Last Days


Freedom and clarity is possibly one of the things that we strive to most as humans. 
In many ways we still have a very deep desire to search for a god to deliver unto us a sense of purpose and understanding.
To give us hope that we are heading in the right direction.
These days I only see her in my iris, its consumes my every thought.
Its all I carve and I feel that no matter what, I need more. 
But in the same breath, I look at my past, and I realise that this too will probably come to pass. 
This too I will not have. 
Her I shall never taste.  
These days are strange and I'm not eating. I'm not sleeping. 
It all just aches, it aches because of her. 
I want her. 
And nobody else. 
I want to see the way the light illuminates her hair and she hypnotises me with the electricity in her eyes.

ZIGGY