Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
Another day, I’ve got mold sown to my face.
It bleeds dark, but I’ll feel lonely when it goes away.
I don’t want to rot away but it just keeps me company.
I don’t want the spores to stay but black mold is my only friend.

No no no shut it up dammit fuckin’ stop.
Why why why do you listen to your dumbass songs all-
No no no shut it up dammit fuckin’ stop.
Why why why do you listen to your dumbass songs all day?

There’s bugs inside my brain, they’re termites and they feed from veins.
I feel like I’m in pain, I look in the mirror and I’m all fine.

Fine fine fine look it up like a fucking man.
Nine nine nine always comes after ten no wait that’s-
Fine fine fine look it up like a fucking man.
Nine nine nine always comes after ten no wait that’s wrong.

Are you okay? You always seem like you are done today.
I don’t want to worry ‘bout the things that I cannot control, I don’t want to think about the times I wasn’t on my own.
I don’t want to be here if you always want to be alone.

Night night night, no it’s the day I shouldn’t be awake.
Time time time now it’s the time that I will be myself to-
Night night night, no it’s the day I shouldn’t be awake.
Time time time now it’s the time that I will be myself today.

black mold

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
Tell the moon, it's what I do.
Sell your food, you don't need to starve.
Always you, you are yourself and that's okay, oh it's okay.

You're here right now so I can tell the truth, cause I've been lying since the days were new, you always act like it's a game to you, sometimes I scream inside my head for days and days.

It's quite irrational to worry now, the sun is bright and it is nice today, some lemonade and then you'll feel okay, I know myself it makes me feel all safe and sound.

I don't feel like acting normal anymore, how's the deal where I just stay in bed, get sores? I fall asleep and then I dream of distant pasts, open my eyes and I am leaning on the pavement, ooh.

I sound like I am crazy but I'm telling you, being happy's an illusion, it's not real, I'm always yelling at the ocean, yelling at the motion of life cause it's pointless.

Sayin' it's my problem and I blame it on myself, cause I'm payin' for the option to exist without my health.

I got somethin' my pocket not a gun, a shotgun shell. Will I leave it on the shelf or will I use it on myself? 

Ooh, too slow, I know, assumed motion, soul, told, fold, so?

Sudden, I'm feelin' down, feelin' down all of a sudden, I'm feelin' down, feelin' down all of a sudden, I'm feelin' down, feelin' all of a sudden, I'm feelin down, feelin' down not anymore.

altostratus

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
Why? Okay. Alive. Alive, but why?

Minds, our minds will be soldered to wires, soldered to wires.
I, just want life and nothing but lies, and nothing but lies.

Found, and I'll be found in a pretty little town, pretty little town.
Now, I will be here now. Why are you around, why are you around?

I'm living in the ocean, I'm swimming like there's no shit. I walk across the seafloor cause there's something like a notion.

I'm jumping off the boat and, I'm sleeping in a moat and, I'm out running out of luck cause I remembered 'bout my left hand.

Oh, I got it now, I got it now.

I think I have some fucking problems, I think it's normal if you got 'em.

Maybe I think too much a lot and, maybe I'm living with the wrong hand.

Lines, a line and a circular spire, a circular spire.
Time, it's just time, and a road with a tire, a road with a tire.

Sound, hear a sound, and it's all around, and it's all around.
Bound, I am bound to all things that are loud, and my selfish desires.

A comet set in motion, a picture of a potion, but I don't even want to know what happens if you own it.

In the gas station alone and, I bought a Linux phone and, the first thing that it asked me was if I had any old vans.

got it now

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
THE DARK MOON GOD ARISES FROM THE ASHES!

I just found a body in the basement, it started screaming at the pavement.
I drew a pretty drawing then erased it, I found a fucking knife and then I used it.

Cause I am living with the hope that a god will come around, I'm living with the dream that I might be safe and sound.
I don't know when will it happen, a rapture of all souls, I'm hoping I will be there to ascend beyond all goals.

I don't know, time will flow, I will be here day and night until it's cold.

The dark moon god arises from the ashes-

I've been snorting G-Fuel on the daily.
I've been feeling kinda shitty lately.
Maybe it's the blood inside my brain but, I think the dark moon god is just made up.

No, sorry, no, sorry, no.
There's no places for you to go.
No, sorry, no, sorry, no.
There's no spaces for you to own.

No, sorry, no, sorry, no no-

sehsa eht morf sesira dog noom krad ehT-

The dark moon god arises from the ashes, so bring your drinks, your nails and then your matches.
The dark moon god arises from the ashes, your souls will be spared and buried in the ground.

I don't know, time will flow, I will be here day and night until it's cold.
Buried soul, empty goal, I will stay in hiding for a little more.

THE DARK MOON GOD ARISES FROM THE ASHES

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
There is a turtle shell, a turtle shell is in the rain.
Yeah maybe I just sound insane, you'll die before you see my face, a turtle shell is in the rain.

When crawling though a cave, make sure you always bring a light. There is no human life in sight, my body's rotting on the inside, it's probably from the lack of... Signs.

I thought it was a corpse, it's just a person without eyes. He walks around like it's just fine. He doesn't know about his time alive.

Turtle shell in light now, turtle shell is feeling fine, turtle is long gone now, but turtle shell still there.

Turtle body soil, that part of story spoiled, but turtle shell is always around.

A sound of a sound of a sound of soil.
A sound of a sound of a sound of oil.
A sound of a sound of when water boil.
A sound of a sound of when there's no more words to say.

turtle shell

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
Whaaaaa?! What the fuck is happening?! The universe is collapsing in on itself! What the fuck?!

Everything around me is fragmenting into particles of light, particles of light, particles of light.

My ears hurt. All I can hear is the sound of the intense light, the sound of the intense light, as my eardrums hurt, as my eardrums hurt from the sound.

I can hear the souls of the fragmented bleeding into this reality as the light darkens further and further into the void of the light.

Every reality loops in on itself as the crystals of darkness consume the last remnants of sanity in the conscious mind of the conscious mind of the conscious.

I don't want to think about the times I had a goal.
I don't want to think about the times I had a soul.
I don't even have a way to find my lucky roll.
I don't even breathe when I don't sign another note.

Oh sometimes I remind myself 'bout the times I've lost.
Oh sometimes I will find myself stuck with time and loss.
Like a mime, I will line myself up with thoughts that last.
And sometime will remind myself that I'm only human and I'll die.

wtf is happening

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to not scroll endlessly, staring thoughtless, empty, not what it’s like to be free.
I’m stuck watching TikToks about people that aren’t me, attention span is rotting I know it’s not good for me, but-

It’s no problem really, I feel tired, silly. Probably cause I haven’t slept in way too long.
My bass is out of tune, my chair broke (it’s brand new). I dropped my pick and I can’t find it, where’d it go?
I’ve used this riff ten times, it’s getting boring but it’s mine and it’s what I can play so that’s just fine.
My lyrics are the same, they’re all just sad and lame, I wish that I had something, anything to say.
It’s no problem really, I feel tired, silly. Probably cause I haven’t slept in way too long.
Earth is fucked, that’s old news. It’s all for likes and views, everything is now ironic, even this.

screen addiction

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
I walk alone though the grass with no eyes or nose, as the sun gets cold.
I see no life but my own, feeling like I'm a phone that has never made a call.

I don't have a path, no place where I'll go.
I don't feel that sad, time is all I ever need.
(All I ever need)

What is there to do but live alone and know the most?
Why should I have hope when I can just be in the zone? A am alone.
(I am alone)

Sorry I am busy, I'm just wasting all my time.
Sorry, it's no worry, I'll just be somewhere in line.
Got it, want it, thought it was just right. A lovely sight. Am I alright?

No, feelin' like a stone, feelin' like the zone, feelin' on my own.
Go, I think I should go, I think mice should roam of they're on their own.
Fine, I'll just pass the time, I'll just be in line, I'll just let grass grow.
Pay, I don't want to pay, I don't want to give, I'll just give and mow.

I'm in line for time, a sign of life, a gun, a knife.
I see into minds, see all the lights. Is it sublime?

mice

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
Happy in the rain, I just cannot think I'm-

Loving you with my heart right now.
Trusting you with myself right now.
Telling you that it's all okay.
Then you stole my microwave.

Happy in the rain, I just cannot think I'm-

Trusted you with all my heart.
Trust you like from the start.
I loved you so very much.
But now I can't heat up my brunch.


Happy in the rain, I just cannot think I'm-

rain

Songwriting, preforming, producing and art by me.

(Lyrics)
I wanna jump around and I wanna feel great, I wanna get down like it's 2008.

Cause there's always things to say about the bills that we will always have to pay, just wanna dance until the world fades away, I'll never live until I die on roads of clay, it won't happen-

2008

The berries speak to me, they echo repetitions of darkness that reverberate across my mind.

black mold

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