I'm back.. kind of.

Make it known, Already set in prose
I'm rosetta stone. 
Language circulating through the mind
Spewing rhymes until I'm left alone
You and I could suicide, I'll toss a heavy stone
land of both of our chests. It was a deadly blow
You already know
I'm not the one to skip a fight
Acidic, wicked with every cadence listed in this written
Sinister, living with this conviction, different
dissing pigeons thinking they could spit this venom,
technical with my writing, I'm using algo-rhythms, rapper victims, ditch em
vision gifted, Mind shifted
Put a bullet in your head and get your spirits lifted, Yeah, yo
Vortex of more text and rhymes,
My cortex divine
This force wrecks your mind
A four step design, to writing my every thought
Brainstorm, Revision
After that I listen
then I make a decision, engineering through mixing
upload it to the system, they'll never know what hit em
The scheme sick, Obscene witch
yet genius, the way I weave this, rhyme scheme is seamless
You flow Dasani, mine Figi
rhyme deeply, your mind sleepy, John Cena, You can't see me

Verse Of Fire

full of vexation, I exist in a wrecked nation
Where people are kept waiting
for the fiscal growth, they got a fist full of pills
and a pistol groped
clear as crystal, The symbol of America broke
and now we're left in middle of a terrible joke
So much poverty, it got to be the sign of a slope
aiming downward, the power is likely to go
get devoured in hours as society grows
Anxiety shows, society's sobriety goes, and dies in a hole
40 hours getting wasted
crumbs in every pay check, executives elated
Siphon all my energy to pay rent
it's like I'm paying for a space on the slave ship
I'll embrace it, a suicidal face lift
bullet in my brain, I've been way to patient...
 
Patiently waiting for my day to die
I have no idea why I stay alive
I put my pain in between the paper's lines
I'll do this every day til I fade but it's wasted time x2
 
All I wanted was your help x4
 
My Schizophrenia is acting up
I feel my heart pumps evil through my blackened blood
black and blue wrists showing massive cuts
A suicidal man but I haven't budged
I can't judge, what is next, so I'm afraid to go
i want to reincarnate as some amazing snow
let it snow in Arizona when It's time to die
Crushing apple seeds to ingest the cyanide
Society sucks, and I don't fit
So I'm left, ostracized, I don't want to exist
Bottom line, I am nothing, when I'm gone, you will love it
In my palms, holding pills, just to put them in my stomach
Suicidal ideation, my mind is lit aflame
I don't see a different way.. in every lane, it's the same
I'll embrace it, a suicidal face lift
bullet in my brain, I've been way to patient...
 
Patiently waiting for my day to die
I have no idea why I stay alive
I put my pain in between the paper's lines
I'll do this every day til I fade but it's wasted time x2

Wasted Time

Channel my rage, and spit disaster that shatters the page
I'm a titan and Saturn became
my jewelry, the cruelty that I rap on the stage
It batters your brain and scatters its matter to grains
What's the matter, I know these rappers can't actually tame
the havoc, I reign, master of pain, spirit's attached to a chain
Until I smash it, I'm back to rapping tangible shame
It's just a fact that I'm lacking the sane
type of actions, I came, up to my zenith to practice the game
and practically slayed, the patterns are magical flames
A vagabond, the path I'm on is a path to insane
Feeling captured, I'm trapped in the rain
Until I snap, Until I crack, the vernacular paves
A way to stay away from hate and my actual grave
Bring it back to the page, I got a habit of capital gains
the way I write is like an animal backed in a cage
 
I'm a monster. a diabolical author
the type of touch that can turn acidic lava into water
I be flexing on the pages,
Bringing fire like a magus
When I step on a stage I guarantee that I'll erase it. x2
 
Meditate inside the flame, while my skin melts like candle wax,
I'll stomp on the ground and make a seismic wave
The eradicates a radius like a nuclear blast
drive I've amassed fueled by the gas of Jupiter's mass
think that you could blast and get away with that?
You're dealing with a bar brainiac, a barbarian, a crazy cat
Bury them like BA, A bachelor degree at slaying rap
Master with Disastrous schemes,
miraculous being, creating tracks, harder than graphene,
machine fused with maniac. play this back
Look at how I shatter bars
the way I hold fire, make a flow that airs out your grounding, I am AVATAR
Control the elements, flow intelligence
Skeletons in my closet are rappers I've shattered with no prejudice
Know that my flow effortless,Excellence when the pencil scripts
zenith of my skill, and I'm staring down from the precipice
 
I'm a monster. a diabolical author
the type of touch that can turn acidic lava into water
I be flexing on the pages,
Bringing fire like a magus
When I step on a stage I guarantee that I'll erase it. x2

Monster

Horror

I'm a statistic if I die
When I'm alive I don't matter at all
but if I spread negativity and kill
best believe that I will
be graffiti on your Facebook wall
You don't even know it
A bleeding poet isn't noticed by his blood
but if his focused is centered on what is taboo
and attacks you
then the words mean something to us
It doesn't matter if I'm nice
it doesn't matter the level of sacrifice
A platform doesn't care if you're benevolent
as long as the pillars were created with embellishment
I don't care about the relevance. I never did.
but that relevance is currency
you can currently use to boost societal standing to accumulate a following
and use them as a siphon, money and profit
until you get caught and you suddenly stop it
No passion, just opulence
just fashion, no common sense
there's a disconnect, and I understand it
I could take advantage but then I couldn't stand it
I know the trends
but using this corruption as a springboard is burning a candle on both ends
it won't last so the latter is climbing the ladder
all this untapped potential that won't even matter
see I talk about the chaos and people just scatter
nobody wants their reality to suddenly shatter
they just want to hear an echo
marketing works because they make you feel special
nobody admits their corrupted in the mental
just because their ego is stronger than what they've been through
I understand but I wont view society as something to exploit
I suppose that a willing ignorance is only there to bring them joy
When compared to being used as a toy, so I get it
It's okay to be blind
if being blind is the only way you're staying alive
when confronted with the truth, if it's too much to bare
and playing dumb saves you pain, then be unaware
but I don't have the luxury
I'm aware of the puppet strings touching me
so aware that my shadow keeps me company
and aware of the corruption that's underneath

Statistic

I've decided that it's time to go.
My whole life has been a life alone
Losing my control
Drugs have me under mind control
No bonds like an isotope
I don't know what the point is
Soul isn't joyous
I'm a walking, breathing poison
Talk is cheap and so is
The reasons I try to give for this behavior permitted
I'm sick isn't definitive.
Neither is anything perception based; printed with images
This is ridiculous, isn't it?
My visage is pathetic
Looking disheveled, crooked, the village idiot.
Take the hint for a second
Look at what I've done..
I'm showing you the action right before it happens.
Before the star turns to fragments.
Before the snap happens and it's spread across the Internet
And everybody mourns, but only for a second,
We can see the lies
And it eats alive every part of us.
How does it feel to live long enough to see me die?
If I said it, it's expected
This isn't different
Miserable penmanship from a person imprisoned
But he's begging to die...
And that's typical?
How long will it take to get rid of you??
This depression.
This suicidal tendency
I wish I had a different enemy instead of me.
Life isn't worth it..
And dying isn't worth it..
I'm trying to be perfect
But my mind isn't perfect
I'm supposed to be a better man
Supposedly, I'm better than
But when I see what I am..
I'm broken pieces from everyone else's hands.
I'm foolish,Look at everything that I achieved
In exchange for a rotting family tree
I'm a fucking joke
Spitting lyrics with a puss filled throat
And you're wondering why the fuck I explode?
I'm too destructive to listen to
I'm too egregious
Too poetic, too metaphoric, too allegoric
Too boring. Too much emotion is pouring
Too blunt, too much allusion
What the fuck do you want from me?
It's confusing
I'm done. I'd rather shoot myself and end it
Than ever write another fucking sentence
I'm finished.

I'm done. I'd rather shoot myself and end it
Than ever write another fucking sentence
I'm finished.

Or maybe I shouldn't...
There's a lot of things I wish I said but I couldn't.
Staring at regret; Tearing at my chest
barely have a reason to live..
So why should I do it?
To derive meaning is futile
It's stupid to assume I know the end from experience
but who can?
It's crutial, to differentiate the sickness.
This is my existence that I visit
persistant. consistantly abysmal.
Now you're privy
Now you see me.
It's that simple. Enigmatic shrouds are released with a pint full
The blood of Christ is wine inside the Bible.
Is that enough?
Or should I say it in laymens?
I'm an alcoholic killing myself by looking for reasons
I'm sorry.
If it's not now it's later..
Talking softly; got to lock down my anger.
I'm hoping for a cure...
Closure maybe.
Frozen, achy bones are supposed to break me
Right? Should I move again?
Or am I nothing but a hooligan? A fool that pens
Many instances of same old predicaments
Hoping people will hear it and touch him.
Ridiculous.
That's ridiculous.
Past and present tense
It doesn't matter what the time line is.
You can always hear the time bomb tick until there's nothing left.

I'm sorry.

Senectitude

I admit it.. I believed you..
I believed every lie that you weaved
I thought that I would find me the peace
Of mind that I would need to release this torment
I guess that I'm agent orange
I'm poisoned; rust filled heavy soul
sorry that I could never wash away my genetic code
I told myself I'd let it go
but the doctors hear your voice echo in the stethescope
blood pressure slows
drowning in the ebbing of your memory I can't control
your spirit is fluid, I can't hold on
It's leaking through my fingers til its all gone
I would write you an opus, it wouldn't matter..
so I shattered my chest; at least then I would be READ
There is something in this madness
Like acid that's burning my passion into fragments
the ashes are spread on a canvas, like elastic
I'm painting my life away so you can have it
Tired of the blackness
This depression, this static, feeling gymnastic
Walking on a tight rope; fastened to nothing
Falling in love to break everything.
Walking on a tight rope; fastened to nothing
and swan dive into suffering.

Welcome to the library...
Everything is red
Everything is red
Until everything is dead. x4

cold and I'm bitter
Writing it down so you can hear it
clear and clean
No pages to consider
No words on a paper; no aggression, no anger
No danger; just music
I'm choosing to use it to show you I'm losing my sanity
because a paragraph
Certainly couldn't do it; books are just useless
Vignettes are worthless
Art, doesn't accrue, so fuck it I'll use
Words that you can understand
I'm godless; an Athiest that don't believe in Heaven or Hell
but I'm followed by demons
and never can tell; the difference
between them
But you're a Christian; don't books mean Salvation?
You told me it's okay... (It's Okay)
You let me sit in your house; but won't stay (Won't Stay)
and everything that I've written the whole time
has never been soul tied to anything in your cold gaze (cold gaze)

Crash landed in your life
In my story; the antagonist will die
One, two, three, snap, shattering of minds
You will meet the animal inside
Look me in the eyes
Barbwire smile holding back faith
One stab every time the heart palpitates
All I need is a knife to leave you read/red
My library is filled with the books of the Dead.

Library

Just To Feel

You're beautiful
Every inch of you, misconstrued body image isn't predictable but it isn't true.
I look at you the way you should.
Maybe if we shared perception, I'd be understood
but depression is a substance;
Happiness is substance
What's this? Chemical imbalances are nothing.
To trust in. They bludgeon every corner of the box that you judge with
til the picture is cropped and it's disgusting.
That's the reason it's hard.. I understand you.
I wish I didn't; but I have to.
So I can pry apart this notion and show you emotion isn't the whole thing
Existence is short lived; I know it.
so I want to hold you. Show you that it's fine. It's okay
in time your whole weight subsides..
This gravity is temporal
That's the benefit of being a mortal
instead of being immortal.
It isn't easy to go through; but nothing that's worth anything isn't hard
On earth everything easy trickles off..
I know. You'd rather cry and be hurt..
I know... but you can't have truth without hurt.
There's a difference;
Care to back-track and listen?
You don't have a reason to die if you're living.
Look me in the eyes and tell me that you're fine
If never knowing in time you'd be okay and alive
when every cog in your mind, rotated the same time
and created that stage you maintained for your whole life.
It's a choice that you make.
See the path and avoid that mistake..
There's too much at stake.
Too many paths to create, to many avenues made
for you to fracture and break; become awake.
There's time. stay strong and remain calm.
The greatest mistake is to bury treasure in a graveyard.

You're the timekeeper..
Don't allow the sand in the hourglass leak..
Last week you were everything
That didn't change
Or take a back-seat... Listen

Swim, like you never swam
reject the epitaph
Trajectory should be projected on a better path
You can see my thoughts;
I got a head of glass...
Aquarium; where my schools of thought are broadcast
Transparent; so you know it's not a signal of virtue
I promise I won't do anything to hurt you.
I just want you to live.
I just want you to live.
I just want you to live.
it's better for the issues I have.

You're the timekeeper..
Don't allow the sand in the hourglass leak..
Last week you were everything
That didn't change
Or take a back-seat... Listen x2

Time Keeper

I finally understand...
what love is... and stomaching the fact that I had it and lost it is why I suffer.
and the reason that I'm even admitting it to the pencil tip
is I'm too proud to admit it in person..
Pity my indifference if you must, but it's difficult to exist in
assisted living, I'm chained to predisposition.
The women who dealt with every affliction are livid, and separate
in different states and conditions
I was playing the victim...
and I knew it. that's the problem.
I caused them. I didn't choose to ignore it.
Few can support this when every move chosen was torrid.
From abusive music in tandem
To every manipulation imagined.
Can't fathom it
That every situation I handled, we
Seen the shattering.
I noticed the cracks. They noticed me.
I'm mistakenly oblivious.
every day I feel the pain of what I'm missing... it's
Going to kill me..
and it's everything I didn't want.
Blame the hidden thoughts.
That appear whenever everything is getting lost.
Lines I wish I didn't cross.
and it's difficult to admit I'm the reason I'm lost
I want to blame everybody else
that could probably help.
Push away this tainted disease
that's so painful he bleeds to wash away the digust
He feels and maybe belief
in a purity is all that he needs
to believe in his own lie.. one more time.
Long enough to witness her last ounce of love die.
sing a sweet melody to make these maggots sleep
That burrow in my mind every time I have to dream
Replaying every memory like film
I'll spray pesticide inside my skull until they're killed.
Brittle and small. I'll let God do his will.
Your thoughts are fleeting, and mine's still. Oh well.
Searching for ataraxia
Certain the past is catching up
Hurting so bad and can't adjust
I'm about to snap.. please don't let me snap.
I'll throw this all away
Incinerate my skin..
Burn it away
Instead of decay
Plenty of pain for penance
No repentance
Set in my ways.
I don't want to embrace what I've became
I'm a flame until the fuel dries
And then I open my eyes
And see the trail of destruction I left behind.
I believe you
When you tell me you love me
And that's the reason my reaction is ugly.
Because I Need you.

Because I Need you
I've always needed you
Hold my bleeding hands until I feel safe
Squeeze the puss out of me
Heal me. ×2

The memories of all that I did
Crawling in pits
For the stark realization that my heart is in a ditch
Part of me is sick
Begging for the cruelty
Slicing at my wrist like a violin to sooth me
The violence in movies
Silence speaks louder than words do
If you understand the languish/language
Tell me that it's okay
to hurt you and I'll do it, Tell me that you love me and I'll move the Earth
Whatever you choose, my view is scourged
You decided to guide me through the dirt but you lost me
and I'm truly hurt.
This isn't what I wanted. Not once, Not a little
always feeling like I'm haunted
Chiseling a rock big enough to exhaust Sisyphus; it's enough
to stop anybody from loving me. and I've given up.
Throw my soul to the ghouls.
and I hope that they use everything in it to pour out a venom
Strong enough to evaporate the whole globe
at a faster rate until there's no hope.
You can feel me in your veins and I know it's true
I don't want to but I'll open you to prove it. I'm A

LONE WOLF; COLD FEET
Body filled with malice
STILL MAN,
TIN CAN heart lacking promise
I'm a zephyr
that morphs to a typhoon whenever
separate together
A storm; I'm bad weather

Teetering mind snaps.
Jumping past the borderline
I won't pass forty five.
Torrid mind, pouring blood over the cold sheets that I despise.
Hopefully my body dies before I force demise.
Worthless letters on a piece of shit paper
Contemplating murder just to plead the fifth later
ridiculous sycophant, beligerent iconoclast
I embody both extremes.
Extremeist slash psychopath; mentally unstable but I just laugh
because you're watching me
as if I'm property
As if I got to be the tight-rope walker
while I'm haunted in my dreams even when I don't want her.
I'm wading in cold water; waiting to drown.
Take me pull me inside;
by a rope chained to the ground
Without making a sound
Until I'm punching at nothing but black
Until the lungs in my chest struggle and crack.. I'm a

LONE WOLF; COLD FEET
Body filled with malice
STILL MAN,
TIN CAN heart lacking promise
I'm a zephyr
that morphs to a typhoon whenever
Separate together;
A storm; I'm bad weather

BAD WEATHER

emonic, I posit the ominous artistry causes the artist to wither constantly
It's okay
This is heroin you inject in a different way
In the arteries and veins.
Part of you is crazed
Honestly deranged
It's okay.
If you hide behind your smile you will be okay.
Walk inside
Haunted mind seeing your family fight in picture frames
Your regret became
Yoyr reality
Damaged faculty, can't react or speak without consequence so let it be
Hear the drip drip dripping of the wrist hit
The blank page
Same sound when the tears drip
Twisted ripping of the sinew
All because I can't confide with you
I'm distant
Pitiful existence
Did you even consider I did what I did to benefit your sickness?
pit this piece of the puzzle in figments
Of imaginary struggles and hid it
Expected me to find it
Or stay quiet
Fighting imaginary battles that became science
According to you
The story is true
The portrait is blue and more than a few torturers loom in Your room
Or so I assume
I can only imagine
schizophrenic, but you have more than my baggage
I can't handle.
Black candles
with flames that illuminates inverted colors
Is what you see daily
But you see more Than I do
Before I find you
Hide
Here we go acting terrified
Die, paralyzed thoughts in your mind
No creative drive
Only painful lies that you try to hide while idolizing pride
It doesn't work, right?
You need to pull yourself together
Realize forever is never
It's temporary
And every effort to get rid of pressure with the pencil
Is wasted if you don't have intention to get better
Yeah, I'm talking to you,
Not targeting you
Learn the difference, before you burn your bridges
I'm offering you, a helping hand without the cost of you
Mistaking isolation for solitude
Listen, you've been
Neglected but I know they didn't mean it
Do you?
You've memorized the cracks inside the cement
Raise your head up.
Everything's desolate if it's dark enough
Let me remind you It's difficult if you forgot it was
Because I'm telling you it's getting worse.
Are you great, or are you grave?
There is nothing left on your war singed Earth
So open your eyes before you forfeit first
And it's sudden death

Zyphril

Lyrics:

I wanna kill what this place is, I'm feeling complacent
Walking with strangers that have familiar faces
Wasted ten years on a rock that's so vacant
Placed in a box, I'm feeling lost and I'm breaking
I want to pray down on my knees, 
But it's hard to listen when you hear the sound of disease
demons following me, bottling anger inside
Breaking in pride, I realized that faith is a lie
Wasting my time, picking up the pieces of glass
To put the picture back together til I bleed from my hands
Deep in a land, of horror, and tortorous lies and slander
With morbid thoughts, torching my brain as you die with laugher
I want to scream, but what's the point if no one hears me?
I've walked through the valley of death until I'm weary
But I can't die, and I've tried with a razor blade
Vertically down my wrist, I really want to fade away
But you make me stay, just to run away in the darkness
You brought my heart back, now you're trying to make me heartless
This once pure body of love turned to a carcass
Your pictures on my walls, I want to burn my apartment
I lost everything, numb as a void
You swallowed all my suffering and stomached my joy
Helen of troy, beautiful but destined to die
Your wrapped my body in my mind and you left me inside
Slice and the scars sting
and it's funny you were the puppeteer to my very brittle heart strings
I want to cry, but I'm scared of the acid
I took all your letters and I tared them to fragments
Embarrassed I had this, love that didn't matter
I walked in the line of your hate, my legs shattered
I honestly think I'll never see my next chapter
When you hear this, you're listening to a dead rapper
I put my life on the paper's line
but I think it's time that I fade away and let my fate resign
There's nothing real when it's all fake
There's never happiness, when you're as sad as this and you have lost weight
From not eating 'cause paranoia effects you
And even if you wanted to eat, it wouldn't let you
They say to write it out, they say the therapy helps you
They say it's a choice, they say it but they've never gone through
the peril and stress, anger that tares through my chest
all the gashes on my wrist just to bury the stress
All the wasted years, all the dead dreams and memories
How following you, I'm gonna make a better me?
Please, don't cry when I'm gone
'Cause it's something that all of you have wanted all along
It's a suicide note, and I'm tired of living, bye
Tired of giving my entirety to a lie
Why am I gonna die when I'm trying to stay alive?
'Cause the life that was so designed for my living just wasn't mine
Tired of throwing darts, tired of rolling dice
Tired of fucking living on top of a globe of ice
Tired of broken lives, tired of frozen tears
Tired of swollen fears, voices in open ears
Tired of no one here to hold me when I'm so scared
from the demons that fucking haunt me and get inside my nightmares
I want to cry and it's not fair
That I Scream on this mic 'cause your face isn't right there
Nothing matters anymore, and I when the song's done
you can guess the outcome.

Suicide Letter

Venomous

Fire In The Rain

My knife is the paintbrush, my skin is the canvas..
My pen is the opiate, offending the masses
Disconnect... I will only stay a while
Then I'll lift my neck so I can show you how I smile...
I reject, every piece of serenity...
Hiding disaster.. but keeping the recipe
I'm egregious at showing that I need, to believe this
sequence of events have meaning...
Diving in the deep end.. let the water silence these
lungs like pneumonia percolating inside of me
Drown violently, you're capturing a martyr
Trying to survive, climbing ladders made of water
Does it matter when it's over? No.
The more that I know, the ice forms on my shoulder bones
Seeing life in a monotone monochrome haiku
Trying to stop fires with an ice cube

If I had a way to stop this...
I don't think that I would want it....
What's the point of even living when you're happy all the time
never capturing the feeling of a lost kiss..
You'll never know the euphoria you gather.. or the compliment
of suffering, the opposite of laughter..
The monument of joyful bliss..
perched upon the sword of inequity.. the memories of a small kid...
Who was tortured.. set aside to die
but fueled himself with the identity he memorized.
Damien Page... suffering expression...
but you can't choose separate colors from a spectrum..
I endure.. I realize that I'm a mess..
and I hope you can see the treasure inside my chest
all the pressure that I'm hiding underneath
deciding what to be... with my eyes upon a sheet..
I just write for a release. Looking at the ink dry
I see the sunset in your eyes..
Gazing at the pink sky... wondering why
you choose to hide, behind a ruse glued to suicide..
I got your picture that I keep on the shelf..
I said my heart had scars, you had to see for yourself..
I'm alone...  feeling pathetic.. wake up...
Bathe in acid to wash away my genetic makeup...

If I had a way to stop this...
I don't think that I would want it....
I would rather disappear in a cavern
and let my sorrow black out like putting tears inside a lantern
My depression is my only friend
It's known me from the beginning when I had no pens
No words, no music, and no end
to the pain that's crushing me til my soul bends...
So I guess I feel obligated to keep it..
an honest statement, I got to say it's a secret..
Who the fuck would even understand it?
that I love the madness? I love the glum of a sunken sadness
I'm a victim of my own self mutilation
And there's nothing that anybody can do to save him
He's unusual.. brutal.. beautiful.. moody.. patient..
And there's nothing that anybody can do to save this..


Old Friend

Vexode:

You break into shards when someone utters my name. 
You got your eye closed now and your head down walkin' with shame. 
hands in your pockets so nobody can holdem'
Avoiding eye contact, because I left you heartbroken.
What we had was great, but you took certain liberties that gave me sight to see
 my tears falling violently, giving birth to seas,  hurting me. 
burning me, turning me against you. you saw the wall and chose to build a fence too?

I don't hate you, that's not what this is.
and your MAIN ISSUE, is simply abandonment 
you make it painful, just to make decions
you'll be back on track, if you look ahead and follow your mission. 

Conjoin heaven and earth in each breath. 
Make millions smile before you die and tell some jokes to death. 
Sing, Pick up your head, try to get over me. 
If you won't do it for yourself, use this love to do it all for me.

Damien Page:
Go NOW!
You did nothing but hold down
the Gravity of your pain
was crushing the WHOLE GROUND
do you KNOW HOW LONG?!
I was waiting for SO LONG
To the point
The clocks died, and the minutes would GO ON
and I stood there,
Holding a rose, and you were too scared?
YOU KNEW ME LESS THAN YOU KNEW FEAR..
It was two years, too many tears..
Too many promises were broken
Now I'm leaving like the liquid in the bottle that you opened
and you're swallowing the whole thing... pitiful..
Look at you! Without me you're not an individual
You need to let go, You need to find Love..
In a world where a thousand miles doesn't divide us
Define lust. Wordsmith; it's a fable
Listen to my voice; I am leaving you Angel.
that's it, there's nothing to stand on,
If you don't have a therapist; I suggest that you grab one



"IGMO" by Parallel

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First single is here:
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The dark matter movie enthusiast
Choosing to use his gift
Of language to write about this stupid shit
but you groove to it
True musical tune, blacking the room like a Funeral do
KAPOOF, Capiche? Reading speech from a teleprompter
The reason why I said Kapoof is 'cause I spelled it awkward
and I'm angry at myself again
told Zyphril to kill himself; and I'm not helping him
Big Balls Johnson; The problemed Angel
My dick, your bitch... Cocker Spaniel
kid; I'd hate to have to smash her
But I'm suffering from pancreatic cancer
and it's easier to play the necromancer than it is to fucking pander
So.. Let's fuck like this sex is my antidote
Wait... you're a fucking cuck
I said this in front of you and you shut the fuck up.

Pitiful brittle bitch
Miserable little kid
Dissing with intervals
Here I go, Here I go
Three fucking syllables
This is so simple though
This is what you promote
Fickle and shitty flows...

best believe it's an imprint
Seymore Prism; is in this
Damien Existant
Zyphril dependent
So many personalities, so independent

I am like a picture
I'm so in the pendant/independent.
I'm the fucking man
All these hoes on my shit list. 
I am on demand;
See my tinder and pintrest
On the instagram getting dome from a mistress x3

Sultan of big dick
Sodium levels are getting intense
Maybe if you had a flow she wouldn't need this.
Sultan of big dick
Maybe if you had a flow she wouldn't need this

Peter piper picked a patch of pickled peppers..
but my pepper was way better
It swinged like mayweather 
and hit your mother when she was yawning..
And my sperm swam inside of her body to make an offspring..
Hi son.
You don't want it with Pops.
I ain't cereal. Bitch, I'm an Eighty's cop.
Flexing while the ladies watch
Straight muscles. I feed of the fact that you're fucking distraut
You wanna tussle? You and what Vagina muscles?
Small enough to wade water in puddles
You fucking cross-gendered fender bender
the type to put cards in the bicycle wheel
and rock the orange deflector
You fucking weeaboo, playing peek a boo in the precinct
bending over with no soap... pre sink
Your death I authorize.
You're like a down syndrome dating blog.. an awkward site
OHHHHH, what a troglodyte
You wanna talk we can talk tonight
With steven hawk-devices; 
I'm crossed and spliced with a thousand autistic and twisted genes
That I'm using to split jeans... it's easy.
Let me see your sister, I'll strip tease and hit her with bliztkriegs
for six weeks; until her lips bleed
and everything in these; nuts are spread like skin carved from Ed Gein

I am like a picture
I'm so in the pendant/independent.
I'm the fucking man
All these hoes on my shit list. 
I am on demand;
See my tinder and pintrest
On the instagram getting dome from a mistress x3

Sultan of big dick
Sodium levels are getting intense
Maybe if you had a flow she wouldn't need this.
Sultan of big dick
Maybe if you had a flow she wouldn't need this

Sultan

I'm disappointed in myself, and nobody else...
I got problems, and I don't know how to solve them
Exhausted, and my eyes feel like Faucets
I weep to the point that I'm nauseous
You're looking at a sad, derelict man that can't cope
Mannaquin with a soul, starting to lose control
Part of me as a whole is wishing that it would end
And other parts of me fold whenever you mention friends
I don't wanna leave behind anybody but I'm weak
In an alcoholic stupor, let me take another drink
 I thought that I was super, with a suitable grip
but I'm choosing to slip, in this unusual shit
where the voices are loud, and they are telling me quit
I'll catch a felony quick, all the hell in me sticks
To the paper like ink, I'm a detriment too.
and I promise I'll die before I'm getting to you.


Suicidal man
Homicidal plan
With a gun inside his hand
He's becomes the son of sam
Eradicate himself entirely because he can
He's a fucking  walking time bomb, ready to expand x2
I need to get help...

I've a gelid soul, with a mind made of magma
fucking hate every camera, putting poison in my stanzas
staring at the wall, hoping there's an answer
All my dreams are dead and I need a necromancer
Suicidal thoughts, creeping in my mind again
Fighting all the monsters in my closet like Leviathan
Getting swarmed by an angry mob when I try to win
Cold enough to sweat being doused in liquid nitrogen
Tired of the bullshit, everybody's useless
Hive minded faggots getting swallowed in their groupthink
Fringedweller, staying on the outskirts especially
I've got a sword for anybody that mentions me
Stab your fucking face clean, You don't wanna face me
I'm suicidal bitch, i'll take you then take me
I don't have a reason to exist.
I tried Therapy, and I murdered my therapist

Suicidal man
Homicidal plan
With a gun inside his hand
He's becomes the son of sam
Eradicate himself entirely because he can
He's a fucking  walking time bomb, ready to expand x2

Time Bomb

Zyphril:
I don't believe in love
and I never did
On my knees near the precipice
I give lust to a fleeting glimpse
And that's it
I'm trapped.
And my heart strings are plastic
I'm fragile, I'm weak..
I'mma lose it... I think
And everything in me is begging for peace
Begging for someone or somewhere to be
Vicariously
Living through you... that words that you give me
voice like a sewing machine when it hits me
repairing the damages ever so swifty
I hate that I want you... and I'm tired of livin'.
This life is confusing
When everything in me is yearning for something forbidden. I've given
My heart... and I've given my soul
To something that I can't control
and I'm losing myself
When all I wanna do is make sure you evade hell
Crying to sleep
All that I'm trying to be
Is someone you might wanna see
Someone that brightes your dreams
Someone that I cannot be

~  LOSEMYGRIP ~
Soundcloud: http://soundcloud.com/LoseMyGrip
Twitter: http://twitter.com/LoseMyGrip
Instagram: http://instagram.com/BadPositions
Spotify:  https://spoti.fi/2uGyZYw

You're the reason why I woke up in the morning. 
then you walked right out the door and that destroyed me. 
In my bed alone, i'm feelin so damn lonely. 
Nothin but a waste of time you should have told me. 

That you'd just leave, the moment you were bored 
Fed me nothin but lies, couldn't take anymore. 
Bring me back to the moments of sweat and your moans..

Before l left home, headed back on the road. 

Just so you know, live my life in the headphones. 
Livin so broke, never taught how to let go. 

Been about the smoke, ever since I was vexode. 
People wanna go, so I put it on the metro.

Forbidden (Ft LoseMyGrip)

Dopamine

Breach

Enter The Castle

I'll let it be known
I'm better alone
I'm setting in stone
The end of my empathy
Letting it go
The feelings are final
I'm viral.
Infecting your soul
The way that I know
I'm nothing to all
I'll fall
walk over me when I'm cold
The globe
Is full of these people
They're evil
They'd rather be sold
Then talk to another, this road
Is paved 
With a little bit of pain
A whole lot of ache
And a loss of control
Talk to the walls of my home
Nobody listens
To all of my groans
Call it defeat
The balls of my feet 
Are tired
Desire has grown
Killing myself is a cowards way out
That's what you shout
At me while I am disowned
I know... I know I'm afraid
Lost in the shade
Battling all of my woes
Suppose.. I'll throw it away
Choke in dismay
Eventually I will fold
Chugging along even though I'm alone
Counting the ripples while tossing a stone
Planning my death while I'm cold to the bone
Putting it all in the form of a poem.. you'll know
That I am so negligent
Trying to level with sin in my soul
The way that the devil is
Playing with me while I'm trying to show
The pain in my messages
Chained to the penmanship.. letting it go
The willingness in me to go on my own
Catching a bullet while using my dome
Tired of dealing with all of these clones
Tired of feeling as if I'll explode
Where are the cheats? Where are the codes
Where is a place I can call my abode?
Frozen inside and I can't feel my toes
I am so tired of feeling so low
Maybe I'll deal with it, maybe I won't
Maybe I'll die way before I implode 
I am a zombie with nothing to hold
I am an artist, no glamour or gold
I am a liar and I cannot grow
I am desire without any hope 
I am a zombie with nothing to hold
I am an artist, no glamour or gold
I am a liar and I cannot grow
I am desire without any hope

Without Any Hope (Prod CapsCtrl)

You're weaving yourself in my dreams
Man and machine
Letting my soul intervene
Mechanical being
Cold and afraid
Freezing the heart on my sleeve
Throw it away
Stand at the scene of the crime
Where everything died
My bones on display
I've chosen to stay
Despite what it means
Frightened but seem
Calm but away
Dissociation
Known to break in
And strip me naked
Then slit my wrist quick and hit my face skin
it's amazing
Hidden rage in these situations
I know that I feel sick
Feeling like my soul is gone it left me on a field trip
Nothing to build with
But an illusion
Fucking confusion
Stuck in a loop then
Cataclysm
If only I'd attack and then crack the system
The past I live in
Will unravel like fabric
Dismantle the past with a blast til it fragments
Imagine how fast it could dwindle
Imagine the raps from the pencil
Could actually get through
The blackness, it's simple
My ravenous mental
Assassinates 
Damn it I've been through
The pearly gates
The world, it aches
I'm distant
Persistently extant
Even though I want to see an exit
The instant 
I sleep I'll eject from this shitty existence 
Sleep forever
Just to escape this pressure
Painful letters
Scripted to make an effort
To just be better
In a musty cellar
Trying to write down
What I'm feeling right now
Feeling like a sacrifice now
Had to pipe down
Agonized patterns I had to write
Magnified by the pain inside
Shattered mind.. wow 
Silent and still
Stiller than water
Armor
Please protect me from karma
I'm a, goner
Bothering people
Responsi-bility killing me
Harder
Arma-geddon
Heart in me shredding to dust
I'll do this just once.

Just Once - Prod Mikołaj Kin

I'm bludgeoning, competition suffering
Meditate in acid rain, the drops evaporate before they touch my skin
I'll kill this shit because I can, why else?
If I'm exposed to radiation I'd mutate to myself
Imprisoned in the bars, but attacking with hell
Mitochondria, I'm energy that's trapped in a cell
Assault and battery, causing tragedy, my thoughts are rapidly
Expanding, yet I hold it down stronger than its gravity
I wrote this, my focus, I'm sick, like cystic fibrosis
High voltage, splits genes like mitosis
Break your limbs, I don't need weather to put you in a four-cast/forecast
I'm spreading this fire with more gas
than an Auschwitz chamber, I'll burn you alive
I'm on the rise: Militant with all of my anger
This is danger, wordplay like scrabble
You couldn't reach my heights with the tower of babel
I got the power to stab through a Kevlar vest
Grip a bullet and push it through your chest, with one press

Crypt - YouTube Cypher Vol. 3 - Zyphril Remix

Verse:
My shadow; permeating smoke, entering your throat
Filling up your lungs until they start to explode
I am umbrakinetic, All my thoughts are electric
I'm exhibiting bedlam, hearing phantom phonetics
Psilocybin saliva spouting hallucinogenics
I'll be spitting with spice like marijuana synthetics
I'm on the rise, I dare you to ignore my ascension
My morbid aggression, wield a sword as a weapon
Put your corpse on the floor then I'm stomping your head in
I am Zyphril, the personification of armageddon
Look me in the eyes as I decapitate
I'll put your spirit in a jar when you pass away
and have you stay with my collection while you float in panic
The ectoplasm in my pantry, something oceanic
I'm devious, I'll gain your trust by being sycophantic
The way I finesse the situation is cinematic

Chorus:
I'm Edgar Allen Poe, with the darkness
Granite heart, I guarantee my pen is the sharpest
blood blacker than the Raven on my shoulder
Bodies under floorboards, to gain my composure x2

bridge:
Say My name, I appear like I'm Candyman
You're a chick, you should get a damn mammogram
bodyslammed, LMG saw it on the handycam,
You a man? Puffing out your chest... for the mammogram! x2

Verse 2:
Hey, you, little man, speaking grand
business moves, that will never land like your peter pan
tire spinning in the dirt, patreon looking weak
Stepping to the beat but always tripping with your crooked feet
Never getting views, but you claim that I ran? bruh
Why would I run, when I penned all your Stanzas
It's phantasia, you're bitch that I body
You tried to hit with karate, but I am Mister Miyagi
What? Did you really try to spit with ether?
You're like pizza, epileptic, always having little seizures/ceasers
Dude, you're teeth are rotting, you should shut your mouth
talking tough, when I bodyslammed you in your damn house
wow, you're really dumb, like really dumb
Steal some gum, clean the sludge off your stupid tongue, bum
I'm edger all poe with the visuals
Why would you mess with a rapper superlyrical?

I'm Edgar Allen Poe, with the darkness
Granite heart, I guarantee my pen is the sharpest
blood blacker than the Raven on my shoulder
Bodies under floorboards, to gain my composure x2

Edgar Allen Poe

Gravestones

sentient smoke inside of my iris
Seeps in my skull and soaks.. 
Every quote, every utterance resembles a virus
Infecting everything I was
trying to hide from, it's quiet.. but it's deadly
I'm tired of seeing darkness whenever I stare at the sun
and it's barely begun, the terrible one
seeds of trauma growing saplings in my skull
I wish that I could burn them...
Carrying this burden with it's pull
See the flora with the blight on its petals
it's all mental. The leaves look as if they're drawn with a pencil
Selenotropism allows the growth
As if the organisms in my mind are lycanthropes
Bathe in the moonlight rays and try to cope
A sojourn soul with no bonds like an isotope
Memory is poisonous spiderwebs
The insects trapped are seratonin, and dopamine
Entire beds of soil filled with skeletons I hide
I hear the screams of every connection that died
And I'm haunted by my coding to survive
If I could override genetics, I would spread a cancer through my mind
I'm not a hero, I'm less than zero
Such a negative, exhaustive pattern, 
As if my suffering ever mattered
A dagger right to the throat, witness the blood splatter
take the form of a flightless bird with its wings shattered
only after that I'll ever be wanted
It's such a shame that suicide is how my family profits
I'll make a blimp, for only minutes
Until the shock diminishes, and after that it's finished
lowered in a grave, and then the lepers will behave
Until the rage decays, and they go their separate ways
I'd say goodbye but I hate the drama
I just hope when I'm dead that I'll escape my karma
I know the consequence of giving in
but this itch is in my blood like it's lithium
So forgive me if you feel as though you're slighted
I didn't say goodbye but I typed it.
I didn't say goodbye but I typed it.
I put in my music, you despised it.
I showed you every sign, as if my stars were aligned
but you ignored it all because my pain was silent.

Silence

Old song from 2016. Decided to upload it.

I Know

You're my reason why
Surfacing the love that I trapped deep inside
Trauma in me ceases and you're picking up the pieces
Kept my head held down, now I finally see the sky
your voice is like a sewing needle, mending all my damage
ending all the sadness, Fabric of your soul becomes the bandage
You're the... perfect melody I can't erase  
And if I could, I wouldn't.
never chased, I didn't need to. 
My intention is see through
Do anything to keep you
Don't want to be clingy but I need you
Is it too much? I'm too much? I'm sorry
This beaming love is just overflowing inside my body
When we embrace I feel at home
Your arms is where I heal the most
Push aside the mechanisms that I'm keeping close
Open up and show my soul
You help me so much, and you don't even know...

The fear inside needs to step away
We build trust, and I love you more every day.
My Edelweiss, you're the cure
I put my life on the line like a signature and it didn't hurt x2

Lets repeat it for the memories
You're gonna be my wife and I'll love you for all eternity

The fear inside needs to step away
We build trust, and I love you more every day.
My Edelweiss, you're the cure
I put my life on the line like a signature and it didn't hurt x4

My Edelweiss

Zyphril has dedicated his entire life to his craft.  Whether he is producing, writing lyrics, or mixing/mastering, he is always constantly striving to improve. With a firm resolve, he's spent the past 12 years refining his talent.

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