//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

Dariacore 3... At least I think that's what it's called?

her head is soooo rolling!! love her

"Everybody's dead!"

kick of a lifetime

cover art by @RyanGurry on twitter

lyrics:

[tracey brakes]
i need u to back off (back off)
im running for myself now (myself now)
raygun make ur head knock (head knock)
brains all in the sand now (sand now) 

i need u to back off
ur giving me bad thoughts 
could never be ur sparkledog cuz my hearts in padlocks
ive seen the way that u talk ur nothing but bad luck
block u from my feed go smoke some weed or just get lost 
im staring at the desert i see nothing but night sky 
im staring at my phone and all the things that made me cry 
magic in my heart beat lost in a thread tweet 
ive never felt so high from not saying goodbye

i need u to back off (back off)
im running for myself now (myself now)
raygun make ur head knock (head knock)
brains all in the sand now (sand now)

[dj: recode]
leave me alone
i’m not checking my phone
feeling cold like a stone
while you still sit on your throne

i need you to back off
i don’t see you anymore
why don’t we open that door
so we can settle the score

i need you to back off, back off
still think about the summer, summer
wish it never happened, happened
wish you’d never say that, back off.

tracey brakes & DJ Re:Code - Back Off

[chorus]
i wanted a dubstep boy to rock me out
one with big old drums that make my heart beat bounce
i spotted a dubstep boy in the crowd
but i guess his bass was just a little too loud
[x2]

[verse 1]
tell me what you're all about 
i get a bit intoxicated off your hollow vows 
i get the sense that i'm forbidden fruit to cart around
there's something sensitive about the way you put me down
i talked to all my friends about you, 'bout the way you are
operate with little passion, malice in your heart
always have to be the champ, they think you got it wrong
now it's 3 am again im feeling all alone

always let your boys boys get the best of you you
never mean what you say or check what you do
always put up shit between us, fuck a steady hand
always hungover, taking acetaminophen

[prechorus]
all my life i've waited for ya boy 
the drop hits and my heartbeat goes out
all my life i've waited for the noise
the buildup hits as i break down 

[chorus]

[verse 2]
your hand on my thigh
spilt mike's hard in my eye
shove me aside
you love to make me cry
x2

[chorus]

dubstep boy

artwork by @avoidalmond on twitter!!

lyrics:

rattling chains
eosin waste, recolor my heart
haunt the same place

i don't eat for days
carry that weight
high off of the bleeding just to feel sane

what are you talking bout 
i can't hear you over the magic stuck in my head
night light's been flickering out 
i can't catch a break it's all so innate

logging out forever 
i don't really wanna talk right now wanna talk right now 

gilded's not forever 
i don't really wanna act like i know what it feels like

body torn to shreds let the angel numbers guide me
rosary ice me
3s all in the sky but there’s sixes in my eyes
swallowed heart keep it frosty 
absent in living costly 
can you stake my heart

stigmata in my eyes 
prada on the brain
absinthe in my cup 
i've been in a haze for days
days all feel the same
take away the pain, take away the pain
make it go away, make it go away
i just need a break 
meet me in the sky or just meet me in real life
i got three sevens looking down on me
was it all a waste why can't i catch a break
it was all a waste my feelings stay the same

drink until i die
fade away
i got dog blood, i'm a vampire in the night
eat away my pride 
cross my heart and hope to die sometime,
die sometime

purgatory pony

constellation cradle (remix)

a retrospective on endurance & growth. thank you for one year <3

made by resampling "nobody knows i sampled the amen break"

written, produced, and mixed by jane plane

--

i look back in time 
to last july
i wanna know if i’ve grown from then

stress exhaustion 
in my eyes
remnants of all the time i spent

how the fuck did i make music
while enduring all i did?

back was aching
and it still is
on a couch, all my summers been



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?



take my medicine
i’ll eat some food and take a walk 
for the hell of it

i think the mix is way too loud
i need to edit it

i’m too stressed out to reply 
to important messages
i know that it’s embarrassing



god
i don’t know what to do,
what to do anymore

if i can’t write my art 
the same way as before

there’s stress in my body
i’m sleeping on the floor 
of my friend’s apartment

the body takes the score



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?

EVERYBODY knows i sampled the amen break

trustt - Patience(Zylara Remix)

i upload when i remeber
but i forget
grrrrrrrr
she/they/it

trustt - Patience(Zylara Remix)

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