Been holding onto this one for a while, its not perfect but i just want to put it out so i can keep working on other songs. Hope you enjoy :)

Lyrics: 
Cause you hate me I don’t want to hate u 
you don’t wanna love me 
I don’t wanna love u 


Cause you hate me I don’t want to hate u 
you don’t wanna love me 
I don’t wanna love u 


Take it out on me 
Take it out on me 

Let your pain out I don’t wanna stop you 
I don’t wanna love u but I still care about u 

I don’t wanna love u if it hurts
I don’t wanna try if u don’t get what u deserve 
You’re a special soul only one here on the earth 
That’s how we fool ourselves when we love at first 

Take a moment take the blessings that u have on call
Even if it isn’t u that I can give a call tomorrow   
Time it breaks and it heals everything we love 
I just hope that ur safe even if it’s not in my arms 

Cause you hate me I don’t want to hate u
you don’t wanna love me
I don’t wanna love u

Cause you hate me I don’t want to hate u 
you don’t wanna love me 
I don’t wanna love u 


Take it out on me 
Take it out on me 

Let your pain out I don’t wanna stop you 
I don’t wanna love u but I still care about u 

Doesn’t make sense at all
Break ur heart repent feels its my fault 
I wasn’t the only one showing their flaws 
But I only got myself now now that ur gone 

Hate what I see in the mirror sometimes 
Hate that we loved and then it burned in a fire  
Hate that I see u and these feelings inside 
Hate that I care care about  u sometimes 

What is there left to say 
what do I feel this way 
if u still hate me babe
come on now give me that hate

I'll take it all on 
I'll take it all on

Yeah

Cause you hate me I don’t want to hate u
you don’t wanna love me
I don’t wanna love u

Cause you hate me I don’t want to hate u
you don’t wanna love me
I don’t wanna love u

Take it out on me 
Take it out on me 

Let your pain out I don’t wanna stop you 
I don’t wanna love u but I still care about u 

Cause you hate me, yeah
I don't wanna love you

Hate (prod. Miler)

This is one of the earliest tracks I ever recorded (this is becoming a running theme). As the title suggests it's a freestyle, which can mean different things for different people. In this context, this freestyle was me just trying to ride the beat and rap some bars. There's no overall concept to the song, it's just me rapping about things that came to mind while I was trying to fill up the bar count (therefore a freestyle). This song has some of my best wordplay/double entendres or references sprinkled consistently throughout the song. There's something to think about with most bars. Anyway, check it out! 

Lyrics:
Riding through the city take the 59 tram 
Get you bopping to my rhythm and my jam
Chill on this beat like im smoking that high strain 
Just gotta spit whats real till i obtain 

All im striving for its not a mistake 
I gotta a plan b but this is my plan a 
Gonna hit u with it like im an ak 
Grab a vest if ur gonna get in my way 
Count the days till im making it on stage
Count the years that I held back afraid 
Now its time to try, give it a shot man
U wont know if u lie, so take aim  
Aim for the crown, right now there’s no claim
All illegitimate cause its in my frame
You’re all bastards usurping on my name 
I’m Jon snow, the only rightful king 

Ye I aint done that was just a lil intro
Strap in ur seats cause we about to hit the gravel 
Brag about my skills, have a big ego 
Thats the only way I can convince u of my level  
As a kid I never knew how much I could’ve done 
im Learning everyday now that it isnt gone
locked urself in a state of mine since u were born 
you blame urself and others but its no ones fault 
u had ur time to take over while I wasn’t on 
now times up, vacate the premises or it’s a war 
so its war then, I guess u must’ve chosen wrong
ur acting tough like agent smith, but I’m the chosen one


Riding through the city take the 59 tram 
Get you bopping to my rhythm and my jam
Chill on this beat like im smoking that high strain 
Just got to spit whats real till i obtain 

Ye don’t complain, get u wetter than the weather where im stayin
spitting bars on the track and where ur layin
Make it feel so right ull want my name 
Goddamn, don’t fall in love im just sayin 
It at my fault I put in the work like usain
Imma go to work like its my first day 
Ur acting like a crazy zombie giving me brains  

Hold up im getting side track
Talking about my childhood, and the love sack 
Let me it bring back to me taking your plaques
Half these rappers now days be so whack 
Only some OGs, shout out jack 
Only some living legends, rip jared 
Too much room in the game pick up the slack 
Imma hop right in like I never left 

Riding through the city take the 59 tram 
Get you bopping to my rhythm and my jam
Chill on this beat like im smoking that high strain 
Just gotta spit whats real till i obtain 

Riding through the city take the 59 tram 
Get you bopping to my rhythm and my jam
Chill on this beat like im smoking that high strain 
Just gotta spit whats real till i obtain

59 Freestyle

Another freestyle just talking my shit.

Lyrics:
ay ay yea

Get on my dick 
You don’t wanna fk with my shit 
You don’t wanna get me pissed
Shut up u bitch 
I don’t like to take that risk 
I aint gonna slit my wrist 
You don’t want this 
We aint gonna fk and have kids 
Or get that suburban bliss 
So get on my  d
Get on my d 
Get on my ay ay yea

Get on my dick 
You don’t wanna fk with my shit 
You don’t wanna get me pissed
Shut up u bitch 
I don’t like to take that risk 
I aint gonna slit my wrist 
You don’t want this 
We aint gonna fk and have kids 
Or get that suburban bliss 
So get on my  d
Get on my d 
Get on my d ay ay

I dont wanna trust nobody 
All I wanna do is pile up those bodies 
I dont need someone to call me honey 
Make me all soft, mushy like a teddy
Fuck that, just wanna make that bitch buck back 
Tap that, put a foot on her face like a door mat,
“Love that, do me like that I just want that”
No cap, all these girls wild like an African cat , 

Woah, bitch that a hole or a throat 
She eat me up like a pro 
Ye She got hoes she a hoe 
Her body count she don’t know 
more headers than Ronaldo 
like a whale shell swallow me whole, make me excited like I am Pinocchio oh 

I aint gonna settle for a little thang 
in my season, in form want a champion ring
im young now, old soon, I got back pain 
these lil fucks cant rap but they got fame 
step aside for your boy
im asking nice don’t be coy 
Your girl is a thot so enjoy 
im vegan brah ya girl milked my soy 

these plaques I want em
Too shy she stunning 
5 stars im wanted 
Hoes cops they huntin
These hoes be tripping 
Want love but they skippin
Top charts im gunning
I aint gonna  give u love, I just wanna feel on that-

Get on my dick 
You don’t wanna fk with my shit 
You don’t wanna get me pissed
Shut up u bitch 
I don’t like to take that risk 
I aint gonna slit my wrist 
You don’t want this 
We aint gonna fk and have kids 
Or get that suburban bliss 
So get on my  d
Get on my d 
Get on my ay ay yea

Get on my dick 
You don’t wanna fk with my shit 
You don’t wanna get me pissed
Shut up u bitch 
I don’t like to take that risk 
I aint gonna slit my wrist 
You don’t want this 
We aint gonna fk and have kids 
Or get that suburban bliss 
So get on my  d
Get on my d 
Get on my ay ay yea

Tokyo Freestyle

This song is sadder compared to the last few. This song has a very similar vibe to Darkness, and in some ways, it feels like a sequel to that song. So if you enjoyed that song check this one out. It carries that same sentiment of self-hate, self-doubt, regret and pain.

I made this song after my first heartbreak and all the mixed feelings I had while dealing with that. The loneliness, the indecision, the regret, and the heartache confused tf out of me at the time. I wasn't sure what to do with those feelings except to write a song about it. This song tries to capture all those feelings I had at the time.

If anything resonates with you please let me know!

Lyrics:
I didn’t try
I wish I lied 
Just hold me

was lost in love, 
now I’ve come out I’m not above
easier said than done let u go but I cant run 
x and trippie said fuck love, but I thought nah not us, we got no cause
we love each other and our flaws, thought we had it figured out, well I guess not well i guess not


I wish u lied, I wish u never told me how u felt inside, 
It mattered not one bit no matter how much u tried 
I had my mind up before you started to cry 
I didn’t want to come in with a close mind, 
But I knew I couldn’t keep repeating the fights
Maybe we were perfect but it wasn’t our time
Maybe its not now then maybe it’s the next life

Now I feel sick inside, was I hurting u this whole time, 
Was I feeding u those white lies, what u said to me, was it right? Did I keep the truth from sight, 
is that what I did is that my crime 
did I hold us back, did i fuck up our lives
was I selfish and weak to trust my thoughts
did I end up a victim of my own accord

now I got nothing left to say 
and it Feels like I’m to blame
even with All this time away 
I still Hate myself the same 

So It might be any day 
That I might end this pain 
But I know its not today
I guess you’ll have to wait

I didn’t try 
I wish you lied

feeling like Im grown, this pain is mine to own,  going it alone, but If somebody could just please-

Just hold me

didn’t know what to do, knew I couldn’t stand by you, but I’ll get through if somebody could just please-

Just hold me

Just hold me 
Want u near me, but got nobody 
Every night been feeling so lonely
Dream about u, and its not healthy 
Think about ur smile and its glowing,
All these demons eating me too slowly 
This is all killing me too softly 
Don’t want u back but I want u back its driving me crazy
Wont let it phase me, daze me, but my hands are shaky ,
Everyday im lazy 
Lost in those days been 
Done and gone and im still here 
hurting daily, erase me, praise me,
don’t know if anything will help me   
will u help me
Will you help me
Will u help me

I didn’t try
I wish I lied 
Just hold me

Hold Me

This one is also an earlier one from the vault. The inspiration for this song came from the idea that "time heals all wounds". But the exact amount of "time" is different for everyone, and when you're in it it just seems like it will never end. Those thoughts helped inspire the hook of the song. Anyway, check it out!

Lyrics:
They say Time heals a broken heart 
Everyday i fall apart 
Humpty dumpty kinda fall
I just wanna make it stop x4

They say Time heals a broken heart 
Everyday i fall apart 
Humpty dumpty kinda fall
I just wanna make it stop x4

Everything just falls apart 
Hold my heart its full of love
I don’t think u want a part 
If im sad ur not that cause 
Blame myself not anyone 
So ill take it on my own 
So Ill take it give it all  

Give it all give it all baby 
If u wanna love then just know I aint the one baby
I cant give u what u need, cant even give myself baby
Only One person’s love I want i wont get it sadly, nah 

Its not you 
Its just me 
Just aint our destiny 

They say Time heals a broken heart 
Everyday i fall apart 
Humpty dumpty kinda fall
I just wanna make it stop x4

They say Time heals a broken heart 
Everyday i fall apart 
Humpty dumpty kinda fall
I just wanna make it stop x4

They say Time heals a broken heart 
Get back up there on that wall
Hope no one pushes u off
Every time I fall apart x4

Every time I fall apart 
I just see the dark 
I don’t who u are 
This was me from the start 

Open ur eyes, 
Look at my disguise 
Ive been here this whole time 
I don’t know why I hide 

They say Time heals a broken heart 
Everyday i fall apart 
Humpty dumpty kinda fall
I just wanna make it stop x4

They say Time heals a broken heart 
Everyday i fall apart 
Humpty dumpty kinda fall
I just wanna make it stop x4


They say Time heals a broken heart 
Get back up there on that wall
Hope no one pushes u off
Every time I fall apart x4

Its not you 
Its just me 
Just aint our destiny

Humpty Dumpty

This song was actually written from the perspective of one of my friends. It was originally supposed to be a collaborative song but they decided not to get on the song at the end. Different vibe compared to the last two songs, hope you enjoy!

Lyrics:
I’ve been drinking too much getting fked up 
I’ve been getting real lost looking for love
Ye we jumping and we bumping till the suns up 
Pour that liquor in my cup I don’t give a fuck 
I wanna love but she wanna fuck 
I see her eyes and I wanna run 
Our bodies touch and its hard to stop 
She backs it up and its like a- 

Ay waking up the next day I feel empty in my soul staring at my mistake 
Another night lost to liquor and moments that fade 
But her body’s right there, guess ill hit it again, shit 
Ay Its like an endless cycle I am locked in, 
my choices on repeat besides the fact that I don’t like em
ay, you know the feeling that I’m tryna find in 
all these decisions but its pointless like I lost direction 

I know I’ve been her before I break their hearts cause they broke me before, ye ay 
I think I’m destined for more, but ill never know grab that liquor and pour, ye

I’ve been drinking too much getting fked up 
I’ve been getting real lost looking for love
Ye we jumping and we bumping till the suns up 
Pour that liquor in my cup I don’t give a fuck 
I wanna love but she wanna fuck 
I see her eyes and I wanna run 
Our bodies touch and its hard to stop 
She backs it up and its like a- 


I don’t know what to say,
But I’ve thinking about the words we say and then misbehave
You got the urge to give your body just for love right away 
But we both tryna fix ourselves in the most reckless of ways, 
so girl no, I cannot stay 

switch
lost in the moment babe we wont be thinking 
Ay I know u want it but we missing something 
Ay just for a second give in to temptation, all this dancing leads to one thing, Break my heart just for this evening  

I know I’ve been her before I break their hearts cause they broke me before, ye ay 
I think I’m destined for more, but ill never know grab that liquor and pour, ye

I’ve been drinking too much getting fked up 
I’ve been getting real lost looking for love
Ye we jumping and we bumping till the suns up 
Pour that liquor in my cup I don’t give a fuck 
I wanna love but she wanna fuck 
I see her eyes and I wanna run 
Our bodies touch and its hard to stop 
She backs it up and its like a-

I've Been Drinking Too Much

Most of my songs I don't get mixed, but this one I decided to cause I really wanted to get the best out of it. It wasn't too expensive, but I never released it after I did it! Looking back on it now, it sounds better than some of my other songs and a bit more profesh - but I probably won't pay to mix any future songs that come out.

As for the song itself - just sad boy Zayd, nothing else to it. Enjoy!

Lyrics:
Feeling sadness don’t where I am 
Feeling breathless I need some air 
Feeling empty, hold me with care 
Feeling hope less I need your hand 

Ive feeling sad okay ye I know I aint special but just give me a break ye 
Stumbling through the woods, with just hope and prayer 
Don’t know how to feel, its all just filled with pain ye 

Don’t know how to feel anymore 
rather just not feel its a chore 
Rather shut my mouth, its a bore 
Ye I know all of ur thoughts 

So what do I do 
open up a beat on YouTube, sing that shit loud in my room
what do I do
open up cause I don’t got a clue, maybe u can help me here’s the view 

yea, heres the view   


Feeling sadness don’t where I am 
Feeling hope less I need your hand

I need ur hand, baby u don’t give I don’t wanna be ur man 
Often times I think Its hard to even be friends
Honestly im braking at the seems like some pants 
Word play and similes Im tryna rap 
If its too simple then I aint the man 
Cant speak my soul and then not make it bang 
If it aint catchy then it goes in the trash, then I feel like im trash 
But then I start to think 
Am I venting here, or am i tryna make it big 
Tryna get some cash, and fool u with my sad feelings 
Am I really sad, or amplifying my demons? 
But its true, I swear its true, 
I aint just doing all of this for you 
baby its true, you aint no fool,
how to convince u aint doin good?

 So what do I do 
open up a beat on YouTube, sing that shit loud in my room
what do I doo
open up cause I don’t got a clue, maybe u can help me heres the view   

yea, heres the view

I Need Your Hand

This one is a song I made a couple of years ago. When I was younger and just learning about the world and its history, I remember at the time feeling overwhelmed by learning about World War 2, the Middle East, slavery, war, famine and poverty. I remember getting so caught up in the injustices of the world that it made it hard to function and focus. I believe this is something most people go through or are still going through. The world is far from perfect, and atrocities keep happening as a result. I guess to cope, I compartmentalized those thoughts and feelings away - and for a lack of better words ignored it. Ultimately, I don't feel like there is much we can do to change the world - at least on the geopolitical landscape. And in some ways I could say that was when I first loss some innocence as a child. I became a bit jaded realising how the world really is, and in someways I also became grateful and felt lucky. I decided to not overinvest in those issues for the sake of my own health, to shut off that part of my brain that believed in good and evil. Instead I decided to focus on what was in front of me, I guess selfishly, what I can do to live my happiest life and make the most of my luck and privileges. As I’ve grown up, I’ve kept a similar sentiment towards the newer global issues, but that isn’t to say I don’t care or don’t want to do something about it, I just know what lines to not cross now. This is all quite contentious, but it is just my opinion. This song was made as a reflection on all that, my feelings towards the world and its issues, and this overall feeling of hate and powerlessness to it. It was made a few years ago, so it’s not about current issues. But the song wasn’t intended to be about current issues at that time either, just general things I guess. I like some of the lyrics in here a lot, even though the song as a whole might not be as cohesive as I’d want it to be. But like I said, I’m trying to let go of my perfectionism and just embrace the process. Enjoy!

Lyrics:

Chorus:
Cause i hate the world 
I hate the world 
Want it to burn 
Right to the ground
Cause i hate the world 
I hate the world 
Want it to burn 
Right to the ground

Ye ye 
I hate the world 
Everytime, I look at it I just see injustice and evil 
Makes u question whats the point of love and tryna get ur goals
Been 2000 years and as a race weve only gotten worse huh
Stuck in a rat race thinking for ourselves
While the powerful make their shady deals, get all the wealth 
Too many people on the planet suffering and dying on the dirt-
This whole world I just wanna hurt 
Improved in some ways, worsened in others
I just think the way shits set up all of us are fodder 
Find ur happiness and focus on urself, Cause if u think about the unlucky ones,  it’ll make ur head burst 

And I cant take 
I wanna hate 
Its all fate
We are this way 
Cause i hate the world 
I hate the world 
Want it to burn 
Right to the ground

Chorus


Mental illness on the rise, young kids they be dying, but I guess the worlds fine 
cause it’s a tragedy for the moment, but we move on with our lives 
got so many distractions now, that we don’t need our time to thrive
live and die by ur screen, everything is just a dream, got more chance to stay in touch but I haven’t felt or seen you 
this bond is just see-through 
“LED, water proof, look at what my phone do” 

Damn that’s really cool 
Heard about whats happening here or what about Beirut?
What about hong kong and india, the corrupt just want their power 
Why would I love this world huh
Exploitation of the oppressed, got political agendas and they run the press
Want the truth, too bad here’s an opinion at best 
Got oil fields and drug money running the US, jesus 

 None of this is shit hidden, makes u wonder what is, whats behind that curtain? Whered u get ur riches?
Too bad im distracted, tell me whats on Netflix, but what could we do, ignore it, “it is what it is”

Chorus

I Hate The World

This one is an old song but with a new feature and better mix. The mixing that Dielation's mate did on this was awesome, stripped down some of the beat to allow my vocals to take centre stage and had some cool effects. Shoutout to them!

And shoutout to @TheDielation for ft on this song. This dude hit me up back in 2021 to ft on this song and I've had this in the vault since. He did his thing!

Hope you enjoy!

I don’t wanna 
I don’t wanna
Ye im hurting but I aint gonna say sayonara 

I don’t wanna 
I don’t wanna 
Ye I might be in hell to me its like a sauna 

I don’t want to, to go away from here 
I don’t want to, to go away from you 

I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die yong
I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I just wanna fly 
I just wanna fly on
Cause I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young

I don’t want to go away from here 
I don’t want to go away from you 

it was 4 years thought I gave up on you 
now u back here fool me twice shame on who 
let it all go now im loving this view
ye u want me and I want you to 

thought it was love ay 
now im with you and its better babe
we know what we want we don’t play ay 
shit I put up with was crazy  

got death on my mind more than I say 
been loving the way u keep it at bay 
if u don’t like the way I spit, then vacate 
every word u say is tryna break me

I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I just wanna fly 
I just wanna fly on
Cause I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die 

I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I just wanna fly 
I just wanna fly on
Cause I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young

I don’t want to go away from here 
I don’t want to go away from you 

The Dielation:
I don’t wanna die, but I have so much pain
No I do not hide cause im not afraid
Without you lifes not the same
Miss when you was by my side
Ay I don’t wanna die anymore but
Then again I don’t wanna cry anymore
Ever since you walked out the door ye 
You was a fucking whore ye
And you made my heart sore ye , ay 


I don’t wanna 
I don’t wanna
Ye im hurting but I aint gonna say sayonara 

I don’t wanna 
I don’t wanna 
Ye I might be in hell to me its like a sauna 

I don’t want to, to go away from here 
I don’t want to, to go away from you 

Yea yea

I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I just wanna fly 
I just wanna fly on
Cause I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young

I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young
I just wanna fly 
I just wanna fly on
Cause I don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna die young

I Dont Wanna Die (Ft. The Dielation Prod. CapsCtrl)

This is my most self-reflective song to date. I've always had these delusions of grandeur growing up. Ever since I was a kid.
First, it was the idea that I was the chosen kid of the family to lift my mum and dad out of "poverty" and debt. Through my hard work at school I'd become a doctor or something else amazing that would allow me to retire them and give them the life they always wanted. I felt like I had all the pressure on me to do that, and that I COULD do that.
Then it was with sport. Having fantasies of being a professional soccer player, playing with my idols and inspiring future kids the same way my idols had.
And then it was with music. Hoping that I'd go viral or my music would somehow be a smash hit.
I don't think I'm alone in having these fantasies and dreams of making it big. I'm sure we've all found ourselves at one point wondering what if? And we go down that rabbit hole of luck and coincidence and main character energy that leads us to this pinnacle of the life that we wish we had.
When I was writing this song I realised that I had said a lot in my music - in many of the unrealsed tracks and on some of the released ones too. And that the truth is, I haven't become famous, or a doctor or an athlete. And so I was attempting to reconcile those larger-than-life aspirations with the life I do have. This song was me attempting to come to terms with the fact that we aren't all special. And that's okay. But I had to reflect on all the false promises I had made to my younger self and to the people around me to do that. And that is this song. Enjoy!

Lyrics:

Chorus
I made a promise 
I said that id be the greatest but if I’m honest 
My words they never left their place, there in the chorus
An artifact of my past, man time is moving so fast, I wanna pause and relax 
I made a promise
Said mum and dad u watch me go and get a rolex 
Thought I was destined for greatness, but reality’s patient, time’s humility’s agent, I can dream it all but honestly it aint fate yet 

I’ve been coming to the terms of life, its made me jaded 
All this expectation I had for me, I fkin hate it 
I cant be happy with good, im chasing fkin greatness 
I cant be happy with As, were in a global tier list  

Im tryna be an elite, im tryna win this race and spectate, tryna buy front row seats 
Tryna break this jail and succeed just to watch your defeat
We aint noble, were just sorry that we gotta compete. Capiche?

Time is slowing down, when I see your eyes and laugh i just feel so proud, 
You make it all worthwhile, sometimes the meaning that I lack is just their in your smile, 
So now you lighten up this world, feeling hella good when were rocking like were kurt 
Drugged me up like smack, is what u get when u my girl, the feeling never lasts or pays the bill so its back to work uh

Chorus

It aint fate, fate is what u make of all this pain and this hate 
Caught in the monotony of life and this game 
You see those shiny lights as a win , an escape 
Anything less is a concession, you want my confession, I aint budging on my position, I made a decision to vanquish all my reasons, people change with the season, words I said lacking meaning, aint the hero I was dreaming of, 

How do I say, that I failed, all that talk and im still stuck in last place 
How do I say, all the things that you wished for are too great… zayd 
How can I pray, when I gave in to all of the sin on my plate, ay
How do I change, when the echos of my past are on replay, they say

Chorus

Promise

This was my last song i posted to insta. I decided to make a post about each song so I could explain any thoughts, feelings or processes behind it. Things that I could put out there and look back on for myself. But I've realised that it's becoming a bit of a chore and I'm not getting much satisfaction from posting. So instead I started putting these sentiments in here under each song. Makes more sense that way anyway.

This song is based on the idea of being in love with a toxic person. How your heart yearns for someone, even though it's not reciprocated back to the same degree. The things you put yourself through for them, and despite it all you still keep chasing.

I spent more time trying to mix the vocals better on this track. I still have no idea what I'm doing with my mixing! But every now and then Ill compare how the song sounds at the end to the start and I can hear a difference. That being said, along the way, it's anyone's guess if what I'm doing is making things better or worse!

Anyway, enjoy!

Lyrics:
I’ve been four miles away
Feel that wind on my skin, comin babe
Ive been four miles away
Try to tell u that I need u, its hard to say 
Ive been four miles away
Everyday ur further from me, try to stay 
Ive been four miles away, 
I could chase you but u keep leaving babe

Ive been on the run 
Ive been tryna catch up to you but it aint fun  
Fuck my feet up for your sake, but do you care hun?
You just love getting the chase, and validation ay love 

Ive been
 thinking about the days that we were locked in
just me and you for hours fk what that cop says 
now it seems you just picked me, for lack of options fk this

im a fool for you 
only ever tried to do good for you 
I was a tool for you
Gave you what you needed, now you on the move 

Now I don’t know why, you hurt me but u did wearing that sick smile 
Now I cant get by, you owe me at the least to tell me that you lied 

So im four miles away
Feel that wind on my skin, comin babe
Ive been four miles away
Try to tell u that I need u, its hard to say 
Ive been four miles away
Everyday ur further from me, try to stay 
Ive been four miles away, 
I could chase you but u keep leaving babe

Ive been broken Ive been honest 
Tryna fake it , ive been haunted
Loosing memories of our times and
I don’t get this  

Now I don’t know why, you hurt me but u did wearing that sick smile 
Now I cant get by, you owe me at the least to tell me that you lied 

So im four miles away
Feel that wind on my skin, comin babe
Ive been four miles away
Try to tell u that I need u, its hard to say 
Ive been four miles away
Everyday ur further from me, try to stay 
Ive been four miles away, 
I could chase you but u keep leaving babe

Four Miles Away

Hidden message on ur phone 
Im tryna get u alone 
But u leave me in the cold 
Baby I loose all control 
I just wanna hold u close 
See u naked wear my clothes
I want you, but u don’t call

Yeah, I want you 
Ooo, yea 

I want you but u don’t call me 
I want you but u don’t want me 
I want you but u feel lonely 
Tell me baby what you want

What you want
What you want 
What you want
What you want

Ye
Hidden message on ur phone 
Im tryna get u alone 
But u leave me in the cold 
Baby I loose all control 
I just wanna hold u close 
See u naked wear my clothes
I want you, but u don’t call
 
U don’t call u don’t call leave me out there on the floor 
Fantasize on you its wrong
But ur scent is really strong 
I can it feel it in my bones, 
I want u but u wont know 
Cause you don’t want me no more
Im too busy chasing hoes

I want you
I want you

Good luck on it ur already gone 
I know ur in someone elses arms 
Emptiness inside my heart
Everything just falls apart

But I want you, is that my fault 
Am I just lost inside ur charm 
I just cant see any flaws
I wanna be crushed by ur walls

We had some good times, 
But u weren’t satisfied 
Picking up on my lies 
Tryna keep u on my side
I just hate that I tried 
Feelings wasted on ur mind 
Give and take on our life 
Use that sex as a bribe 

In my eyes, I just see the bright lights, and u in my ride 
I don’t wanna trust u but I cant deny 
That u make me want to want u even tho it aint right

I want you
I want you
I want you

ZVYD

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