Experimenting in Ardour
1st ever track
I thought it came out cool.

Come ON

Track #2
More experiments
I like how this one came out better than #1
Feels more whole.
Eventually we'll figure out Harmony and all the rest of that music theory stuff (I think I've got rhythm pretty good)

See? I Did My Homework!

First version (Alpha)
I intend to add more lines and another chorus (Beta)
and eventually change the music entirely with it (Sigma)
but the lyrics won't change
and I'm very happy with how it came out
my first produced song (with lyrics)!!!
Here they are:

What does My Queen (not mine)
Want! with The Dream
that she started then cast aside?

She didn't believe in me nor aid me as I struggled
so what would she want now? For me to be cuckold?

And what do I owe her? I'm fine with paying my due
but I refuse to stand and wait in her queue

to claim my hand after throwing it away every time
Yokes Me~and robs my Pride
"We can't forget Love and Pride"

Chorus: (Hurt)

I gave Her my Dream as I gave Her my Heart
I carried her with me from the very start
SHE TORE ME APART! A Re-Re-Reaving Beam!!
it ain't so easy takin' who y'cherish outta your dream

When she broke it I filled it with another
and when they broke it too I 180'd back to 'er

Time passed in between, each pursuit was the reason
Growth and Freedom made the most of this season

But all I did was never enough
For all that time spent, gettin' nuthin's tough

Her censoring me is what shut me down
but I found a way to turn it around

I'll write her a song maybe this one'll do
about a girl I've Loved. Yeah, Her, that's who

Chorus: (Angry)

I gave Her my Dream like I gave Her my Heart
I carried Her with me from the very start
SHE TORE ME APART! A Re-Reaving Beam!!
it ain't so easy takin' who y'cherish outta your dream

Ain't no reason for her to treat me like this
and I'll admit it I'm kinda pissed

To deny My Right, Given for Our Love
After ALL I PROVED she still just shrugs!?

so this song here is a move My Queen (not Mine) cannot make
She can't Sing The Truth as I with Her Reputation at stake

For it is Her who has Forsaken Me
and so I am asking
THE LORD; for to Truly See
Who that I FOR SHOULD BE

Chorus: (Sad)

I gave Her my Dream as I gave Her my Heart
I carried her with me from the very start
SHE TORE ME APART! A Reaving Beam!!
it ain't so easy takin' who y'cherish outta your dream

[end of Alpha]

**Harmonica Solo**

Lost Love Despires
the weight on my soul
every day a failure
lonely longing fills my bowl

trapped in HeartBreak
by a Love so True
Holding on to Hope
for days with Her, Skies of Blue

but what's True Love worth when it only brings you pain!?!?
How many years has she left us out in the rain!??!

I Lost My Brother!
My Family in RUIN!
All I ever did was Love Her!
What the *HELL* IS SHE DOIN'!?!

**Violin solo**

Chorus: (Dark-Desperate)

I GAVE HER MY DREAM!
I GAVE HER MY HEART
I CARRIED HER! I CARRIED HER!
FROM THE *START*!!!
SHE TORE ME APPAAAAAAAAAART (SCREAM)
FORSOOK MY DREAM!
IT AIN"T SO EASY LOSIN' WHO YOU CHERISHED
No matter what The Lord may deem...
**Floating-Rising note**
And now I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (low-dark)

A Move A Queen Cannot Make

The Reaving Beam wasn't simply Her rejection.
It was her cruelty through it
It was her callous delivery of her choice
It was her complete abandonment of me and her mockery of me for my ever having even tried
to Love Her
and to show Her that.
Of course her rejection did not make me happy
but I was always ready to accept that decision.
However, suddenly cutting me out, as I was in the middle of my process of growth and [publicly] singing Her My Love Song
refusing to even see me or hear that
left me humiliated
and how mean she was about it
left me hurt and confused.

I cannot DO that.
I can't abandon people I Love
at least not without being pushed to
but then that's an entirely different spell.
Sure, I can cast plenty of spells, but
I Can't Reaving Beam

This "experiment" is less a song or track and more a "Sound Poem."
I want us to think about Our Ego and Pride vs. Our Self and Dreams
and the things that we have to hold on to, that make us who we are, but also how doing so separates us from society/Divinity, so that we experience significant pressure to change.
The question we must ask ourselves is
what pieces of Ourself are Truly Valuable and worth Fighting for to keep
and what pieces of Ourself are immaturity, and we should be Fighting for to change~

I Can't Reaving Beam

Finally making music!
WE MADE IT!!!

If you want to get $ with your music, then you have to make music that people will like [enough to buy].
If you don't care about getting $ [with your music]
then Your Music is Free
and won't be influenced by what you think other people will buy.

I just want
to Create something
that I like
that I think is good
that has value to me
and if anyone else likes it
then, Cool.

Zeriercahl

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