Milă

the waves are watching us
when they pull you underwater 
you don't need to be scared

i am scared, tho
maybe in therapy I'm fighting a battle i can't win
maybe this feeling of me being pulled down by strong waves in a desolate sea and occasionally resurfacing is a symptom of change
i can finally see the light at the end of the deep emotional tunnel
i don't need to be scared
i still have music 

at the end, zimoh saved simone from drowning





@phuturecollective

Îneca (Drown)

READ TRACK DESCRIPTIONS!!


Tracklist:
1) Jail (Intro)
🇮🇹: Inizio della solitudine. Ti senti schiacchiato dalle mura di casa tua, dopo essere stato tradito e forzato a non avere più rapporti con la gente fuori.
🇺🇸: Beginning of loneliness. You feel crushed by the walls of your home, having been betrayed and forced to stop having relationships with people outside.

2) Wish (The end of the world)
🇮🇹: Rabbia ed ingiustizia, vorresti vedere solo il mondo bruciare. Esprimi un desiderio.
🇺🇸: Anger and injustice, you only wish to see the world burn. Make a wish.

3) 5 2 9 1 4 8 6 3 7
🇮🇹: ?
🇺🇸: ?
4) the farewell i never gave you
🇮🇹: Traccia dedicata a una persona a me molto cara che non c'è più. Lei è stata l' inizio di "Zimoh"
🇺🇸: Track dedicated to a person very dear to me who is no longer with us. She was the 'beginning of “Zimoh”

5) Your Eyes (They glow)
🇮🇹: Violenza. Finta rabbia, emozione distruttiva. Non potevo aspettarmi altro dopo quello che mi sta facendo passare questo posto.
🇺🇸: Violence. Feigned anger, destructive emotion. I couldn't expect anything else after what this place is putting me through.

6) Addict (Help me to stop)
🇮🇹: Relazione disfunzionale, tossicodipendenza. A volte mi sento proprio un coglione a dare una chance a certe persone.
🇺🇸: Dysfunctional relationship, drug addiction. Sometimes I just feel like an idiot giving certain people a chance.

7) Family (What kept me alive)
🇮🇹: Amici, famiglia. Dopo l' aiuto che mi avete dato durante le mie crisi, la linea tra famiglia e amici è scomparsa. Non cel' avrei mai fatta da solo.
🇺🇸: Friends, family. After the 'help you gave me during my crises, the line between family and friends disappeared. I would never have made it alone.

8) Black City (Backslider)
🇮🇹: Casa. Torino. Città esoterica, un posto di cui sentivo la mancanza da 4 anni. Sono tornato con l' intento di non ricadere negli stessi errori.
🇺🇸: Home. Turin. Esoteric city, a place I had missed for 4 years. I returned with the 'intent not to fall back into the same mistakes.

Bandcamp

8 Months

a letter about sorrow and hate

i love it when the skies turn purple
it may not be like the grey skies of Torino, but i guess i have to settle down to something that reminds me of home.
it is indeed beautiful. probably one of the only beautiful things I've seen in Switzerland.

Dusk

do you ever feel like an animal locked in your enclosure? 
i used to do.
i felt like everything around me, the walls of my room, the building outside my house, the noise of the nights were the only thing that was keeping me safe from meeting the same kind of people that hurt me.
i realized later that i have built my own jail. the most comforting bubble yet the deadliest weapon against loneliness.

i want to escape my own enclosure



ASTRALE | vol.001 is Out Now 🌌 ☁️
Stream on all platforms: https://lnk.fu.ga/kumocollective_astrale

Enclosure

Fanlink: https://lnk.fu.ga/summet_axiomremixes

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KUMO Collective: https://soundcloud.com/kumocollective

axiom (Remixes)

more (Zimoh Remix)

summet - more (Zimoh Remix)

my favourite song.
i wrote this piece for someone that i used to consider important above anyone else. without her this would not exist.
"surrender" was the switch i needed to understand that, finally, a DAW and a computer became an extension of my arms, and they work as emotion translators. everything you are hearing is literally the me of September 2022 being in love, but at the same time getting hurt by the knife he's holding from the blade.


love is an act of surrender.
.noʎ ɹoɟ ʇı ʇlǝɟ ɹǝʌǝu ı ɥsıʍ ı puɐ


Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4rQzaGDaF4HKKBcSEebStZ?si=130491074a994590

Surrender

how could you believe everything that someone says?
can't blame you, i was the same.
you trust someone's words too much and you'll end up like me.

Stream / Buy: https://www.beatport.com/track/blinded-by-words/17142186

Blinded By Words

i know that everyone is doin a rumble bootleg but io ve lo metto n culo a tutti dio boia pijatevi sto sub

FREE DOWNLOAD:
https://www.toneden.io/zimoh-1/post/skrillex-fred-again-four-tet-flowdan-rumble-zimoh-remix


Skrillex, Fred Again, Four Tet, Flowdan - Rumble

Skrillex, Fred Again, Four Tet, Flowdan - Rumble (Zimoh Remix) [FREE DOWNLOAD]

Full soundcloud comp:
https://soundcloud.com/electricwavemusic/sets/visionof2023

🎧 Stream/Download: listen.electricwave.eu/visionof2023

Vision of 2023

Dark Magic

i do not regret it anymore, they were all lessons that helped me stay alive. still, i have to figure out how to not feel like I'm not enough to be loved or to love again.
that's either the price of my life lessons or another lesson itself.




LYRICs VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJT-icP9MgQ

Regret

"Fear. The only true feeling i can have after realizing this is gonna be irreversible. A part of me already thought of not touching that painting, but right now it is already too late. Should've listened to my brain or my heart?"

1/5 of "Freefall EP"

Freefall

"I sense a strange energy here. Everything is confused, but i can't say my curiosity doesn't grow as i fall deep into this Emptiness. What will my trial be? This is.. comforting, in some way: 'till i reach the end i have plenty of time to think about my choice of risking what is priceless for me."


-i will let us to where we're nothing-
-i will let us into emptiness-
-into emptiness alone-

Into Emptiness

"Fear. The only true feeling i can have after realizing this is gonna be irreversible. A part of me already thought of not touching that painting, but right now it is already too late. Should've listened to my brain or my heart?"
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"I sense a strange energy here. Everything is confused, but i can't say my curiosity doesn't grow as i fall deep into this Emptiness. What will my trial be? This is.. comforting, in some way: 'till i reach the end i have plenty of time to think about my choice of risking what is priceless for me."
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"I received lots of advices from who has already experienced this journey. Maybe i'm too stupid, or maybe i'm just more faithful than others. They say that touching the Dreamer's Painting is going to fill with regrets whoever's brave enough to choose such a desperate option. What does it mean? Is it moral? Is it like selling my soul to the devil? Or is it something that we just can't explain? I just don't listen sometimes... but it's too late to turn around, i'm already seeing something in the distance."
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"I've reached what seems like my trial. Everything is so calm here. I see the Bramble in the distance. It seems like something there is trying to bring out my deepest memories and fears. They've said this could've happened, and it could've drove me crazy, therefore making me wander here forever. Now i see. I have no other way to keep going and find out whether i'll have what i came for, or my Dreams are going to get stolen by the Painter."

mega.nz/folder/Xzpj0RYY#slxkcul1b2IwUfUny88fsw

Freefall EP

Freefall (VIP)

Bramble (Ft. ROBY)

Bramble (Feat. ROBY)

Dreamer's Painting

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free download.

Zimoh - Mila

apparently one of my best club bangers
before you try, it is really hard to have sex to this song. eventually i will release something to make this up

One Night

FREE DOWNLOAD:  https://www.toneden.io/zimoh-1/post/skrillex-team-ezy-njomza-pretty-bye-bye-zimoh-remood


og track: Skrillex, Team EZY, NJOMZA - Pretty Bye Bye https://soundcloud.com/owslaofficial/skrillex-team-ezy-ft-njomza-pretty-bye-bye

FREEDL

Skrillex, Team EZY, NJOMZA - Pretty Bye Bye (Zimoh Remood) [FREE DOWNLOAD]


"Purpose" is a song that hurts.
it's made with the intent of making you feel physical pain and at the same time sooth you while listening to the first chordstack, and even more with the last drop.
i made this song at the very start of what could be possibly the worst period of my life. for some reason i have found this amazing quote by Nietzsche that made me change view on my life at that point. my purpose is something i and only i can choose and control, and depends on how i take bad situations mentally.

you can say, in some way, that this song helped me stay alive. i am sorry if i broke your ear drums too 😂


“What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.”
-Nietzsche

Purpose

OG Track: https://soundcloud.com/ellenseven/ellenseven-drvmmer-overtime-afterlife

Life Beyond Ellen (Remixes) Pt.2

Overtime (Zimoh Remood)

Ellenseven, Drvmmer - Overtime (Zimoh Remood)

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And the waves are watching us
When they put you underwater
And the waves are watching us
You don't need to be scared

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Zimoh - Ineca (Drown)

Îneca (Drown) (VIP)

one good thing
about music
when it hits you
you feel no pain

Feel No Pain

INHALE
EXHALE
I'M WAY
TOO HIGH

Skrillex, Aluna, Kito - Inhale Exhale: https://soundcloud.com/skrillex/skrillex-aluna-kito-inhale-exhale

Il tiramisù è uno dei capisaldi della cucina italiana, uno dei dolci al cucchiaio più amati e realizzati in tutto il mondo. Le origini del tiramisù sono molto incerte e diverse città ne rivendicano la paternità. Ciò di cui siamo certi è che dal 1980 in poi, anno in cui questo termine venne inserito nel vocabolario italiano, il tiramisù ha avuto un successo enorme! Ad oggi è tra le parole italiane più conosciute all'estero. Ma cosa rende il tiramisù così speciale? Sicuramente amiamo il fatto che sia molto semplice da preparare, la sua crema al mascarpone è irresistibile, così gustosa e vellutata, intervellata da strati di savoiardi inzuppati nel caffè! C'è chi ama aromatizzare la bagna con il marsala e chi invece preferisce utilizzare altri liquori, ma noi lo amiamo così, in purezza e vi proponiamo la versione più classica, perfetta per ogni occasione!

Anche se non abbiamo scoperto chi sia per certo l'inventore del tiramisù nella versione attuale, individuato da alcuni in Ado Campeol (il proprietario del conosciuto e storico locale "Il Becchiere" di Treviso), condividiamo con voi la nostra ricetta per uno tra i più buoni tiramisù che abbiate mai assaggiato! Preparatelo anche voi e fateci sapere!

Skrillex, Aluna, Kito - Inhale Exhale (Zimoh Remood) [FREEDL]

so this is a track i made for y'all to be intimate with your partner, that's it. it works really great, i tried it for over a year before releasing it and i used some of my specimen's feedback to make it better

please do NOT send me videos of you and your s/o fucking to this song (i know for a fact some of yall did that with my other tracks Mila and Dusk), although i appreciate you doing so <3
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Lyrics:
DIMMI QUALCHE COSA CHE MI FACCIA SENTIRE FEMMNA

..sei una gran sucaminchia

Sex House

- English translation down below-

🇮🇹: La violenza è una finta emozione derivata dalla rabbia.
È schematizzabile come un cerchio.

° Primo stadio: Avvenimento.
Qui è dove la quiete viene turbata. Dove per difenderci da un soggetto o un evento dobbiamo trovare la soluzione più consona al nostro modo di ragionare.
Mettiamo, per esempio, che la persona X abbia fatto dei commenti sgradevoli su una persona a noi cara. O che abbia mentito su questioni importanti.

Noi ci sentiamo feriti, da cui nasce la tristezza.

Noi ci sentiamo insultati, da dove nasce la rabbia.

Per valori sociali, gli uomini sono più propensi a generare una finta rabbia.

Essa può causare vari problemi a livello sociale.
Le ripercussioni sono spesso catastrofiche e distruttive.

° Secondo stadio: Azione
La situazione degenera. Fare del male fisico alla persona che ti ha fatto un torto diventa il tuo unico obiettivo.
La vista del sangue ti fa sentire felice. I tuoi occhi si illuminano quando percepisci la sua sofferenza.
Cel' hai fatta. Ha pagato per il suo sbaglio.

° Terzo stadio: Gioia
Sei stato fantastico.
Davvero.
Complimenti Simone. Insegna a questi pezzi di merda che non possono calpestarti così.

° Quarto stadio: Realizzazione

Come cazzo fai ad essere così stupido?
Più che altro, come fai ad esserlo stato fino ad ora. Testa di cazzo. Grandissima testa di cazzo. Hai rovinato una serata tranquilla per il tuo desiderio di apparire forte. Il tuo desiderio di schiacciare gli altri per non sentire quel vuoto causato dalla mancanza della vera rabbia, quella che rende valide le tue opinioni e ti fa rispettare.
Tu devi dimenticarti di chi eri. Dentro di te stai ancora combattendo la guerra con te stesso e il tuo passato.
Le persone non ti aspetteranno e asseconderanno all' infinito.
Forse è ora di andare in terapia.
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🇺🇸: Violence is a fake emotion derived from anger.
It can be schematized as a circle.

°1st Stage: Happening.
This is where the quiet is disturbed. Where in order to defend ourselves against a subject or an event we have to find the solution that best suits our way of reasoning.
Let's say, for example, that a person has made unpleasant comments about someone close to us. Or that they lied about important matters.

We feel hurt, from which sadness arises.

We feel insulted, whence comes anger.
By social values, men are more likely to generate fake anger.

It can cause various problems at the social level.
The repercussions are often catastrophic and destructive.

°2nd stage: Action.
The situation escalates. Physically hurting the person who wronged you becomes your only goal.
The sight of blood makes you feel happy. Your eyes light up when you perceive his suffering.
You have done it. You have paid for your wrong.

°3rd stage: Joy
You have been wonderful.
You really were.
Congratulations Zimoh. Teach these pieces of shit that they can't walk all over you like that.

° Fourth stage: Realization.

How the fuck can you be so stupid?
More like, how could've you been so stupid until now. Dickhead. You ruined a quiet evening for your desire to appear strong. Your desire to crush others so as not to feel that emptiness caused by the lack of real anger, the one that makes your opinions valid and makes you respected.
You need to forget who you were. Inside you are still fighting the war with yourself and your past.
People will not wait and indulge you endlessly.
Maybe it's time to go to therapy.

"YOUR EYES (they glow)" [From: 8 Months Album releasing April 16th]

Your Eyes (they glow)

-scroll down for english translation-

🇮🇹: Il tempo sembrava non passare mai.
Se non fosse per la musica non so se sarei ancora qui a scrivere questa nota. Con musica però, intendo tutto quanto quello che è collegato alla mia carriera. La mia nuova famiglia, coloro che mi hanno tenuto vivo, la capacità di trasmettere le emozioni che sento tramite una DAW, la creatività.

Senza queste cose non sarei lo stesso Simone, come se non fosse per Arianna e per Jarianni non sarei Zimoh.

Partendo dal principio.. noi artisti non siamo fatti per essere chiusi in una cella. Per questo motivo la creatività è potente: potevo uscire dalle mura della mia vecchia casa, dai confini del paese o dall' atmosfera del pianeta solo con la mia immaginazione.
È questione di saper sfruttare le tue situazioni ed emozioni a tuo vantaggio. C'è chi racconta storie, c'è chi lascia che il programma diventi un' estensione delle braccia e della mente.
Mi sono dovuto adattare a tal punto che potessi fare entrambe le cose.
Stavo uscendo di testa. Fortunatamente in passato ho deciso di tuffarmi in questa carriera.
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La rabbia per le ingiustizie che stavo passando mi ha fatto raggiungere un punto in cui avrei voluto vedere solo il mondo bruciare.
Era il mio desiderio.
Non avrei dovuto accecarmi con un' emozione finta, derivata dalla rabbia.

Durante questo periodo, ho scritto "Wish (the end of the world)"
2/2

🇺🇸: Time never seemed to pass.
If it were not for music, I don't know if I would still be here writing this note. By music though, I mean everything related to my career. My new family, those who have kept me alive, the ability to convey the emotions I feel through a DAW, creativity.

Without these things I would not be the same Simone, just as if it were not for Arianna and Jarianni I would not be Zimoh.

Starting from the beginning-we artists are not meant to be locked in a cell. That is why creativity is powerful: I could get out of the walls of my old house, the boundaries of the country or the 'atmosphere of the planet just with my imagination.
It's a matter of knowing how to use your situations and emotions to your advantage. Some people tell stories, some people let the program become an 'extension of your arms and mind.
I had to adapt so much that I could do both.
I was going out of my mind. Fortunately in the past I decided to dive into this career.
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Anger at the injustices I was going through made me reach a point where I just wanted to see the world burn.
That was my wish.
I should not have blinded myself with a 'fake emotion derived from anger.

During this time, I wrote "Wish (the end of the world)."
2/2


Wish (the end of the world)

-scroll down for english translation-
*VIP of my 2021 single "Black City"

🇮🇹:Sono qui, nel divano di casa mia. Nell' altra stanza c'è un ragazzo che per me è come un fratello, a cui 3 anni fa ho chiesto di registrare i suoni d' ambiente a Porta Palazzo, che poi avrei usato nella prima versione di "Black City", ed infine in questa.

Sono ufficialmente tornato a Torino.
Sembra incredibile che sia tutto finito, infatti non lo è, ma la sensazione impareggiabile di camminare lungo i murazzi di notte, vedere la Mole che brilla o uscire coi miei amici e fratelli mi scalda il cuore. Lo scalda a tal punto di dimenticarmi del freddo che c'era a Schaffhausen. Anche qui però non fa caldissimo ora. 

Le strade di Borgo Vittoria raccontano mille storie del mio passato. Le strade di Barriera raccontano storie orribili. In Barriera non cambierà mai una sega. Niente di tutto ciò mi appartiene ormai.
Ciò che non ti uccide non ti fotte più. La solitudine è sparita, ho imparato ad accettarla, ora è uno dei tanti insegnamenti che formano una personalità diversa da Simone prima che passasse quell' inferno.
Quando tocchi il fondo e ti devi tirare su prevalentemente da solo, vedi il mondo in modo diverso.
Ho finito di essere una "vittima di un sistema corrotto che deve ribellarsi" e ho iniziato ad essere un uomo che per trovare una vita serena e bilanciata deve rimboccarsi le maniche, tirare fuori le palle e non far prevalere istinti autodistruttivi.

Ho solo una paura.
Essere recidivo.

Il mio compito qui è di evitarlo.


Black city (backslider)

🇺🇸:Here I am, in the couch of my house. In the 'other room is a guy who is like a brother to me, whom I asked 3 years ago to record the ambient sounds in Porta Palazzo, which I would later use in the first version of “Black City,” and finally in this one.

I am officially back in Turin.
It seems unbelievable that it's all over, in fact it's not, but the unparalleled feeling of walking along the murazzi at night, seeing the Mole glowing or hanging out with my friends and brothers warms my heart. It warms it so much that I forget about the cold that was in Schaffhausen. Even here, however, it is not so hot now. 

The streets of Borgo Vittoria tell a thousand stories of my past. The streets of Barriera tell horrible stories. In Barriera nothing will ever change. None of it belongs to me now.
What doesn't kill you no longer fucks you. The loneliness is gone, I've learned to accept it, now it's one of the many lessons that form a different personality from Simone before she went through that 'hell.
When you hit rock bottom and have to pull yourself up mostly on your own, you see the world differently.
I'm done being a “victim of a corrupt system who has to rebel” and I've started being a man who to find a peaceful and balanced life has to roll up his sleeves, grow a pair and not let self-destructive instincts prevail.

I have only one fear.
Being a repeat offender.

My job here is to avoid that.


Black city (backslider)

Black City (backslider)

-scroll down for english translation-
*this is a seriously particular track. find out how to play it. desktop users only

🇮🇹: Il vero motivo della scrittura di "8 months" è stato la realizzazione del mio problema a livello emotivo.
Dovevo lasciar andare il passato, quel Simone di Torino non esiste più.
Ci ho messo anni e tante sedute di terapia per capire una cosa così semplice. Sembra quasi analogo al trovare una formula fisica abbreviata al minimo dopo aver avuto una lavagna piena di equazioni complicate e incomprensibili.
Questa è una traccia interattiva, spetta all' ascoltatore capire come svelare il messaggio all' interno della traccia.

🇺🇸: The real reason for writing “8 months” was the realization of my problem on an emotional level.
I had to let go of the past, that Simone from Turin no longer existed.
It took me years and many therapy sessions to figure out something so simple. It seems almost analogous to finding a minimally abbreviated physical formula after having a blackboard full of complicated, incomprehensible equations.
This is an interactive track, it is up to the 'listener to figure out how to unravel the message within the track.



5 2 9 1 4 8 6 3 7


🇮🇹:Sei la ragione per cui ho continuato a fare musica. Sei stata fondamentale in tutto.
Quella trave che si versa sulla strada a Chieri è diventata il mio tempio.
Ti ricordi quando ci sedevamo lì ad ascoltare la nuova musica che trovavamo? Era incredibile avere una persona accanto che condivideva i miei interessi. Più che incredibile sembrava una benedizione.
Tu sei la prova che non esiste un Dio.
Quale Dio farebbe una cosa del genere? 
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Quale amico proverebbe a superare quello che ti è successo tendando di dimenticarti come se non ci fosse mai stato nulla?

Dopo la tua scomparsa è cambiato tutto in me.
Le droghe, la violenza in strada, la dipendenza dal sesso.
Non sono mai più stato lo stesso.

Ti devo delle scuse da ormai 9 anni.

Ti devo un addio. Te ne sei andata troppo presto. 
Sei la ragione per cui la mia vita ha trovato il suo senso. Il minimo che posso fare per te ora è dedicarti quell' addio che non ti ho mai dato.
Ci ho messo 9 anni per sentirmi pronto a fare questo passo.
"the farewell i never gave you"


🇺🇸: You are the reason I have continued to make music. You have been fundamental in everything.
That beam pouring over the road in Chieri became my temple.
Remember when we used to sit there and listen to the new music we found? It was incredible to have a person next to me who shared my interests. More than incredible it felt like a blessing.
You are proof that there is no God.
What God would do such a thing? 
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What friend would try to get over what happened to you by tending to forget you as if nothing had ever happened?

After your disappearance everything changed in me.
The drugs, the street violence, the sex addiction.
I was never the same again.

I have owed you an apology for 9 years now.

I owe you a farewell. You left too soon. 
You are the reason my life has found its meaning. The least I can do for you now is to dedicate that 'goodbye I never gave you.
It took me nine years to feel ready to take that step.
“the farewell i never gave you”


the farewell i never gave you

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*the vocals on this song are both highly stress inducing and illegal. enjoy


🇮🇹: Ma cosa cazzo mi passava per la testa? Mi viene da ridere. La guardo e penso che se non mi fossi disintossicato sarei diventato come lei. E la amavo.
O forse amavo il fatto che mi sentivo di poterla guarire. In ogni caso non è finita come quella prima, grazie a dio..

"Tranquilla, ti aiuterò a smettere. Stringimi forte e le convulsioni ti passeranno.
Sono così felice che stai superando questa cosa.

Perché? Perché ti devi comportare così? Lo sai che odio chi mente nelle relazioni.

Hai combinato una cazzata. Te la farò passare perché ti amo.

Hai di nuovo combinato una cazzata. 
Credo che porró fine alla relazione.

Accetta la cosa, ti ho dato abbastanza possibilità di cambiare.
Urlare non mi fará cambiare idea.
Abbassa ste cazzo di mani!

Forse è meglio se registro quello che ci stiamo dicendo.. potrebbe essermi utile addirittura in tribunale."

Addict (help me to stop)

🇺🇸: What the fuck was going through my head? I have to laugh. I look at her and think that if I hadn't gotten sober I would have become like her. And I loved her.
Or maybe I loved the fact that I felt I could heal her. Either way, it didn't end up like the one before, thank God....

"Don't worry, I'll help you stop. Hold me tight and the seizures will pass.
I'm so happy you're getting over this.

Why? Why do you have to act like this? You know I hate people who lie in relationships.

You fucked up. I'll get over it because I love you.

You fucked up again. 
I think I will end the relationship.

Accept it, I've given you enough of a chance to change.
Yelling won't change my mind.
Put your fucking hands down!

Maybe I'd better record what we're saying to each other-it might even be useful to me in court."

Addict (help me to stop)

Addict (help me to stop)

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*this song uses my closest friends's songs to create one unique track. you'll find releases from:
drvmmer, machoq, ennoaeon, ellenseven, absendmind, ikasa, yuzh, nuelle and more.

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🇮🇹:Se non ci foste voi.
La vita purtroppo mi ha messo davanti a una situazione difficile. Già da piccolo avrei voluto avere una famiglia unita come i bambini ricchi che andavano in classe con me. Non li invidiavo ancora, pensavo che quello che succedeva nel mio nucleo familiare fosse totalmente normale e che tutti quanti passassero cose simili.
Beata ingenuità.
La mia famiglia biologica è frammentata, distrutta da drammi, tradimenti, narcisisti.
Una famiglia è invece un luogo sicuro dove potersi confidare e dove passare del tempo di qualità assieme. Dove si ride, si scherza, si organizzano uscite e dove ci si supporta.

Non potreste mai capire che cosa significa per me il fatto che ora la mia famiglia siete voi.

Forse è per questo che voi amici, fratelli, compagni di musica, siete così importanti.
Importanti forse è diminutivo dato che mi avete salvato letteralmente la vita da me stesso.
Quando tocchi il fondo puoi solo risalire, e la corda l' avete lanciata voi.
Vi voglio bene. 
Figli di puttana.
Vi voglio tanto bene.

Family (what kept me alive)

🇺🇸: If you were not there.
Life unfortunately put me in a difficult situation. Even as a child I wished I had had a close-knit family like the rich children who went to my class. I still didn't envy them, I thought that what was going on in my household was totally normal and that everyone went through similar things.
Blessed naiveté.
My biological family is fragmented, destroyed by drama, betrayal, narcissists.
A family, on the other hand, is a safe place to confide and spend quality time together. Where we laugh, joke, plan outings and where we support each other.

You could never understand what it means to me that you are now my family.

Maybe that is why you friends, brothers, fellow musicians, are so important.
Important is perhaps diminutive since you have literally saved my life from myself.
When you hit rock bottom you can only climb back up, and you 've thrown the rope.
I love you. 
You motherfuckers.
I love you all so much.

Family (what kept me alive)

Family (what kept me alive)

🇮🇹: Il tempo sembrava non passare mai.
Se non fosse per la musica non so se sarei ancora qui a scrivere questa nota. Con musica però, intendo tutto quanto quello che è collegato alla mia carriera. La mia nuova famiglia, coloro che mi hanno tenuto vivo, la capacità di trasmettere le emozioni che sento tramite una DAW, la creatività.

Senza queste cose non sarei lo stesso Simone, come se non fosse per Arianna e per Jarianni non sarei Zimoh.

Partendo dal principio.. noi artisti non siamo fatti per essere chiusi in una cella. Per questo motivo la creatività è potente: potevo uscire dalle mura della mia vecchia casa, dai confini del paese o dall' atmosfera del pianeta solo con la mia immaginazione.
È questione di saper sfruttare le tue situazioni ed emozioni a tuo vantaggio. C'è chi racconta storie, c'è chi lascia che il programma diventi un' estensione delle braccia e della mente.
Mi sono dovuto adattare a tal punto che potessi fare entrambe le cose. 
Stavo uscendo di testa. Fortunatamente in passato ho deciso di tuffarmi in questa carriera.

🇺🇸: Time never seemed to pass.
If it were not for music, I don't know if I would still be here writing this note. By music though, I mean everything related to my career. My new family, those who have kept me alive, the ability to convey the emotions I feel through a DAW, creativity.

Without these things I would not be the same Simone, just as if it were not for Arianna and Jarianni I would not be Zimoh.

Starting from the beginning-we artists are not meant to be locked in a cell. That is why creativity is powerful: I could get out of the walls of my old house, the boundaries of the country or the 'atmosphere of the planet just with my imagination.
It's a matter of knowing how to use your situations and emotions to your advantage. Some people tell stories, some people let the program become an 'extension of your arms and mind.
I had to adapt so much that I could do both.
I was going out of my mind. Fortunately in the past I decided to dive into this career.



Jail (Intro)

storyteller, mood creator


Contact Email: zimoh.prod@gmail.com

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https://soundcloud.com/destinuna 
https://soundcloud.com/inextremis
https://soundcloud.com/kumocollective
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