Rubbernecking

Prod. Injury

Ask me why i do this to myself 

id probably come up with something and lie

i don’t know why i self sabotage myself

I just want to be left alone 

though i don’t want to be completely alone 

i feel confused and don’t know why

This self sabotage kills me every time

I’m conflicted about my life 

i feel like this is all just a lie im in a high

(Im sober from you tho?)

Self sbotage

Static Bloom

So am I

https://lesterwitherspoon.bandcamp.com/album/a-stroll-outside-the-arcology

Until the Road is All I Know

Deceiving Creatures

Beginning Of The End.

#shoegaze #alternative #grungecore #nucore #numetal #indie

bloodyeyes

Looking Back

"Fading Into Silence" 🌫️🎶 – A dreamy, ethereal journey through ambient dream pop, where soft melodies dissolve into the void like whispers lost in the wind. 🌌✨

Each track drifts like a half-remembered dream—hazy synths, delicate guitars, and haunting vocals melting into lush soundscapes. 🎧🌙 Close your eyes and let the music wrap around you, fading... fading... until all that remains is silence. 🕊️💤

🌠 For lovers of introspection, twilight hours, and the beauty of impermanence. 🌠

Bandcamp

Half-Developed

Hot Couches

Drive

Interlude

You walk through doors that once were closed,
with secrets only silence knows.

[Chorus]
Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
Alone
not sure if someone missed you through the tears.
That feeling…
is the one you truly miss.

[Verse 2]
So now, go on, reshape your mind,
trade old beliefs for new design.
You turned your gold into the mud,
a kingdom crumbled into dust.

What once you had, you didn’t buy,
now you know the cost of that old lie.
You see how blind you’ve always been—
in love, in loss, in your own skin.

[Chorus]
Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
You don’t want to
be alone—
no memory that someone held you dear.
And that ache…
that’s what you truly fear.

[Bridge – dreamy instrumental / falsetto echoes]
“All that I am, I gave away…”
“The mirror cracked, but still I stay…”
“A wave of love, it pulled me out…”
“She changed me—there’s no doubt.”

[Final Chorus – full band, emotional lift]
You changed yourself and the world turned new,
a wave of love, it carried you.
Out of the cage, the golden haze,
away from guilt, away from blame.

[Outro – repeated, fading]
Yeah… yeah…
That’s the feeling…
That’s the feeling…
you were mi

empty phrases

DYSTOPIA

Promises of wine and gold mean little when you need the rain.

Saturn Loves All His Sons

New single: Tell me now
This, these part 1,2

Ep: Beginning of the end
1. Deceiving creatures
2. Beginning of the end

Album: Rubbernecking 

*disc 1
1. Deceiving creatures
2. Looking back
3. Beginning of the end.
4. Nothing on the surface
5. Hot couches
6. Keep up
7. Tell me now
8. Command prompt 
9. This, these ( part 1, 2)

*disc 2
1. CYEAS
2. Deceiving creatures remix 
3. Nothing on the surface ( earlier version. )
4. Berjalan aku
5. Interlude
6. A very good yearning for a saudade melancholy


Thanks to; Wildan Ahmad, Saiful Zambry, Farith Fitri, Azim Screamo & AA. for helping me with the second album production. 🫶🏼

Beginning Of The End.

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