I’m no stranger to being scared of the dark
How could I be when I’ve had my whole life torn apart?

I’ve played this game
I’ve healed from these lies 
Already packed my shit 

Said my goodbyes 

I’m no stranger to being left behind 
Walked right past me 
like you’re fucking blind 

And I swore I wouldn’t cry this time
But every heartbeat sounds like a warning sign

But now I’m
Runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ — runnin’ outta time
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t — make this right  

And I still wear your ghost like a second skin
But every time I breathe, I’m breaking in

Baby, you make me feel like I’m dancing in the dark
Tryna find my place in the wreckage of your heart
I’m not dying, but I sure don’t feel alive
Tryna find a cure for what’s eating me alive

(Eating me alive)
(Eating me inside)
Oh oh
(Eating me alive)
(Eating me inside)

But now I’m
Runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ — runnin’ outta time
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t — make you mine

stranger

All ownership/credit to @josieedwardsmusic

good girls- Josie Edwards

Lyrics:

All I decide means I don’t like this
Said I’m done but I’m not righteous
Dead stare with my phone face down
Still praying it lights up somehow

Out of sight means outta mind
I still wear your silence like a mime 
Smoke in my lungs it’s sharp and sweet
Still hoping you’ll come ruin me

I crave it like codine 
I hate myself for staying clean
When you’re the filth I need


Put my phone on DND
But I still want you ringing me
Bite my lip like it’s therapy
While your ghost climbs back into my sheets

Put my phone on DND
And hope you decide to disturb me

Break the silence, wreck my sleep like a car goin full speed
( car crash sfx)
 
Come and ruin what’s left of me
(What’s left of me)

Burned the bridge
but I still send a  text
Left unsent, just to flex

Hood up
head down
 walking loops
In the hell of missing you

Maybe I’ll block you
maybe I won’t
Write a verse then choke on the tone
You’re the buzz under my skin
The ache I’m gettin comfortable in

Everything I said I’d keep
Is begging just to speak
You’re like rot beneath my teeth

see you in my dreams 

Put my phone on DND
But I want you ringing me
Acting numb but honestly?
I’d bleed just to hear you breathe

Put my phone on DND
And I hope you decide to disturb me
Tell me you hate me, say you’re weak
Just come and ruin what’s left of me

I said I’m fine
(Said it bout four damn times)
If you’re still up, just send me a lie
Tell me I was right—
I didn’t waste my time

Put my phone on DND
But I still want you ringing me
Tell me I’m sick, I already agree
You’re the drug that buried me

( phone disconnecting sfx)

DND (disturb me)

[Lyrics.]

I’ll move out to a two bedroom apartment.

one you haven’t walked in. 

something cramped but kinda cozy so people don’t know that I’m lonely. 

move out halfway across town just so I don’t gotta see you round. 

Funny how you act like you don’t know me now. 

oh I’m going too high on a high note 
need to bring it down
(down) right low 
goin too fast need to take it
slow (slow) 

oh I’m going too high on a high note 
need to bring it down
(down) right low 
goin too fast need to take it
slow (slow) 

( ohhh x2)

(Need to bring it down right low)

(Ahh) 

I’ll move out to a two bedroom apartment.

one you haven’t walked in. 

something cramped but kinda cozy so people don’t know that I’m lonely. 

move out halfway across town just so I don’t gotta see you round. 

Funny how you act like you don’t know me now. 

(Ahh) 

(Mhm)

(Ahh) 

oh I’m going too high on a high note 
need to bring it down
(down) right low 
goin too fast need to take it
slow (take it slow) 

oh I’m going too high on a high note 
need to bring it down
(right down) right low 
goin too fast need to take it
slow (slow) 

(Ahh)

(High on a high note) 

(need to bring it down down right low)

(Going too fast need to take it slow, slow.) 

(Going too high on a high note)

Too High, Too Low

All credits/owenership to go @itsbellakaymusic

The Sick- Bella Kay (edited extended version)

FAVORITE EX - $wag Nightmare

one of the first songs I wrote/ recorded but I actually kinda like it now 

(Can’t find the prod anymore for it but full credit to them 🫶🏻)

obsessin’ over you

fake flowers don’t care if you water them.

deathbyhayfever

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