Here (Interlude)

Not Like You

kiss your scars

instrumental composed by admiin

Couch on the porch
So I sleep down on the floor 
House of a whore
That night burnt down in the storm 
Words that you said 
Still burn me down to my core 
I spend some time in your head
Just to leak out thru ur pores

Doubts  and
 discourse 
Comes out of the mouth of my corpse
Oceans, mountains and porn 
I don’t see how you get bored 

Out in the north 
They think down south we’re just poor
I have my doubts but I’m sure 
That we’re just proud that it’s warm

And the miles of shore
And the mountains of course
And there’s so much more to do
And there’s so much more to lose
So there’s guns in the house under the pillow
As I write love songs in my breath on your window
I’ve seen her by the river
I beg god that she’s a saint 
But I wish way more that she’s a sinner 
And her skin feels like West Virginia rain
(When you’ve lived here long you can smell the rain)

I go 
Through the thorns for hella miles
Just to hold you for a while
Just to see you with a smile 
You can go wherever I go
You say where and I where and I will follow you
(Don’t care where I will follow you)

Thru The Thorn

Thru the Thorn (prod. admiinn)

Lyrics:

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Right back where we left off
It’s such a shame
I know I’m to blame
Will you forget my name, or my face
Just another photograph
That you’ll erase, yeah, woah oh

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

But I still try, to be everything you want
Even though, even though you’re fucking gone

These nights are getting longer
But my bones are getting weaker
Put that knife in my back, like you did
I can’t pretend that I’m fine with what you did

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Take my body out back to a shallow grave
All these souls are fuckin lost they never decay
And ever since that day I’m just not the same
So you rub it in my face as I suffocate

Now I’m breaking down
No I’m not enough, for you
Or anyone at all

mutilate (grayskies)

Can you see them too?

perpetual senescence

Waiting for the old days

(out on spotify soon)

produced by Jeji :/

a cover of "afraid" by heylog (reimagined)

afraid (heylog cover) Jeji flip

prod: Anxiety Attacks! x ERRx
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
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LYRICS:
got all this anger and it's building up inside me
i go to therapy to find out what it might be
i've been to doctors and i take the script they write me
then i see the way i act & it doesn't seem like me
they told me somethings wrong, i already know that
yeah i've been down bad, i don't wanna go back
i need a fresh start, god i want it so bad
i need a new brain, but they just gave me Prozac

broke my iPhone, i'm better off without it
maybe now i can focus, but i doubt it
i'm a mess, there's no other way around it
i try my best, miss a shot & then rebound it
call my shrink, they'll tell you all about me
truth in silence, i hear it all around me
it's hard to think i'm the only one who doubts me
i need a drink, it's the only thing that grounds me

got all this anger and it's building up inside me
i go to therapy to find out what it might be
i've been to doctors and i take the script they write me
then i see the way i act & it doesn't seem like me
they told me somethings wrong, i already know that
yeah i've been down bad, i don't wanna go back
i need a fresh start, god i want it so bad
i need a new brain, but they just gave me Prozac


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