https://dbl.fanlink.to/coda
prod. by me and @simonpopdiva

- this song is a hard one to put out. when writing this a couple months ago, i wrote it as if it were a suicide note. i intended for it to be my final song, hence the name coda, which means the ending of something. i have since gotten better and realized life is meant to be cherished, so i hope you guys enjoy this song <333

~ would it kill anyone if i disappeared?
would it hurt anyone if i wasn't here 
would they look through my computer 
see that i was gonna lose it 
through my music, yeah that's my biggest fear
would my family even miss me if i'm gone 
would my mom and dad wonder where they went wrong?
would they try to open the curtains
but all that i know is certain 
is someday i'll make my final song 

my dad told me to open the blinds 
cause everyone needs a little bit of son in their life 
in my dreams i keep on running 
i keep holding onto something 
but don't know why i try
my ex left me, cause i was such a mess 
she needed space, and didn't think i could be pulled from the wreck 
i got tired of pretending 
that i didn't want the ending 
but now im ready to fly away 

i'd rather run into traffic then have to deal with this 
pains weighing down on my chest but i'm fucking used to it 
thought i'd be happy, i used to live in the foolishness 
now the songs is over, im through with it, through with it ~

coda

prod. @siemspark and @yungspoiler
shout out to @prohip for hopping on this


lyrics:

*breakwait*
oxygen losing it 
you’re making it hard for me to breathe￼
but I live for this
you’re harming me in ways I can’t see
think I had enough￼￼￼
I just want to live for love￼
done with blood I’m done with cuts
but I can’t see the positives, why?￼￼
i’m a nihilist 
don’t leave me girl I’m coming with￼￼, god
I don’t see the point or the purpose￼
I just wanna know if you lurking
pray to you every night you don’t respond
I just wanna know if u here or u gone￼￼￼
guess I’m supposed to have faith
but its getting harder and harder to do as of late￼￼
cuz
i’m a nihilist 
don’t leave me girl I’m coming with, god
I don’t see the point or the purpose
I just wanna know if you lurking
pray to you every night you don’t respond
I just wanna know if u here or u gone
guess I’m supposed to have faith
but its getting harder and harder to do as of late

*prohip*
im a nihilist words just do not work with me
life is pointless why live let be
fucking up that's what you said
fucking up get out of my head
im a nihilist
what the fuck'd you do to me
im a nihilist
i hate how everybody thinks
im a nihilist
im fucking up on repeat
over over again it never ends like
wish you were done with the act
now im, face up floating on my back
flew off the rails, im losing my track
tryna find a way for you to relapse, cuz

*breakwait*
i’m a nihilist 
don’t leave me girl I’m coming with, god
I don’t see the point or the purpose
I just wanna know if you lurking
pray to you every night you don’t respond
I just wanna know if u here or u gone
guess I’m supposed to have faith
but its getting harder and harder to do as of late

nihilist +prohip

midwest regrets *+ out everywhere 🖤
https://1priv.ampl.ink/BQoQq

stupid love 💔

Ask me anything
Im doing great I think
Wipe your tears with my hoodie sleeve
I left it there, you’ll be alright

I know that it’s a bummer
Blame it on me, you know I’m selfish
Gonna work on myself for a minute
Putting back my pieces, all white no linens

You live in my head rent free
I’ve been searching for answer God help me
I feel like I’m dead
Should I have left?
How many nights should I cry without you knowing

Worst month of my life
Came out it, survived
This world pushed me over the edge and I shoved back
This pain is my best kept secret
I put on a smile so my foes won’t see it

I know that it’s a bummer
Blame it on me, you know I’m selfish
Gonna work on myself for a minute
Putting back my pieces, all white no linens

You live in my head rent free
I’ve been searching for answer God help me
I feel like I’m dead
Should I have left?
How many nights should I cry without you knowing

midwest regrets *+

stupid love

stream ✧

text back ft @yametsu
prod by yungspoiler

text back ft yametsu (yungspoiler)

@55depths
@aurasrevenge
@giabellee

do you remember? 
i started to again.

prod. and mixed by me
thx alex and gia<3
video: https://youtu.be/JT3Tf9qXyrQ

lyrics:
(dth)
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

(aura)
ripping out the poem that i wrote for you out of your hand
it hurts seeing u with another man
looking a fool wasn't destined inside of my plan
i don't think i'll ever get out of the sand

but i always knew i wasn't enough 
yeah i hate myself just enough for the both of us
now im confused,
because this is goodbye, but you're someone i don't wanna lose

(dth)
am i fool for keeping notes
back from when you wrote me?
sleeping soundly on the bedroom floor
i fucked things up for sure
(is it goodbye?)
(is this goodbye?)

like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

getting closure
i wanna take it back
i know you're hurting deep inside
and i'm the cause of that
i gotta know for sure
i need to see your face
maybe things were never really
at the time or place

(outro)
i wish i met you now
because i still think back to those nights
and how we hated saying goodbye
i just wish we could start fresh
but i wasn't the person i could have been for you
and you had to leave
sometimes we still meet
but only in dreams

is this goodbye? w/ killaura and giabelle

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/alligator-feat-old-collin

(rawr)

ALLIGATOR (w oldcollin)

what I need (you & i)

90° Elsewhere

1/3...

shoutout siem spark i love you
shoutout zivve so underrated.

the start of something new.

lyrics:

[mosh]

i, i don't understand all of your lies
can we fucking go back to that night
oh why
oh why

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

[zivve]

broke my heart but still in love its such a 
shame that i got all these scars 
dumb assumptions i cant function
built us up tore us apart

i really fucking love u baby
so tell me how u move on lately
while my heart still movin vaguely
and i hate how i cant get over u

my heart rythm
beats like nothing ive felt before
ooo,
tryna stay steady and rest
the way u play wit my head- 
i swear im already dead

[mosh]

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

<3

moved on w/ zivve (siemspark + ayoley)

final standoff w/ YDKM

lyrics :

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

i've been wasting time
i've been wasting life and
with my tears to the ground
i can't get over what i did wrong
i'm running out of sleep
and trying to believe
to get over my head

i'll out of the scene
get me out of the screen
everyone that you see
is not like what they seem

everybody is callin
but i'm the one who keeps fallin
needed somebody to help me out
i'm all alone cause

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

too late to know again

should've known better than that
no way you can change that past now
and no one else to help you out
it's only you

you're not a forgotten one
but sure you are the selfish one
i'm tryna be the one to save you

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

catch a break know that everything you've earned was fake
where was real love you asking for
but you always wanted something more

the chance in living in this earth is fucking difficult
the people that we idolized turn into criminal
they get away with many things that is a sin to know
cause all of us just need that green paper for our

lives i don't wanna be the same old person i used to be

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

too late to know
too late

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

walk away i'm trying to find new lives
for you to see the truth oh
it's not the end it's just a path to find your soul
you had enough you always wanted something more
creating enemies that you used to adore

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

i just wanted you to choose your way to me
in a moment you'll be facing my reality
in a second you'll be losing your sanity

take me out of this place

what I need (you & i)

2lovely

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