why do i constantly let everyone down and push everyone away

I have no friends only ppl that gravitate towards me are people that need my energy for the moment

perf

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

@yrui
baby was something i said too extreme?
i thought that we were a team i guess i was wrong
so thats why i am writing and singin this song
i just be cuttin in my room for soo damn long 
@sbxmar
bloody wrist what the fuck did i do wrong
yh im cutting my wrist yh cutting to the bone 
yh im better off alone when im up better not call my phone
im not tryna get along ill push you back get out of my zone

bloody wrists w/ sbxmar

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

bulletproof demo

i always thought girls were rude

@wifiskeleton fly high ws
thank you for all ur songs that I could relate

there are a million things
that you could not understand
a quiet chaos plays inside my brain
and I sense this tide won't break or bend

let me here remembering the words you'd never say again

I know what I said wasn't right
and also it didn't make that you nice either shedding all your tears until they dry up 
but what a shame right now the house's on fye 

and it crushes me every time friday comes around

something stupid #rip skel ⭐

sample is bedroom community by glass beach, amazing song

here it is again
a heart of excitement in the form of a girl who hates her life
as she sits alone on the floor of her bedroom
waiting for answers, wasting time

here it is again
i wish he had substance
wish that you'd notice right from wrong
that does not concern me
im just a lil kid
playing in the snow, having fun

i hope he'll be okay, 'kay
even if you don't notice
but everybody knows he hates his life
that does not concern anyone, it's so sad
they would only care if he takes his life

and as he comes back from school its like a lock on his heart
he's trapped in these walls
he's here for an eternity
then he drops his fucking bag beside him
nobody greets him
he's just standing stupidly
run into his room and the door is locked and shut, not open, nobody ever calls him back
so he'll never leave his bedroom in this bedroom community

a girl who hates her life

chillin wit my shawty
im so gone cant feel my body
everything is looking shoddy
we can sit and drink some coffee
by the fireplace and talk
when ur gone im there to stalk
and i walked and i walked
down every single block
n she said im weird but she thinks that im cool
i dont feel like anything but a fucking tool
n its fine thats what i am
u can be so very cruel
i just yearn for ur approval
kicked me in the family jewels
n when im gone noone will care
Cuz there was nobody there
All i have is me and squares
And the thought of your cool hair
if i were to pass out
n just fuckin tap out
would u give me narcan
would u leave me on the ground
im a fuckin loser
this shit is my diary
dealing with anxiety
i get high do not mind me
dont fit in with society
ima leave it quietly
give me way more privacy
fuck this life its not for me

when ur gone

i just need to be buried in that graveyard 5 minutes from my house

sorry i ain posted ina min ive js been thinking about shi

ur probaly wishing the worst upon me rn dont blame u

maggots in my head

gone again a-side

wizards of waverly place

My First Love

Sweet sweet delight
Sweet sweet delight

You were my
You are my
Will always be
My first love

You were my
You are my
Will always be 
My first love

Sleep well my love
Sleep well my heart

You were my
You are my
Will always be
My first love

i just need to be buried in that graveyard 5 minutes from my house

zomira

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