breaking down [rezlaine]

Track 3 on Don't Move To Utah: https://open.spotify.com/track/2lrpHKGQ2mj7nHVbfodI7E?si=27188fbf826647bb

LYRICS:
theres this feeling in my chest
and its starting to compress
my lungs and bones into a mess
i cant stop panicking from this stress
theres a storm cloud up above
now the earths shaking like a drum
everything around me spinning, heart exploding like a bomb

i think someone or something evil is following me
the angels calling me, faint sounds like falling leaves
the only way that i can break out of this anxiety
suffocate these demons fighting me, chemicals in a vial of green

Something inside me awoke
decided to go play inside the snow
headed fast down, sliding down the slope
enjoy the rush before i writhe way down in the lows
avalanche got my body gripped in a hold
and i can’t breathe, looking deep within me for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me, i can let this agony go

I promise that you’re not alone
inside this weather, got a beacon thats ready to glow
headed fast down sliding down the slope
but please just promise you’ll never let go of the rope
avalanche had my body gripped in a hold
i couldn’t breathe, looking within myself for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me so ill let this agony go

and there this feeling that i get
where i just try to forget
every terrible recollection
every terrible friend i had
I’m afraid were not the same
i won’t play the victim game
Imma let these wings of mine take flight
til the day i lay in the grave

neurosis

funny song
music by april
artwork by melissa thyme monroe https://twitter.com/itscatgirlthyme

origin

everything i said

@mothgirl @biichftt



lyrics:
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[zombae]

they call me big dick cause i'm back in town
beat a nigga ass for smoking on that black and mild
they called me funny-looking funny told me gun him down
i got no fucks to give to niggas who be making rounds
STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE MY OPPS AT IT'S A MYSTERY
we walking down his house and knock his door like trick or treat
HE BROUGHT AN INSTRUMENT I BROUGHT A FUCKING SYMPHONY
leave that nigga in abject poverty AND misery
he shit himself like dysentry
you nothing but a lick to me
i ain't fuckin with prison cs
i'm fuckin with no bitches see
you cannot take my dick from me

hook:
nyah nyah you a labrat you get catscratched
kitty cat hit my dance dance on you wack ass
just blew through my last rack you ain't have that
heard yo shit then i went to sleep that's a catnap

[mothgirl]
kitty kitty kitty cat
tell me where the baggie’s at
posted up in heaven with my seraphs
smoking girl pack

kitty in the nose , is it snow ?
i don’t know, i don’t care
imma win bitch i don’t play fair !

bitch you get car scratched
i don’t give a rats ass
kitty got the claws , silver jaws
drinkin double tap

hit u with the headshot
chelsea got the lip gloss 
angels fly high through the night
watch our feathers drop

fly like a moth but im pretty like a girl
i got a bad mouth that’ll make ur toes curl
sweet like a cherry but i’m bitter like i’m arsenic
my hammer’s pretty heavy we can finish this quick

[biichftt]

catscratch!!! w/ mothgirl, biichftt [cardcaptor]

everything is a sample

main sample: couture - pasture

Folktears

previously unreleased song i recorded months ago, shout out baka if you're reading this i love you!!!

lyrics below!!!

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Held inside your arms the first time we meet in person
And not gonna lie, my anxiety is lurking
Need to get it off my mind, I know that’s for certain
Had to travel far and wide but it was worth it
Now we chilling out, drunk as fuck, loudly cursing
Sitting in your room, playing notes, music searching
Smoking on your dro, had to walk and close your curtains

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Laying on your bed, head pressed against your chest
I can hear your lil heartbeat, know you nervous know you’re stressed
Don’t you worry your little head, know you’re always doing your best
smoke all day and fuck all night, now yo room a mess
slept in way too fucking late, sorry that you missed your test
maybe we can go out for a drive, put your mind to rest
know this fog inside our brains, will start to hurt a little less

I wonder what it’d be like
moving far away from my hometown
sick of being homebound
sick of everybody having preconceived notions about me
always fucking doubting me
i’ll be happy when i leave them all behind
crawl up in ur arms and call u mine
if i stayed a little bit longer, would you mind?
cuz everything i’ve come to known just makes me wanna cry

I wonder what it’d be like
paying all my bills, with my music
couple racks from a show, can’t refuse it
spent too much time being told i was useless
spent too much time being told i was stupid
boutta flex on all of these karens and these susans
gonna do em harsh, like they smoking on some vuses
now my old opps grumpy as fuck, like they eustace

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not all alone
Some days come so easy, but some others drag along
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
looking straight at your aura, and it glimmering like chrome

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not on my own
always chasing all these highs, just waiting for the lows
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home

wonder [prod. bakadere]

wonder [prod. bakadere] (dec 2021)

feat @blackwinterwells & @zombaewalk
prod @taylor 
mastered by @doin-fine
<333 much love as always

FLXX (FEAT. BLACKWINTERWELLS & ZOMBAE) (PROD. TAYLOR MORGAN)

support the original
https://soundcloud.com/childboykil/betray

childboy - betray (snowblower's soft focus loop)

Happy to Assist you :)

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catscratch!!! w/ mothgirl, biichftt [cardcaptor]

zombAe

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