Old ways

Void (Instrumental)

Alt Delete (Instrumental)

Encrypted (FEAT. rcn4icarus)

Suicidal thoughts 
Is
my dead bride 
on this very night 
Its the only thing thats ever kept a promise 
Everything else just made me a burden
Used me all up and made me feel so worthless
I have no purpose other than writing out my feelings so I dont do something dumb
Everything has always hurt me 
or left me
But not the deathly
I dont even wanna try anymore
Want to die even more
What else is worth it?
All you really do is sleep, eat ,repeat, be soulless like the rest of this fucked up planet
I wanna die so bad but its the closest thing that I have that will always settle my problems and be there for me. In the end im just so scared of being gone for thee eternity
Nothing last forever 
But after death is forever 
And maybe thats why I wanna go so soon
Maybe cause on this earth Im looked apon as a fool and just used as a damn tool till I rot so partly
Want to scream till my vocals dont work
Want pull to my hair tills no more
I dont wanna be in this life
Cut my throat with a damn knife 
Go onto the next after life
Forget everything out of spite
Cutting myself just to feel something
feel the adrenaline rushed too my brain
Throughout my life I realize now that that was the only realest thing 
Crying till my eyelids burn
Stuttering all my words to a slur
Unable to breathe everything just fucking hurts
When I was sixteen I won a great victory I felt in that moment I would live to be a hundred Now I know I shall not see thirty
Everybody says they need some grace in there life but I just lost my grace tonight

Crypt Teller

Rahu Lyrics

Stygian Saint:

Heavy sword on my waist
Ready to eliminate
All the mothafuckin fake
fills me up with so much rage
i hate myself 
i'll fuckin slay all the venomous snakes
slice your head
real steep
carry it like a damn trophy
but im still focused on the fuckin hate
slay all the fuckin sheep
summon any army of zombies
to do my evil deeds
settle all the beef with defeat

Destroy any enemies that
Get in my way
River Styx
In Thee abyss
Break my bones
My soul is cold
My path cannot be undone
The prophecy says its for told 
Destiny lies to Unknown
All these soulless mothafuckas
Slay the fuckin pigs
Creep and crave on your nightmare
It makes me fucking hungry
Ahhh I dont give fuck
Split my eyes
Ayy what the fuck you tryna fuckin say
Im just tryna focus on my god damn plate


Rebuilding construct everything in this state
you all call me stygian saint
Ayy wait
tryna sedate
To all you mothafuckin suckas
fuck all the damn youth, fuck all of you bitches
all yall are so worthless
Im the motha fuckin yung 8th
I promise I will never be walked all over again
Protect my inner peace
Exile all these fuckin leeches 


Feelin self isolation
Burning all the bridges
Led to the downfall of a darkness 
Never felt self hatred so much
Never wanted to end it
It hurts so much
Stomach turning
Getting light headed
Slowing starving
Itchin for freedom
But its funny isnt it
The main root of all problems is from the roots that existed at all
So its self destruction
Sabotaging till theres wreckage 
Realizing theres no exit
But existing with no purpose
Exhausted eyes, burning eyelids
Knot in stomach, endless sleepless
Shaky fingertips, throbbing headache
Over grown facial hair
Being grossed with no appetite
Slowly drowning on an isolated iceberg
The only thing is the ice mallets in the wind looping of mystery of what is to become 
Am i the only one 
For dying in the sun
Even when its far but viewed
Its impossible to help
Wishin death so peacefully
Scared of death no really 
Suffering loneliness
Viewing plans
to go all out
Seconds away from happening
Feeling urged to do it so happily
So many options right in front of me 
Whether its fast or slow its coming 
And no matter what I do it'll face me 
And thats the only things ever been promised rightfully
Whether I fight or flight it strikes me 
Hurting is the only feel of being alive
Was it all just my own fault
Or was it all just the world who brought me in
Theres no win or lose situation
Feeling like theres no meaning
What is the the best solution

Rahu

LYRICS:

VERSE 1: 
Look into my eyes and you will see this world is full of misery
there is no god there is no peace 
the things you love are all deceased 
there’s only pain so take the blade and slit your vein and just let go 
always feeling so detached I lost trust and lost my hope 
I know I can’t ever cope with all the things I’ve ever said everything I’ve ever done mane I wish that I was dead leave my brains up on the wall 
leave my body full of stress 
I’m so done with all this shit mane I just think I’m too depressed 


VERSE 2: 
(What’s the)x2 
What’s the definition
I think I’m so done living 
I cannot make decisions so I guess I’ll take prescriptions
nobody ever listened
they just assume I’m trippin
so I’ll sit back roll a blunt and tie the noose around my neck
I’m always wishin for my death
so maybe god will hear me out so I can finally lay and rest cause life only full of stress
you can only watch it burn 
fade away and turn to smoke
life’s joke and you are nothing 
just remember that Fasho.

Old ways

Mirr

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