina minute dawg 
got me trippen over all this heaven shit 
got a meet and greet with the devil cuz im not playin
ima sell my soul to get you back 
i put that shit on mommy boy that’s facts 
i wish I was there for you but I lacked 
there’s nothing more that I wanna take back 
John I’m sorry

this shit hit a little deeper 
every time I’m hearin your name 
got me feeling like a creature 
im seeing red when they in close range 
im just mad that i lost you 
i can’t even see the cocaine 
i lost my brother to some dog food 
pray to god that i don’t change 
am i too late

creature (dercept x nihil) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

#mygirlfriendtoldmeihavedissociativeidentitydisorder

<3 lyrics:
voices in my head n i feel crazy (oh ohhh)
say you feel the same n u wont h8 me 
glock in my jeans & a heart on my sleeve 
you betrayed me - 
gave you my love n it wasnt a enough 4 u bby
i put my trust in you now i cant fuck w you bby
(dah da dah dah dah da dah da da dah)

Voices

Bad Hair Day [w/ fats'e]

prod @jakkyboi
guitar @rjpasin  
mix/master @youngburial

URDEAD2ME w/ jakkyboi

happy bday zion! prod siem spark

sorry for the mid mix this song crashed my computer

escape route!

guitar/bass/prod/mix - fats'e youngburial

Voices

ZENI MOE

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