This shit so fcking real. I got fcking destroyed by this relationship . I fcking will come back better

i feel alone with everyone around me aswell bro

Hour-long sad TikTok audio compilations. (As of March 12, 2025, I’m cooked. Soundcloud no longer recommends tracks over 10 minutes.)

The Real Collection

Real

Retire x I guess i.... I'm afraid

Loneliness has been following me my whole life x Mrs Magic (slowed)

The Apology [Gigi Masin- Call Me] slowed

kevin levrone- one time In my Life I found out

not that im anywhere x iphone alarm x jarhead this is my rifle

i was meant to be beautiful.

Real 2

i know things have been hard lately im sorry its been like that, you dont need to apologize

i know things have been hard lately im sorry its been like that..

red dead redemption audios
melody from a dream - flawed mangoes

you can't always fight nature john x flawed mangoes

i don't love you anymore.

after 6 months of daily searching, I have finally completed real 3. Thanks for all the patience.

Real 3

Real 4

This week's Disquiet Junto was an invitation to remix a public domain recording of the 18th century composition "Nina", as performed by cellist Hans Kindler in 1920.

While commonly known as simply "Nina", the full title of the piece is actually "Tre giorni son che Nina in letto senesta" ("Nina has been lying in bed for 3 days"). After a little digging, I found the original libretto in Italian. A machine translation produced this in English:

"For three days Nina
Has been lying in bed.
Sleep is killing her,
Wake her up, for pity's sake!

And with cymbals and timpani and fifes,
Wake up my Ninetta
So she won't sleep anymore.

And while the doctor
Goes to visit her,
Ninetta, for love,
Remains in bed."

I took liberties with the text, expanding it into a mournful tale of consumption set to the mournful music of the cello, embellished with a much-abused Space Designer reverb and some acousmatics of my own devising. Best enjoyed in stereo.

More on the 729th weekly Disquiet Junto project, Community Remix (Nina) — The Assignment: Rework a shared recording from over 100 years ago — at https://disquiet.com/0729/.

Nina, Consumed (disquiet0729)

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