Untitled 4.2

skin

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

if u fw the old version of the song More im sorry That shit had some tts Wit my ex name so i jus cut it out and extended this to a minute

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https://open.spotify.com/album/1Jqcaa6uhspHNEVw9cEg1y?si=yC4DSd_IRH-oyhIoE6W8mQ

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
im sorry to my mom and dad u raised a fucking failure
now i bloody up my wrist and i feel like a fucking hater
think its time to kms ill kms see all u l8r
its a joke i thought she liked me now i mf hate her
now im fucked up takin pills and ion think im gettin better
i hope u fucking kys i hope u jump into a river
blood carved in my wrist its a mf s
now im lookin at that shit wishing i was fucking dead
im so tired im so stupid ion think i wanna do this shit
i hate the way i look my nose is big i need a facelift
i dont know how to think or who i even wanna be with
i fucking miss my ex i love her ass up on some rs

(SPOTIFY) u did this 2 me :/ @sadderthanabitch on ig

Produced by Alex G.

I have a friend who sits at the corner lots
Selling pills to the girls when they cross the block
I told him he should quit that sketchy scene
He said, "Nothing compares to the fever dream"
It's what I do, I wait for you

I love all 18 of you, you are all lovely people.

I FUCKING HATE THIS SONG STOP STREAMING IT@sadderthanabitch on ig

i could never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you should really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive
@menthol100s angel cover

im always alone and always will be (rip wifi)

junkie

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

prod agatha!

stabbing out my eyes
when i saw ur name 
i wrote a song about u
and it was the other day :/
i would text you but 
there isnt really much to say :(
everytime i try 
all my words
 turn out the same 
i would text you 
but u look better 
wit me out the frame 
i spent so many days
with my broken brain ;-;
and i'm just 
bashing at my skull
hoping that it could change 
rearrange
my frontal lobe 
so maybe this time ull stay 
it was just never a phase
i look up at the sky
and i pray 
and i pray 
to see ur pretty face
2day

your gone and now i suck at everything *ALL PLATS*

prod me mixed by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i heard what you said didn't think about it much
pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i'm alright this happens a lot
no point in sleeping now
i might as well stay up

i know you'll come around

national bf day got me sad as fyck ... i am so god damn pathetic

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

See Me

ok to be honset i made this at 3 am on a trip to italy on my laptop mic and i was super jetlagged but if u like it u like it idk thanks for listening

really really messed up
girl in a black dress
never shouldve loved you
stuck all up in my head

hope you had a bad night
hope we never get back
you prolly move on fast
but ill take a good while

u had the time and
u planned the heart break
u wanna tempt me
late nights, bad dates

i wont fall for your tricks
you a pretty snake
but its dumb cus
i cant seem to forget ur face

kick me to the curb
leave me in the dirt girl
and you did it first
so dont act like im the worst

been thru all the bs
i dont wanna fight
look me in the eyes and decide

do u love me or despise me

i dont wanna be corny though

zomira

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