Dude the ending after the insatgram post im crying right bow and i havent cried in a long while rest in peice bolt

produced by mee

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Lyrics: 

I never tell
Anyone anything
But I've said everything
And I just keep it all
To myself
Cause I don't want enemies
But now I need therapy

I never told my dad that I do this shit
Why should I
When I do this for me
Because I don't wanna see
Their reaction to me
Until I prove this shit
And it's got nothin to do with them
It is all to do with me
Their high hopes are heavenly
But I'm new to this
Just picture him walking
The left side of the road
Head all misread 
But it's there on his shoulders
Feels like they're watching
And they're taking notes
Start of the fall
When the rock turned to boulder
Now they're all looking at you
You made some videos 
Now they all despise you
And there was no one to write to
So much material 
The pen wants to fight you
And that's why

I never tell
Anyone anything
But I've said everything
And I just keep it all
To myself
Cause I don't want enemies
So now I need therapy
I never told
Anyone anything
But I've said everything
And I would keep it all
To myself
Cause I don't want enemies
But now I need therapy

And I could break it all of in a second
How much a message woulda meant to me when stressin
That sounds like me to make my life hard for a lesson
Fuck it
Imma press off sides
How many days you got
And he was thinking less than five
He picked himself up
And fell in love with dead of night
He cared too much 
And so he never got a hint of life
When he walks up to someone else
He expects they hate em
Keep his life right to himself
Ego in the pavement
He was lost in a magic world
Looking for a placement
No one wants to help you
Unless you send a payment
And that's why 

I never tell
Anyone anything
But I've said everything
And I just keep it all
To myself
Cause I don't want enemies
But now I need therapy
I never tell
Anyone anything
But I've said everything
And I would keep it all
To myself
Cause I don't want enemies
But now I need therapy

Fuck it I'm done with this shit
Hate me or not
I'm the boss of this shit
Spilling the sauce I get lost in this shit
And you're ripping me off
You're exhausting as shit
It's all off I quit
I said fuck it I'm done with this shit
Hate me or not
I'm the boss of this shit hahaha
Spilling the sauce I get lost in this shit
And you're ripping me off
You're exhausting as shit
It's all off I quit

but i said everything

thank u for all the support on midwest regrets *+
hope u like this one!

lyrics:

Sometimes I can’t wait to fall asleep
Most nights she’s got tight hold on me
Im falling for your fiction

Buy a bottle of the gin, we gon sip it till we blackout
Mixing feelings with the drink but when did that ever help out
You’re few and far between but yet I’m choosing to lose you
You’re making it so obvious, so I have to refuse you

You made a story of a brighter day
Regardless of truth you type away
I dig through all the shit you fabricate
You live a life that’s fake
And hope I’m entertained
x2

im catching onto ur lies
seeing through ur disguise 
thats something i despise yeah
u draped the wool on my eyes
and i didnt see the signs
that dont mean that its right yeah
i should've seen the writing walls
it turns out it was fiction after all
u stretched the lies way too thin
now i dont know what u changed to win

Buy a bottle of the gin, we gon sip it till we blackout
Mixing feelings with the drink but when did that ever help out
You’re few and far between but yet I’m choosing to lose you
You’re making it so obvious, so I have to refuse you

You made a story of a brighter day
Regardless of truth you type away
I dig through all the shit you fabricate
You live a life that’s fake
And hope I’m entertained
x2

PRIV (@whereispriv) https://solo.to/privbeatz
L A C E (@whereislace) https://linktr.ee/patlacey99

fiction

fiction (feat. L A C E)

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shoutout siem spark i love you
shoutout zivve so underrated.

the start of something new.

lyrics:

[mosh]

i, i don't understand all of your lies
can we fucking go back to that night
oh why
oh why

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

[zivve]

broke my heart but still in love its such a 
shame that i got all these scars 
dumb assumptions i cant function
built us up tore us apart

i really fucking love u baby
so tell me how u move on lately
while my heart still movin vaguely
and i hate how i cant get over u

my heart rythm
beats like nothing ive felt before
ooo,
tryna stay steady and rest
the way u play wit my head- 
i swear im already dead

[mosh]

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

<3

moved on w/ zivve (siemspark + ayoley)

In memory of Bolt <3

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I will follow you into the dark (zivve cover)

prod: shade08
lyrics:
i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, jk
that's just a "JOKE" i play
[L.M.A.O.]

ive been pulling out my own hair, again x7
ive been pulling out my o-o-o-o-o

tell me a story that i haven't told you
please, think for yourself 'fore i fucking control you
ive done so much wrong don't think i can go back
(ᵖᴼˢᵀᵉᴰ ᵂᶦᵀʰ ˢʰ⁰⁰ᵀᵉʳˢ, ᵍᴼᵀ ᵍᵁⁿˢ ᵒᴺ ᵐʸ ᴮᵃᶜᵏ)
i'm trying to make sure you never come back
but you keep following me

keep following me
why's that?
i can tell you why....
it's cuz

i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, fuck you!
you are all some peasants that i force to do my bidding

new kid

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

experimental fun song :3 hope u guys enjoy <3
all plats tonight :) <3


Thank you to:
@scrufff for featuring :)
@prodbykori for producing first half
@iliastrack for producing the last half and helping with the master :)

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wakeUp! w/ Scruff

but its backwards fucked up how i cant trust anyone ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me
additional composition by @cbrtrsh @humanchiapet
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lyrics:
but i wanted more 
and i dont see a problem with asking for
a little more compassion 
when you ignore me without no warning
post all morning your life's so boring

and id love to reconnect
talk about the things that we never said
and i hope you wanted more than just the sex
say the word and ill put this all to rest cause
its backwards thinking you dont need me
and your gonna leave me when im bleeding

said you dont wanna thing
then whyd you lead me on
take me back to the time you said i dont belong
but its backwards, fucked up 
how i cant trust anyone
the last words really stuck 
and i dont plan on moving on

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"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

my problems

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I will follow you into the dark (zivve cover)

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