wh3r3_1s_mY_m1nddd

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lies w/ mxrrow

fuck

адам (cupsize)

nightmarelands (nero's day at disneyland).mp3

im sorry (prod. rottingangelcorpse).mp3

prod by m1v

lyrics :

♡ killme ♡
you're so evil, you're a devil,
now i cant even see her,
always lying to myself,
you said "fucking loser kill youself"

am i doing something wrong?
yea im always all alone,
fucking hatred, i hate you,
and i know, you hate me too,

im daydreaming, please just kill me,
oh why im fucking weeping?
fucking dumbass, fuck my weakness,
i hate your fucking preakness,

i will hang in darkest forest,
always knew that im a moron,
hate depression, i dont need meds,
hate all girls, i dont need friends

♡ katzenreich ♡

i be always lying to my peers about my whereabouts
i know that ill die alone and go to hell, no doubts
im so sorry if i bring you down, i bring me down too
and im just so fucking sorry that i never said i love you

i feel like slitting my throat every single fucking time
my dear, it's not your problem, that this life i live's a lie
i saw you in my dreams last night, now i sorta feel alright
wish that you could give me one more chance to do this right, i

i, oh why, do you lie, every single time?
you know that you make me fucking feel alive, i
i, oh why, do you lie, every single time?
now you're gone, i just rot, til im buried in my grave

sentimentality (feat. katzenreich)

зачем мне голова

mommy (prod. pelonn)

calm night

center of attention (xofilo)

prod. pelonn

lyrics :

i wish i was there with you,
to wish happy birthday,
want to say that i love you,
this day came to monday,

my hands full of fucking blood,
bleeding, yeah its awful, but,
i dont really care, its fine,
i'll just wait until i'll die,

i really love you, i fucking miss you,
this day is special, and you're so especial,

happy birthday, happy birthday,
please, i want you to stay,
i dream about you every fucking day,
but today i dream more, because its your birthday,

i wish i was dead, but today is your holiday,
feeling so sad, im so sick of living fucking gray,
i wish you was real, maybe i would be happy,
yeah i hate myself, because im so fucking sappy,

i really love you, i fucking miss you,
this day is special, and you're so especial,

i wish i was there with you,
to wish happy birthday,
want to say that i love you,
this day came to monday,

my hands full of fucking blood,
bleeding, yeah its awful, but,
i dont really care, its fine,
i'll just wait until i'll die,

happy birthday, happy birthday,
please, i want you to stay,
i dream about you every fucking day,
but today i dream more, because its your birthday,

i wish i was dead, but today is your holiday,
feeling so sad, im so sick of living fucking gray,
i wish you was real, maybe i would be happy,
yeah i hate myself, because im so fucking sappy,

so pathetic, im apathetic,
i dont deserve you, you're so empathetic,

happy birthday, birthday, happy birthday, i love you so much

happy birthday (coco's birthday song)

and after that they ask me why i hate people so much

lyrics :

[Предприпев]
Увидел свет в окне твоего дома
Ты посмотрела на меня, мы будто с тобой не знакомы
Уже рассвет, а я жду как придурок
Тебя реально нету дома, или я тут придурок?
Но чего я жду, если я тебя не видел?
Я всегда так много плакал, и я от тебя зависел,
Ты худая в желтом свитере стоишь и ждешь меня,
А я ждал тебя всю ночь, чтобы сказать эти слова

[Припев]
Все твои друзья тупые, я хочу набить им лица
Ты бледнее, чем зима, ты моя снежная царица
У тебя милое лицо, я не люблю, когда ты злишься
Не хочу, чтоб ты ругалась, я надеюсь ты гордишься
Давай уйдем от всего холода, чтоб мы могли согреться
Я люблю тебя одну, еще люблю когда мы вместе
Знаю, что живу я в боли, но я изменюсь, доверься
Но если ты умрёшь сегодня, я умру на том же месте

[Куплет]
Твои шмотки пахнут мною после всех моих касаний,
На вопросы «Как дела?» мне что ответить? Сам не знаю
В голове одни моменты от плохих воспоминаний
Чё мне говорят о боли, я давно уже всё знаю
Я сам умер? Здесь стоит моя могила,
Я всегда сильно хотел чтоб ты со мной поговорила,
Кто я? Я давно ведь уже умер,
Ты всегда мне интересна, но я глупый недоумок,

[Предприпев]
Увидел свет в окне твоего дома
Ты посмотрела на меня, мы будто с тобой не знакомы
Уже рассвет, а я жду как придурок
Тебя реально нету дома, или я тут придурок?
Но чего я жду, если я тебя не видел?
Я всегда так много плакал, и я от тебя зависел,
Ты худая в желтом свитере стоишь и ждешь меня,
А я ждал тебя всю ночь, чтобы сказать эти слова

[Припев]
Все твои друзья тупые, я хочу набить им лица
Ты бледнее, чем зима, ты моя снежная царица
У тебя милое лицо, я не люблю, когда ты злишься
Не хочу, чтоб ты ругалась, я надеюсь ты гордишься
Давай уйдем от всего холода, чтоб мы могли согреться
Я люблю тебя одну, еще люблю когда мы вместе
Знаю, что живу я в боли, но я изменюсь, доверься
Но если ты умрёшь сегодня, я умру на том же месте

у тебя милое лицо (volhey)

fake feat

lyrics :

[m1v]
I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed

Happy I'm not fucking dead
Butterflies all in my head
Take my blood not yours instead
Runaway with you ahead
You're like the only thing in my head
Never want you to go away
I still don't know
Why you text me
I wanna see us grow
And make the world our own
I fucking love you
And I want to scream that

I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed
My bed, my bed, my bed

[killme]
wanna die, wanna die, fucking awful, i survived,
fuck my life, all of this, you is all i fucking miss,
and i dont know what to do, 
im just fucking missing you,

all my dreams are fucking pathetic,
i love you, you're so empathetic,
yea, i know, im so apathetic,
oh, im bleeding, i think i need a medic,

[m1v]
I see in my dream
Us around a tree
Living happily
And it feels so good
Make me all you could
I feel so understood
For once, for once, for once

[killme]
yellow eyes, your kind soul, my time flies, i dont need them
anymore, no more lies, no more pain, cuz i see you, cuz i see you,

oh i love you, what the fuck, yea i need you, oh my god,
misery, kill myself, i love you and hate myself,
i saw you in my screen, i see you in my dreams,
you're my love, you're my life, without you i think i'll die,

[m1v & killme]
i thought you were dead, guess i'll see you again,
i need you in my bed

[killme]
hate myself, hate myself, so much pain, feels like i melt,
i hate them, i love you, так ужасно я люблю,
i feel how im getting numb,
im always dreaming, i am so dumb,

and your name is in my head,
and i wish i was fucking dead,
i can feel how my hatred devours me,
staying on roof, now im fucking falling

i feel like killing myself but i cant (m1v)

lyrics :

yeah, you mean so much to me,
yeah, i miss you, do you see?
i remember all these days,
you said that i have a cute gaze,

its so nice when i can see you,
your lullabies, i can hear them,
i remember all my dreams,
when i think 'bout you i can sleep,

you mean the world to me,
and i hope you love me,
but you dont even exist,
but i still can love you,

i can remember all dreams,
where you been with me,
mommy, i really hate this,
because i cant see you,

hey, no, im not going crazy,
over some character,
i feel so overly good,
when i think about her,

fuck, oh my god, yeah im dead,
deep depression killed me,
im suffocating, please help,
i think i cant hold it,

you mean the world to me,
and i hope you love me,
but you dont even exist,
but i still can love you,

i can remember all dreams,
where you been with me,
mommy, i really hate this,
because i cant see you

im afraid of falling out of love with you

lyrics :

ring ding ding, ding ding ding ding,
i feel something like love and i hate this thing,
ring ding ding, ding ding ding ding,
i hear my fucking phone, and i hear this ring

(la la-la-la la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la la-la la la la)
(la la-la-la la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la la-la la la la)

tried to kill myself, but i was too fucking dumb,
yeah i just survived, oh my mind goes numb,
hate myself too much, and i want to be in pain,
wish you was with me, i dont think that im still sane,

i always see my death and almost always suicide,
i am so alone and i just think why i survived,
i want to see your eyes and i just want to feel your touch,
dreaming about you, cuz i love you so much

ring ding ding, ding ding ding ding
its all about the ringtone that i sing
ring ding ding, ding ding ding ding
i've never spent my money for my telephone ring
(i hate this fucking ringtone)

i lost my fucking hope, like i lost my future,
everyone hates me, even my mutuals,
thousand fucking knifes is in my small heart,
i hate you so much, cuz you left me to rot,

tried to kill myself, but i was too fucking dumb,
yeah i just survived, oh my mind goes numb,
hate myself too much, and i want to be in pain,
wish you was with me, i dont think that im still sane,

i always see my death and almost always suicide,
i am so alone and i just think why i survived,
i want to see your eyes and i just want to feel your touch,
dreaming about you, cuz i love you so much

ding ding (i hate this ringtone)

cover by @rrriih3hh (instagram & telegram)

lyrics :

[Intro]
Wristcheck, cutting through the pain hahaha
K-K-K-Kill... Me....

Yeah
Uhh
Uhh

W-W-W-W-Wifi M-a-a-afia

[m1v]
You wanna see, who I wanna be
Hurt me more, put me in agony
And I'm scared of death since I met you
I would never forget you
You wanna see, who I wanna be
Hurt me more, put me in agony
And I'm scared of death since I met you
I would never forget you

I would never forget you
I would never forget you
I would never forget you

[killme]
i dont know why i hate myself,
hate is all i felt, i dont know, 
i dont know, i dont know,

tell me why, i want to die,
i will slit my throat, and i will not survive,
wont survive, wont survive,

tell me why, i want to cry,
cuddle up to you, it makes me cry,
makes me cry, makes me cry,

please make it stop, please make it stop,

i dont wanna see, who i wanna be,
and they hurt me more, im in agony,
and im scared to death since im 15,
i will never forget you,

i will never forget you,
i will never forget you,
please love me, i hate me, i hate me,
please love me, i hate me, i hate myself

[m1v]
And I don't really wanna go to sleep
Fuck, you should've stayed up with me
But it's really not too deep
But cut me fucking deep
And I'm scared of death since I met you
I would never forget you

You wanna see, who I wanna be
Hurt me more, put me in agony
And I'm scared of death since I met you
I would never forget you

love me, i hate me w/m1v (unofficial remix)

lyrics :

this song is... i dont know what its about. i just want to be truly loved. i dont need intimacy, vulgarity, sex, and other dirty, disgusting things. i just want to feel loved...

i dont know what to do now,
and i hate me, its all my fault,
yeah, i dont know, if you love me,
but you make me really happy,

i just want to stay with you,
and i hope you want this too,
i dont want to see my face,
i feel like im out of place,

i feel like im just a victim,
i have terrible self-esteem,
i feel poison in my system,
my disappearance will become mystical,

and i dont want to get better, whats the point?
and i think my life is over, and i dont have more checkpoints,

i have a strong desire to harm myself,
im not an incel, and i fucking hate all of them,
women hurt me more than others, maybe im just fucking cursed,
but they made me fucking hate them, because i've been so abused,

i just want to love, and i want to be loved,
i wish someone could comfort me because i feel really soft,

i feel like im just a victim,
i have terrible self-esteem,
i feel poison in my system,
my disappearance will become mystical,

and i dont want to get better, whats the point?
and i think my life is over, and i dont have more checkpoints,

yeah, im just a little child, and i just want to be loved,
be comforted and feel needed, yeah, thats all i really want

incelcore hero (prod. zet)

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