"not only were you able to make me smile by just a simple gesture, you were able to make my whole day because of it. you might not be perfect, but in my eyes you're the most unreal person to ever exist. you're perfect. i knew from the start that it was you, you were the one. sure yeah you "might've" ghosted me, but who cares? i love you and that's that. who cares if you dont like me? i love you the way you are. im so happy that i met you. if only you knew how much you matter to me. no words can express hiw much i love you, to the point I'd hurt myself. I'd rather save you than anyone else. "but I'm a horrible person" who cares? well, i mean some people will, but really. who cares? me on the other hand, I'm even lucky that i get to talk to you because talking to you makes me so happy. it brings life to my boring and pathetic life. i don't know what type of drg u gave me but i love you so much, have i told you that i kept distancing myself to you because I was afraid i might've hurt your feelings, made you uncomfortable or any of that sort, i dont want that, i want to be a better person for you, im making myself be a better person, just for you. I'll change, for you, tell me anything you dont like about me and I'll change it. i promise, one day I'm gonna make you smile genuinely like how you make me smile. i love you so much, why can't you js accept it? i promise, in every universe I've been to, i probably will and WILL stay with you. you're the reason why i wake up everyday, you're the reason why i have motivation to go to school, you're the reason why i eat and take care of myself. some people will tell you "you deserve someone better" and im here for it, I'm here to be that person, ik i sound desperate rn but I'm telling you that i love you to the moon and back, i will love you and make you feel liek you're the best girl in the world, not that I'm saying it by taking a pity on you. im saying all of this because You're the one who's making me happy and i js wanted to return the favour. i Will make you happy no matter what, even if i dont, I'll try. so please tell me if you're sad. I'll be there for you, if you need anything or anyone, im here okay? you dont have to suffer alone, your secret is safe with me. I'll keep them myself till the day i die, you're the girl i trust the most. i put my trust on you even though you've left me numerous of times. if you're asking why, it's because never in our whole conversation did you ever tell my secrets to anyone. I'm here to do the same, unlike you, you probably say "i love you" bcs u love me but when i say i love you more, i meant it. i DO love you, i love you with all of my heart, i love you the most, i love you more than anyone else, if i had to choose between you or my other friends, ill choose you. no hesitation really, I'd choose you no matter what the choices is are, so go on, bother me all you want, im here to prove that i will never leave by your side, I'll stay loyal to you, because i love you. my love for you will never change and i hope you know that. i trully love you, ayesha." 

Ziahh!! :0