everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

prod - @prodbyaustyn 
Tryna find my time, just once again.
I’ve been kinda lost inside my head.
Life is kinda fucked. So I just fled.
Leave me alone I just wanna be dead.

I spend all this time, in misery.
Building it deep inside of me.
Lost in a world where I can’t see,
Wishing I just had clarity.

I don’t know why,
You really just be wasting my time.
Turn your life, into my own crime.
My secret thoughts inside my own mind.

It’s funny how I really think it to existence.
It’s like I conjure everything inside my soul.
I’ve been really kinda stuck up on persistence.
Everyday I make a way on to my goals.

Everybody wait for a second , wait for a second.
Show me how you go with baby, go with it baby.
Ive Been on a roll , lil baby. Roll lil baby.
Show me how you roll with it baby, roll with it baaaaaaabie.

In this life, yes we all just perceive.
Different sides of life in our reality.
Stuck up with the cost and mans duality.
 I’ve just been living way too long.

clarity (prod. austyn with a y)

glaive - rigor mortis 555( uncomfortable )

original song: https://soundcloud.com/7ngelus/rzaraaz
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

ericdoa - about me (solo)

Verses in order
 
@1bxnshee
@gessori
@spuk
@reefuh
@hovis 
@bleaky
@luvkurtis 
@wow kt (@1wowkt)

fucktheroomup (w/reef+hovis+kurtis+1bxnshee+bleaky+spuk+wow kt)

ericdoa - dancing wit somebody* [snippet]

Cwm ig snippet w potential Brakence feature.

collidingwmars and mabey brakence

entry 1

mentions

stream the album on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/0oFwETwTYETkNFXdiaHlFQ?si=28qugY83TAmtXnXIl8NKbQ

lyrics:

@arasmoon
last time we spoke you said to leave you alone, uh
so why the fuck you hittin’ my phone up?
since you left i went and copped a new persona
ya sittin’ with the decision that you had chosen (who)
ain't no way you have changed your mind and now you want me back
all that talk, what you said, gave me a thousand years of pain
i'm scarred with this damage, how can you understand it?
you done went and put me through trials of fire, i came out a survivor
all your pleas are so tired, it's time for you to hang that shit up
i fear this is the end of you and me, nigga
so i just got one question to ask

@whotfisclxver
tell me what you want from me, honestly, i’m feeling good, i’m great
did you ever care ‘bout me? carelessly just watched me walk away
tell me what you want from me, promised me that nothing’s gonna change
tell me what you want from me, honestly, no, i don’t feel no way

word on the street is you’ve been around
moving way too quick, never hold it down
you’re the queen and shit, but you dropped the crown
see me pop like this, how you like me now?
oh, you got a way with words
really make it hurt when you say that we’re over and done
know how to make it worse
leaving me to burn in the flames that i couldn’t outrun
and now i see you clearer on a whole other low
the girl that’s in the mirror, someone that i don’t know
thought we would last together but now we’re on our own
i gave you things you can’t obtain but you still wanted more

@whymugwump 
what you want from me? what you have on offer?
baby, can't you see that i'm only a talker?
i'll give it all to you, so, baby, line in queue, i line up for you
i'll fall through the stars just one more time to show who you are
and how you're mine, oh mine, mine,
oh mine, mine, oh mine, mine, oh mine

@whotfisclxver
tell me what you want from me, honestly, i’m feeling good, i’m great
did you ever care ‘bout me? carelessly just watched me walk away
tell me what you want from me, promised me that nothing’s gonna change
tell me what you want from me, honestly, no, i don’t feel no way
tell me what you want from me, honestly, i’m feeling good, i’m great
did you ever care ‘bout me? carelessly just watched me walk away
tell me what you want from me, promised me that nothing’s gonna change
tell me what you want from me, honestly, no, i don’t feel no way

WHAT YOU WANT [prod. paradiis, NØ_ØNE, stein, Cløver]

Slide on a ceo

i extend, remix and post snippets, also known as zikidoa, enzikipedia or ziki

ericdoa - dancing wit somebody* [snippet]

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