Tired of ordinary nights, broken hearts, and ceilings that never change?
Oh boy do we have just the thing for you!
From sleepless floors to falling, from stolen smiles to summer heat that only reminds you of what’s lost… we’ve all been there.
Through quiet philosophia, reflection, and bittersweet memories, you search for meaning in every crack of connection.
Even when love hurts, when hearts break, or when joy feels fleeting, you can learn to endure.
From melancholy mornings counting ceiling cracks… to nights that pulse like a strobe light sunrise… every moment teaches you how to bend without breaking.
Every laugh, every ache, every fleeting high, and every lesson learned from life’s drips becomes part of your story... wrapped with a pink bow.
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN — because heartbreak, loss, and change don’t wait, and neither should you.
Endure, adapt, feel, and carry on… one fragile, electric, unforgettable moment at a time.

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One Verse Man

Altar (Prod. By Rxkz)

I see u when I sleep sometimes....
I wake up happy your still mine...
But I don't wanna waste no time...
With versions of you.... I made up in my own mind....

Chorus

If I close my eyes... u might slip through the door....
So I don't wanna... sleep anymore
If I close my eyes... I might sink through the floor....
So I don't wanna... sleep anymore


So lay back down I'll stroke your soul....
You'll wake up where u were before....
And I'll be here just like I swore...
I promise... that you saved me in this holy war....

Chorus

If I close my eyes... u might slip through the door....
So I don't wanna... sleep anymore
If I close my eyes... might sink through the floor....
So I don't wanna... sleep anymore...

Not Enough

No Sleeping (Prod. By eeryskies)

On & on....  were drinking on the lawn..
Until the break of dawn.... until the stars are gone.... (clap clap)
Buzz is strong... put on your favorite song.... yeah...
Feels so right...thats how I know its wrong.... (clap clap)

(I love when your being duuuuumb...
I think u could be the ooooone... X2)

Heart like a beating druuuuum....
Brought pills to keep me uuuup....
I know ima leave with nooooone
Had to make the feeling nuuuumb...

Chorus

(You're just young & dumb I know....
But no one likes to drink alone....
So pick me up we'll find our way back hoooooooooome X2)


All along.... she had no panties on...
She took her daddy's car out... while her families gone....
I had my debit card... I'd give a leg or arm....
To have a million & her here to spend it on.... (clap clap)

I love when your being duuuuumb...
I think u could be the ooooone...
Party till we see the suuuuuun...
Party till we see the suuuuuun...!

If its what the people waaaaant...
I know we can see it dooooone....
Party till we see the suuuuuun...
Party till we see the suuuuuun...!

Wall to Wall... nothing but alcohol...
U said u'd be here but ur not here after all...
I thought you'd hear I came... and wanna tag along...
But ima be alone until the casket fall....


Chorus

(You're just young & dumb I know.....
But no one likes to drink alone....
So pick me up we'll find our way back hoooooooooome X2)

(DONT WORRY ZANE.... I LOVE YOU)

Dumb Baby (Prod. By Thundaa)

Hey... its me....
I've just been thinking and….
Do you remember how... do you remember how we used to uh…
We used to talk every night?
And I’d stay up with you 
And we’d talk about all of our fears &  everything we were scared of
And you used to tell me that...
No one could ever love you, that you expect too much from people
And... idk... maybe… maybe you don't need me the way you used to need me
And I’m… I’m happy for that, I’m grateful but….
I need you
I NEED YOU!
And you’re not here….
I just… I just don’t know what else I could have done…
Idk how I could have done it better, or loved you more….
Or…Or… what else I could have told you or done….
Like… How was it not enough?
I guess what I mean is…. I want you to know that I do love you
I do… And I always will… I’ll always love you…
Its just sometimes love isn’t enough

- ZANE

Crash Interlude (Prod. By Caps Ctrl)

Do you think of me, time to time…?
Do I occupy space inside your mind….?
Are you telling lies when you say you're fine…?
….Telling lies when you say you're fine….

Do you think of me, time to time….?
When you look inside you, what do you find…?
Do you give him life that you knew was mine…?
…Life that you knew was mine….

Do you think of me, time to time…?
Do you still see me or are you blind…?
Do you ever grieve what you left behind….?
…Grieve what you left behind…

Chorus

Do you think of me…. When you're drinking….?
Do you feel the need…. To drown out all those demons….?
Do you think of me…. When you're drinking….?
If you don’t want to think of me… I know you got your reasons…

Think Of Me (Prod. By eeryskies.)

Trace patterns on her skin
Tell me where should I begin?
And how long has it been?
Since you let me within?
Pour red wine to the brim
Let it spill over the rim
Her head is gonna spin
Like bombs falling over Berlin
They’ll play their violins
While an angel invites me to sin
I have to go again
I’ll be home I couldn’t say when
Breathing in her air
My hands tangled up in her hair
She caught me as I stare
See through everything she has to wear
The future isn’t fair
Gave our past no time to prepare

Chorus

We’re going… & I don’t know where
But I’ve got you now girl… so I’m never scared
I’m hoping…. There’s time left to share
Got your eyes on my mind every time I’m impaired
We’re going… & I don’t know where
But I’ve got you now girl… so I’m never scared
She’s holy… the answer to my prayers
Does she not know she is or… does she not care….?

Wish I could be there
With our heartbeats matching the snare
Both got our cross to bare
Give repairs to your heart when it tears
I have to go again
I’ll be home I couldn’t say when
Trace patterns on her skin
Tell me where your finger paint... ends...

Vier Uhr In Österreich (Prod. By Portisempty)

Walking On Glass (Feat. Sora) (Prod. By Donnie Katana)

They took my brother now he far away
I been having too much on my mind for me to call today
Remember used to trap with u at gateway in that rockaway 
Sandy punched a mothers face, made it back to Holladay
Miss u since you gone away... but we been through harder days
Our life been a movie it aint over till the opera play
Any opp its bombs away, shooting like i'm hardaway 
Hid the blocks down the block... walked to where your momma stay..... yeah... 

(Take me somewhere far away from here) 

Wish i could go back in time, i'd take her pain all away
I can see you smiling at me looking in your daughter's face 
Honestly i'm not Ok.... i just miss my nigga i dont care bout what u gotta say
I'd give every dollar that I've got away.... just to know u got away... id do anything except cooperate... yeah.  
I picked you up when you got locked away
Told you we do music now, I swear I felt like Dr Dre...
It was time to operate, aint got shit the lawful way... 
We aint wanna live a life of crime we had a broader aim... 
Used to send our demo out... spam that shit to Charlamange
Never thought i'd lose u now, on a random autumn day..... 
We both played for all the stakes so I'll never walk away
Loyalty we obligate, this shit hard to tolerate.... 
Intoxicated... looking for the blessings I know Allah gave...
I know one day every single one of us will fall in graves... 
I hope that day's far away....
On that day... hope u know... 
I'll be searching for you when i'm at the holy gardens gate... 

(Take me somewhere far away from here)

Far From Here (Feat. Bentley)(Prod. JIJ)

Lost in all this dope I feel like Walter White
Diamonds light up even in the darkest night
They act tough online in comments starting fights
See you in real life but you don’t bark or bite
Yeah I know… she’s your girlfriend but she’s ours tonight…
She called me said its dripping & its water tight…
I got bored of my city so I caught a flight….
Probably blew more money there then you made all your life….
Drinking smoking party life, we just had the longest night
Drop her off in Prada shades she’s walking into college high
Driving through Cottonwood Heights, your life got a dollar price… 
My price going up it took a while but now we got it right…. 
Still pull up for drills & got a suit on like its Harlem Nights….
Got em tryna clone me now, they don’t have the copyrights… 
Free drugs…. This beat feel like molly right? 
I don’t know her name but know her body type….. 

Chorus
Everywhere I go they give me free drugs
Everyone I know giving me free drugs
High at every show, they give me free drugs
I could overdose on all these free drugs

Free Drugs (Prod. By Darkboy x YMAR)

Chorus
(Her Pistol go...
I said her pistol go....
I said her pistol go....
Cuz she’s that coquette killer...  & I'm her father figure..... X2)....

(Uh) She loves Lana & Alana... a virgin like Madonna
Wine & marijuana she's that pure Americana
Virgin suicides were high were riding to Nirvana
Love her you're a goner she's the star in every drama (Uh)

Chorus
(Her Pistol go...
I said her pistol go....
I said her pistol go....
Cuz she’s that coquette killer...  & I'm her father figure..... X2)

Lacy tees & dates for tea, I’m patient ima wait & see...
Says she’s waiting for the one she loves I hope she waits for me...
Looking for a savior, is it me or is she saving me?
I know every single man she sees is like a game to beat...
Know you got a pretty face so you don’t go on dates for free
Text me when your home so I know you’re alone & safe asleep
Black sheep in her family tree, so she dreams of breaking free
Probably break my heart & leave me broken she’s the same as me
In the bed I take the lead… grab her neck… stain the sheets…
On this boat alone & she’s a Siren in the raging sea
Too good for a man like me, too hood for model agencies….
breaking up & blaming me… she’s back in her old dating scene
If I thought she’d ever marry me I’d probably take a knee
She wants me to spit inside her mouth hit her & make her bleed
Hickey on her neck, it makes her wet so I can wade in deep….
Many dead men laying at her feet that couldn’t take the heat….
Snuggled with her baby sheep, angel aura, lazy chic
No makeup but rosy cheeks, Marlboro between her teeth
The crazy thing, she’ll basically betray me if I stay or leave
Abandoned at the hotel on the boulevard of wasted dreams
….the Hotel California had no vacancies…..
Coquette with an 80’s theme, daisy dukes & faded jeans
Manipulates with ways & means so easy as the ABC’s
Knives & drugs & hello kitty just some of her favorite things…

Chorus
(Her Pistol go... X3)
Cuz she’s that coquette killer...  & I'm her father figure..... X2)...

Coquette Killa (Prod VITALS x Nigel Uno)

IYKYK (Prod. By The Money Beats)

Howdy (Prod. By Rxkz)

It's 2:34 am on a Saturday, July 8th 1995. You're flipping through channels hoping to take your mind off of a recent breakup. You've been really down in the dumps and feeling hopeless. Just as you begin to drift into a troubled sleep... you hear the channel flip to one you haven't seen before... and...

Channel 6 (Intro)

Looking for love that feels real? Introducing Zigga!™ — built tough, runs deep, and comes with free overthinking & a touch of existential dread!
Don’t wait — supplies (and trust) are limited!
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN now… because true love hurts so good.

Limited Time Offer (Prod. By lacrisis)

Once, this heart gave everything. Now… all that’s left is what couldn’t be broken.
No warranty. No shine. Just the quiet thump of something still trying.
If you want it… call 1-800-GOD-PAIN.
Supplies are limited — and hope’s almost gone.

All That's Left (Prod. By Seni)

Love hurts—but without self love, there's only self harm.
Every heartbeat’s a bruise, every memory a blade turned inward.
For those who crave the ache as proof they still exist… call 1-800-GOD-PAIN.
Because sometimes, loving too hard is just another way to bleed.

Self Harm (Poete Maudit)(Prod. By Lilac Beats)

Are you tired of broken hearts, broken sinks, and broken dreams?
Introducing Mr. Fix It!—he can’t fix his life, but he’ll fix yours!
Whether it’s a leaky faucet or emotional damage—he’s got a tool kit and denial for both!
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN now! Operators are standing by… because therapy’s expensive!

Mr. Fix It (Prod. By Bloom)

Mmm… remember when love still looked like a movie?
Now it’s all static and Technicolor Tears.
They shine so bright, you almost forget they burn.
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN…
Because heartbreak never looked this good in HD.

Technicolor Tears (Prod. Iano x Gabe Lucas)

She said she’d keep the memories…
But now he’s wearing the smile I paid for.
And those pink bows I bought her?
Yeah — they don’t shine the same after the summer heat.
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN —
Because some returns don’t come with a receipt.

Pink Bows (Prod. By The Chivers Beat Company)

Tired of heartbreak feeling flat?
Spice it up with the drip that keeps the party alive!
Every inhale is electric, every high a pulse you can feel!
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN now… supplies are limited and the fun waits for no one!
Because why just survive the night… when you can own it?

Drips (Prod. By macky)

Can’t get off the floor?
Tired of counting ceiling cracks instead of dreams?
Introducing… Nothing™ — the only product that promises absolutely no change at all.
You fall, and the ground doesn’t even flinch.
Stay right where you are… it’s okay, the floor remembers you.
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN — because sometimes, even getting up feels like false advertising.

Getting Up (Prod. By TILLSTONE)

Tired of ordinary love that fades too fast?
Order smiles that last so long they hurt— when you're only for me! 💖
Every smile, every glance, every laugh… all yours, all the time!
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN now — supplies are limited, and devotion waits for no one!
Because she’s not just anyone… she’s only for me!

Only For Me (Prod. By Ambient Chill Beatz)

Wake up to a Strobe Light Sunrise, where every color hits your soul!
Feel the beat, the glow, the rush — the euphoria that hits every nerve!
Let the music move you, the lights dazzle you, and the world feel electric!
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN now — the party won’t wait, and neither should you!
Because some nights… are meant to be unforgettable!

Strobe Light Sunrise (Prod. By Iano x Omarduro)

Life keeps shifting… and sometimes it hurts.
But through God Pain, you can bend without breaking, adapt without losing yourself.
Every loss, every heartbreak, every quiet night… it teaches you how to keep moving.
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN now — because change is coming, whether you’re ready or not.
Embrace it. Endure it. Transform through God Pain.

God Pain (Prod. By Dexter Yu)

Some nights you wonder if any love will ever last.
Through philosophia and quiet reflection, we search for meaning in the cracks of connection.
If it doesn’t work this time… when could it possibly work?
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN — because even broken hearts flicker with hope.
Learn to endure, to feel, and to carry on, one fragile moment at a time.

If It Doesnt Work This Time (Prod. By idly blare)

Some nights, without the one you love…
Every street feels like a shelter without walls.
You wander the city of your heart — just old bones, looking for warmth
Call 1-800-GOD-PAIN — because even when you’ve lost your home in someone’s arms,
you can still find a little light… in the echo.

Old Bones (Prod. By VELVET)

"To die before you die" bittersweet: why? there is a bitter taste, like the delicious & bitter taste of bitter orange, in the process of letting go, of realizing that all one can do is let go before getting to the sweetness. There is that moment of utter & total terror at realizing that one cannot stop the process & then the settling into it as "yes" until there is no longer any "i" to say "yes" there is only "yes"... - Dr. Ibrahim Abdurrahman Farajaje

Cherubs & Scarabs

Sunlight

This song was dropped from Cherubs & Scarabs in 2017. Couldn't get the vocals to turn out the way I wanted them and I'm not super happy with how it turned out. It was a good concept but wasn't executed correctly.

Wired Wednesdays

Friday (Prod. By Purps)

This song is for someone I loved very much. We don't talk much any more, just know I'll always have u in my heart until my last day. And if that day comes... Play This When I Die.

Play This When I Die

Shy Love (Prod By. King Corn Beatzz)

This is my first Spanish language song & I couldn't be happier to make it with Meikan & Lalo. They are both heavy hitters in the SLC Latin scene & in the local music scene in general. They both transcend the Trap/Reggaeton divide with ease & made this song super easy. Notice how my verse is mostly English with a dash of Spanish, Lalo's is mostly Spanish with a das of English & Meikan did it 50/50. Come fux with the gang.

Señorita (Feat. Meikan & Lalo Lucas)(Prod. By Pilgrim)

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