Santi & Ron first sec

Instrumentals by 
Santi https://www.instagram.com/santiago_j_l/
Ron https://soundcloud.com/nabbitron

Pic by kirk.1ai https://www.instagram.com/kirk.1ai/

1st REC

A song for Anna

Met you April sixteenth day
Felt a brand new way
Not even one month passed
This feeling's built to last
I trust you, feel so free
I can be truly me

Your eyes, they shine so bright
They fill my world with light
Your laugh, a gentle sound
Best I have ever found

Oh Anna, you heal my soul
You make me feel so whole
Your hug, a sweet embrace
Lights up this lonely place

Resort night, tears did fall
I think I shared it all
Leaving you brought such pain
Like pouring, steady rain
In that big, crazy room
Felt the approaching gloom

I'm sorry for that day
I let tears get in the way
Next time, I'll hold them tight
And make our moments bright

Oh Anna, you heal my soul
You make me feel so whole
Your hug, a sweet embrace
Lights up this lonely place

On the bus, I cross the sea
Leaving you, but you're with me
This honesty feels new
Known you a month, it's true
You opened up my heart
A truly brand new start
You must have special power
Helping my spirit flower

Oh Anna, you heal my soul
You make me feel so whole
Your hug, a sweet embrace
Lights up this lonely place

Anna, you're fresh, new air
My heart, with you I share
I'm safe, I know it's true
Oh, how I miss you

Song of Sorrow

Yeah, you were scarred
And you were cryin' loud, right out in the schoolyard
And, yeah, I felt good
Everything I knew was looking just as it should
I saw the tree
Carved in it "666" and he found me
But I am no fool
I know every time I look in his eyes, he sees me too

Dry your eyes
I won't tell your mother
She won't ever discover
The things you kept under the covers
And please don't cry
I am not your brother
I am not your lover
And there is nothing wrong

Out here, barely see my breath
Surrounded by jealousy and death
I can't be reached, only had one call
Dragged underneath, separate from you all
You all

This time, lost my own return
In spite of everything I've learned
I hid my tracks, spit out all my air
Slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares
My cares

I'm so tired, sheep are counting me
No more struggle, no more energy
No more patient, you can write that down
It's all too crazy, I'm not sticking 'round

Tired

Death is real
Someone's there and then they're not
And it's not for singing about
It's not for making into art
When real death enters the house
All poetry is dumb
When I walk in
To the room where you were
And look into
The emptiness instead
All fails
My knees fail
My brain fails
Words fail
Crusted with tears, catatonic and raw, I go downstairs and outside and you still get mail
A week after you died a package with your name on it came and inside was a gift for our daughter you had ordered in secret and collapsed there on the front steps I wailed
A backpack for when she goes to school a couple years from now. You were thinking ahead to a future you must have known deep down would not include you though you clawed at the cliff you were sliding down, being swallowed into a silence that's bottomless and real
It's dumb
And I don't want to learn anything from this
I love you

Death

Void Tired

Once, there was a way
To get back homeward
Once, there was a way
To get back home
Sleep, pretty darling, do not cry
And I will sing a lullaby
Golden slumbers fill your eyes
Smiles awake you when you rise
Sleep, pretty darling, do not cry
And I will sing a lullaby
Once, there was a way
To get back homeward
Once, there was a way
To get back home
Sleep, pretty darling, do not cry
And I will sing a lullaby

Lullaby

Lucky break
You won't shake
Your own meal
No one will call you out
Still wait it through
Not again
Its taking time
To make it mine
Sit in the back room now
Martyrs to trust

Made this stain for comforts sake

Faked you out
You're not allowed
To point that finger
This system is waiting to recieve
The actors award
Settle in
Made this stain for comforts sake
Sit in the back room now
Modest you trust

Your songbird
Has just called me out
This wrong word
Just might blow out
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Made the stain for comforts sake

What curve is this based on
The ranking I may have
Earned less in stress
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Can't have in so-so
Well courage is based on the ranking I may have
Earned less

Your songbird
Has just called me out
This wrong word
Just might blow out
Your songbird
Has just called me out
This wrong word
Just might blow out

Last call
Full foreground
Come out
Face this crowd
Come down
On this ground
Speak out
Out loud
AFTER THE FACT
AFTER THE FACT
YOU MAY COME IN LAST!!
This is your lucky break


Stain

Ten decisions shape your life
You'll be aware of five about
Seven ways to go through school
Either you're noticed or left out
Seven ways to get ahead
Seven reasons to drop out
When I said, "I can see me in your eyes"
You said, "I can see you in my bed"
That's not just friendship, that's romance, too
You like music we can dance to

Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you

There is a time when we all fail
Some people take it pretty well
Some take it all out on themselves
Some they just take it out on friends
Oh, everybody plays the game
And if you don't, you're called insane

Don't, don't, don't, don't, it's not safe no more
I've got to see you one more time
Soon you were born
In 1984

Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you

Everybody was well dressed
And everybody was a mess
Six things, without fail, you must do
So that your woman loves just you
Oh, all the girls played mental games
And all the guys were dressed the same

Why not try it all
If you only remember it once?
Oooh
Oooooh

Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along 

Along

You and I both know
There is nothing more to say
Chance has shut her shining eyes
And turned her face away

Leaning on the windowsill
You could write me someday and I think you will
We could see the sadness as a gift and still
Feel too heavy to hold

Snow falling
I try to keep from calling
Watch the spring turn to winter
Fireflies all frozen

The seasons go so fast
Thinking that this one was gonna last
Maybe the question was too much to ask

Been searching for your eyes
All I see is blue skies
And that old man beats his crooked cane
It's time to let go

Leaning on the windowsill
You could write me someday and I bet you will
We could see the sadness as a gift and still
The seasons go so fast
Thinking that this one was gonna last
Maybe the question was too much to ask

You and I could see
Into the same eternity
Every second brimming with a majesty

Kiss so sweet, so fine
You could hear the music inside my mind
And you showed me a place, I'll find
Even when I'm old

Just leaning on the windowsill
You could write me someday and I hope you will
We could see the sadness as a gift and still
The seasons go so fast
Thinking that this one was gonna last
Maybe the question was too much to ask

Saudade

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of throne
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Hurt

Just a summers day, drink Sangria in the park
And then later, when it gets dark, we go home
Just a perfect day, feed animals in the zoo
Then later, a movie too and then home

It's such a perfect day
I'm glad I spent it with you
It's such a perfect day
You just keep me hanging on
You just keep me hanging on

Just a summers day, problems all left alone
Weekenders on our own, it's such fun
It's Just a perfect day, I'm glad that I spent it with you
I thought I was someone else, someone good

It's Just a summers day
I'm glad I spent it with you
Just a perfect day
You just keep me hanging on
You just keep me hanging on

You're going to reap just what you sow
You're going to reap just what you sow
You're going to reap just what you sow
You're going to reap just what you sow

Perfect

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