Didn't plan this one. Just happened.

Beat producer: etogottfried

Mix/Master artist: Zachary Milne

Album Art photographer: Laura Bowler

Album Art editor: Zachary Milne

Lyrics:
Pass the gas get lit and get blasted by the past kid
I can outlast shit 
I can pass it, I can hack it
I mean your ass, shit
Gasp, rip a path through second rectal passage
I done the damage
Shall spear and hang you like a hammock
Fear clangs and it bangs you wit' all of your panic
Hunt you down I'm savage.
My orders for this planet I shouldn't have to ask
Wish, people knew that I found the fucking path
Which frees them from all their damned mental anguish
Just serve me and learn see all that helps and hurts
Bitch your passive manners and lack of actions,
Means your mind I'll inhabit 
My elegant incarnate overcomes your psyche rapid 
You are a helpless cunt so here I come to ram for fun
Just asking, why you’re beneath me’s asking for a slap man.
I am a mad man, my words shake you & form all of my mad plans.
Earthquakes escapade from all my passion, presence has you cracking.
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© Zachary Milne 2021

Jolly Thoughts (:

Gasp.

Gasp. [Prod. etogottfried]

Honestly this one was a flow experiment from a while ago. The goal was to mix and master in one project instead of making it two separate processes, like when I started. I also wanted to try letting my adhd take charge and make more sporadic flows.  I’m dropping this before it ends up in the archives.

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Beat producer: Fantom, BeatStars

Performed by: Zachary Milne

Mixed and mastered by: Zachary Milne

Art Photographer: Laura Bowler

Art Editors: Laura Bowler, Zoch

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Lyrics:

They said in music I need to inject more of my essence 
Well; here you fuckers go now can you feel my fucking presence?
I'm unmatched in elegance, trapped surrounded by all you peasants
Why you act like children? You're too old to blame your adolescence.

I can't stand you mess ups, acting tough why not come step up?
Not one of you make me tense up, I await the time you step up.
Not one friend ever checks up, call yourself a friend why not come check up?
Your girl cheats on you dude, I am the proof, we both gonna need a check up. (ha)

My life is a damn set up, don't tell me to goddamn bless up, (nah!)
I need to flip these cards somehow; 
take the you know you know 
uno
reverse card out
I'm too smart now, yet too far gone now
Mans gone too far now, shocked I'm not yet behind bars now,
Yet again I evade, being caged yeah I escaped the cage somehow.

See when it happens I'll break out, cuz
No door holds me when I bounce around
I'm too adhd.
I'm too loud, that is my sound (break out)

Making music and beats to push the pressured speech on out (break out)
Used to pop eccies, now I see that's the wrong route (break out)
Now I just smoke weed, popping diet speed
My medication makes the average persons demons come unleashed
(*reacts to my own voice distracting me*)

I'm medicated from self medicating, 
accompanied by some solfeggio meditation,
frequently penetrating, 
my mental state with frequency, like psychos girl I aint dating, no
freaky girls with no damn decency, no
They all seeking some d and a side of free weed
Well I aint a simple source for you to fucking leech.

They said in music I need to inject more of my essence.
Well here you fuckers go now can you feel my fucking presence?
I'm unmatched in elegance, trapped surrounded by all you peasants.
Why you act like children? You're too old to blame your adolescence.

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© Zachary Milne 2021

Essential Essence

Essential Essence. [Prod. Fantom]

Decided to make a deeper song again. This one took me one session to write and mix, but then Logic Pro decided to have illogical issues. Irony huh? After many delays, and 100's of test bounces to troubleshoot, this song is out. 

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Written by: Zachary Milne

Performed by: Zoch Milne

Beat producer: Zane98, BeatStars

Mix and master artist: Zachary Milne

Lyrics:

Oh nah oh word.
I'm sat here feeling.
So fucking hurt.

I'm back here, buried in my mind in the dirt.
My demons are angels are guides and they lurk.
My feelings of rage inside invert pervert.

What being inside me is causing the curse?
What being inside me is storing the hurt?
No matter what I try it won't ever work.
It won’t ever work. (Nah.)

I don’t.
Care for all the evil you've done. Son.
I care for all the people you've run, from.
I feel I did so much and its un-done.
I just want to fucking be someone.

Emphasise implied on that word one.
Behind eyes brain stirring its coming undone.
I have issues memories missing they are all gone.
I confuse my feelings with all the wrong one's.


Healing health through dealing, sure it was fun.
Stealing lead to leaving, they had to run.
Or steel n' lead in heads would leak out their blood.
Fuck being lead I head to be my own one.

I shall be my own... one.

Buried in my mind in the dirt..
My demons are angels..
What being inside is..
What being inside is storing the hurt..

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© Zacharay Milne 2021

Rejection. Sensitive. Dysphoria.

Hurt.//I'm Back Here

Hurt//I'm Back Here [Prod. Zane98]

Yet another random side project I threw in the bin that my girlfriend told me to save and finish. Big thanks to her as always <3 

Used this track to practice layering distortion. The topic (or seven) all came to me as I wrote, nothing was planned. Sticking this in the BEEF album when it comes out. 

After Beef comes my first serious album. Get ready.

Writer: Zachary Milne

Performer: Zoch Milne

Beat producer: GOTFREED, BeatStars

Mix & master artist: Zachary Milne

Lyrics:
Attack that flow.
Like I whack your hoe.
Payment for that bitch, not licking my floor.

I don’t vibe fast, yet I don’t vibe slow.
My vibes enticing, can’t match this flow,
On page, in days, my rage creates,
You rage, lose yourself
Dissipate.

I hate, fools who go procreate-
Knowing fine well they plan to break.
That kid didn’t ask for a single day,
That kid did not ask to live on minimum wage.

Hey, money isn’t how a child is made.
It’s funny, I know people happy with a penny each day.
But I also can’t lie and deny, 
income has a play, in supporting a babe 
It plays on my mind everyday, n' I'm enraged
On Facebook people cry a preach a day.

Preachers. Say:
"Fix police, fix teachers, lock murderers away"
Outwith that webpage, they do nothing, call it a safe space, 
I call it enabling the two faced.

Wait! I went off topic again, started smacking your bitch, then I go on to complain?
Fuck! I can’t stick to a single lane.
One side, would fuck your bitch, insane.
One side, would save your kid each day.
One side would empathise with pain.
Three sides? Oh Fuck! I’m losing count again.
Four sides? Does that mean am whole again?
Or split- and losing my own goals again.
Oh shit- I’m proving that I own you yeah. 
I own you because I’m, inside your head.
I'll bring your end not through your death but through my games instead.
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© Zacharay Milne 2021

Jolly Thoughts I (:

Atk Tht Flw

Atk Tht Flw [Prod. GOTFREED]

So I went into the archives and decided Imma finish some of those tracks before moving to bigger projects... otherwise those songs will never come out. Unfortunately SoundCloud ruined the OG version and so I had to remaster the track for online streaming. THE ORIGINAL WAS SO MUCH HARDER!!! IF I UPLOAD IT SOMEWHERE HERES THE LINK:

[link]

What started as a word play and flow experiment finally released... enjoy!
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Written by: Zachary Milne

Beat producer: MasterShip, BeatStars

Mixed/Master Artist: Zoch Music

Special Thanks to: TReloads, LauraJBphotography

Lyrics:
Honestly its quite simple.
I don't need to try to impress you.
I rhyme words you just can not make sense of.
Natural abilities be causing tension.

I could easily just start- 

dissecting your tendon.
directing and venting.
Whats built up there penting.
Hunger needing quenching.
It is stomach wrenching, 
It is never ending
My patience your testing
That shit its wearin thin
Court shall be in session
For- your- death- I’m- di-

gressing
I aint jesting
so here is the question:
Before this court is in session;
Are you ready to start the confessing?

Your girl wants me why you got an erection?
See you brought things up to this level of tension,
Don't bring aggression blaming me for its ascension.
When you're begging and begging,
man its your reddit post that's venting:
that your lust is penting;
its in your head, she's get fucked, by ten men;
All of them, your best friends.
See you ask for that, then take friendships and end..
And run to the sunset pretending to pretend pretend...

Well pretend till the end. But I recommend; that you find yourself and stop mimicking your friends...

If you wanted to be my clone, why not pick the best parts?
picking what is dark, is dumb
not smart, why you acting like my evil is art?
atone-
for copying what I hid from the start.
you're slow.
Now in age I had a head start,
but know-
as long as you're a faulty copy, you will stay my ghost.

you think you're oh so naughty, not faulty, you're not, you're tangled in knots so tangled, its got me baffled, at how, you found, logic in prancing around, as someone you announce to be, tainted and diseased by evil to these people, watch what you speak of, see you speak of evil through slander, but real evil knows why you pander, and we all burst out with laughter, as you write your own final chapter.

So..

tread light, or find the end as the answer, its in sight, my friend, and I'm sad to say, you ended more than a friendships page, you ended your own escapades.

you had days on days, ways to escape, instead you stayed and played stupid games, so I'd say I'm paid when I spill your brains, cuz we still aint the same..
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© Zachary Milne 2021

BEEF

Berzerk; Freestyle

Berzerk; Freestyle [Prod. MasterShip]

Another track too hard for Soundcloud…

Original here:

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Written by: Zacharay Milne
Prod by: Mystxry, BeatStars
Mix & Master Artist: Zoch Music
Album Art: Zacharay Milne

Lyrics:

[Hook:-]

Ą̵̡̜͕̘̮̺͊͑̒͛̒̑A̸͔̝̖̋̂̊̆́̿̐̇̾̂A̶̧̭̝̣̳̹͕̽̓͒A̶̯̣̠̳̖̦͐͊̈́̈́̀͑̏̕A̸̩͛̿̈́̚A̵̡̝̬̍͗̎̉̇̾

I don’t know what to say
I’m sat here trapped in a state of decay

Ą̵̡̜͕̘̮̺͊͑̒͛̒̑A̸͔̝̖̋̂̊̆́̿̐̇̾̂A̶̧̭̝̣̳̹͕̽̓͒A̶̯̣̠̳̖̦͐͊̈́̈́̀͑̏̕A̸̩͛̿̈́̚A̵̡̝̬̍͗̎̉̇̾

Should I go, should I stay?

I’m feeling sapped my brains pulling both ways
Um- Ą̵̡̜͕̘̮̺͊͑̒͛̒̑A̸͔̝̖̋̂̊̆́̿̐̇̾̂A̶̧̭̝̣̳̹͕̽̓͒A̶̯̣̠̳̖̦͐͊̈́̈́̀͑̏̕A̸̩͛̿̈́̚A̵̡̝̬̍͗̎̉̇̾

I hope and pray for some Grace; for I can’t see the darkness before my own face, like-R̵̻̯͇̱̰̈́̉̂̀̐͋̉͝R̷͇̭͂ͅȐ̶͙̠̼̊́̾̍R̴̛̻͍͑̏̒̕͠R̷̡̛͇̪̓

I’m tired of the rage. 
That shits bass level so bring on the pain.

Bridge:-
Hear what I say
Not just today
I love the hate 
I love to hate 
I love the pain
I love the rage 
I love the hate it helps turn a new page

Pain in my brain, there is pain, I’m in pain
And I’m paying with it, payin’ for it yet again

Pay me or propane. I’m pro at this whole game. I hope you are coping. Watching me you’re hoping-

Ą̵̡̜͕̘̮̺͊͑̒͛̒̑A̸͔̝̖̋̂̊̆́̿̐̇̾̂A̶̧̭̝̣̳̹͕̽̓͒A̶̯̣̠̳̖̦͐͊̈́̈́̀͑̏̕A̸̩͛̿̈́̚A̵̡̝̬̍͗̎̉̇̾

I don’t know what to say
I’m sat here trapped in a state of decay

Ą̵̡̜͕̘̮̺͊͑̒͛̒̑A̸͔̝̖̋̂̊̆́̿̐̇̾̂A̶̧̭̝̣̳̹͕̽̓͒A̶̯̣̠̳̖̦͐͊̈́̈́̀͑̏̕A̸̩͛̿̈́̚A̵̡̝̬̍͗̎̉̇̾

Should I go, should I stay?

I’m feeling sapped my brains pulling both ways
Um- Ą̵̡̜͕̘̮̺͊͑̒͛̒̑A̸͔̝̖̋̂̊̆́̿̐̇̾̂A̶̧̭̝̣̳̹͕̽̓͒A̶̯̣̠̳̖̦͐͊̈́̈́̀͑̏̕A̸̩͛̿̈́̚A̵̡̝̬̍͗̎̉̇̾

I hope and pray for some Grace; for I can’t see the darkness before my own face, like-R̵̻̯͇̱̰̈́̉̂̀̐͋̉͝R̷͇̭͂ͅȐ̶͙̠̼̊́̾̍R̴̛̻͍͑̏̒̕͠R̷̡̛͇̪̓

I’m tired of the rage. 
That shits base level so bring on the pain.

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© Zacharay Milne 2022

State of Decay - Single

State of Decay

State Of Decay [Prod. Mystxry]

The best genre fusion you’ve heard in a while. Drill X metal; ever heard of it? Now you have. 

BLEED out next; 31st of March 🩸 

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Prod. T_ReloadZ
Written by: Zoch Music, H8, TRVNTZ
Vox: Zoch Music, TRVNTZ, H8 
Mixing Engineer: Zoch Music
Master Engineer: Zoch Music

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Lyrics:

[Zoch]
This shit ain’t my pinnacle
No this shit is just principle
Wish it took some effort;
To destroy those playing difficult

That shit isn’t difficult
Can’t be if you ain’t at fault 
Come at me within these streets
If you oppose the words I speak

[TRVNTZ]
Hit you in the face with a metal pipe
Bang in your house call that dynamite
Wanna take your life if you tryna’ fight
Gonna take your life with a wooden spike 

Fucking that bitch in the back seat uh
Riding my dick like a taxi uh
Eyes rolling back I can’t see uh
Yeah!

[H8]
hes skitzo lookin deranged a halfd the dot dot same size so that means less range 
rolled out in the 4 by 4 like the rover
so we gona hit him wi the bora 

all we know is section 60
and they know that they cant hit me 
do skrr and skids in the dinga no kids 
and there aint no drops for witney 

jumped out the whip with punctuality 
no skids or skrrs that shit cause casualties 
he got burst and kwefed we dont rob for orders 
i know i aint rich thats just reality

we dont roll with yanko we just use zankos 
jump in the ride on the glide with a rambo
gimme the nank we dig out the o 
just run up a thread we blast out a zed

and ill be a well known rapper not a capper 
we used to do drills in the day time now a smoke cali in the night

and i cant smoke less than a 0.8 
cuz al just get hate 
i dont bate
on my estate 

blue louis v bucket 
i like the way she suck it 
my zoots to big cant puff it 
a dk whos hard just tuff it 

first time spittin bars so fuck it 
gona fuck ur bitch in public 
cuz i fuckin love it

[Zoch]
Imma fuck you up up up up up
Like oh yeah who wants what?
Come on then son 
Come and get some, huh
I get anything I want.

Ain’t ever giving up, nah
Just wanna live it up, some
Cunts gonna have to die 
So I can live my fucking-

Miracle, this shit ain’t my pinnacle 
So now’s your time to get involved
Cuz rhyme by rhyme and flow evolved
I’m passing time till I explode 
Passing by, those i demote
I’m laughing high, at moles and foes
I’m gassing whiners, chose you all
Casting fires and spells I 

WROTE
This shit ain’t my pinnacle 
This shit is just principal
Wish it took some effort
To destroy those playing
DIFFICULT
That shit isn’t difficult
Can’t be if you ain’t at fault
Come at me in these damn streets
If you oppose the words I speak

EUGHHHH
(You won’t)
YAAA
(Motherfucker no you fucking won’t)

You won’t
You know you fucking won’t 
You motherfucker, no you fucking won’t
You won’t
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

ETHOS: INTRO

Ain't Difficult

Ain't Difficult [FT. TRVNTZ, H8]

Written by: Zoch Music
Prod by: Zane98
Mix+Master: Zoch Music
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Lyrics:

[Hook]
Heard you got a secret
That’s cool don’t mind if I keep it?
It’s true some people they hide the truth but me instead I seek it 

Secrets lead to weakness
Trust me truly I have seen it
Secretly though I find strength inside of proving I can keep it 

[Verse]
I truly know that I have heard all that people have to say 
I’ve faced threats, ‘nd love and hate
I’ve felt the death behind their praise

I felt love that pulls both ways,
Heard promises I knew’d fade
The worst and oh so painful is a friend saying they will stay 

[Bridge]
Really man who truly can just turn around and say: 
That they never told a lie, no deceit turned towards a face? 

Truly truths just so unruly, hard to keep it to one page 
Really fools be spreading fully, without pondering the pay

Truth is a damn race, 
Tell it falsely; keep a pace 
Once you twist reality 
There’s no room for a second place

One stumble, or a fade
In morals, or stories you say
And the truth will catch up on you and burn you inside of hate 

[Hook]
Heard you got a secret
That’s cool don’t mind if I keep it?
It’s true some people they hide the truth but me instead I seek it 

Secrets lead to weakness
Trust me truly I have seen it
Secretly though I find strength inside of proving I can keep it 

[Verse 2]
All of you are fools, oh yes here we go again
You think of me as a tool, I wrote your return down in pen 
All of you dare flock at once, when you can see my damn strength 
But when I faced death alone, you fucking left- represent-

What you want.
Not what you wish to be…

For all cowards run.
But the evil; they flee…

I don’t plan to run
I got so much of you to see

But I know one part dark of me
Would make all of you fools flee…

And so broken my damn heart is,
Not that you left but you returned

The purity of friendship’s parted
Burned in cinders so I learned:

People they may go, 
But also beg to damn return

But now I am just hollow
No more passion in me burns

[Hook]
Heard you got a secret
That’s cool don’t mind if I keep it?
It’s true some people they hide the truth but me instead I seek it 

Secrets lead to weakness
Trust me truly I have seen it
Secretly though I find strength inside of proving I can keep it 
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

RSD EP - II

Heard you got a Secret?

Heard you got a Secret? [Prod. Zane98]

BLEED!

Prod: T_ReloadZ
FT: TRVNTZ

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Lyrics:

[ZOCH]
BLEEED!

[TRVNTZ]
I want you to fucking-
I want you to fucking-
I want you to fucking-
I want you to fucking bleed!
I want you to fucking bleed!
I want you to fucking BLEED!
(Bleed)
I want you to fucking bleed
I want you to fucking bleed

[ZOCH]
I- WANT- YOU- TO- FUCK-IN- BLEED!
ARGH!

[TRVNTZ]
Come on son just shut it up,
It's time to get your budget up,
You just went and fucked it up,
Come on son just cut it out,
I just want to cut you up,
I just want to cut you up!

[Zoch]
I want you to fuckin'- [x3]
(ha)
I want you to fuckin' [x5]
BLEED! BLEED! BLEED! BLEED!

EUGH! (ARGH!)
EUGH! (ARGH!)
BLEEEED!
...

[DEMON ZOCH]
GO BLEED!

I don't think you get it,
Ya wanna bet I meant it? 
Imma take your head, dismember, shred, n' severe, n' then send it cuz-

I WANT YOU TO F*CKING GO AND BLEEEEEEEEEEUGGHHHHHHHD!!11
Ĩ̴̯͎̹͉͉̐͌̾ ̶̢̛̳̼͈̉̿̋͐̓̈́͊̿͘Ŵ̶̢̫̳̯͋̉͊ͅĄ̶̢̱̯̙̜̜͆́̑̍͘͝N̸̗̹̼̼̠͛̋́̕͜T̸̨͔͚̤̮̠͌͂͌̈́́ ̸͍͐̾Y̸͈̜͎̝̤̬̱͉̰̟̌͊̏͂̄̌͒̿̚̕O̵͔̗͍͙͕͔͕̼̥̒͊U̷̧̞̮̭̤̱͍̱̣̎́̚ ̸̢̧̨͕̼̗̝͔̞̲̄́T̵̛̯̹̼̝̯̯̾̅̂́̃̌̚O̶̢̮̱͎͇̒̐͌͑̎͑̍̀͒ͅ ̷̘͛F̷̥͈̱̳̙̑̂̿̓͛̓̀̍͌̊*̶͍̠̈́̈́͐C̷̣̞̊̃̓̆̾K̴͖̞̥̰̫̔̄͋̇̍͘̕͜͝I̶̢̨̛̱̠̗̗̹N̷̘̖̹̞̮̻̜̣̳̈͆͑̓͗̔̽̚͘͜G̴̢̹̲̩͍̟͗͂̌̃̽͜͜ ̸͚͊͒̑̋̿͆̾͛͛G̴̞̼̩̈͑͐̅̈́̄͛̽̈́͝ͅŎ̶̟͍̻̓͌͐̂͐͑̕͠ ̵̛̮̤̣̇͂̉́̔̍̐̆͠A̶͙̙̺̹̝̝̖͕̺̾͋̉͐͛̔͂̔͝N̸̥͓̮̠͈̰̾̂̀̓͒͐͝D̷̲͍̲̥̑ ̶͈͗B̸̭̹̟̥̦͙̪̤̜̍͋̐̈ͅL̷̠͈̺͖̭͔͓̮̊̀͘͠Ĕ̷̡̖̝̲͙̪̊͘E̴̢̫̠͉͚̬̭̐̃͆̋̇͜É̴͇͋͗̾̔̈́Ȩ̴̺͇̪̳̣͉̘̋͌̏̐̈͒͆͂̅̇Ĕ̶̡̨̢͔̫̦͖̭̺̘͗̆̾̀̏̚͝E̴̙̖̗̞̟̹͚͙̫̐̀̑̒̌̚E̸̛̦̲͉̲̖̺͍̩͇̯͛̆͘E̸̬̖̥̗͓͎̤̽́̇̽̀͊̓Ḙ̴̡̪̞̥͉̻̝̩̐̈́̂͌̂̉E̸̖̟͇̰̭̰͕̥̍U̸̺̼̻̓̉̽͂̋͑̌͋̿̈́G̴̮̝̿Ģ̶̫̹͍̞̞͇̹͇̓͋̽̀̃H̷͖̋͆̾̏̾̽̌̚̕͝H̷̢̛͓̪̰̥̝̮́̅̊̌H̷͉̼̆̀̔̇͠H̷̨̞͆̋͗͆́̌̆H̵̨̲̙͉̫͆̀̑̒͛̓͐̉ͅH̸̢̲̗̩̜̫͕̭̼͆̽̒̌͂̈́͜H̵̰͎͇̙͂̐͊̽̑͋̚D̵̨̢̳̘̰͎̲̫̪͊͂̈́̽!̴̖̬̣̂̄̉͊̀͗́͠!̷̰̯̳͇̟̦̱̰̎̽̏̓̒̂̀͊1̷̧̼̞̣͕̫̘̇̈́͒̐̕͝1̸̣̙̙̥̺̳̮̾̎̈̄̏͐͑̾

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© Zacharay Milne 2022 © Zoch Music 2022

BLEED

BLEED [FT. TRVNTZ]

ETHOS 
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Written by: Zoch Music, TRVNTZ
Prod: T_ReloadZ
Mix and master: Zoch Music
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Lyrics:

[Hook - Zoch]
N’I cannot meet none of you without wanting to kill.
I fear myself so I run from you yo what’s the fucking deal?
I keep myself from damn hunting you and piercing flesh with steel. 
I cut myself to stop cutting you, you could be my next meal 

MEAL!
MEAL!
MEAL! MEAL!
MEAAAL!

(uhh)

[Verse - Zoch]
Wishing of incisions on my victims, they will hurt. (Wishing.)
Stripping flesh off vicious, bare flesh buried in the dirt. (Haha)
Distance is just feeble, motherfucker I’m your curse 
Instant that I see you evil, under dirt you will lurk

[Verse - TRVNTZ]
Biting your face. The pain.
Waiting for grace. The mace.
Crushing your taste. In case. 
Murder within; your brain

[Zoch]
EUGH!

I’M FEELING EUGH!

[TJ]
WA! 
WOO-EUGH!

[Hook - Zoch+TRVNTZ]
N’I cannot meet none of you without wanting to kill.
I fear myself so I run from you yo what’s the fucking deal?
I keep myself from damn hunting you and piercing flesh with steel. 
I cut myself to stop cutting you, you could be my meal
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

K1LL

K1LL [FT. TRVNTZ]

found this older mix in the archives and decided to remaster & drop it 

Lyrics:
Oh I’m giving up when I give a fuck
I Said it in Frenzy can’t get enough 
Ears giving out ‘cause I work too much 
I don’t like old shouts so I give em up

..
I’m giving up when I give a damn fuck and I-
Said it in frenzy quite plenty enough and I-
Worked on that track and I left it eight months now I’ll-
Work it more now my egos back up

I thought about ending it giving it up
My life or the track? Man either was up-
For grabs by deaths hand feeble I was
But I am back with an evil plan

I write the lyrics without the damn beat I’m-
Defying all physics writing in the street and-
I am a damn wiz kid riding on my feet and if-
It doesn’t sound right I’ll rinse and repeat

..
I am a poet 
godammit I know it 
just write in my mind 
I can’t slow nor blow it I-
read and revise, redefine 
writing out of my mind, 
I can’t lie half the time,
doesn’t feel like I wrote it


And that’s the truth I truly cannot stand,
My lyrics are potent and wrote by my hand,
But just cuz I wrote it, the pen in my palm,
don’t mean that I know it’s inside of my pad 

..
I. Don’t. give. a. fuck-
About what you think, think no one really does- 
Man, unless your thoughts affect my reality-
No one really gives a fuck


So I’m giving up when I give a fuck,
Level right up and I shall become god and-
My hand will Dyson sphere around your own sun
Make it disappear with a clench just for fun

Of any character you’ve heard be an incarnate
I develop faster no one else in on it
I progress rapider prowess till above it
I promise you power if you just become my bitch-

Bitch, wish- you had my wit?- miss-
the times we together? while you fake anger I witnessed.-
all the contradiction in depicting who you are, there are glitch-es 
in what you are wanting and what your ego just cant deal with

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Composer: Zacharay Milne
Prod: hellboykilled
Deep growl: H8beatsBaby
Master Artist: Zoch Music
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DISCLAIMER: This beat was free for non profit use at the time I released this track. I have not monetised this track, no profit has been made.
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

Jolly Thoughts II

Said it in Frenzy.

Said it in Frenzy. [Prod. hellboykilled]

Track 1 out of 4 on the EP ETHOS: RETURNS

Written by: Zoch Music, TRVNTZ
Beat by: ReloadZ 
Featured Artist: TRVNTZ
Master: Zoch Music
Special thanks: to Laura for providing the female screams 

—
Lyrics:

ZOCH:
Gotta keep on going; yeah- I gotta keep it going. [X2]
Gotta keep it going yuh I’ll never be a slowing naw

TRVNTZ:
Ohhh
Ahhh

I’m a monster, in the water, don’t you dare, I’m in your daughter 

Slit her throat, cut in it harder 
Ditch her body; in the harbour 

Wait- Woah! Here we go.
Don’t you fuck up my damn flow.
Flip my Rambo, in that backbone 
Break that backbone,
Break that backbone!

AAAA

I’m like- I’m like.. FATALITY!
I’m like- I’m like.. FATALITY!
I’m like- I’m like.. FATALITY!
I’m like- I’m like.. FATALITYYY!

SSSYAAA

ZOCH:
YOU GOT IT
I GOT THIS
I GOT IT
AIN’T MODEST
WON’T PROFIT
WON’T DROP IT 
I’M GOD BITCH 
YOU WANT THIS?
…
I’M SICK TO FUCK!
…
Let’s try something else…

Let’s try something completely different.
—
I don’t expect to heal.
Honestly my g, just let me say how I feel:
I’M ANGRY

I really shouldn’t have to say;
I deal with this anger nearly every single day. 
SUCH ANGER

What you expect a man to say?
Shouldn’t have to speak at all just see it in my face 
I’M ANGRY

I’m just sick of the hate, but it’s fuel and feels great, and it’s food on my plate- hahah

….
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

ETHOS: RETURNS

Wait WOAH

Track 4 out of 4 on the EP ETHOS: RETURNS

Written by: Zoch Music
Beat by: Forzey Crusade (Purchased)
Featured Artist: TRVNTZ
Master: Zoch Music

Lyrics:

[hook - zoch]
ITS EVERYDAY
EVERYDAY!
I WAKE UP IN PAIN

ITS EVERYDAY
INSIDE OF MY BRAIN
THINK IM GOING INSANE
I CANT TAKE THIS.
*ACHE.*     

[verse 1 - zoch]
I. CANT. TAKE- 
SITTING ANYMORE.
READY FOR- SOME GORE
YOU ANTS AND YOU BITCHES BE SWITCHING
(UGH!) SWITCH UP SOME MORE. 
IM BACK AND IM WISHING 
TO TOE KICK YOUR DOOR

I. WONT. BREAK- 
WILL,ING WITH ANY LAW
CRIME READ-Y STEA-DY SET,ING 
ENDINGS 
FOR ANY FLAW
THIS SHIT IS SO DEPRESSING 
EVIL I CANT TURN OFF
IM MAD AND IM READY
TO BREAK YOUR DAMN JAW

[refrain - trvntz]
WAKE UP
WAKE UP
ILL PISS ON YOUR GRAVE
IM INSIDE YOUR BRAIN

[verse 2 - zoch]
ACHING
SHAKING
I GOT NO PATIENCE

RAGING
EACH WAKING
MOMENT IM HATING

BREAKING 
A FACE IS 
AMAZING
COME FACE IT 

COME FACE BEING FACELESS
COME FACE ACE ACE ACE ACE ACE ACE THIS

[fast rap/bridge - zoch]
I care not for ya’ll cuz ya’ll are just placid
To what matters, like factors, you’d rather 
Ignore like they’re rancid, the fact is, you may be placid, morals flaccid, means tomorrow you’ll be acting, I can’t stand I can’t have it, Im’asking for a mask to crack in-

[verse 3 - zoch]
Get cracking.
You’re lacking.
-Lick my boot,- not my ass bitch

You’re asking 
For a boost-
But my foot,- is your last inch 

See manson
Was lacking
No pack afoot for my actions

I manage 
Through all my passion
want the proof then just ask if-

[hook - zoch]
ITS EVERYDAY
EVERYDAY!
I WAKE UP IN PAIN

ITS EVERYDAY
INSIDE OF MY BRAIN
THINK IM GOING INSANE
I CANT TAKE THIS.
*ACHE.*     
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

INSIDE MY BRAIN

If you could do it right then… [Soundcloud Exclusive]

[Lyrics:]
Pain it fucking hurts, but also holds me like a glove
So if pain it fucking hurts, tell me what’s the point in love?

If I’m buried within dirt
Left to die within deserts 
If the main course is my curse
Tell me what’s left for dessert 

What’s the point in waking up;
When staying up makes me feel worse?
Light a joint to wake me up,
Popping ritz to do work 

What’s the point in sobering up;
If I need drugs for me to learn?
What’s the joy in growing up;
When friendships hurt you the worst?

And so this darkness, in my heart has
Became all I can feed 
Growth with starkness in your heart as
Reflection to what you see 
Reflecting, refraction, bounce on back
What’s truly obscured to me
I can’t tell if I’m still acting, 
I fear what I can truly (fucking) be

Fight me
All you do is fight me
I’m not gonna fight man
If you do it right then
I know that you like me
It’s like you wanna fight me
I’m not gonna cry then 
If you could do it right…

I care more than anyone 
That’s not a boast it hurts.
I fear any second you’ll be gone
Because death it always lurks

I feel little love from anyone
Because love is not a word 
I feel little care from everyone
If they schedule entering my world

Fight me
All you do is fight me
I’m not gonna fight man
But if you do it right then…
I know that you like me
But it’s like you wanna fight me
So if you do it right then…
Oh if you could do it right then…

For friendship, friendship, friendship
Oh for fucks sake I put in work

So just end it, end it, end it
They can’t do right man
Just fucking learn. 

Friends will mimic all your ailments
Just to fit in, and to lurk
But when you suffer those ailments
Mimics don’t help, they just hurt
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Written By: Zachary Milne
Producer: Zane98
Mix Artist Zoch Music
Mastering Engineer: Zoch Music
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

RSD II

If you do it right then...

If you do it right then… [Prod. Zane98]

You tell me what to damn think
When you think you know better than my God damn shrink
You taught me just how to sink
Death caught me, and unlocked me, 
and right then, I felt my first blink 

I can’t
Can’t cope
Can’t walk no
Got no hope
Shan’t talk
Bespoke
Meanings hidden in things feeling dizzy yet so silly
Fucking woah-

I’m tormented yet oh so alone,
Wish I prevented one or two damn woes 
Instead I helped become my own foe
My heads wrecked I've become so evil

I can’t 
Hell no
Can’t walk on
No place to go
Mind bent
I’m broke
In pieces
I’m needing 

Someone to come and heal all my woes
Instead I’m placid, ghosts are grasping my throat 
Befriending the flaccid, foes attacking my goals 
Repenting post ravage, can I salvage well; who knows? 

I’m tormented yet oh so alone,
Wish I prevented one or two damn woes 
Instead I helped become my own foe
My head is wrecked I've become so evil

I’m not gonna have it
Just can’t have it
I’m too savage 
Done receiving 
Dealing damage
I'm demeaning
Deep yet mean
Demonic sheen
Angelic gleen
Don’t panic
What you seein
Is a demon
Heathen, frantic
wit his evil antics 

All these evil antics
You can fucking have it
Dealing stealing bleeding fucking maggots
Of the blood they weaned through sucking parrots
sucking fucking parrots

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Credits -

Written by: Zoch Music
Producer: MYSTXRY
Mixing Engineer: Zoch Music 
Mastering Engineer: Zoch Music

Disclaimer: this song is a non profit soundcloud exclusive, it is unmonetised and solely for creative/expressive purposes
_________________
© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

I'm Tormented

I'm Tormented [Prod. Mystxry]

I am atrocious 
We know this
And yet I was hoping 
That nobody noticed 

That I’m barely coping 
Containing controlling 
Tying up inside of rope this 
Rage that life has woken 
(Rage that life has woken)

This dark rage you have woken
New age now I have spoken 
The gate is now so broken 
My hate went too unspoken

But now it’s out in the open
Let’s row so I can start choking
Say 'wow' at all this commotion
Say thanks now for being broken 

Living this way my whole life
Been living this way my whole life

*breakdown*
(I fucking hate you)

I am atrocious 
We know this
And yet I was hoping 
That nobody noticed 

That I’m barely coping 
Containing controlling
Tying up inside of rope this 
Rage that life has woken 
(Rage that life hasssss)

Now I am godlike
So forthright 
This foresight 
Is what showed I 

Can’t slow
Falter? 
No I
Can’t stop

Just Like Walter
White 
I fight
Till I’m at the top 

Spill blood on up
Splitting dumb cunts
For daring to rub
My ego for love

Feeble attempts through a bluff
Evil events on the cusp
Turning friends into mud 
Murder them with my love

…

I am atrocious 
We know this
And yet I was hoping 
That nobody noticed 

That I’m barely coping
Containing controlling 
Tying up inside of rope this
Rage that life has woken

Rage that has woken
Ahhhh

Living this life
Life is a lie 
Try living life
With a knife 
In his eye 

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Written by:
Beat by: ARAGOTH
Mixing Engineer: Zoch Music
Mastering Engineer: Zoch Music
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

ATROCIOUS

Awake to you
I’m awake to you it’s true
Ay

Awake to you
I’m awake to you
And what you do

I’m awake
Yeah I’m awake g
Yeah oh 
Ay

I’m awake
To all the things you do
And all the mistakes 
That you put me through 

And I just can’t shake
This feeling put inside me
This hate
Inside me this rage

Forgive me if I cannot take it
Another damn day of your shit
I cannot take another page of wit
I cannot take any of it

I can’t take any of it
Goddamn I love it ‘cause

I’m awake to you
Awake to you I am
I’m awake to you my dear
I know who I am.


______
WRITTEN. ZACHARY MILNE
PROD. BLINDCAVEGOBLIN
MIX. ZOCH MUSIC
MASTER. ZOCH MUSIC
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

II. AWAKE TO YOU

see-
these angels are demons
these demons are weaning
these people are seeming
so fucked up im seething

I can see my wrists bleeding 
WithIn trauma there is meaning 
I’m a goner who is needing 
His trachea cleaning 


Dracula is near me
My soul he is stealing 
A hole that just grows 
Has me scared and retreating

Running yet my body, is still
I go blank, coursing chills 
Have I sank? I see water
Like a bowls round my skull

Paying foes with e-vil in full
I feel fee-ble a fool
Why do peo-ple seek evil, 
Like it makes themselves good

Stretch the scale, and compare
Hate others fails you all dare
You make brothers, and you’ll cover
The exact same failure 

How are you not aware? 
You behave like you’re scared 
Your whole life, you betrayed
Then said they never cared 

Copied foes to prepare 
Okay got these woes, so who dares 
Have their own, against yours 
You bit youth with those dentures, fool.

… hahaha
ay

see-
these angels are demons
these demons are weaning
these people are seeming
so fucked up im seething

I can see my wrists bleeding 
WithIn trauma there is meaning 
I’m a goner who’s needing 
His trachea cleaning 

Dracula is near me
My soul he is stealing 
A hole that just grows 
Has me scared and retreating

Running yet my body, is still
I go blank, coursing chills 
Oh have I sank? I see water
Like a bowls round my skull

Like a bowls round my-
skull

Like a bowls round my-
skullllll

———
WRITTEN. ZACHARY MILNE
PROD. NeTuH
MIX. ZOCH MUSIC
MASTER. ZOCH MUSIC
Photographer. Laura Bowler
Photo Edit. Zachary Milne 
———
© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

ANGELZ R DEMONZ - SINGLE

ANGELZ R DEMONZ

Description:
I found this 2 year old performance about a fucked up and scary time in my life. I challenged myself to complete this track without changing the old performance. I could add layers, but not change the old ones. 

So technically this song has me performing two years apart at once within it. I found that very unique and cool. 
____

Lyrics:

please don’t send me to the cells
I did nothing wrong what the hell 
I’m not guilty, man can’t you tell
it is not my, fault that I fell 

I didn’t want any of this at all
I did not choose, to fucking fall
I came so close to ending it all
now I just do, not have the balls 

I fear no blade
I fear no gun 
I cut myself
just for the fun
this injustice
it leaves me stunned
I save my health
and I am shunned 

fuck you don’t you
fucking start
your organs
ain’t falling apart 
my life breaks me
and breaks my heart 
I’ll use this pain
to make this art

Fuck man

please don’t send me to the cells
I did nothing wrong what the hell
it is not my fault that I fell-


I didn’t want any of this at all
I didn’t choose to fucking fall
I came so close to ending it all
Now I just do, not have the balls 

I fear no gun
I fear no blade 
I fear ectomies
every single day 

envy your health 
it fuels my hate 
you fear to feel pain 
I laugh in its face 

I wake in pain
every day 
a little green
takes it away 
takes my disease
and slows the pace 
gives space to breathe 
organs be safe

I broke the law to save my health
I’m criminal for saving myself 
no time to cry, got to save my strength
man must stay strong before he is sentenced

________
Written by: Zachary Milne
Produced by: [Rajaste]
Performed by: Zoch Music
Mixing and Mastering: Zoch Music

Disclaimer: this project is a non for profit throwaway. No revenue is made and I do not own the beat in anyway, despite remixing it.
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

PLEASE

PLEASE [Prod. Rajaste]

come on now man, what's the plan
think some of man, lacking and
think some mans, asking for a hand
to smack his face, take his land

ill take his place, take his past
wont take his wife, just her ass
dont think mankind's built to last
so ill wreak havoc till earth cracks

ill wreak havoc till earth cracks
hot steam like a bubble bath
im bathing in blood as I laugh
see life is rough so break its ass

yeah life is rough so break its-

________
Written by: Zachary Milne
Produced by: [Daddy Darco]
Performed by: Zoch Music
Mixing and Mastering: Zoch Music
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

DESTINYYY//THROWAWAY

And I’m not sad that she is gone
I’m not mad that she’s moved on
I’m just mad. and so in love 
With this girl who’s now no one 

I’m not sad that she is gone
I’m not sad that she’s moved on
I’m just mad the girl I loved is 
Now dead, she’s now someone

In my head, that I should love
In my heart, she was my dove 
But instead, I’m not enough 
No instead, she did me rough 

Broke my heart, for fucking what 
Split my head, open apart 
We were meant to be together 
And instead she bled my guts

And my soul, all these cuts
All these holes, fuck me up
I can’t cope, shut me up
Helped me hope, then broke us up

Like what the fuck, just say what’s up
What the fuck, stay and make up
We just fuck, and then you leave
And then you make some bullshit up

I can tell she's fucking up
I can tell she's in a rut
I can't tell on whether she ever
Loved me for real or not

I had family in my visions
She had leaving loves incisions 
Why's she mad at me I'm sitting
Begging for us to keep living

I can tell she's fucking up
I can tell she's in a rut
I can't tell on whether she ever
Loved me for real or not

I had family in my visions
She had leaving loves incisions
Why's she mad at me I'm sitting
Begging for us to keep living

Oh I god I should hate you.
Oh I god I should hate you.
Oh I god I should hate you.

Broke my- fucking-
Instead she bled my heart-

[Chaos]
…
-please stay and make up

How was I to know she's leaving me
I guess she had to go
How was I to know she's leaving me
I guess she had to go

(Oh my god I should hate you)
Guess she had to go
(Oh my god I should hate you)
But I don't

I should hate you (but I don't)
I should hate you
______
Written by: Zachary Milne
Produced by: Raspo
Performed by: Zoch Music
Mixing and Mastering: Zoch Music
Album Art Artist: denungeherrhom 
_______
© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

I Should Hate You

I should hate you

I don’t know what’s inside me
I do not know if you’re safe beside me
I do not know if time will let me see 
If I’m a demon or a fallen diety

You don’t know what I can do (no)
You don’t know what I’ve gone through 
It’s cool ‘cause I’m in the dark too
But something caused this dark heart to brew

The rage and the hate
that penetrates my brain
Faced r*** called a liar
‘cause it's committed by dames

In fact I faced assault from my own mate
because her mother poured alcohol in my face 
wait-
Let’s take a step back again

Why was I struck for a dumb drinking game
Well her mum she was not happy
When I rejected her she decided I’m in too sober a state

That’s when she poured it all right down my throat,
“Drink the whole bottle on these stairs don’t choke”
She dragged me by hair no she was not slow
& I bet you think I’m lucky just because I’m a bloke 

Paint a picture put this image in your head 
My female friend walks in and sees me in a bed 
Practically not conscious, her mum supporting my head 
17 years old I’m tryna' buckle up my belt 

Of course I somehow got the blame 
Her mother said 'sorry' in shame
Didn’t change the fact that her daughter came
And slapped me across my blacking out face

I’m a man victimised for being a victim
Women r*** men and it’s legal, so I say fuck this system 
Men get assaulted too it’s just something we don’t speak of 
I’m not joking women r*** men and it’s legal how’s that equal?

I get r**** people they laugh and blame it’s fucking evil
Face sexual assault other men ask me why I ain’t gleeful
Men get assaulted too it’s just something they cannot speak of
I’ve been told an ‘erection is consenting’ how’s that legal?
——
Written by: Zacharay Milne
Prod: Dark Heart Productions
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
Album Art (Original): DenUngeHerrHolm
——
© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

EQUALITY

Equality [Prod. Dark Heart Productions]

song is also on Spotify, Apple and all other platforms

Lyrics:
-chorus-
I’m seeking out a way to go forth and find my purpose.
I’m needing a way out because I wonder if its worth it.
I’m bleeding out my soul I’m weak it’s been too long I’m hurting.
I’m feeling pressure building it won’t be long before I’m bursting

The bursting. in my head.. its hurting its hurting!
The curses, in my life.. are lurking are lurking
The witches, they all said.. I hurt them, I hurt them?
Those bitches, never said a word my friend when asked a question 

-verse-
And so I stand here outside cold and watching my smoke rise away
The mad and damaged man is talking to his head again
They laugh and talk their smack it’s shocking to hear what is said 
They’re brash and clashing back against the things that I prevent 

They’re clocking, mocking, stopping memories before they spread 
They’re fucking up and bluffing in relationships ahead 
They store the stuffing, and the somethings darkness represents 
Tears and cuts gushing, make the tumbling tirades end instead
 
-chorus- 
-bridge-
-chorus-

-verse 2-
I wonder when I’m old if I’ll be in love or abandoned 
My lovers come then go but not just them so do my brothers 
My mother loves me so much, she can’t understand my words 
Shunners plunder upwards towards functions so I suffer

I’m seeking out a way, but I just can’t undo the damage 
I try it every day, but all I do is make them panic 
It’s woven in my soul my goal is make my world through passion 
Those bastards always acting, masking, asking why I’m lashing 

-chorus-
——
Written by: Zacharay Milne
Prod: Zoch Music
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
Album Art (Original): DenUngeHerrHolm
Siren Vox: Misha Buchan
——
© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

pressure points - single

pressure points

[ TRVNTZ - hook ]
1 2 3 4 5
with my big black Rambo knife
and I’ll insert in your eye 
And I’m feeling satisfied 

Oh like the taste of blood
And I’m cutting up your throat 
Your wrists are always cut 
It’s ideal to watch you choke

[TRVNTZ - bridge]
I’m dead, I’m dead
I’m dead inside x4

[Zoch Music - verse]
Motherfucker I am dead inside
But I’m still more alive 
Than you fools in my life 
I wish you would fucking die

Ay…
Ra ra..
Ra ra..

[Zoch Music - ???]
Sucky cocky cocky 
Sucky sucky coffee droppy huh
Elbow droppy droppy on your cocky cocky huh
Ay ay ay ay ay ay argh

Motherfucker I am dead inside 
But I’m still more damn alive 
And my love falls dead inside
Motherfucker, motherfucker 

Kill me
Kill me
Huh huh huh (ha ha ha ha ha)
Raa

[TRVNTZ - bridge]
Why is it always me? (Hahahaha)
It’s always me for fucks sake (hahaha)
Sick of all you cunts (hahaha)
RRGH (aha ha)

| I’ve never felt (I’ve never felt) x4]

[TRVNTZ + ZOCH]
I’ve never felt such rage in my life 
I’ve never felt such rage in my life
I’ll never tell what’s on my mind 
I’ll never tell what’s on my mind

[Zoch] 

Ra ra ra
What’s on my mind

EUGH 
Ra ra ra
EUGH
Ra ra ra
EUGB 
Ra ra ra 
EUGH 
Ra ra ra 

What’s on my mind 

[TRVNTZ]
I don’t care I don’t care 

1 2 3 4 5
with my big black Rambo knife
and I’ll insert in your eye 
And I’m feeling satisfied 

Oh like the taste of blood
And I’m cutting up your throat 
Your wrists are always cut 
It’s ideal to watch you choke

[TRVNTZ - bridge]
I’m dead, I’m dead
I’m dead inside x4
——
Written by: Zacharay Milne, TJ Massie
Performed: Zoch Music, TRVNTZ
Prod: blindcavegoblin
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
Album Art (Original): DenUngeHerrHolm
——
© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

DEAD INSIDE // 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

DEAD INSIDE // 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 [FT. TRVNTZ]

⚠️ [WARNING OFFENSIVE SATIRE LYRICS BELOW] ⚠️

EUGH
Uh 
Yuh yuh
Okay
ERROR

You’re all damn nothing uh
Your daddy’s bluffing uh
I’ll tell you something uh
I am just stuffing 

My dick in your muffin…
MY DICK IN YOUR MUFFIN

Put my dick in your mum
Made that bitch fucking come
Like uh buh buh buh buh
Buh buh buh buh
Du du du drill ad libs huh
A do do do

Sucking my cock it is cheesy uh
Fuckin’ my nuts it is easy uh
Wrap my sack around your cock
And pull on back till it falls off like EUGH

Sucking my nipple, suck on a cripple
Because I don’t discriminate 
Suck on my.. crystal?
I’m.. out of bars- don’t hate 

I will r*pe a babe
everyday
I’ll put her in her place
I’ll punch her damn face

I’m not the only one that thinks a black eye makes a bitch look sexier huh

⚠️ WARNING OFFENSIVE LYRICS
⚠️ WARNING NOTHING SAID HERE REFLECTS THIS ARTISTS MORAL VIEWS
⚠️ YOUR MUM IS SAFE
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Written by: Zacharay Milne
Performed: Zoch Music
Prod: blindcavegoblin
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

χάος

CHAINSAW FREESTYLE

old zoch. recorded 2021.

Lyrics:
There's horrors in the corridors that are inside this head
There's lustful yet oh so awful hunger burning needing fed
I can't pretend I've got sympathy I'd rather see you dead
I can't stand all of you whimps and what you fucking represent

You're focused on what doesn't really matter
Focus on it more you're all just actors
None of you dare to think no you just go on and act first
As in you're acting false placidity before outbursts

You throw insults that I thought you would oh really ouch hurts
You know that I know yet you all still go lie like cowards
You dare warn the others I'm astute and fucking behave backwards
I assure you I just need the proof and the truth comes out afterwards

Yeah I can't stand this land or its lore, Lord please tell me what's tainted more
I've heard false truths all before, I gave proof I do know more
But they don't listen oh Lord, I'm sat just wishing they would
I'm sat here spitting and I'm good, to stop me hitting in a fool

I can't stand this land or its lore, I hate all people its true
They're fake placid all for sure, fluidity is their truth
I don't want to break your jaw, without first taking a tooth
For you I'd break any law, please let me provide the proof

I just cant hide the fact that I am sore masking what I want to do to you
(You know its true I come for you)
You're entire nature oh it just false and my nature brings out your truth
(Now what the fuck should I damn-)

I just cant hide the fact that I am sore masking what I want to do to you
(You know its true I come for you)
You're entire nature oh it just false and my nature brings out your truth
(Now what the fuck should I damn do)

Do you really truly think that I am really done with someone that I let walk (run) away
Who'd believe such stupidity but someone with a complex that things will always go their way

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Written by: Zacharay Milne
Performed: Zoch Music
Prod: NeTuH
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music

DISCLAIMER: THIS SONG IS A NON PROFIT PROJECT AND I CLAIM NO ROYALTIES FROM ITS RELEASE.
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

Jolly Thoughts II.V

This Lands Lore

This Land's Lore [Prod. NeTuH]

Gotta fight the pain away I’m already down, turn that frown round just for me , take a lot of my pain just to wear me down, tear me down again 

This time I might, rewind, again, the same
Mistakes Ive made , behind the face I’ve became

Washed away 
Fade me into the grey 
Once this fades away 

[Zoch:]
Washed all away 
Now my thoughts they are grey
So what's coming my way
What has life got today

It's too hot in my brain
All the heat comes in waves
And the rots bringing pain
Smoking pot aids the aches

Keeps my organs real safe
But the cops man they hate
That I don't want to waste
I won't watch myself fade

And the torrent of time
It just torments my mind
And I'm torn in this life
I am sore with each stride

Where did they go
I'm lost I'm alone that is how I like it
I will not fight for something not worth fighting for

Lost I'm alone, that is how I like it
I will not fight for something not worth fighting for
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Written by: Zacharay Milne, Natasha Vroegindeweij
Performed: Zoch Music, Natasha Vroegindeweij
Prod: pekarot
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

RSD: III

washed away

FL studio doesnt have basic plugin compensation, it pretends it does, but it doesnt, if you think it does, you're musically untalented and cannot actually perceive music synchronisation,  up ye

why is my brain aching? (one take)

talk to you (one take)

was literally just testing a new plugin with my Mac mic and beat muted eek
(3 mins work)

the beat was muted (one take)

A/LONE AGAIN//REPENT 2022 (SPLIT EAR VERSION)

I am fucking done

A/LONE AGAIN//REPENT 2022 (dry)

[Creative expression, not to be taken seriously]

This was a purely experimental track that inspired horror themed characters for a 13 song album I have wrote. The middle was an anger vent. I'm dropping entire albums song by song to see how I progress or evolve through each song.



Beat by: Yuri Doc Dispers, Beatstars

Written by: Zachary Milne

Mixed by: Zachary Milne

Mastered by: [Unmastered]

Special thanks to: Laura Bowler

Zachary Milne © 2020

Jolly Thoughts

I'm Tired.

I'm Tired. [Prod. Yuri Doc Dispers]

A non horror song as promised. If I didnt decide I wanted this done to work on other projects I'd have changed a line near the end to I want a circle, not already splitting.

Beat by: NathanSpeiser, BeatStars

Recorded by: Zachary Milne

Mixed by: Zachary Milne

Co-producer: Laura Bowler

Mastered by: Dolby Sound

Album art: Laura Bowler

Lyrics: 

[Chorus]
I've been left here, left here broken.
Left gasping, (yeah), left here choking.
Last of my weed left, I'm left smoking.
Man I'm feeling so damn broken.

[Verse 1]
My own pieces I am holding.
Its hard to hold with hands so cut open.
Been told "be quiet" by those so over-spoken.
So time to riot I'm done being broken.

[Bridge]
Fuck quiet
Fucking right, Ill riot
Fuck quiet
Fuck quiet, quiet
Fuck quiet
Fucking right, Ill riot
Fuck quiet
Fuck quiet, quiet
Yeah

[Chorus 2]
I've been left here, left here broken.
Left gasping, yeah, left here choking.
Last of my weed left I'm left here smoking.
Man I'm feeling so damn broken.

[Verse 2]
Fuck! My hearts been torn wide open.
Torn so inverted its back re-closing.
Now introverted, no more extroversion, don't living that version, cant say I ever preferred it.

[Bridge]

[Chorus 3]
I've been left here, left here broken.
Left gasping, yeah!, left here choking.
The last of my weed left I'm left here smoking.
Man I'm feeling so damn broken.

For some loyal friends, man I am hoping.
And I don't mean pretend, or unaware that am choking.
Like to know 'til the end, there's a circle to smoke in.
I'd like a circle so sit in, so I'm no longer broken.

Fuck quiet.
Fucking right, Ill riot.
Fuck quiet.
Fuck quiet, quiet.

Fuck the pills and bars.
Fuck the deals and the cars.
I don’t steal, I write bars.
I try to heal, not go far.

You don't even know who the fuck you are.

You don't even know who the fuck you are.

Naw.
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Love;
© Zachary Milne 2021

Broken (Left Here)

Broken//Left Here (Prod. NathanSpeiser)

Music now on Spotify
2och (pronounced “Zoch”)
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🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 ʀᴀɢᴇ ᴀʀᴛɪꜱᴛ
ᴄʀᴀꜰᴛɪɴɢ ɴᴇᴡ ɢᴇɴʀᴇꜱ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ
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ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅᴇʀ: 𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚂-𝚂𝙴𝙲𝚃©
           Zoch Creations©
                 Zoch Music©
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2OCH

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