produced by me, beat switch by mafuba

Track 6 on Don't Move To Utah: https://open.spotify.com/track/2lrpHKGQ2mj7nHVbfodI7E?si=27188fbf826647bb

LYRICS:

[foxparkk}

Something inside me told me it wouldn’t work out
Worst case scenarios filling me with doubt
Now we're both just faded memories
Tainted in this misery

Been seeing the world in jade green shades, I can feel the whirl
As everything around me spins
I don’t even know where to begin

Lost inside my vices, back to old ways again
Back to old ways again
All my thoughts feel violent, body covered up in pins
Body covered up in pins, yeah, yeah

I need to make my escape before it all comes crashing down
Before it comes crashing down
I know we’ll both find our place, and it’ll all turn back around
It’ll all turn back around

[Mafuba]

I’ve been too busy filling these pieces 
So they fit right
I tried to let you know
I’m tapped out, delirious

Got shot at, I’m drowning
Don’t get caught up like we used to do
I can’t see clearly, do you?
Did I render all bright to you?

Now I’m running out
Of ink to put it all into
The world but I had good intentions
Not worth then we shouldn’t play
No words could’ve worked instead

Pretty soon I’ll go back To my old ways
Hold up, I’ll get stuck all over 
Not worth then we shouldn’t play
No words could’ve worked instead

crashing down (ft. Mafuba)

crashing down (w/ mafuba)

Track 3 on Don't Move To Utah: https://open.spotify.com/track/2lrpHKGQ2mj7nHVbfodI7E?si=27188fbf826647bb

LYRICS:
theres this feeling in my chest
and its starting to compress
my lungs and bones into a mess
i cant stop panicking from this stress
theres a storm cloud up above
now the earths shaking like a drum
everything around me spinning, heart exploding like a bomb

i think someone or something evil is following me
the angels calling me, faint sounds like falling leaves
the only way that i can break out of this anxiety
suffocate these demons fighting me, chemicals in a vial of green

Something inside me awoke
decided to go play inside the snow
headed fast down, sliding down the slope
enjoy the rush before i writhe way down in the lows
avalanche got my body gripped in a hold
and i can’t breathe, looking deep within me for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me, i can let this agony go

I promise that you’re not alone
inside this weather, got a beacon thats ready to glow
headed fast down sliding down the slope
but please just promise you’ll never let go of the rope
avalanche had my body gripped in a hold
i couldn’t breathe, looking within myself for hope
survived a couple tragedies, I’m ready for more
blessings with me so ill let this agony go

and there this feeling that i get
where i just try to forget
every terrible recollection
every terrible friend i had
I’m afraid were not the same
i won’t play the victim game
Imma let these wings of mine take flight
til the day i lay in the grave

neurosis

(Did you hate dealing with people?
More or less
But I didn’t really care as much
However, I really hated my father)
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

(Why am I telling all this to Kaworu?
I think I may have been born just to meet you, Shinji Ikari)
The scent of your perfume
Still lingers in my room
It weaves into the threads
It’s filling up my head
The scent of your perfume
Still lingers in my room
It weaves into the threads
It’s filling up my head

(No, no, no!
It’s not possible!
I won’t believe that Kaworu’s an Angel!
It’s a lie!)
You make me lovesick
You make me lovesick

And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

I think about you sharing love that I can never know
I think about you passing by my body in the snow
And as you walked by you wouldn’t even think to check my pulse
You hold each other closer as my body’s growing cold
Just please let me win one time
Give me one thing I know is mine
I could hold your heart and I’d never let it shatter
Thinking of the life that we could live, it doesn’t matter
I want you to worry about me
Attention seeking, my heart is bleeding
(Kaworu, don’t do it! Kaworu!)
I need help but can’t tell what needs fixing
I need you to be scared for my well-being
We don’t see each other often
Paopu fruit our promise broken
Keep a straight face and say it’s nothing
Razor blade my heart is opened

How could I ever mean as much to you as she does?
How could I ever mean as much as that to anyone?
No one could ever love me like that
You could ever trust me like that
I’m so ugly please don’t touch me
I’m so filthy I’m disgusting
(You betrayed me
You betrayed the trust I placed in you
You betrayed me just like my father did)
You try so hard but can’t get through to me
You tried so hard but I’m not moving, sleep
Nothing feels right anymore
I can’t love right anymore
Lying in my room sinking deeper into hell
Just know I’m not okay, I need help

You make me lovesick
You make me lovesick
(Kaworu, stop!
Why is this happening?)

And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

(Humans cannot create from nothingness
Humans cannot accomplish anything without holding onto something
Humans are not gods)

you're so beautiful it makes me sick

eat em alive w/ swagtastic666 [saoirse-h]

one ring [saoirse-h]

exec prod. mental
hosted by dj text2speech
presented by cannibal planet
art by remy boydell

GROUNDSKEEPER FEAT. RURAL INTERNET (mental+blxty)

MISTY EYED FEAT. ZOMBAE (mental)

TWEAKER FEAT. ILYSM, GIRLFROMPLUTO (mental)

I’m posted with my dogs we’re running round the yard

@zombaewalk @aintitmardee @heikadog

sarge ft. zombAe [mardee x heikadog]

produced written and performed by me
mastered by @doin-fine

for the first time.

hahaaa ha i love songs! i love songs. 

official video out now on the crash youtube channel!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9I94mZTzlI

next song is .. actually its a secret

Jugg walker prod. doin' fine & devi mccallion (video out now)

1/3rd of rural internet

@cult-international
@crashblossomsclique

eat em alive w/ swagtastic666 [saoirse-h]

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