Name: Awakening (March) by Zvezdana
Duration: 3 min 23 s
Description: This album started as an ost for an rpg maker game I was making. When I realized making games is... hard... I decided to take all the music I got and compile it into my first album. Hope you like it!!

This album started as an ost for an rpg maker game I was making. When I realized making games is... hard... I decided to take all the music I got and compile it into my first album. Hope you like it!!

Shiki

Awakening (March)

lyrics:

honestly 
love is just a luxury 
I cant seem to let him bleed 
I can't seem to let him leave 
so I walk on paths of grief 
I can't seem to even see 
what is right in front of me 
blinded by the beating heart 
of the one I love for free 

everything is white and grey 
I am sitting on this train 
I am sitting in this maze 
broken, shattered and decayed 
coldest heart I am the rain 
waiting for a lonely day 
so I can pour pour away 
so I can pour pour away 

leaving with no message 
so I make sure you don't miss me 
disappear into the ether 
watch the show from another century 
put that drama on the sideline
I can't work I feel exhausted 
every step you wanna take 
it's all futile it's all pointless 

so what's next 
I can't even do what I meant 
I can't even say what I felt 
you just left and made no attempt 
you know I can't be someone else 
you know exactly how I felt 
you know the exact cards I was dealt 
you know the exact ways it was spelt
like

honestly 
love is just a luxury 
I cant seem to let him bleed 
I can't seem to let him leave 
so I walk on paths of grief 
I can't seem to even see 
what is right in front of me 
blinded by the beating heart 
of the one I love for free

now the funny part is that 
you were never even there 
to begin with I don't care 
you just used me for my ways 
for my money and for sex 
cheaper thrills that's what's next 
you are nothing to me get 
out the way and off the shelf

just spent a couple days 
trying to get free of this sin 
you are nothing but a seed 
in the wind in the wind 
so let's all just play pretend 
see you for who you are not 
a lovely person, writing poems
making art making art 
and I'll play the witch 
the one that tore me apart 
instead of you who took the shot 
took the shot took the shot 
and you'll go on with your life 
doing the same to other girls 
you only loved me when I did 
the most the most 

honestly 
love is just a luxury 
I cant seem to let him bleed 
I can't seem to let him leave 
so I walk on paths of grief 
I can't seem to even see 
what is right in front of me 
blinded by the beating heart 
of the one I love for free

COLDEST DAY

lyrics:

drugs got me feeling like- 
drugs got me feeling like- x4

drugs got me feeling like I'm haunted
and my soul is yours to lose 
I've been on a streak of losses 
so I got nothing to choose 
between my life and your love 
I'd take the second option always 
hurts me to my core it does 
but the truth must always be out there 

I've been taking too much can't lie 
breaking too much can't cry 
lying too much can't lie 
waiting too much can't die 
how long? dunno need time 
haunted ways, I'm inside 
haunted dreams I'm sleeping 
got me crying for the fifth time 
for the fifth time I be outta time 
and I be outta mind 
when flowers grow inside 
hope to see the future shining 
in god's garden flying 
in god's hands I'm dying 
hold me close and don't let go 
I swear love is surrounding 
makes me feel alive 
and maybe fix the damage 
she called but I manage 
dunno what to say 
heart is made out of the clay 
hearts are made just to decay 
fix me fore you break my brain 

drugs got me feeling like I'm haunted
and my soul is yours to lose 
I've been on a streak of losses 
so I got nothing to choose 
between my life and your love 
I'd take the second option always 
hurts me to my core it does 
but the truth must always be out there

I swear I can't even step outside no more 
hurling insults in my face it hurts me right into my core
my fucking family they hate me tell me what is new today 
my fucking friends act like they're strangers I don't need them anyway 
put a shotgun to my head and blow out my fucking brains 
but these drugs they make me stay 
at the same time make me pay 
at the same time make me lay
same days make me feel decay
same ways my tears make it rain
sit and wonder what really made me this way 

GOT ME FEELING LIKE

lyrics:

i feel so lost I can't keep running 
can't keep falling for your tricks 
I know that there's a plan for me 
but I can't see the plan for me 

so if you wanna 
I'll keep on chasing 
but this love is not meant for me 
and if you gotta 
I wanna be your one and only 
wanna love you slowly x2

two steps backwards one step forward
two steps backwards can't control her 
wanna be the one to show her
wanna be the one to know her 
blessed by angels I step forward 
see the light and then I call her 
phone just rings, not a thing
angel wings, don't give in 

so if you wanna 
I'll keep on chasing 
but this love is not meant for me 
and if you gotta 
I wanna be your one and only 
wanna love you slowly x2

it takes a while 
outta time 
tell me that 
I'm always lying 
what you wanted 
even god wouldn't give 
I can't lie 

so I check my phone 
and no new message 
told me if there's problems, "text em"
told me if I ever needed someone 
I could go ahead and tell em 
I could go ahead and let em know 
that there's this big void in my soul 
that there's these feeling I can't control 

and you wanted all that plus a lotta more
and you wanted to be there but only when it fit your goal 
and only benefit you more 
you only dated me so you can feel whole 
and then you left me when I needed you the most 

I wanna go to heaven 
I wanna be alone 
I wanna go to hell 
so it can make me whole 
I wanna land in Paris 
wear some christian Dior 
I wanna land in Paris 
to fill this giant hole 

so if you wanna 
I'll keep on chasing 
but this love is not meant for me 
and if you gotta 
I wanna be your one and only 
wanna love you slowly x2

ONE AND ONLY

lyrics:

all these feelings 
they make me wanna kill
wanna take a pill 
and flatline on the hill
wanna fall asleep 
but I'm getting these chills 
I'm getting visions of the hell
that I'll be in 
and it's cold 
you can't even imagine what I've been through 
on the sidelines of the city where I'm standing tall and pretty 
making out with every demon in the hills 
red pills 

take me out my misery 
there ain't nobody except for me 
there ain't nobody as cold as me 
there ain't nobody with things I need 
there ain't nobody to carry this grief 
there ain't nobody that yearn like me 
me, me, me, me, me 
it's only me up in this 
me, me, me, me, me 
I just wanna pull the trigger 
I just wanna kill and linger 
stand on top the bodies, simple
keep the world on top my finger 
cause it's only just
me, me, me, me, me
it's only me up in this
me, me, me, me, me 
keep the cross it's sacred
me, me, me, me, me 
I'm just looking for some answers 
hope you keep me in your prayers 
when the world is ending save em 
when the time runs out I'll beg em 
cause it's only just 
me, me, me, me, me, ME

all these feelings 
they make me wanna kill
wanna take a pill 
and flatline on the hill
wanna fall asleep 
but I'm getting these chills 
I'm getting visions of the hell
that I'll be in 
and it's cold 
you can't even imagine what I've been through 
on the sidelines of the city where I'm standing tall and pretty 
making out with every demon in the hills 
red pills 

KILL KILL KILL

lyrics:

thought it was over 
now I'm back on the timeline  
thought I was done 
but I can't end on a bad vibe 
was gonna make this song acoustic 
I can't lie 
til I realized 
I don't got much time 

haven't been happy in a damn long while 
long time 
what you want? a poem? 
I can't read minds 
this a story bout my ending 
way I die 
how I flatline 
desperately holding onto hope I can't lie 
I've been sick and this is how I cope 
with death around the corner in my scope 
blowing brains out with this pistol gotta know
whipping hummmers in this hoe 
chasing dreams I can't control uh


FLATLINE FREESTYLE OUTRO

Judgement Re~Strung is a melodic heartfelt, and vibrant piece. Different from it's original version, it is more softer and mellow, going through the motions and story as the piano spirals through the story, letting the string instruments help build the background. It is a softer, more emotional piece than the origincal and it will take you on a journey towards your judgement.....

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Judgement ~ Re-Strung

heavy as time waning.

image from u/fishmonkeycow on r/35mm - "Hong Kong"

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soft as shattered glass

leaving early.

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silver fade

Transfem robot vampire catgirl making Kraftwerk esque nonsense.

Awakening (March)

Zvezdana

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