(2010)- at St. Regis Monarch Beach
Guitar composed by Tarrah, played by James O. 
Lyrics and vocals by Tarrah... all done on the first take.
recorded on my old iPhone 4 or maybe 3? 
Raw, no edits. (Ever.)

(As I) Fall Apart

(2 bars)
Like a dimming star
Like a weeping flower
I am fading hard
Drift into the dark

And I fall apart(x2)

The air is still around me
The night is creepin in and 
My mind is wonderin,
far carried by the wind

And I fall apart
As I fall apart

Cannot loose if I never start
Won‘t be found layin in the dark
Hard to trace if I cover up my marks
And i‘m in the dark

I‘m in the dark 
as I fall,I fall apar-
 as i fall -apa-ararr(t)

Like a dimming star
Like a weeping flower
As i‘m fading so (hard/far) (..?)
Drift-in to the dark

mm 
I fall
aparrt

And I fall apart
As I fall - apar-rr---

rr-t.

Apart.













(As I) Fall Apart

     [2010-11? Travis & Tarr] at The Coast Inn, Laguna Beach

Neosporin Jam

Falling-need someone

Jam with Scottie and myself at Noels house.... i like it.

take take take and what do you get
so many faces and nobodys left
why do you have to pick a side 
nothin to show for it and your still in denial 

oh deny all you wish you know its not gonna be a thing to try
its curiosity that drives the world around
and all the need of pretty things 
just thrown right to the ground

and happiness it dont come with tthe life
dont come with the love either
nobodys takin up on you
know bout the time
in our hour
we get paid nothin for your time
you talk some shit and maybe
you can make some enemies tonight
enimies tonight 
oh oh ur gonna be alright
its too late to take back all you did and 
what u said dont mean it no but 
dont care about the lables nobodys been watchin on you
too late to change your mind to change your face but
nobodys lookin that deep into your little spaceless mind
space and mine- oh 

nothin you smoke can cure whats tickin inside 
oh alright

Reflections

one of our best practices, back before bobby went away... lol 
travis ty tarrah and bobby 

its about the pharmaceutical industry  

Poison and Lies

Looks through you

5-05 4-33
this ones for you

i lied i lied
i dont tell nothin without hidin my eyes
i cant be playin now
truth eats me up and down
nothin like punishment for dinner in this town 
its a foolish thing- why dont you call me on the phone?

...

oh we talked
we talked on the phone
but i yelled and you spoke
you whispered maybe
i should learn to take a joke

but its not alright and i'm not fucking around
i think im getting better but no
i taste it in my mouth - and its just plain old bitter 
oh it burns it burns and i'm fallin apart
my heart comes bleadin through the 
gaps in my mouth and oh  it burns



nothing like punishment for dinner in this town

well i said, once again, whatcha thinkin, my friend..?
it's been a while since i've seen ur face, since i've felt ur grace, 
but you

well there aint no need for tomorrow when we got today..ayy-ayy.
dontcha say, doncha say?
who'se ur favorite, favorite thing?
u know u can tell m,er, nu can tell me any, anything
i'm on ur side
u can be this nice, u can be out to play
u can be anything, anyway
out to play-ay-ay

out to play-y-y-y
whoooo-oo
who'se ur inspiration?
do you partake?
with me on the 1 and 2 and 3 
ways we could be

we could be
nothin but us and we

tomorrow is another day-ay
do u wanna sleep?
or hit them brakes?

mmm-mm

all this trouble ur thinkin-n
goes a somewhere
just tell it to go away

find a way ou-ut
you cant let it wear you
you can't be the only one 
to get a say
dont u have enough on ur plate-ay-ate?
my love
my only love
can't you see
can't ypu see-ee

its all gonna be okay-
ayyy, ayyy, 
ohh la dah dah dayyeeee

mmhhhhmm


© Tarrah Haddadin, ZombieTeaTime
Original song on ukulele, freestyled vocals

The Only Only One 🖤♾️🥀

I wrote this song using ONLY Andy Warhol quotes.  Mostly ones I thought the most ironic. I would have truly loved to have met him. He's mostly known for his pop-styled art of Marilyn Monroe, Coca-Cola, and Campbells Soups, etc. We've ALL seen the giant SOUP can paintings.  Lyrics:

I just do art because I-I’m ugly.
I do art because there’s nothing else 
That I-I can do.
I just do art cuz I’m ugly.
And there’s nothing else that I can do.

A picture means I know where I was, 
every minute of,
Best thing I know about a picture is that it never changes,
Even when people do.

An artist is somebody who produces
 things that people don’t need to have.

Let everybody else decide if it’s good or bad,
Whether they love it or hate it.
While they’re decidin-nn,
Just make art.
Even more art!

Don’t think about makin art,
Just get it done. 🥫🥫🥫.

Cuz art is what you can get away with. 🫠.

They always say that new art is bad for a while.
That’s the risk of the fame- ya have to beat.
That’s the flame to have for fame!
So POP ART should be flattering!! 

Have sense to a reflection of a possessive part of a persons personality (hah. Haha)

My idea of a good picture is one that’s in focus,
And of a famous person.
Mmmm mmm mm

Isn’t life just a series of images, 🎞
That change, as they repeat…    ⏳
Themselves?                                 ♾️

Once you got POP
You’ve never see the sign again the same way.
And once you thought POP 
you can never see America the same way, 

Mm mmm mmm.  🇺🇸.

￼

Ah, I just love the inflection on my vocals for that last line. Really drives it home I feel like. Hope you enjoyed listening! Thanks for takin the time to check out my art. 🥹🙃😝🤗👾👽🫀❤️‍🔥☮️☯️🛐💟☸️⚛️

 There is another version that I intend to splice into it for a chorus and hook/bridge part/s too. Will post later. .....Andy had some funny things to say. He was an artist one could look up to and emulate. The working man or common man's artist. Proving that ANYONE, 👽🤓🥸👾with enough effort and ideas 🤓👽🧐🙃🚀🤖 could grow to be in the eye of fame. 🫠🤣🙃🌬💨😁😁😁(At least for a little while.)🫡🫠☠️ He said that too! 🤯🫧🤤🤗🛸
                                        He's really quite famous
                                                     for this line, you've 
                                                              most likely heard it...!!!... 

                   "In the future, I believe everybody will be 
                   famous for 15 minutes."     --- Andy Warhol

Here's to hoping it can somehow at very least, emulate the beauty and originalities that were guarantees, always, from a Factory Original.
It gets me (the last few lines!) each time I listen. in here 🫀🫀🫀. 🫶🏼. 🫧. 🤤. T. 🛸.

Andy Warhol #1

Flowers Song at Holly wood not

I freestyle/jammed this song a couple years ago:  it's kind of depressing haha I was getting out of a really bad relationship with this dude who is now serving time for murdering his best friend.. Dodged that bullet...!!!!... Er.. Knife.. Hahaaaa...... Maaaaaaybeeeee a bit too much info but there ya go.. ✋

Starfish

1000 ways

[[old time jam // love life]] All lyrics written by Tarrah, guitar by James O. I wanted something a bit more hendrix-y for the instrumental sound here, rather than the same ol' basic chord progressions we had been using for everything, and this is what we came up with. 

Recorded on my old (deceased) iPhone. Got it on the second take i believe. No edits, completely raw...as usual! 

I will be working on rerecording this song real soon, and i cant wait! Im completely stoked as this is probably my favorite song (that I've put on SoundCloud at least!)

Lyrics: 
I once had nothing/but nothing grew to everything/
the drama and the pleasure/of watching him abandon me
I'm lost in the middle/abstenence and gaps in time/
I'm stuck wanting little/ hate the dripping of my mind

Chorus

I don't know what I'm lookin for/ i know that it's far off/
Donno why I can't feel hurt/ my heart knows that it's wrong
Guess this is getting older/I'm out of good ideas/
I am only getting colder/ so out of luck so out of line

Chorus

Enoughs enough and I've had plenty/ (but) plenty ain't enough
Like inside these rotten dreams/ I'm cought inside the plot 
Triumph could you bury me/bury me alive/
Save me from this rotten scene/ I'm finished with this prize.

Chorusx2


 Chorus:

Time ain't movin like before/it's all wrong
Nothins worth it like before/it's all wrong


It's all wrong

vampires and love sick sick sick

even psychic vampires
this applies to all love and also "love"

need to red as this was the first take, plus a really shitty recording of the recording lol

Spilling Blood

Make It Better

unfinished but this is a basic concept....

the vocals are a bit
okay a lot
on the rough side

but I will rerecord it one day lol

its a staple for me when preforming
and always kills it
so I was just trying something different here
with the mixing

haaaaa, hope its not too rough on ya ears lol

Melt Your Smile

A heartfelt song about love, loss and grieving.

one thousand ways to die 🤌🏽

Psychedelic Grunge Rock Blues. Shoegaze.  Dwn fr colabs. & Bb...Braiiiinss.... mmm 2 sugars plz.


Taylor (Acoustic/electric. ..sometimes.)
Vantage.
Stratocaster (rip.)

Mostly acoustics..  
Meow. 

<3

Psychedelic Grunge Rock Blues. Shoegaze.

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