CBandz - Rough Rida

onefour unreleased

onefour x The kid laroi unreleased

split personalities

Real Like This

I don't see the stars in the sky,
 nah.
 I don't see the sun or the light,
 nah.
 All I see is dark through my eyes,
 yeah.
 All I think about is suicide,
 uhh.
 I've turned to an alcoholic,
yeah, yeah
and i don't think i wanna stop it
nah, nah.
I've been having some dreams
and I've been waking up to the fucking sound of my screams
and all my fucking boys want me to be the sound of the street,
I know some real cunts,
they be fucking cowards to me,
uhh;
and i ain't gonna swing over some stupid shit
cause i don't wanna get put back in that loony bin,
cuz,
I feel like quitting like ben Simmions
but now i got that drip and you know i ain't been swimming.
If i get that pad then you know what that pens doin,
I'm writing down my life cause you that I've been ruined.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
All i had was crack in the pipe,
aye.
Too many men tried to take my life,
aye,
If you wanna take it gotta pay the price,
aye.
I was getting close to suicide,
aye.
Using drugs turned me psychotic uhh,
uhh
and i didn't wanna stop it,
nah,
nah.
I was living the dream,
flippin packs and making cash,
I was chasing the green.
Doing everything i could but i could never get clean,
I set too many goals that I could never achieve,
I lost so many people that were family to me.
Since i was a kid I've been dealing with anxieity,
always stopping me from being what i aspire to be.
I'm tired ghee,
all these feeling i got inside of me,
I don't know what i try to be,
I'm never gonna lie on beat.
I don't know who you think I am
but you don't know this side of me.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
Yesterday I put a gun to my head
and squeezed the trigger fuck it helps me feel something i guess.
Workin hard,
made some money,
now I'm smokin the best.
Smokin cones fucked my dome
so i roll em instead,
neh,
you know that straight cap.
Everybody knows I love my weed and that is straight facts.
Get some ice,
top it with some straight jack,
oh you think I'm sharing this bottle I'll take it straight back.
I'm sick of fake rats,
It's like a stage act.
My boy pulled out half a mill
I said one day I'll make dat.
oh you make rap?
Then where's your stage at
and where's your fucking pistol to pull out so you can spray back.
My words are like bullets,
every time I spit a rhyme.
Don't try and show me ya flows boi imma just stick to mine.
This shit is fucking easy
while i find the words to fit the line
while you just be spittin i hear the passion in every line.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.
The way I've been lately has got my bruv stressed,
I've been working so hard I'm thinking fuck rest.
I love my nanna i don't wanna make her upset
but the life she sees me living ain't in the subject.

RFA - UATI

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