im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

how do i luv (prod. sanvictor)

BUTTERFLIES

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I feel like a waste of space with every second I take
In the same old place doing the same ole thing
And I know im better than this
God show me the way or how the hell I can fix it
Im like a half broken whip on the side of the road
Dont think ill make it to where im going on this path I chose
I gave her tulips last week but man at first it was a rose
I wish you would open up I understand why youre closed

We all damaged I hate when you leave me alone I cant manage
Its like I cant do a thing on my own I need it handed
I hate me like everyone else I cant stand it
I feel like the weakest link within this whole planet
Tryna come for my character she wanna tell me what a man is
Babygirl im not hearing it I dont care about what you saying
I got bigger problems for me to worry bout
Baby yeah im scared of everything I took the harder route

And would you love me if I was down and out 
You could tell me anything baby im still filled with doubt
I dont like me or anything that I do
Im looking back in the mirror like who the fuck is you
Oh yeah I hate it hate it hate it hate it 
You could look me in my eyes I dont think im gonna make it
Please dont look surprised with all the shit im saying
At the end of the day we all

We all damaged I hate when you leave me alone I cant manage
Its like I cant do a thing on my own I need it handed
I hate me like everyone else I cant stand it
I feel like the weakest link within this whole planet
Tryna come for my character she wanna tell me what a man is
Babygirl im not hearing it I dont care about what you saying
I got bigger problems for me to worry bout
Baby yeah im scared of everything I took the harder route

And would you love me if I was down and out 
You could tell me anything baby im still filled with doubt
And would you love me if I was down and out 
You could tell me anything baby im still filled with doubt
I dont like me or anything that I do
Im looking back in the mirror like who the fuck is you
Oh yeah I hate it hate it hate it hate it

damaged [p. methboiswag+jolst]

lyrics :

you can't calm down
and you keep that crown for life again
this won't back down
i see you woke up
you're on your anticipation

can't erase the things you done
if everything you want now is vanish of your existence
phone hold off again
you went out insane before i lost you

cause i got this feeling in my brain
melatonin can't even get out of my head
cause i've been fucked up laying down inside my bedroom
all of your words don't mean shit
tryna cover all that pitfall

and the things that i have said
it don't matter if you gon bleed it on that red
all of the hatred that is flowing down your face
can't get rid of yourself i know you gon replace me off this time

i'll be hanging over the edge
i'll try my best to avoid all cost of your face yeah
no i don't wanna talk it again
all of the paranoia going on the space in my head
cause i know you want all that luck
face you call on that struck
now i know what you up to
and get my offer

yeah you said you wanna fuck it all up
and you said you don't want anything to do with your love
it's only me it's not us no more
never be in the end

can't erase the things you done
if everything you want now is vanish of your existence
phone hold off again
you went out insane before i lost you

cause i got this feeling in my brain
melatonin can't even get out of my head
cause i've been fucked up laying down inside my bedroom
all of your words don't mean shit
tryna cover all that pitfall

and the things that i have said
it don't matter if you gon bleed it on that red
all of the hatred that is flowing down your face
can't get rid of yourself i know you gon replace me off this time

time
i'll be fine right through my heart and my soul tonight
sharpen all your piece of knives and cut off it all what you don't want in life
i watch you fall and i'll be fine it's obvious that i'm alive
i told you so this world is so cruel

your own good

SOUL INTACT (prod. 1mains x pooka)

Prod. jayberz
https://www.youtube.com/@prodjayberz

Vails:
@alex-thomas-fox
https://www.instagram.com/vailsofficial
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ECZfLNTWUWgoctAyu5NrT?si=46pnSXkXTJ2TknGHg9PikQ&nd=1&dlsi=7d2f13c47fcd43aa
--
Lyrics:

Bins:
i dont ever feel right, i been up all night
i dont ever feel like ima end my life
i dont even know what to do again
spend a night in my room well I'm losing friends
spend a night in my room tying loose ends
how you doing? I been noticing your moving
like what are you proving?
you are so stupid.
you are a nuisance
u knew I knew this
I'm cutting off loose ends
i dont ever feel right
i been up all night
i dont ever feel like

Vails:
Staying up late nights
Getting my mind right 
Hating this sad life 

Bins:
i dont ever feel right
i been up all night
i dont ever feel like

Vails:
Staying up late nights
Getting my mind right 
Hating this sad life 
Getting so angry. 
I can’t face myself in the mirror it scares me
cus I know what this man has done
Turn my fingers into a gun 
And point at my head
Wish I was buried instead 
baby I’m a code red threat 
noticed ur moving , where you going too?
maybe if I get myself good I come too 
It may take a while cus I been down bad
All my friends they be worried and my mums mad
Stare blankly into me you won’t see a thing
Just a shell of a man that once had ur hand 
in ur hand and on ur index a diamond ring
Now my heads in the sand and I don’t have a plan

Bins:
i dont ever feel right, i been up all night
i dont ever feel like ima end my life
i dont even know what to do again
spend a night in my room well I'm losing friends
spend a night in my room tying loose ends
how you doing? I been noticing your moving
like what are you proving?
you are so stupid.
you are a nuisance
u knew I knew this
I'm cutting off loose ends

i dont ever feel right
i been up all night
i dont ever feel like (x4)

moving (ft. Vails) prod. Jayberz

https://soundcloud.com/maesk337/the-severe-shock-as-described-in-the-extract
ily guys <3
https://soundcloud.com/maesk337

maesk - severe (greenwood) [silencedgrave flip]

(p. neverforever)
if you fw it lmk and ill drop all platforms
sorry for not dropping music i just been in a weird spot in my life rn

lyrics-

yeah 
tell me that you love me
because lately we been stressin over nothing
i cut everyone off 4 u
because my mood depends on u 

yeah
i wanna make music for a living
so i dont have to see my family stress'
but even then its just because i wanna be the best
because when i first started 
everybody was making fun of me
behind my back

yeah
i put in countless hours 
fuckin tryna make it work out
almost been 5 years 
and now they changing up their words now
they like "omg jayne you changed"
but why tf would i ever wanna stay the same?

so i moved on 
made a new song
met a new bitch
how could she do wrong
well she used me
mental abused me
she did everything except for fucking choose me

im so stressed out
im so stressed out
im so stressed out
im so stressed out

im stressed out (p. neverforever)

STAY OUTSIDE.

produced by me 

i still
believe
you're here
just far away
i feel
i see
your face
another day

not a perfect person
with you
you'll show the way

we are newborn virgins
Our love
Is pure again

just try 
and ill try
and I'll try
and I'll try

i still
believe
you're here
just far away
i feel
i see
your face
another day


i still
(i just want to be something to you)
believe
(i want to feel something)
you're here
(something true)
just far away
(something true)
i feel
i see
(the look in your eyes)
your face
(emerald)
another day
(ephemeral)

(i want to be something to you)
(something true)
(ephemeral)

far away

you'll see what this all means at the end.

STAY OUTSIDE.

zhai