i am probably losing my mind, do i care? to an extent i do.

get lost 4 me,

it rained today and im in my room wondering what life really is,

when the darkness settles in, the void is there to comfort
a blessing with a curse.

created w/ https://soundcloud.com/77717771777 & https://soundcloud.com/reversecow9irl

falling in love with my void (featuring ARCVNE & MUTEBRAT)

beat by @idntrmmbr

life is strange when you leave and then come back for a day.

LIFE IS STRANGE [demo]

face the loneliness, before it eats you alive.
this world is dying, find a way to combat the death.
not just for others but for yourself.

visagé II

I HATE YOU.
YOU SUCK.
YOU ARE NOT COOL.
YOU ARE FUCKING BORING.
YOU FUCK.

HAVOC (featuring ARCVNE)

BLUE-EYED LOVER, BROWN-EYED LOVER.


brown eyes on her 
when you come around 
my heart pounds 

try to catch my breath 
but i woke up out a dream 
losing all this sleep 
fighting demons every week 
you can play pretend
but you know imma see 
hiding your emotions baby 
what the fuck you mean 

you stay hidden way too long
girl my feelings way too strong 
try play with you play along
hate that feeling when you gone 

brown eyes on her 
when you come around 
my heart pounds 

blue eyed lover 
brown eyed lover 
heart pounds when you come around

brown eyes on her 
when you come around 
my heart pounds

EYES (featuring octbrfrst)

sometimes i get sad about shit i miss and honestly, there is a reason it is gone. 

am i aware of it currently? not really but that's okay cause it will make sense sooner or later...

anyways, enjoy the beat you beautiful lonely soul <3

it rained today and i stuck indoors thinking about what i fell in love with

recorded and mixed in mid 2020

produced by zonekidd
cover art by zonekidd
and everything else by zonekidd

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yeah, my heart hurts sometimes

EYES (alternative version)

the queen is dead.

LYRICS
yeah, feeling lost inside my dreams
heart infectious with resentment type of shit to make you scream
i was yearning for affection but instead, i got a fling
couple lessons i could mention but instead, i fall between what?
(x2)

well fuck. yeah

the harshest spring could leave you broken
blooming in the summer heal me now like ibuprofen, yeah
feed me lies with many sides 
burning up commotion, hidden answers can’t disguise, yeah yeah
i felt the difference in your eyes
the color tends dim when in fact i know it shines, yeah
the heart can always burn inside 
craving a connection but instead i need my mind, yeah

yeah, feeling lost inside my dreams
heart infectious with resentment type of shit to make you scream
i was yearning for affection but instead i got a fling
couple lessons i could mention but instead i fall between, what?
(x2)

well fuck. what?


produced by walterwarm & wadewoe
cover artwork by zonekidd

lost in dreams... [produced by walterwarm & wadewoe]

the spring is away, the sky grey.
i miss how I felt.

when will my heart sing again?

quiet nights 
dusty room 
bright screens 
dark surroundings 
no love.
credits
released October 1, 2000 

❤ 
happy birthday to my two best friends 

danny sandoval 
& 
emir agovic 

thank you emir for your contribution

i just want to be happy

love is destruction

visagé

its 2am...
missu


sample : https://soundcloud.com/sales/jamz

feelinu [2am]

its raining and i have to go to school... but id rather be with you. for i am nothing without you.

it rained today and i constantly think about you, i just hope you miss me.

come hangout with me by the lake of sorrow, i promise you will love it. i will be with you.

cool photos by @mrrmari_ [instagram]

[2am] vol. II

broken dreams in a pool of desire [2am]

iluvu...
and theres not much more i want.
besidesu

and if i dont have that, whats the propose?

sample: https://soundcloud.com/harrison_music/happy-boy

[2am] vol. ii

u make me happy to where numb means nothing. [2am]

i love you.


sample: https://soundcloud.com/salami-rose-joe-louis/cool-down-a-little-preview-of-a-little-cassette-cassetting-on-323

its raining outside and you are all i think of. i need you.

sample by: https://soundcloud.com/mouthbreathersca/headphones-w-oakjoi

a romantic readiness such as i have never found in any other person and which it is likely i shall ever find again.

released May 29, 2000 

[ k. ]

free download ::
https://zonekidd.bandcamp.com/album/there-are-a-lot-of-thunderstorms-i-have-to-go-through-to-get-to-you

[ there are a lot of thunderstorms i have to go through to get to you ]

[ baby. ] :: girl i want u.

?

she is like a butterfly and I crave for butterfly kisses, almost nostalgic yet divine with perfection in my mist. 
floral views of heaven, 
i see and feel free.
as i continue yearning for my addiction i want to live yet another moment just to experience serenity with it 
what is it?
 something. something that is like cool but warm flowing water in a pool of paradise.
paradise in which will never fade. it shall never fade due to its compassion.
 just like an angel. fragile and soft... 
almost unreal,
 my heart flutters for it. and my mind reaches high levels of dopamine when I’m close to it.
absolutely breathless, almost like I ran a marathon or high gust of wind entering my empty lungs.
could this be heaven?
they say that heaven is real.
maybe it is, this could be my heaven.
her, she, i, us. 
i continue. 
i want to live. 
but not for me, but for this butterfly.
this lovely vibrant butterfly, that whatever it touches turns to gold.
gold that no one could ever steal, break or ruin. it is strong, beautiful and bright.
it chases the very evil that consumes my esophagus and rips my forehead to spit it’s lies and deception of a perfect way of life.
 i appreciate this thing, this spirit, this motion, this energy that is everything considerably known as good. 
this butterfly, and I yearn for kisses.

sample: https://soundcloud.com/salami-rose-joe-louis/lost-in-orbit-with-you

ily j.
u r ?.
n tht is all i need.

butterfly kisses.

it rained outside and im in my room conversating with my demons

it rained very hard yet im inside deep in a nightmare.

can't believe you love me.
i constantly miss you.
i think of you almost all the time.
i hope to never lose this feeling.
its hard to trust but my heart is yours.

sample: https://soundcloud.com/duendita/one-of-one
<3
as always, enjoy.

duo [2am]

i love you,
heres a song for you.
<'3

@picer_b x @zonekidd

jake clayton - gemini [zonekidd edit]

mac miller - doors [zonekidd edit]

everything from flora's light all the way to her dark.

love and emotions are critical.

people have wrong and done the best of their capabilities.

humans and gods feel.

love yourself.

people i love and thank.

jalyn
danny
emir
ira
randombrownkid
galie
noah
ruben
zeke
arnold
randall
ayden
amy
sehri
kalista
courntey
jazmin
issac
gabe
miguel
vito
cslickk

this album was sampled.
credits to original composers

me and my love, flora

summit

for love, [unfinished]

i hope you sleep well,

butterflies paradise

to say i miss you (featuring $HTØRMY)

a numbness that is itching to be felt,
your heart is screaming,
when will you listening?

something to make you happy

feel your emotion

all beats were made in 2019
during a strange time in my life
i was sad and i was also happy
in a state of solitude and bankruptcy
these few songs that reached a surface for me
they are no longer able to be finished or fixed
so i decided to put them into a mix for you
i hope you genuinely enjoy them

1. severance
2. golden butterfly
3. go to sleep
4. you're to pretti to hate
5. rose water
6. dulce

mixed emotions mix

love me shawty,

what happens when im in amys car

I HOPE THE B!TCH LOVE$ M3 | album march 19th!

i want to be fine and be happy forevermore. 
i understand i am in control. 
so why do i feel empty? 
why am i at a desire for a feeling that disappoints? 
wonder where life will take me. 
the love that is given makes everything worth while. 
then the night falls.

understanding myself

production by zonekidd
cover art by zonekidd
vocals by octbrfrst
mixing and mastering by octbrfrst & zonekidd

newagekult records 2020 ©

lips (featuring octbrfrst)

everything has a beginning. 
and the end is never shown. 

made during a jobless and emotional time for those to vibe to 

made specially for times of solitude and enjoying the environment. 

<,3

tracklist:
1.) the springside
2.) home,
3.) sensibility
4.) evergreen
5.) i don't give a fuck
6.) green tea cigarette
7.) some type of loneliness
8.) emptiness
9.) soap opera
10.) foundation
11.) unproud
12.) used to it
13.) june flowers
14.) love is blind?
15.) rosie promise
16.) for once in my life
17.) "artist"
18.) avoid potential
19.) dead hours
20.) memoirs

credits:
releases September 5, 2020 

cover made by @human.paradox 

happy birthday my love,

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