In Their Shadows

Until Tomorrow

why oh why oh why oh why

i love you oh my god
he loves me he loves me not
he loves me he loves me not
he loves me not he loves me not
he loves me not 
he loves me —-

how can you be abandoned
by someone who was never even there
dream of opening my wrists
with the scissors i used to cut off all my hair

you lied you lied you lied you lied
i might die i might die
with no one by my side

ponderosa way - MOP

Midnight Society

Bandaid Heart

need 2 - pinegrove cover

Deaf Dreamer was the first song Sebastian Ruiz wrote when he started making music in his adolesce. From what started as a bedroom recording project to now an official band, Deaf Dreamer comes out with "Pyramids", the lead single from the new up and coming EP titled " IT'S BETTER HERE THAN IN THE DARK " out September 22, 2023. 

What started as a conversation on the internet lead to the start of an actual live band. “ITS BETTER HERE THAN IN THE DARK” is an attempt to capture the start of the Deaf Dreamer live band and is an homage to a deep love/nostalgia that surrounds similar music taste amongst friends. The EP is a DIY home recording project done by Deaf Dreamer. Tracked in the basement of a 100 year old home in Portland, Oregon this EP marks the start of a new chapter in the group’s career. What once was a singular artist is now a tribe embarking on the start of their musical journey.

Something Serious

hate life love you

https://orchid-mantis.bandcamp.com/album/i-only-remember-the-good-parts

i only remember the good parts

good news

Television

I’m Not Here

Yellow House (Live at Dream Away Lodge, 2025)

https://foglake.bandcamp.com/album/dragonchaser

Fog Lake - Rattlesnake

New single: Tell me now
This, these part 1,2

Ep: Beginning of the end
1. Deceiving creatures
2. Beginning of the end

Album: Rubbernecking 

*disc 1
1. Deceiving creatures
2. Looking back
3. Beginning of the end.
4. Nothing on the surface
5. Hot couches
6. Keep up
7. Tell me now
8. Command prompt 
9. This, these ( part 1, 2)

*disc 2
1. CYEAS
2. Deceiving creatures remix 
3. Nothing on the surface ( earlier version. )
4. Berjalan aku
5. Interlude
6. A very good yearning for a saudade melancholy


Thanks to; Wildan Ahmad, Saiful Zambry, Farith Fitri, Azim Screamo & AA. for helping me with the second album production. 🫶🏼

I’m Not Here

ontuesday

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