Mix/Master/Engineered by ZYROM

PRODUCTION BY KUNOUI
MIXED BY NICKG, INCI0 & D’HAELO
MASTERED BY D’HAELO

FLUXX (PROD. KUNOUI)

PRODUCTION BY CONLEE
MIXED BY NICKG & D’HAELO
MASTERED BY D’HAELO

ECHO CREEK (PROD. CONLEE)

VOCALS & LYRICS BY ME
PROD. ISQ
MIXED BY ORGET
MASTERED BY DHAELO + ME
ART BY YIPYIP

EXCERPT FROM JOURNAL ENTRY FOUND IN UNDERGROUND FACILITY #404:

they told me secrets
that I wasn’t supposed to know
it ripped me open
and there’s no way to close the hole
miss the feeling when you’re feeling so close to home

I never remember getting here
and I won’t remember leaving

hope of escape like grains of sand
Ima watch them tumble

forgot what my name is
don’t know what I look like
feeding me this shit you’ll never hear of in your fucking life
I don’t have a purpose
I am just a lab rat
all I see is government officials wearing hazmat

stick your needles in my brain bitch
and I won’t ever be the same bitch

I. [REDACTED] PRD. ISQ

production and mixing: @zyrom

lyrics:

pills and potions
pills and potions
hold up, listen to me get sober

Sisyphus, stop pushing up that boulder
not every burden is yours
the weight is catching up to you
you're running on sheer adrenaline, my dear
living life on a calorie deficit
everyone and everyone
i'm dead and gone
dead and gone
i'm dead and gone

i know you can make it
you've done it a million times before
you can do it
just get it together, surrender

clots on my shower floor
knees to my chest
woe is me, you're so poor, so so poor
get it together
feel your chest and fucking surrender
this repetition, it's a bore
stop pretending that you're so sore 
clots on my shower floor
with knees to my chest
knees to my chest

living life on a calorie deficit
everyone and everyone
everyone, dead and gone
i'm dead and gone
dead and gone

you're living life on a calorie deficit

burn the life you were given

mix & master: @zyrom


lyrics:
glitter filled tears streaming down my face
with a white slip on and socks with frilly lace
our eyes are intertwined, what is yours is what is mine
i'm always reflecting like a mirror
or maybe I mean refracting?
am I retracting?
little do I know that vines are climbing up my limbs
seeds I planted years ago, unknowingly, but still

how do I see you now?

glitter filled wells cried in tubs years ago
Larina, darling, its okay to let go
our hands are intertwined
our brains, our hearts, and our souls are what we now call mine
less reflecting like a mirror
less dimming and less flicker
now I feel the vines blooming into flowers
i'm not wretched, I did not falter
seeds I planted ago, unknowingly, but still
seeds I planted ago, unknowingly, but still

but still prod dead fave

MIXED AND
MASTERED
BY @DHAELO

VOCALS
BY
@LORDXINOVTHACREEK

PRODUCED BY
@AN_DR_0_ME_DA
@GRIDDONLINE

RIPPIN TEETH° FEAT. LORD OV THA CREEK PROD. GRIDD, ANDROMEDA & CORZAI

Detachnreattach

MIXED BY 
DHAELO
@dhaelo

PRODUCED BY
1THIEFBOY +
NEVERHATED


HOOK

MERCHANT OF DEATH
COME THRU
PULL UP AND PEAL OFF
WE SHOOT
SHOT SO FAST
TOO SOON
CALL ME DARKNESS
I BRING GLOOM

VERSE I

NO RHYME OR REASON
THAT HE DEAD
BUT WE HEARD FROM A FRIEND
THAT HE WAS A FED
NO NEED TO BE UPSET
CUTTING OFF HEADS
IF YOU DON'T CARE
WE DON'T EVER BREAK BREAD
YOU HOES
ALWAYS SEEM TO CRASH
IMMA DO IT 
FOR THE CASH
AND A BITCH TAKE MY THINGS
NEVER THAT
NEVER 
NEVER BRO
NEVER CATCH ME LACKING
THERE'S A FUCKING CODE
MIDDLE FINGER IN YA FACE
IF YOU AIN'T KNOW, AIN'T KNOW
A LIFE OF MOVING ROUND
AND CRIME PAYING THOUGH
SELLING TO MY HOOD BACK
ASKING ME FOR MO
CANT GET ME OR TELL ME
YOU CAN CUT MY THROAT
FEELING LIKE SOPRANOS
DUMPING BODIES OFF BOATS

HOOK

MERCHANT OF DEATH
COME THRU
PULL UP AND PEAL OFF
WE SHOOT
SHOT SO FAST
TOO SOON
CALL ME DARKNESS
I BRING GLOOM

VERSE II

SLIDE TO YOUR BITCH
YOU AIN'T EVEN SEE HER FOLD
NOW YOU WANNA DISS ME
CAUSE I GOT A LITTLE COLD
SHIT DONE CHANGED
DON'T EVER SAY WE BROS
HCC THE REGIME
AIN'T A BETTER
FUCKING TEAM

SAINT PRAGA° PROD. 1THIEFBOY + NEVERHATED (LYRICS IN DESC°)

MIXED BY
DHAELO
@dhaelo

PRODUCED BY
1THIEFBOY +
SLAAASH

ROLE PLAY° PROD. 1THIEFBOY + SLAAASH

TRACK 1 : "THE ART OF ISOLATION"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

a poem written by @the0000
interpreted and voiced by @deadrazy
composed by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

English version :

Silence.
It was the only thing that mattered.
Shutting ourselves away in a bubble, keeping everything inside, feelings or anxieties, fears or impulses, nothing was to come out.
The desire to isolate ourselves from others was, in the beginning, in our eyes, a way of preventing ourselves from making them suffer with our ills.
It's by cutting ourselves off from the world that we lose the human in us.
Most of the time, we are forced to resort to this option when an emotional shock or trauma becomes too much to bear.
Our wounded heart, thinking it will be repaired, forces us to submit to our impulses in order to purge our being.
Artificial paradises, such as alcohol, help us to drown our unhappiness, but they don't make it go away.
The higher the dose, the greater the physical and psychological consequences.
The mutilation, the self-destruction, the desire to leave this world, to see it disappear with us, the desire to put an end to this cycle of chaos, intensifies. Chaos stays within us.
Buried in our bubble, without saying a word, these impulses rise little by little, but yet, impossible to scream.
Silence is a pact with the devil, with ourselves.
It muzzles us, weakens us.
People watch us wither away, and we can't beg them to put an end to our suffering.
Silence reigns supreme in our minds.
The art of isolation,
Memoirs of a mutist.

theo & deadrazy - the art of isolation

FRAGMENT 2 : "BOWELS OF SUFFERING"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics transcription :

Putrid and noxious
My bowels started to melt
Naked and anxious
My body was drowning in sweat

Falling in reverse in my bed
Consumed by booze, while having nausea
Constantly drowning in my head
Consumed by madness and hysteria

It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering

Fearful, I'm shaking
Vomit it all on myself
Cowed, I'm laughing
Fusing inside with acid

Falling in reverse in my floor
Consumed by booze while having nausea
Constantly drowning in my brain
Consumed by madness and hysteria

It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering
It hurts, my bowels are suffering

theo & deadrazy - bowels of suffering

FRAGMENT 4 : "ALONE AND PARANOIAC"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics transcription :

My whole existence did not even mattered anymore
Beaten up at every occasion made my entire body really sore
You say that I got a background, if only I could delete all the lore
The only good thing I've achieved was when I slowly poisoned and burned my core

I've stayed way too long in my comfort, rotting behind these four thick walls
Mentally I was not here often, don't even try to contact me with calls
Selfish, I only cared for my misery, brain overwritten with cortisol
I refused all the help I was given, scared, I was sitting behind my door

All alone at rock bottom, paralyzed by paranoia in my body, it's war
Blurry vision, it was foggy, panic attack on the ground as I crawl
My tears have dried on my face, my eyes getting puffy and red even more
Please let me shut down my sorrow with liquor until my body falls on the floor

Until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
On the ground as I crawl
Brain overwritten with cortisol

Until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
I'm alone and paranoiac
Forever alone and paranoiac

theo & deadrazy - alone and paranoiac

FRAGMENT 6 : "MENTIS CARÇERA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

My innocence was slaughtered
Inside my flesh, it wandered
My arms and legs were wired
My tongue and ears were severed
A bastard was trying
To escape, by crawling
And screaming, and squirming
And hurting, suffering

The ceiling was laughing
At my pain, he's mocking
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
It's feeding, It's feasting
It's eating my insides
It's peeling on my flesh
It's gnawing on my bones
My body was it's home

The sky is bleeding on my carcass
The gods are laughing at my weakness
My sadness, mixed up with my madness

I'm the main attraction inside this circus
Look at me, look at the clown while he's crying
His makeup fading with his tears
Mock him, louder, louder

My innocence was slaughtered
Inside my flesh, it wandered
My arms and legs were wired
My tongue and ears were severed
A bastard was trying
To escape, by crawling
And screaming, and squirming
And hurting, suffering

The ceiling was laughing
At my pain, he's mocking
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
It's feeding, It's feasting
It's eating my insides
It's peeling on my flesh
It's gnawing on my bones
My body was it's home

theo & deadrazy - mentis carçera

FRAGMENT 7 : "NULL"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

Backslide, revert
Inside, inert
Backslide, revert
Inside, inert

I was not faithful to myself
The poison is rushing through my cells
Coming back, at this point, just seems impossible
Cleansing my soul, I don't believe in miracles
Angry and violent, I became insufferable
Body mistreated, my bruises were visible
Watching me suffer in front of a mirror
Forlorn, I just see myself as an error
My eyes won't work no more, can't see no colors
Inside my gullet was growing your flowers
Pushing through somedays, I don't have no power
Proud of myself, I finally went sober
Leurs épines pointues transpercèrent ma gorge
J'avance de plus en plus loin dans la morgue
Je fixe les abysses avec un oeil morne
Le silence me fait communiquer en morse

Backslide, revert
Inside, inert
Backslide, revert
Inside, inert

Each hour that goes by, it's getting worse
I wish to scream but I done lost my voice

theo & deadrazy - null

FRAGMENT 8 : "KERNEL"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I am stuck inside a spiral, trapped endlessly in this cycle
Mind and body burns, it's painful, for my sins, I will repent
Down the hatch, let me ingest the strongest poison, in my chest

I crave to destroy each of my afflictions
Tear off my limbs to feed my addictions
My sanity lives off of my prescriptions
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask
I think we already crashed, drown it all with just a flask
Comfort lies behind the mask, I cannot live without the mask

Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
I will be free at last
Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last

I am stuck inside a spiral, trapped endlessly in this cycle
Mind and body burns, it's painful, for my sins, I will repent
Down the hatch, let me ingest the strongest poison, in my chest

I crave to destroy each of my afflictions
Tear off my limbs to feed my addictions
My sanity lives off of my prescriptions

Onto my will, I grasp
(Onto my will, I grasp)
Wonder how long I'll last
(Wonder how long I'll last)
My soul was just a draft
(My soul was just a draft)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
My soul was just a draft
(My soul was just a draft)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last
(I will be free at last)
I will be free at last

Onto my will, I grasp
Wonder how long I'll last
My soul was just a draft
I will be free at last
I will be free at last

theo & deadrazy - kernel

FRAGMENT 9 : "DROWNING IN EUPHORIA"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

I cry only on the inside, so that every single demons drown
Fallen flowers growing out of my chest, until they're all reaching the clouds
I broke the chains of my suffering, they deprived me from breathing
Ingested ethanol inside of my guts, to finally feel myself floating

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it
I don't think I wanna make it
Take my memory erase it
If you wanna leave me, then do it
If you wanna kill me, please do it

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(Euphoria, euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)
Drowning in euphoria
(In euphoria)

Drowning in euphoria, forgetting about all my wounds and letting myself bleed out, because of amnesia
Emptying many bottles of alcohol as I let myself drown into euphoria
This is my self-anesthesia
Drowning in euphoria

theo & deadrazy - drowning in euphoria

FRAGMENT 10 : "FOREVER SOILED SONOGRAM"
a song by @the0000 & @deadrazy

written and interpreted by @the0000
produced by @deadrazy
mixed & mastered by @zyrom

Lyrics :

2002, my mother was holding my skull inside her hand
Representations of my memories are flashing through my head
Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates, like the smoke coming out a cigarette

Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates, like the smoke coming out a cigarette

Out of body, I'm witnessing my unconscious self sinking
Underwater, it's so quiet, eyes are empty, ain't no thinking
If I can sleep for eternity, I don't mind disappearing
What I have done to my own body, is unforgiving

Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates like the smoke coming out a cigarette

My body is now rotting
My mind's already dissolved
From this vessel, I am retiring
Don't scream my dear, I won't respond

Keeping me down, while I drink that poison in a bottle, mind is abstract
I been laying in the dirt, everything hurts
Cannot fill my thirst, can't see through the murk
Lost cause, lost inside my four walls
Harsh noise, can't remember my voice
Stuck inside a spiral
Stuck inside a spiral

I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral

I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral

theo & deadrazy - forever soiled sonogram

"RETINA"

produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

I've been running out of stamina
Black hole grew inside my retina
Played with my mind like enigma

Inside my mind, she left me a stigma
Played with the devil, call it karma
At this point plunge me in a coma
She was a parasite, I was a cobra

I don't care much if you thought it ended badly
Keep all these tears for yourself, I don't want none of it
Don't call back
Making you cry its payback
Even if that was from way back
I do not want you to come back

RETINA [prod. zyrom]

MIXED BY 
DHAELO
@dhaelo

PRODUCED
BY KALOU
@kalou

SO LETHAL° PROD. KALOU

"AMBER"

a song by @the0000
produced by @canewithadot & zaph
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

Paying my dues
She was cutting my back
But I had no clue
Sipping on booze
With a broken tooth
Neck on a loose

Seeing her dance, loving all her moves
Pouring one more glass
Trynna fix my wounds

Shoot me baby
Hands are dirty
We were greedy
But you played me at the end

Out now everywhere !

AMBER [prod. cane & zaph]

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