named my son after this song 3-18-25 avalon lennon contreras

this song helped me get over my breakup ✌️

could have a whole samurai battle on this

i was in a parking lot when i heard this song. i was currently backing up out of my parking spot. I put ts back in park to add this song

Lyrics:

I wonder why...
Why you would deface me yet
won't free me from your gaze?
The blade you eat from cuts me
deep inside and pulls my skin away

Dreadful blight forms inside
Im doomed beneath your spell
Void of life
Decaying mind
Entombed beneath my shell

Frail
Face away
Enter the fray
While I am falling through hell

Dreadful blight forms inside
Im doomed beneath your spell
Void of life
Decaying mind
Entombed beneath my shell

«Blight»

accident prone

Drowning in You (prod. grayskies)

jennifer's Body

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

My bones break
I left it all up to you
S afe 
Before my love 
All my mistakes
I tried to change
But I still shake
I still shake and I
Tried to save myself and I
Tried to save myself

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you
Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

Now I
walked too far away
I saw the line
And I crossed it
I'm still your disease
I don't know how it feels right here
If I breathe you in
I'm just your disease
Oh I'm just your disease


It's more than just not being able to hear anything
Or make contact with anyone
It was as though
As though for a time I didn't exist
It was though I had no place in the world

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you
Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

Oh I, I
Wasted all my time
With you

i felt as if i didn't exist

stargazing (feat. nihil2free)

ver.

remember
that you faded away from me
i can’t heal
i don’t wanna look at your face
why am i, here

Bandage

callmyphone

Avalon (original demo)

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

Remastered this song i made a while ago. think it deserves more credit thank u for listening

senses

Amotti - shoegaze

Bleed

prod. grayskies

[LYRICS]
I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

Oh what do I do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do, I do, I do
Oh what do i do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do?

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away

fake

lyrics: 

i wanna know how to leave
but you don't know how to speak
i don't know how to grieve
this isn't a game to me

fuck it, I'll sit here waiting on this carousel
gonna premeditate it if i'm facing hell
you know i've been so patient but i hate myself
if nothing is fuckin changing I'll escape this hell

fuck it, I'll sit here waiting on this carousel
brain took a fuckin vacation, i could hang myself
i'll be late to hell

you wanna see how far this bleeds?
if you want, take all my dreams
drain it dry, steal everything 
but you won't get what you want from me
you can see, i can barely breathe
dying lungs say they love you
if you want, take everything 
the poison flower's too pretty to kill

i'm watching you wilt
til i can't anymore
and i can't still my hands

restless deathwish

i know she sees
but she's as blind as can be
so does she think of me when
she doesn't know she's dreaming

this round's on me
i'll take your disease
it's freezin
i've never seen this season
she never sees me bleedin

i wanna know how to leave
but you don't know how to speak
i don't know how to grieve
this isn't a game to me

sit here waiting on this carousel
premeditate it if i'm facing hell
know i've been so patient but i hate myself
if nothing is fuckin changing I'll escape this hell

Avalon (original demo)

Zeruel

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