lyrics : 

to alabama, tell me what to see
don't want a luck, i handle this if i need
so, fallin down, i'm closing all of the windows
i don't wanna see no one but me

i know i know
i never been the one into save you out
so, let go let go
i never meant to stay but i hate to

don't leave, one thousand miles ahead and i'll bleed
walk down so you can keep me drowning
how to fight against the shit i been wasted
so save all around it

gold teeth, side of a hide in of your lies
old trees never, will fallin out alive
two, three, been a year i wanna die out
you keep every single of your lies out

but i don't want nothing so far i can't keep
i'm suffocating inside of the wall, i can't breath
don't fuck all around, i don't want you to see
so, that's why i just wanna

leave, one thousand miles ahead and i'll bleed
walk down so you can keep me drowning
how to fight against the shit i been wasted
so save all around it

don't leave, one thousand miles ahead and i'll bleed
walk down so you can keep me drowning
how to fight against the shit i been wasted
so save all around it

bleed

https://dbl.fanlink.to/coda
prod. by me and @simonpopdiva

- this song is a hard one to put out. when writing this a couple months ago, i wrote it as if it were a suicide note. i intended for it to be my final song, hence the name coda, which means the ending of something. i have since gotten better and realized life is meant to be cherished, so i hope you guys enjoy this song <333

~ would it kill anyone if i disappeared?
would it hurt anyone if i wasn't here 
would they look through my computer 
see that i was gonna lose it 
through my music, yeah that's my biggest fear
would my family even miss me if i'm gone 
would my mom and dad wonder where they went wrong?
would they try to open the curtains
but all that i know is certain 
is someday i'll make my final song 

my dad told me to open the blinds 
cause everyone needs a little bit of son in their life 
in my dreams i keep on running 
i keep holding onto something 
but don't know why i try
my ex left me, cause i was such a mess 
she needed space, and didn't think i could be pulled from the wreck 
i got tired of pretending 
that i didn't want the ending 
but now im ready to fly away 

i'd rather run into traffic then have to deal with this 
pains weighing down on my chest but i'm fucking used to it 
thought i'd be happy, i used to live in the foolishness 
now the songs is over, im through with it, through with it ~

coda

feat. https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/5VrrKM7YrH1baDCA7

enticing(feat. fair minds)

Shut your little mouth
I know what im doing
Don’t need you dictating
My sound
I Figured it out
Just need my head up
In the clouds
There’s no body around
And I can’t seem to calm myself down

My minds racing
Overly complicated
Ego’s been down deflated
Thoughts have gone and vacated again
Your not my friend, you’re a fake and
I cant see what you’ve been taking
Behind my back, been mistaken, oh no

Im chasing the regrets
Need something the ease it
I know im such a hypocrite
But I need something quick
I needed a clean slate
Now here I am stagnate
I sipped into dependence
Yeah no, fuck delta-8

Its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its all my fault no there’s no one
Left to blame
Its all my fault
Its all my fault, no
No there’s no one left to blame

a couple months and now im over my head in my lies
we shouldnt be friends but we talk every night
i dont even thing everything you said was right 
and thats not fine by me
over time youv slowly been going insane
i dont think you really wanna be this way
bit by bit youve been pushing me over the edge
over the edge

Im chasing the regrets
Need something the ease it
I know im such a hypocrite
But I need something quick
I needed a clean slate
Now here I am stagnate
I sipped into dependence
Yeah no, fuck delta-8

Its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its all my fault no there’s no one
Left to blame
Its all my fault
Its all my fault, no
No there’s no one left to blame

I can’t seem to pull myself off of the ground
Is it even worth trying? Yeah I highly doubt
Cause I lack the confidence needed
To make anything that’s not worth deletion

Im chasing the regrets
Need something the ease it
I know im such a hypocrite
But I need something quick
I needed a clean slate
Now here I am stagnate
I sipped into dependence
Yeah no, fuck delta-8

Its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its all my fault no there’s no one
Left to blame
Its all my fault
Its all my fault, no
No there’s no one left to blame

delta-8 w/ Dylan Kick

This song was made for the 1st PRIVCORD Music Contest,
Here was @jaykim1 @whereispriv @wishlane and @kbackwoods reaction
https://youtu.be/jo3ddJuAFCA

Beat Prod: @sund3rmusic
Mix, Master, Lyrics, Vocals: @pdktp

(Thanks @whereispriv for Sounds Used from kit: magicka, HI HAT acoustic, HI HAT liar, KICK grave, SNARE splish, SNARE drugs.)

{LYRICS}
w-w-w what the?
walkin in, walkin out, can't tell what your thinking,
kicked around, falling down, feel like I'm just sinking,
used to work bojangles for two bucks,
holy shit wrong song I don't give a fuck,

I'm crashing out,
oh you will not come around,
lookin pretty in that lace top,
racing real fast in the drop top,
priv fuckin with me with his fiction,
you make me a-

ADDICTED,
No matter what I say I'm always wrong,
you disagree with this and that, yeah in every song,
rockin back and fourth, yeah you think I'm pacing,
aye i- don't know what's wrong, yeah I'm chasing,

chasing a dream that I'll never reach because I'm broken,
talking to my therapist because, you know I'm coping,
sipping on that poison like vaeo, you know I'm chosen,
see me flying state to state you know I'm zoned in,

I'm so addicted,
I just wanna dance,
I'm so addicted,

feel it in my system,
yeah you can see the rythem,
yeah I just wanna dance,
baby watch me move my hands,
your love is my drug,
in this hole that I dug,
and I'm stuck not enough,
baby, I'm just

ADDICTED,
No matter what I say I'm always wrong,
you disagree with this and that, yeah in every song,
rockin back and fourth, yeah you think I'm pacing,
aye i- don't know what's wrong, yeah I'm chasing,

chasing a dream that I'll never reach because I'm broken,
talking to my therapist because, you know I'm coping,
sipping on that poison like vaeo, you know I'm chosen,
see me flying state to state you know I'm zoned in,

Addicted

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

JesseMelancholy - Narcissist

Produced by: jxzzytrip
Written by: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed by: JesseMelancholy
Mastered by: JesseMelancholy

Lyrics:
I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist 

Baby, I don’t even wanna try not more
It’s like I don’t even think that I could cry no more
I’m upset, take my mothers medication, go to sleep
He’s impressed, found my song and now he asking for a feat

And he’s copying my sound
I’m untouched
Step up in the function, I proceed to fuck it up
There’s a lot of people changing and they wish they showed me love
Now they’ll watch me be a star and I hope it fucking sucks

And I’ll cut you off, no hesitation when I go and do it
I’m actin’ like an asshole, so she know I’m going through it
She had her fucking shot and then she blew it
And every time I post a story, know she gonna view it

Quit actin’ like you even know a single thing about me
Cover my face when the eyes getting cloudy
Oh, I’m pissed off now, my phones on DND
How can I control the things that are so far out of reach?

It’s not fair, I’m carrying like way too many burdens
Fuck around, turn into a different person
And I fucked up again, ‘least i’ll tell it in my verses
I tried to speak, I don’t think they heard it

I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist 

I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Narcissist

produced by me

(first song with german lyrics yay)

Lyrics: 

sunset
don't panic
and don't stress
sweat down
run fast?
tear drop
mama died
papa left
and took my sister too

alle meine homies noch nüchtern
bin auf dem rücksitz.
sowie damals.
eigentlich bin ich gerne alleine
aber mit dir ist schon nice.
kann schon sein das ich dich hasse und vermisse oh god
(stupid kind of love)


feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care
(don't care don't care)
stupid kind of love

feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care 
(don't care don't care)
kill me in the spotlight
kill me in the spotlight


(wait, wait hold on)
ist schon irgendwie blöd du bist nicht da
ich erase diese zeit kleine gefahr
man ich komme zu spät ey
denn ich bin immer am pennen
und ja ich fick auf das abi
(you're tired aren't you?)
bruder frag nicht

die lügen waren wie gedruckt
die promises sowie staub
und ohne jeglichen grund
verschwindest du jetzt auch
aber i guess ich bin genau der selbe arschloch so wie du
ja ich hab alles falsch gemacht i guess mir geht es gut

sunset
don't panic
and don't stress
sweat down
run fast?
tear drop
mama died
papa left
and took my sister too


feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care
(don't care don't care)
stupid kind of love

feed me to the sharks
and kill me in the spotlight
feel like giving myself up
and show me that you don't care 
(don't care don't care)
kill me in the spotlight
kill me in the spotlight

kill me in the spotlight

i cant move on lol

fun corefish wall of sound 
smth a little different, just kinda made for fun :3

𝗹𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀:


i try to be useless 
don't stare at the nuisance 
i keep falling back
but the track 
isn't fruitless 
i ran through the tulips
couldn't tomb my amusement 
guess i'm folding in two
discretion gone with the movement 

through it cause i'm lucid, and
took a long good look at the place i moved in 
and i knew it 
never wanted to show my face in a room 
cook a tune 
my fate was feeling loose
think this shit could be a test, man
fuck my life i don't wanna play the rest 
think i lost my 

mind in a suit and tie 
didn't know the tide went south 
i was stupefied 
everything inside was out
now the stupid guy 
playing with a mic is out  
could get scrutinized
every nook and dime was dealt 



𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗺

fruitless

Just a lil more ye
Just a lil more 
Just a lil more ye 
Kick you to the curb
Just a lil more ye 
I don’t wanna stop
I don’t wanna stop this

Tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose
tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose

help me out autumn
she look like a model
how we gonna fall in love 
when all we do is fall out?
last night was a problem
I confessed a little too much
let you see my soul again
im glad I didnt lose it

I cant fuck with you, 
you always take my self worth 
actin so selfish 
I fuckin cant help it 
passed up all the warning signs for pleasure I deserve it
forget all the peace disturbed and feelin like I’m worth less
Worthless

tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose
tried makin everything perfect 
that shits not worth it 
fell short didnt deserve this 
didnt serve my purpose

tell me how it is just face it 
you n me 
basic knowledge
we can be 
all you wanted
follow me
I can ball it
runnin in place impatient
runnin on 10 I’m pacin well
keep that love dont change at all
I’ll show up like whats up whats up
need some of those feel good hormones
that we know we cant get enough of
but you want me to mess up mess up
so Ill just

tell myself that I wont fail 
keep my short comings and prevail 
just might introduce you to the new me 
I hope you doin well
and all these bitches kiss n tell 
they wanna leave me at a low point 
they dont want me well
keep my short comings and prevail 
just might introduce you to the new me 
I hope you doin well
and all these bitches kiss n tell 
they wanna leave me at a low point 
they dont want me well

i cant move on lol

2lovely

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