Name: CrowSong Concept Demo by Zerika Z
Duration: 2 min 53 s
Description: A collaboration between myself and StarGhoul66

I don't think that I'm coming back from this
Locked in and the gates have been welded shut, yeah
Lost my mind, I've pawned my happiness
Knife in your hands, leaving me covered head to toe in infected cuts

I think it's too late for me, so caught up wallowing in misery
You've cast your spell, I'm prey to your witchery, to your witchery
My skin is blistering, my lifeline soon to be history if I can't break away from your witchery

But I can't fucking help it, lifting me up when I do not deserve it
Stuck in this cycle, I'm convinced that I'm cursed
But I can only blame myself, not the people i've hurt

When you run off in the day, you leave me stuck in a reverie
Said it once before, I think you'll eat at my memories
Suck me dry of my energy, oh no

I promise this is the last time
I just slipped a bit last night
I promise this is the last time
And then it's goodbye forever for you, or least I hope...

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a song i wrote when i was feeling hopeless; before i started making things better.

vocals, guitar, programming, and composition by me, additional melodies by baredex

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witchery

Stacking up the papers on a sunny day in January 
Kneeling to another God I made someone a Mother Mary 
Antichrist in Green, in my friends' and family nightmares
Stole their joy and sold it to them there 

Spot him right behind the grocery aisle 
In-between the numbers of the price 
Met him long before I met my firstborn child 

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
My little vial baby...
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
My life’s for him, and yours is because of me...

Living for the papers who will speak of me someday 
Footnote of a life well-lived: a son of mine somewhere,
Infant baby laying on a wad of cash it paid,
Made a poll on Twitter for his name.

It was written in his DNA
To live for the eyes in black who'll show ya 
How a layman lives with paranoia...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
My little vial baby
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
My life’s for him and yours is because of me
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh I have planted a lonely seed
Oh, oh, oh, What a sacrifice I’ve made to 
The Man of Green. 
Oh, my little vial baby...

Moloch Baby

the power of a question isn't in the answer, it is in the question itself! In some very deep and profound way, the answer isn't important. What is important is to become a question... for the energy of Life always fills a void.
- quote is from mary o'malley.

Questions and Answers: Semi-Charmed!

A remake of the old version (now privated, this one is much better!! Hope yall enjoy it. Still my most experimental track yet.

POLLUTE YOUR EARS

city escape mission 5 (c. march-may 2024)

Heroin Music. 

LYRICS - 

I wish I was lying 
when 
I said that I 
was paralysed 
by you 
and now I try 
to recognise 
myself 
but I can’t seem to 
get a grip on health 
and so I 
cry grey coloured tears 
for you 
you know they crash and burn 
in random hues 
I never 
tried so hard 
now I could fall 
back into 
everything that makes you crawl 
my darling

sick and so dependent 
I’m counting up like a scentence 
I’m hopeless and so defenceless 
I’m fading out by the second 
I’m rushing from all this substance 
I’m fucked up 
I’m fucking nothing 
lil kitty cat in the rubbish 
my whole life I’m getting punished 
for shit that I never started 
I’m ripping my heart dont want it 
don’t give it back 
give me something 
so I can begin the cutting 
I’m greying out like a phantom 
keep saying it’s fuckin random 
I’m praying I’m gonna tell em 
keep saying it’s fucking random fuck

BLUE OCEAN CLIQUE! W- LA LUKO (prod. Fantom)

Stuck in the middle like a caterpillar 
Glued to the side of the butterfly wings
I'm not a model or a dazzling star
But I still would like a summer fling 

Baby pretend that you don't know me
I'll give you something special tonight 
Take an oath to forget all about it 
And I'll meet you right by the riverside 

Don't call me I'm not strong enough 
Don't thaw before my eyes 
Don't hold me, I won't stay in touch
Baby stay crystallised 

Under the skirt of a midnight city 
I'll give you liquor from the sweetest fruit 
Gorgeous gorged with sap and pity 
And a stunning fear of being used 

Baby just say you're not that special
I wouldn't trust you anyway 
If you're willing to die for scandal 
The next best thing is to run away 

Don't call me I'm not strong enough 
Don't thaw before my eyes 
Don't hold me, I won't stay in touch
Baby stay crystallised 

You're hotter when you're frozen 
I'm cooler when I'm gone 
Don't ask me if I'm broken 
I can't lie for very long 

You're hotter when you're frozen 
I'm cooler when I'm gone 
Don't ask me to be warmer 
I won't stay for very long

Crystallized

My Thoughts Will Follow You

A collaboration between myself and StarGhoul66

CrowSong Concept Demo

S T A R I N G  AT THE  S U N

A tune I did for the one-button rhythm game, A Dance of Fire and Ice.

Check it out the game is actually really fun:
https://store.steampowered.com/app/977950/A_Dance_of_Fire_and_Ice/

Spin 2 Win (A Dance of Fire and Ice)

A clusterfuck of post hardcore, alt rock, electronica, and classical music.
Art credit to Starghoul666

CrowSong Concept Demo

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