I'm Trying

I made this shit when I was sick asf

To Give A Fuck (Feat. killswitchsuicide) [Prod. Flower]

Never The Same (Prod. smokerose x 5head)

PUT IT TO YA BRAIN (PROD.WXRST)

Lyrics:

Don't wanna let this go can you come back to me
I'm getting sick of this life can you give me relief
Before its far too late and then I'm dead in the street
Before all this goes away
Before all this goes away

Don't wanna let this go can you come back to me
I'm getting sick of this life can you give me relief
Before its far too late and then I'm dead in the street
Before all this goes away
Before all this goes away

You gave me up and now I'm stuck here and trapped in
I don't know who to trust I'm left alone in your absence
You drug me far enough now tell me what's gonna happen
There's nothing left to lose for such a loser and has-been

You wear me down and kill me off in the past tense
Just take my head and make a trophy on your fence
I know what i deserve I'm so sorry i cant mend
Just leave me here to suffer its a means to my own end

I know why you've been hurt I know that's what i have come to
I wont blame you for the damage so just do what you must do
I wasn't ever there i know the things you were put through
You never had a chance to even take on the bad news

Come and consecrate my grave when you are finished
I'm glad its done i hope to know you did it
I broke you down to find a way to fit in
Just leave me to for dead and to diminish

Don't wanna let this go can you come back to me
I'm getting sick of this life can you give me relief
Before its far too late and then I'm dead in the street
Before all this goes away
Before all this goes away

Don't wanna let this go can you come back to me
I'm getting sick of this life can you give me relief
Before its far too late and then I'm dead in the street
Before all this goes away
Before all this goes away

BEFORE ALL THIS GOES AWAY (PROD. XENSHEL)

Lyrics:

Point it right at me and blow my head off in the driveway
Empty all the slugs and hear the echo's from the highway
Skull frags spread along the pavement on this dark day
I disappoint the angels because i didn't seal my own fate

Point it right at me and blow my head off in the driveway
Empty all the slugs and hear the echo's from the highway
Skull frags spread along the pavement on this dark day
I disappoint the angels because i didn't seal my own fate

[intro]

Point it right at me and blow my head off in the driveway
Empty all the slugs and hear the echo's from the highway
Skull frags spread along the pavement on this dark day
I disappoint the angels because i didn't seal my own fate

Point it right at me and blow my head off in the driveway
Empty all the slugs and hear the echo's from the highway
Skull frags spread along the pavement on this dark day
I disappoint the angels because i didn't seal my own fate

We walked along a path into the woods and passed the dead trees
The vacancy is haunting me we're walking where the dead breathe 
I know just what its like to be below and how you cant sleep
Just follow me  into the depths its dark and now you cant see

Id live a better life if i was born inside the dark realm
Aching souls and weeping angels crucify and overwhelm
Floating down a river bed of corpses as the night fell
Ill join them in a little bit just promise me you wont tell

Day to day i walk in flames my bottoms on the charcoal
Barbwire tourniquet a facet worn on my throat
Blood has been engulfing around my body and on my clothes
I look upon the heaven gates and judged by all who decompose

My eyes are rolling back from sacrilege and all that i wrote
Burning on the hills and chucking coffins in a dry moat
Angels fill the sky and are encumbered by a black smoke
They've fallen far from grace and plummet down into the field below

[slowed]

Point it right at me and blow my head off in the driveway
Empty all the slugs and hear the echo's from the highway
Skull frags spread along the pavement on this dark day
I disappoint the angels because i didn't seal my own fate

Point it right at me and blow my head off in the driveway
Empty all the slugs and hear the echo's from the highway
Skull frags spread along the pavement on this dark day
I disappoint the angels because i didn't seal my own fate



FRAGMENTS (PROD. RAT CAVE)

Lyrics:

You can find me outside ill be waiting for you
There's not a lot that i can do while you're stuck in your room
You were crying to the trees hearing how they commute
While you're sitting in this castle merely taking abuse

You never wanted this i can hear the cries and the screams
I can only watch you know damn well i cant intervene
You're always dreaming of a place where there is flowers and leaves
Now you're slowly thinking of a way to die and float down the ravine

You're always thinking of a place that wont weigh you the burden
You need to get away before you die in immersion
Your soul is fleeting slowly with the lantern and potions
You've been going with the flow of the wind and its motive

I know you want a new home and i hope you find it
You're a damsel in distress that was forced into hiding
You're in the keep and not the tower and need to know you're "confide in" 
Let me save you from this hellscape  and find where your residing

I can feel all of the pain as it breaks through the stain
I don't wanna be too late and only find what remains
Your so far beyond the concrete and the blocks that were laid
You're a poor and tortured soul who'd rather die than think of living again

You can find me outside ill be waiting for you
There's not a lot that i can do while you're stuck in your room
You were crying to the trees hearing how they commute
While you're sitting in this castle merely taking abuse

You never wanted this i can hear the cries and the screams
I can only watch you know damn well i cant intervene
You're always dreaming of a place where there is flowers and leaves
Now you're slowly thinking of a way to die and float down the ravine






DOWN THE RAVINE (PROD. PUSSYCAT)

Lyrics:

Do you like what you see whenever you're looking at me
I know you feel disgusted by the way you're reacting
I only want your trust and that's all that I'm asking
I'm hoping you can pull off all my skin and unmask me
 
You know that I've been thinking about you when you're thinking about me
Id really hate to beg and I'm saying it loudly
You're the bullet in my skull that was broken and unseen
You're in love with all the pain and the blood that you let leave

If i were ever gone there's not a thought of me missing
There was nothing left behind not a thought or a witness
You imagine all the things you could do to forget this
But you're laughing in amusement it became your addiction

Don't make me wait this long because I've been wide and awake
Youve been closing off the curtains and you're causing a fray
I know you'd stab me in the back until the point of a break
Why don't you leave me in the meadows as i die on display

Don't make me wait this long because I've been wide and awake
Youve been closing off the curtains and you're causing a fray
I know you'd stab me in the back until the point of a break
Why don't you leave me in the meadows as i die on display

Do you like what you see whenever you're looking at me
I know you feel disgusted by the way you're reacting
I only want your trust and that's all that I'm asking
I'm hoping you can pull off all my skin and unmask me
 
You know that I've been thinking about you when you're thinking about me
Id really hate to beg and I'm saying it loudly
You're the bullet in my skull that was broken and unseen
You're in love with all the pain and the blood that you let leave

[break]

Do you like what you see whenever you're looking at me
I know you feel disgusted by the way you're reacting
I only want your trust and that's all that I'm asking
I'm hoping you can pull off all my skin and unmask me
 
You know that I've been thinking about you when you're thinking about me
Id really hate to beg and I'm saying it loudly
You're the bullet in my skull that was broken and unseen
You're in love with all the pain and the blood that you let leave














DISGUST (PROD. BABIEYUMMO)

HAUNT TILL THE MORN (PROD. ANVIL)

ONE HUNDRED GRAVES

Born in heaven, woke up in hell.

Dm for collab, free shit.


I'm always here forever and ever.
Love.

©ZEPHEMERAL Records.

I'm Trying

ZEPHEMERAL

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