zixdown reminds me in depressed but I love it

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@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

wish we never met w/ carna007 (recyclebin)

prod @pressure666
mastered by @chriad
you'll realize you made a mistake...only when it's too late 

lyrics :

im starting to get tired of all the fake love
sometimes it jst feels like im the only one, 
that sticks to my bros n that dont switch up
u rly stabbed my back i can't believe ts bro

i was there when no one else was
i was there when u had no luck... now look at us
how hard is it just 2 show love?
i just wna be with my bros n go up

(2x)

go up, go up
wna fukkin go dumb
imma pop another pill feel like ima throw up
i dont wna be here im just not having fun :/
thought u were the one now u got me feeling dumb

iv been w my bros, got no time for hoes
staying 10 toes, yk i could never fold
but at the end of the day i been countin chicken while u broke
fuckin bitchss while u dont
oh thats ur crush she gave me dome :p

im starting to get tired of all the fake love
sometimes it jst feels like im the only one, 
that sticks to my bros n that dont switch up
u rly stabbed my back i can't believe ts bro

i was there when no one else was
i was there when u had no luck... now look at us
how hard is it just 2 show love?
i just wna be with my bros n go up

ON ALL PLATS

I won't let you comeback (pressure)

witch hunt!

witch hunt! (augury)

@mental

i don’t wanna see you leave
take my heart its yours to keep
just keep this between you and me
i’d give it all just stay with me
(x2)

i’ve been doing some thinking
maybe you’re the reason that its hard to breathe in
gave you all my love but you wont even see it
doesn’t matter what i say you’re probably leaving

girl i don’t really like it
i can try my best to fight it
don’t like my feelings so i hide it
stuck in my head and i’m so frightened
i’m so frightened by it

spotify

stay (mental)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
inspired by kyu

got like all this money ima show it off 
i dont rlly love her had to break her </3 
i jus walked into store n left with Vetements
u can talk like all u want i dont care at all 
at all at all 
i js touched down 
im lost in the malll 
sippin on this shit i cant walk straight 
u said that u hate me i feel the same way

숏핑 (jeunekash)

thank yall for 100, as a gift, I will be giving you a single for my ep that I am working on :D
have a wonderful day <3


And I'm runnin out of time now
k-keep it all insidee
can't show how I feel
see u burnin in the distance I can't hold still
I can't let em win
but I know it's overkill
n the way u look at each other terrifies me </3
but I cant say a thing without you just despising me
I kno u kno how I feel 
it won't change a damn thing 
n now the stars r aligned
for u to be without me :(

(chorus!!)
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough 
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough

your eyes glisten with hatee
I cant stand my fucking self so you're looking away
it's my bad
n every waking moment of day
my <33 breaks down
pls tell me it'll last
til I met u baby I was hangin by a thread
then u came into my life when I had no one left
no that I can't find no1 else as good as you
I need you to stay I need you to stayy (kid laroi reference lmao)

(chorus again lolol)

the way you look at him terrifies me (lino x diligence)

rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

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